I thought I could not love you1
She shrunk under the covers, trembling, tears rolling in her eyes, but not falling.
What's the use of crying?
No one will feel sorry for her, no one will be sad for her tears, she held back her tears, gritted her teeth, but she couldn't stop the nausea surging in her heart, when Xia Shanhuai pressed her to the ground and she was powerless to fight back, no matter how she resisted, she really wanted to die.
Whether she is begging or struggling to resist, the man who presses on her is no longer the role of a father in her daily life, but a drunk who makes her feel disgusted!
Xia Weiyang shrank in the quilt, and when she noticed the approaching footsteps, she trembled with fear.
Suddenly, the quilt was pulled, and she almost screamed, "Don't! ”
Don't go near her......
However, the other party violently ripped the quilt away, and when she was too frightened to look at it, she heard a familiar voice, "It's me!" ”
The familiar voice eased her tense heart slightly, and she looked back at him, her gaze briefly intersecting with Li Kangmu's.
She thought of being ...... by her father
I don't have the courage to look at Li Kangmu anymore, she suddenly feels so dirty, which makes her herself disgusted with herself at the moment, let alone him?
She shrank back, her head bowed, and she didn't look at him.
Seeing her body trembling slightly, he remembered the picture he saw when he rushed to the scene, when he arrived, she had fainted unconsciously, fortunately Xia Shanhuai did not do substantial harm to her, he was glad that he was just in time, and he was glad that it had almost become a habit to go downstairs to her every day.
Li Kangmu stretched out his hand to pull her into his arms, wrapped his hands around her, and whispered comfort in her ear, "Don't be afraid ......"
"He didn't hurt you."
He told her the truth, Xia Weiyang heard it, so he raised his eyes and looked at him in disbelief, didn't he comfort her, didn't he lie to her?
"You didn't lie to me?"
"Nope! I swear, absolutely not! ”
Looking at her pale face, Li Kangmu only felt a pain in his heart, and his hands held her face, "Look at me, he didn't hurt you, at least when I rushed there, he didn't ...... yet"
Weiyang looked into his eyes, and his voice choked, "You rushed to save me?" ”
"I'm glad I'm downstairs." He saw the drunk Xia Zhanghuai, and suddenly felt uneasy, at first he didn't expect such a thing to happen, but he was afraid that Xia Zhanghuai would get drunk and find her trouble, and hurt her, he hesitated for a long time, and finally went upstairs to take a look, but he heard screams at the staircase.
He rushed to see the door open, and the house was ......
He told her the truth, rubbing her broken hair soothingly, "Don't think too much, promise me, forget about it." ”
How could she have forgotten jì?
That's her father, she's been calling dad for more than 20 years!
If it were someone else, she wouldn't be so sad in her heart, but that person was her father, even if she wasn't his biological daughter, they should have father-daughter love.
She bit her trembling lip, took a deep breath, suppressed the urge to cry, and asked, "What about him?" ”
"Do you care if he lives or dies? Do you know that he almost ...... you" Li Kangmu's voice was full of anger, his words came to this, seeing the tears flashing in her eyes, he suppressed the anger in his heart, and was silent for a long time before he spoke, "Don't worry, he is still alive, at least his life is still alive." ”
He only felt like he was crazy at the time, rushed in and picked him up directly, and smashed down on Xia Zhanghuai's body with a punch, where did the drunk and confused Xia Zhanghuai have any strength to fight back him, and he was like he wanted to kill him with a punch, and the weight of his hand was completely uncontrollable, he just wished that he could kill this scum with his own hands!
It wasn't until Xia Shanhuai fell to the ground that he gave up, and saw that the corners of her mouth were broken and bleeding, and the wolf on her body was bèi, and at that moment, his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe, took off his blazer and wrapped her in her, and picked her up.
Looking at the tangled pain on her face, he sighed and reached out to hold her face, "Rest well, don't think about anything." ”
He got up to leave, but Weiyang took his hand, "Don't go......"
Can you accompany her at this time, don't let her be alone in the room, she will be afraid, and she will be afraid of the wind and grass outside.
Li Kangmu sat back beside her, and when he saw her face full of fear, he said, "Okay, I'm not leaving." ”
Weiyang took the initiative to hug him, feeling him by his side, and the uneasiness in his heart gradually disappeared......
He told her to lie down, and he leaned against her, letting her snuggle up in his arms.
Until he saw that she had finally fallen asleep peacefully, he brushed the hair from her cheeks and stared at her face, and a hard place in his heart was softening little by little......
He always thought he could abandon her.
But sometimes people do things that are not in the scope of 'what you think'!
He thought that his treatment of her was just an ordinary relationship, even if he later learned that he had a deep misunderstanding of her, he was nothing more than sympathy for her!
It's compassion, not love!
Therefore, she is not important, she can throw it away, if she does something that violates his bottom line, he can still force her to have no way out!
But why are these concepts so contrary to what he does every time!
Obviously, when he got off work and was about to go home every day, he wanted to never see this evil woman again......
But he always parked the car downstairs at her house.
He obviously sued sù her, sued sù himself, and she was not important at all.
But time and time again, when she was hurt, she rushed out as soon as possible......
Such a feeling, vague in his heart, is not very clear, at least, he can't see himself clearly.
He was almost unaware that her existence for him had reached such a depth, as he had once said: As long as you are safe, it has nothing to do with me if anyone else is injured......
He can sacrifice everyone for her!
Li Kangmu looked at her sleeping face, his lips fell lightly on her forehead, and he thought, maybe he was really wrong.
No matter how much he hurt her and reminded himself, his actions were always the most honest reaction.
If she wasn't important, why do this to him?
remembered the question she asked that day, "If Lin Wei'an and I are both injured, who will you save?" ”
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PS: Today's first update, there will be an update later. ╭(╯3╰)╮!!