Chapter 67: Before the Awards Are Announced
It's a very simple question –
Just as the person you like will not like you, the person you hate will not necessarily hate you, so the affection you give is often not the judgment that others will make of you.
Therefore, if you are always immersed in your own fantasies, you will see many things wrong.
So thinking like this, Sayou understood his thoughts a little, no, he should have confirmed his thoughts.
The reason why he cares about Takemiya Sensei and admires Takemiya Sensei is not only because of the various novel characters she writes, but also because of the hidden emotions in his heart.
Of course, this is not the love of Takemiya-sensei.,Even if it's an author that Sayou likes.,It's not that kind of male and female emotion.。
For this reason, to be precise, part of Sasuke's affection for Takemiya-sensei is jealousy.
Not slowly respect and like, which is mixed with a part, more or less jealousy.
Why is that? Sayou knew the reason, but he didn't want to say it, after all, jealousy is not something to talk about, let alone something that can be told to people.
With such feelings, Sasuke and Takemiya-sensei came to the invited author preparation area in the background, where they met Enonomiya-sensei who had been left behind by Sayu before.
He held a document in his hand and waved it politely when he saw Sayou.
Responding with a smile, Sayu walked over and focused on the information.
"What is this?"
"It's kind of a speech line or something, and I said I'll be on stage later, oops, oops, I'm really embarrassed, this kind of game can't be relaxed."
"It's not a game, Enonomiya-sensei, but if you think it's a game, think of it as a game, after all, what idea can make you easy is the best idea."
Just as people perceive something differently, there are many ways to calm yourself down.
It's the same whether it's on others or on yourself.
It's just that on Zuoyou, Zuoyou may not choose to rely on others.
I don't know why, in Zuoyou's eyes, if you choose to rely on others, it is your own failure and your own dereliction of duty.
Asking Lin Xuan for their help before was a matter of course for Zuoyou's 'selfishness', so he didn't feel any sense of defeat.
So this incident made Sayou change his opinion about himself.
After crossing over, after being reborn, after getting a new life, he is still the person who is stubborn and likes to come to Hulai, which is difficult to change.
But even if you leave this kind of thing alone, it will gradually disappear by itself.
Time is the sharp blade that destroys a qiē, after all, there is no absolute eternity in the world, then time is the absolute destroyer.
But in this case, is time an eternal thing?
I don't know, and Sayou doesn't want to spend time thinking about it, after all, the reason why he thinks about it is just to give himself an excuse.
An excuse that you can accept and understand your selfishness.
Some people may think that Sayou's 'let go of worries and go with the flow' is an irresponsible action, but this must be made clear to you.
Letting go of the afflictions is not the same as giving up the afflictions, but it is just a matter of putting them off, and this postponement will become a condition for the self-disappearance of the afflictions.
That's why Sayou won't make a wish to the gods, let alone ask for help from others, time is the biggest help.
Of course, there is a mistake in this mode of thinking, but the person who can correct this mistake has not been encountered by Sayou until now.
I didn't meet someone like that, and probably, I didn't have a person like that.
If people can't become **, it's just a pool of ordinary water, but even so, at least it has to become a pool of muddy water.
"In my opinion, there is a 'fun side' to everything, like being able to think of a speech as a game of 'read the wrong word and it's over', isn't it easy to want to read it perfectly? Rather than the saying 'do things don't fail', people like the phrase 'play games are perfect'. ”
To put it simply, it's a change of concept.,Sayu roughly understood the meaning of Mr. Enonomiya's words.。
On the other side, Takemiya-sensei stretched out his hand to Enonomiya-sensei
"I'm Yuyuko Takemiya, please advise, Enonomiya-sensei."
"This way, this way."
Takemiya-sensei shook hands when she saw Enonomiya-sensei, but Sayu didn't do that after seeing her.
This is also right, in the eyes of Mr. Takemiya, he is just a little ghost who is about to become an adult, but is underage.
The elders asked for a handshake or something on their backs, and there was no such option as zài in the first place, that is, was it their own faux pas?
"By the way, there is something I want to tell little brother Sù Sayou."
"What?"
"The organizer said that I want you to deal with it, and there are a lot of readers at the door who want to come in quickly, saying what kind of 'big teacher fan group' or something."
"Those guys ......"
Did you give birth to something?
Hearing Takemiya-sensei's question, Sayu hurriedly waved his hand to indicate that there was nothing, and then pulled Enomiya-sensei to the side.
"Do the guys who call themselves the 'Big Teacher Fan Group' have admission tickets in their hands?"
"It's all there, after all, the previous votes were announced on the official website, could it be - that 'Love Denial Sect' and other sect leaders are really Zuoyou's junior brother?"
"Please forget about this, it's just that you were willful when you were young."
"Should I say that you are a young man's willfulness or something, I am married, so I don't know, this is the advantage of being single."
"You damn ......"
"Pain, pain, wait a minute, Brother Sayou, in addition to those lovely readers, there are a few people who say that they want to treat you, and they are international students like you."
When it comes to saying the same thing as himself, Sayou only thinks about those two people.
At this time, it was indeed the time when Lin Xuan and Haicheng came here.
"Where are they now?"
"It should be offstage, after all, the event is about to start."
Is it?
Time does not allow me to meet them now, so I'll join them later.
I took out my phone and looked at the time, it was already time for the event to start.
When you come to the entrance at the back of the stage, you can see that many people have already entered through the gate, and there are many "cute" readers who call themselves the "big teacher fan group".
Obviously he didn't want such an ending, Sayu scratched his head.
But—
He immediately raised his head, now is not the time to worry about this, what should be concerned at the moment is the final result of the final selection.
The march into the realm of fiction will begin here, and may end there.
Of course, Sayu is confidently leaning towards the former's result.
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