Chapter 92, I am not a concubine

"Aunt Li, please be cautious and respectful! Guess what punishment you will receive if I leave tomorrow morning? ”

Changsheng is very tired in his heart, no wonder he says that poor people must have something to hate, why do some people always think that they have guessed the minds of others? Do you have to impose your own prejudices on yourself?

Aunt Li froze when she heard this, her face turned red all of a sudden, if Changsheng was really angry and ran away, she would definitely be driven away by Ming Che.

Everyone in the house knew that the eldest lady Jinshu had a very strange temper, and drove away five or six nurturing grandmothers before and after, only this Zhou Changsheng didn't know how to get the eldest lady's other eyes and stayed.

And she was personally hired by Mingche from Jinyang to send her back to the house, which shows how much Mingche attaches importance to her, and now that she has re-entered the eyes of the eldest lady, how can her status in the mansion be comparable to that of her outdated aunt? I also heard that the old lady also values her very much, how dare she be angry and walk away from her?

Thinking of Jin Shu's status in Mingche's heart, even her upbringing aunt is the same as a baby in the eyes of the master, and she is an old and unborn aunt, except for letting the Xie family spend money to raise her, what is the role? People are desperate to find an excuse to drive them away, and out of sight is pure.

Feeling sad for a while, she has been with Mingche for more than ten years, but she is not as important as her daughter's upbringing aunt, and regardless of Changsheng's mood, she actually bowed her head and became sad: "I'm not very good at talking, but I don't mean anything else, I just thought that you were going to be an aunt, and we could be together often in the future, so I said it happily." ”

Changsheng's anger had to be extinguished, this kind of person is really pitiful and hateful.

Could it be that in the eyes of others, a person who is over 20 years old is really old and incurable? It's a great honor to be a concubine for Mingche?

suddenly understood that Aunt Li was not the only one in this house who thought like this!

She can't let others misunderstand her like this, even if she doesn't become this teacher, she can't let others misunderstand her like this! It must be clarified, and only after clarification can there be a quiet life.

"Aunt Li, there is a saying that everyone has their own ambitions, and Changsheng would rather be a hard-working upbringing aunt than a concubine. Applying for a job in Jinyang is just to be an aunt, there is no other meaning, and the same is true for the eldest master, and the longevity in the picture is just to educate the eldest lady. If he wants to take a concubine in his capacity, what kind of young woman doesn't have it, why do he have to find an immortal who is over ten years old? ”

Li Chunsang's expression darkened: "I know that you literate people are a little high-minded, and you must look down on us as concubines." ”

Changsheng shook her head resolutely, she didn't want to be a concubine, but there was no need to look down on the person who was a concubine, under this patriarchal society, if she could be a noble wife, which woman would be willing to be a concubine? Not to mention the humiliation of his life, his children must be inferior.

"Aunt Li misunderstood, it's not that Changsheng looks down on the concubine, but that Changsheng is self-aware. The concubine of the official family is not something that everyone can do, and marrying a wife and a concubine is nothing more than a good age and a red face, and the immortal age has passed, and there is nothing extraordinary, why should people be favored? Even if the eldest lord accepts me for the sake of me and the eldest lady, why should I be favored? Changsheng just learned some more rules in the palace, and learned a few words, and wanted to find a bowl of rice to eat, please be careful in the future! ”

Li Chunsang looked at Changsheng in admiration, nodded and sighed again and again. On the first day of Changsheng's entry into the mansion, they heard that the eldest prince specially hired a young, beautiful and literate upbringing aunt from Jinyang, so they guessed Mingche's intentions, and finally agreed that if this upbringing aunt was really young and beautiful and favored by the eldest lady, the eldest prince would definitely accept her.

But I didn't expect that Changshengzhi was not here, and it was not because of arrogance, but because of self-knowledge.

Li Chunsang didn't know for what purpose he actually persuaded each other: "In fact, the girl doesn't have to be self-despise, although you are not small, but you are more moving than a young woman, being a concubine may not be favored, but not favored, the Xie family has never treated the concubine harshly in life, and you have the support of the eldest lady, but the brocade clothes and jade food in the second half of your life will not change, why bother working hard for a tea and a meal?" ”

Seeing that Changsheng was only smiling and silent, her expression was still firm, she suddenly understood the reason why she had been depressed for so many years, because she had no self-knowledge. If she could have given birth as early as when she had a good relationship with the eldest son, could she wait until Yingying Yanyan was a lot of herself old and decrepit? With his humble family birth and not very outstanding appearance, it is already a great creation to have this life of being a slave and a maidservant, so what is not satisfied?

She sat on the bed and blessed Changsheng, and said solemnly: "No wonder the eldest master hired a girl to be an upbringing aunt, and he really spoke and did things insightfully. I have been at the tip of the bull for so many years, and I am depressed and unhappy every day, but I was easily persuaded by the girl tonight. After the spring mulberry, remember that people are valuable and knowledgeable! ”

Changsheng opened his mouth but couldn't speak, was it really so easy to convince her? I hope that if she really figures it out, she will be able to have less resentment in her future life, and her life will be more comfortable and peaceful.

In any case, after convincing her, she was finally at peace tonight, and this woman could hide as far as she could in the future.

"My aunt is a smart person, and some truths will be understood after a little thought, and Changsheng is just an unintentional reminder."

Aunt Zhou still had to say some words of gratitude, but Changsheng didn't want to hear it at all, because it was late and she was really sleepy. What's more, the quilt is so soft and warm, the plain and unpretentious tent separates a quiet world, a candle is just about to burn out, and it is a good time to sleep.

"Sleep, auntie, I promised to have breakfast with the eldest lady tomorrow, I'm afraid that I won't be able to get up too late, so my aunt will sleep too."

After speaking, he blew out the candle and got into the quilt, it was really warm and soft, so that Changsheng sighed softly, and couldn't help but close his eyes.

Some people just don't know how to enjoy it, and they have to disturb people's dreams.

"Miss Zhou, are you really not going to be your uncle's concubine?"

Changsheng, who was about to fall asleep, was suddenly woken up, and suddenly a wave of anger rushed to his heart. Seeing that she was repeatedly entangled in this matter, she was very resentful, and just said that people have the name of self-knowledge, she knew that her resentment for more than ten years had not changed so easily.

"Whether or not I am the uncle's concubine is my own business, and it has nothing to do with my aunt! Why should my aunt worry about others? I am a person who suffers and suffers, and if I don't sleep tomorrow, I really don't have enough energy, and I can't enjoy the blessings of my aunt every day, and I can sleep during the day if I don't sleep at night! I'm really going to sleep, please don't make a noise and disturb people's dreams! ”

After speaking, he wrapped himself in the quilt and went to sleep, and there was no movement, as if there was nothing more important in the world than sleeping.