Leaving the chaos of youth, walking and walking, it dispersed 64

On September 9, 2046, he woke up and saw that Jiang Dajun was still asleep, so he stretched out his arm and lifted the curtains to look out. At this moment, the sky has just dawned, and the east has seen the white belly of the fish, and the birds that rise in the morning are calling their friends on the branches, as if to say: "Daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law, get up quickly and find insects to eat, and if you don't get up, the insects will be eaten up by other birds." "I pulled my phone out from under my pillow and looked at the time, it was exactly 5 o'clock in the morning. After lying on the bed for a while, I felt completely sleepy, so I simply got dressed, changed into sneakers, quietly walked out of the room, and closed the door gently.

When I walked out of the room, the lights in the corridor had not been extinguished, and I remembered that when I was at home, I often got up in the morning to climb the mountain, and came to this endless plain, not to mention the mountain, it was difficult to find a big mound. Where to go, think about it, there are no mountains, you can go to the top of the building to see the scenery, maybe it is a different scene in the world. Just do what you say, walk down the stairwell and climb to the top of the building.

The stairwell is equipped with sound and light control lights, and the footsteps are lit from the first floor to the second floor. At first, I didn't feel tired on these floors, but by the time I got to the fifth floor, I already felt a little tight out of breath and a little heavy in my steps. I feel that I have been barren since I went to college, and my physical quality has declined a little, so I secretly decided that I will have more free time in the future, and I must exercise and maintain my body well. Old people often say: The body is a qiē capital, without which nothing can be done.

When I pushed open the iron door on the top floor of the stairwell, a refreshing wind blew in my face, and my already sweaty body immediately felt much cooler. Walk to the north side of the building first. Looking into the distance, there is a bright river that winds like a ribbon, and that big river is the mother river of Donghua. In the middle is a piece of high and low. The built-up area of the city, in addition to the reinforced concrete buildings, is the horizontal and vertical urban road network, there are viaducts vacated on another road, but more between the buildings and on both sides of the road green trees and flowers, that green makes you look comfortable. Nearby is the small river called Matsujo River, and on both sides is the ribbon park of the Yeonhe River. From the top of the building, you can see early risers exercising along the walkway on both sides of the river. Turn to the west side because it is sheltered by the main and auxiliary buildings of the Media Building. To the west, only part of the city can be seen, and that side is also the old part of the city, most of which are old buildings from previous decades. Going to the south, the southern view is ok. To the south is the main urban area of Riverside City. It is also the provincial party committee, the provincial government, the municipal party committee, the municipal government and other party and government organs are concentrated in the area, here is also a small number of high-rise buildings, more than ten floors of buildings, and the street is not very wide, it is completely the old urban area, although the traffic situation has the subway in all directions, but the problem of traffic jams and difficulty in going to work during peak hours has not been well solved.

Go to the east side. The sun was about to rise over the horizon, and the eastern sky was already dyed red. A few Dan clouds floated, as if welcoming the fiery morning sun. Standing here, you can look at our university town, look carefully in the university town, and you can still see the building area vaguely. There are several high-rise buildings in the middle, and those are the headquarters of large companies in the Central Plains. The whole eastern part of the country does not seem to be too crowded, and the green space between buildings accounts for a large proportion, which can be seen that the concept of urban construction has been greatly improved. Cities are less crowded, and people should feel more comfortable and happier during their lives.

Standing alone on the top of a nineteen-story building, looking around, a sense of loneliness suddenly rose in my heart that I had never felt before. In this city of 20 million people, there were my relatives in it, and some were only my aunt and uncle. In this city of 20 million people, I know a few people, and I know more than 100 people. Think about how many people I am nostalgic and attached to in this city, and I am afraid that there are only roses who are adrift in this city like me. Reinforced concrete buildings are like barren jungles, and we are like children lost in the jungle, unable to find directions and people who can help.

