119 Your love, I can no longer have

In the simple and elegant, cool and comfortable bamboo house, a woman with a round belly walked down from the second floor.

She was a little thirsty and thought of pouring a glass of cold water in the kitchen.

"Be careful, madam, and call me if you need to."

The woman who was tidying up the house, looking at Ye Zishan, holding on to the guardrail of the stairs, slowly walked down from the second floor, hurriedly stopped what she was doing, walked up, and supported her.

"It's okay, Aunt Liu." Ye Zishan raised her hand and stroked the broken hair next to her ear, and said softly.

"It doesn't matter, the doctor told you, you must be careful, your body can no longer withstand any bumps and bumps. Madame, I'll help you upstairs to rest. If you feel bored and panicked, ask your husband to accompany you to the beach for a walk when he comes back. ”

Ye Zishan pursed her lips, thought for a few seconds, and nodded "um".

After Aunt Liu helped her lie on the comfortable bed on the second floor, Ye Zishan instructed her to pour herself a glass of water.

"Aunt Liu, what about Yaoyao? After breakfast, he disappeared and went to the beach again? Ye Zishan asked with a chuckle.

Yaoyao, the little guy, carries a small bucket and a small shovel to play on the beach all day long, the whole person is tanned, her skin is dark and shiny, and she definitely has a fight with the local residents.

"Yes, ma'am. Accompanied by Ngawang, the young lady went to the beach. You can rest assured. ”

Ngawang is a local resident of this small island and was also hired by Wei Xuan to take care of Ye Zishan and Yaoyao's daily life in addition to eating.

Of course, Wei Xuan is the "sir" in Aunt Liu's mouth.

This rocky island is home to dozens of families who make their living mainly from fishing, with the occasional merchant ship to the neighboring mainland to buy other food.

The main rice noodles, vegetables and the like still rely on Wei Xuan's ferry.

Aunt Liu stepped back cautiously, and Ye Zishan fell into contemplation again.

Unprepared, the fear of being suddenly kidnapped is no less than being held to the center of one's eyebrows by a stranger in the Mansion of Genius.

At that time, she was not afraid of death, but this time she was afraid, she was afraid that the child in her belly would leave before she had time to see the world.

In the cold hospital bed, she feebly begged him to take her to a place where there was no right or wrong. Stay away from that land of danger, ferocity, and heartache.

He readily agreed, and led her to this strange place.

It was a beautiful place, with a clear blue sky, a clear blue sea, and a golden sand, so soft that every night she could hear the sound of the sea lapping against the rocky cliffs on the shore, sometimes it seemed to roar, sometimes it seemed to whisper......

They are like wounded lovers, crying out in pain, but longing for eternal dependence......

Ye Zishan subconsciously touched her belly, and the figure of that person couldn't help but appear in her mind, she chased him and expelled him every day, but he was like a sea at night, pouring into her dreams every night, tormenting her......

I thought that if I distanced myself from the body, my thoughts would fade.

However, she Ye Zishan was wrong.

Even if she hated him so much, she couldn't erase him from her heart......

In her sleep, the nightmare that had haunted her for so many days reappeared......

She was blindfolded......

She wanted to open her eyes, but she couldn't......

She tried to push the wicked away with both hands, but she couldn't muster her strength......

"Who are you, and why did you kidnap me......" she asked angrily......

"Who? Whoever has come to ask for your life! ”

"Why? Why? ”

"Haha~~~" sinister laughter filled her head......

"You go and ask Zheng Haonan....... Zheng Haonan ....... Zheng Haonan ......"

"Ah~" Ye Zishan exclaimed and woke up from her dream.

Beads of sweat the size of beans on his forehead ran down his cheeks.

"Mommy, what's wrong with you?"

Yaoyao's chubby and cute little hands gently wiped the beads of sweat from Ye Zishan's forehead.

"It's okay, Mommy just had a dream." Ye Zishan weakly propped up her body, held Yaoyao's little hand, and smiled lovingly.

"It must be a bad dream, Mommy must have seen a terrible monster, a very fierce one." Yaoyao guessed like a little adult, "Mommy, don't be afraid, Yaoyao can help you fight monsters, with Yaoyao by your side, monsters won't dare to come." ”

After Yaoyao finished speaking, she made a lion's roaring expression. This action was taught to her by Ngawang to scare the beasts of the sea.

"Well, with Yaoyao with you, the monster will definitely not come." Ye Zishan gently rubbed Yaoyao's silky hair, five-year-old Yaoyao was so similar to Wang Sirui when she was a child.

That day, he brought Yaoyao back, and she was surprised and puzzled.

Afterwards, she knew that Yaoyao no longer had the right to live in that palatial golden nest.

A cute and innocent child, from the day he was born, he has never had true love. In contrast, she was lucky that she had a grandmother who always loved her, loved her, and accompanied her through twenty-two years......

At this time, there was a noise outside the house, Yaoyao slipped out of bed like a loach, and shouted happily: "It must be Daddy who is back, I want Daddy to play with." ”

Regarding Wei Xuan asking Yaoyao to call him Daddy, Ye Zishan objected at first.