The sun finally showed an arc, getting brighter and brighter, and finally a red sun rose on the horizon. The sun rises and brings joy to the people as a new day begins. Isn't there someone who likes to compare the rising sun to a newborn thing, the rising sun can always give people hope and strength. I haven't seen the sunrise for a long time, a round of red sun is as big as a car cover, and gradually rises, the reference is different, the sun gives people the feeling of being as small as a plate, but its luminosity and brightness have been strengthened a lot, especially in Binhe City, which is called the Central Plains stove, as long as the sun comes out, there is the feeling of barbecue people.

The warmth of the sun is in the human body, and the real warmth should be a strong urban atmosphere with humanity, love, and support, which is the warmth of a city, I thought. Standing quietly on the roof of the building, I not only saw my position clearly, but also saw my position in the city, and I also included these interns with the same identity as me, we are like duckweed drifting in the big lake, and we have not yet found support. This feeling of not only being adrift in the body, but also in the mind is adrift, makes it difficult to see this place as a writer.

A person seems to appear in front of me, that person is my rose, as if I know if she has gotten up now, whether she is also thinking about me quietly like this. When you are alone, you can be so fantasical, think about a person, think about one thing, think about a city, and then, make up your mind to love someone, do one thing, and fall in love with a city.

Although the sun was out, my clothes were too thin, and the cold wind in the sky made me decide to leave the roof of our bachelor apartment building as much as possible. I walked down the stairs step by step, and after walking the stairs without two floors, I felt some cramps in my calves, and I immediately bent down and rubbed back and forth with both hands holding both legs. After rubbing for a while, the feeling of gathering tendons is gone, but my legs and stomach are still shaking, and I feel a dull pain.

Sitting on the stairs on the 17th floor, gently tapping my calves with my hands, resting for a while, feeling much better, and then walking downstairs step by step. As I walked, I thought that if my father or mother had been at home, my father or mother would have rubbed my calves. In other words, if the roses were by my side, the roses would definitely come to take care of me, but now that they are not with me, I can only rely on myself.

The way down the stairs was long, no easier than when I went upstairs, and as I moved my injured leg down, I remembered what Rose had said, and it felt appropriate to use it here. Rose once said in the space: I have no backer, I am a mountain! I don't have the world, I fight the world by myself! I don't have capital, I earn my own capital! There has never been a savior in this world. When I am weak, all difficulties are strong. When I am strong, all obstacles are weak! To be alive is to open the road in the mountains and build bridges in the water. Life, you put pressure on me, I return you miracle!

While walking, he repeated the last sentence of the rose talk: Life, you put pressure on me, and I return you a miracle! Really, there is no one in your life who will appear in your life for no reason, he will always teach you something or tell you a truth, and then he will disappear. Perhaps, Rose is such a person, he appeared in my life, gave me direction, gave me strength.

Today is going to be an internship, this is a new beginning for me, no matter what, I want to carve out a new world of my own here, I am secretly determined.

When I walked out of the stairwell, although my legs were still a little uncomfortable, because I had enough strength in my heart, what was the pain, I raised my head, straightened my waist, and opened our dormitory with my room card, and a smell of stinky quilts in the dormitory rushed in, and I found that Jiang Dajun had already gotten up, so I walked to the window and opened both windows, so that the fresh air outside could penetrate from the outside.

Jiang Dajun stuck his head out of the bathroom and asked, "Continue, what are you doing early in the morning?" I jokingly said, "I'm going to the roof." Jiang Dajun asked, "Don't you think about it." I said, "Hehe, how can I be, I just went up to the top of the building and wanted to go quietly." Jiang Dajun said: "Oh, you kid is not authentic, you still want to be quiet with roses." Beware of me reporting to Xu Chunmei for you. I said, "Second brother, you misunderstood, I just stood quietly on the roof for a while, and there was no quiet girl you said at all." Jiang Dajun said: "Haha, I'm joking with you too, have you washed?" I said, "I haven't washed yet." ”

Jiang Dajun said: "It's half past six, hurry up and wash, and we'll go to the restaurant to eat in a while." "Jiang Dajun came out of the bathroom, and I went into the bathroom. (To be continued......)

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