However, Wei Xuan told him that the inhabitants of the island have a very traditional mind, and that men and women who are not husband and wife living under the same roof will attract strange eyes.

Ye Zishan also has no spiritual head from house to house, explaining them one by one.

Besides, can others believe her explanation? On the contrary, there is a sense of wanting to cover up.

"Zishan, are you feeling better? Your body is too weak and needs to be replenished more, so I brought a lot of nutritious ingredients for pregnant women to eat when I came back this time, and asked Aunt Liu to make them for you every day. ”

A rich and mellow voice, with a deep love.

Wei Xuan, who walked in from outside the house, was wearing a beige gray thin casual dress, which was sassy and warm.

"Wei Xuan, I'm really sorry to trouble you so much. You don't have to take care of me, it's enough to bother you, and if you do this, I really don't know when I will be able to repay your kindness, maybe only in the next life. ”

Ye Zishan smiled and said embarrassedly.

However, when Wei Xuan heard this, his heart was suddenly pinched, and his face was slightly gloomy.

However, he quickly wiped away the unhappiness in his heart, and smiled half-jokingly and half-seriously: "It's all right to do this to you, you are Yaoyao's mommy, I am Yaoyao's father, we are a family." If I'm not nice to my family, am I still a man? ”

"Wei Xuan~" shouted softly, with twelve points of apology.

Ye Zishan wanted to say, "I'm sorry, Wei Xuan, in this life, we can only have no fate." I can't have your love anymore. For my heart has been filled by another man. ”

However, she could not say such words.

Even if Ye Zishan didn't say it, Wei Xuan knew what she was thinking.

What makes him happy is that although Ye Zishan's heart does not have him, her people can accompany him every day.

He firmly believes that over time, Zishan will forget that person and will truly accept herself.

He will persevere until her heart is opened......

"Zishan, there is something I don't know whether to say or not." Wei Xuan thought about it for a long time before deciding to tell Ye Zishan about it.

Although, he wanted to hide it until they grew old with each other, he finally decided to tell Ye Zishan, go, stay, and let her decide.

"Wei Xuan, I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me. I will keep your kindness to me, and I will repay it with my life, but I really can't promise you that thing. Because, I can't control myself. ”

Ye Zishan said sincerely.

Wei Xuan's expression was very solemn, she was really afraid, if he formally proposed, what should she do, so she first expressed her attitude and blocked Wei Xuan's unspoken words.

Wei Xuan shook his head and smiled bitterly, he was really, really bitter in his heart.

He, like that person, has been looking for her for twenty years, waiting for her for twenty years, why has twenty years passed, there has been no change at all, and she still hides him in her heart.

"What's the matter, let's say, it's okay."

Knowing that Wei Xuan didn't mean that, Ye Zishan secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

"Zishan~" Wei Xuan said softly, his big hand couldn't help but cover Ye Zishan's pale and weak little hand, he was so worried, after he finished speaking, the woman in front of him immediately left him.

Ye Zishan shrank her hand, except for that person's hand, the hands of other people of the opposite sex, she was still very unaccustomed to being held like this.

However, Wei Xuan did not stop as before this time, but held it tighter.

"Zishan, there is one thing I have been hiding from you, I'm sorry, please forgive me." Wei Xuan hesitated for a moment, but still decided to speak: "Actually, Zheng Haonan knows that you are not dead, and besides, he has been looking for your whereabouts. It's just that this island is very hidden, and he hasn't found it for so long. ”

"I'm sorry, Wei Xuan, I don't want to talk about this topic, and I ask you not to talk about that person in front of me in the future."

The three words "Zheng Haonan" are like a sharp blade, every time Ye Zishan hears it, the fragile heart seems to be pierced once, no blood flows out, but it hurts.

"Zishan, don't you want to know why he went to great lengths to find you without giving up? Don't you want to know who you really are? ”

Wei Xuan continued to ask, "I'm sorry, Wei Xuan, I don't want to know anything, please, don't say anything more...... I just wanted, just wanted, to sit quietly and start again. If you insist on talking about these things, I'm sorry, I'll get out of here right away. ”

Ye Zishan's bright eyes became a little moist, the feeling of being abandoned by her relatives and deceived by her loved ones, she couldn't sleep well after being tortured, and life was worse than death.

The reason why she wants to come to this land that is not suitable for her is to forget jì and forget those pains.

"Zishan, I'm sorry, I just didn't want to deceive you. Since you don't want to hear it, I won't say it again. I will wait for you, guard you, until you forget all the unhappiness and start a new life with you. ”

Wei Xuan grabbed Ye Zishan, who got up and wanted to leave, and the two stood with their backs to each other.

These words are his sincere words and his dream in this life.

However, in Ye Zishan's heart, she didn't dare to believe in love lightly.

Will she be able to let go of the man she both loves and hates? Can you forget the bits and pieces they used to be together? She didn't know.

"Zheng Haonan, you hypocrite, I hate you......"

The two lines of scorching tears still burst out uncontrollably, and Ye Zishan's trembling body revealed that her heart was like a knife at the moment.

Why is it that after so long, she still has such a heartache when she remembers that person......

Forget him, indifferent to him......

He was a stranger, who had never stepped into his own world, who had never ...... Never......