It's been a long, long time since I missed you.46
Missed you, it's been a long, long time46
Life is always full of drama, nothing will change, no one will change for you, only yourself can change!!
If she is destined to live in darkness in the future, then she must also live her own brilliance in the dark world.
She had to make herself strong first, to adapt to the days without light, to what she could do as a blind person.
Thinking of this, she suppressed the bitterness in her heart, "Ling Jun, my mother's funeral, can you do me a favor." ”
"No problem, I'll help you."
Hearing this, she squeezed out a smile, "Thank you." ”
"Besides......," she said, biting her lip, "I want to get out of here." ”
"Leave?"
Shen Lingjun frowned, "Where do you want to go?" ”
"I don't know, it's okay to have a nearby town, I just want to be able to get out of the city during this time."
She shook her head bitterly, she wanted to stay away from here, the city was full of Li Kangmu's breath.
She always felt like she was about to suffocate, and she couldn't ignore his existence.
What's more, she wants to find a quiet place to give birth to this child.
At present, she is pregnant with a child and is afraid that she will not be able to leave......
You can only avoid it first and wait for the child to be born before making arrangements.
She figured it out, this child has nothing to do with Li Kangmu in the future, she has lost her mother, and there are no relatives in this world.
If the baby also leaves, then she is really alone.
She will lose the motivation to live, and she will lose the bond to support and work hard.
The corners of her mouth swept over the helpless arc, "I want to find a quiet place to give birth to a baby." ”
"Look!" He Chuyun couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to speak.
Weiyang interrupted him with a smile, "Don't stop me, I've lost everything, I don't want to lose the baby anymore, I know, this is a very dangerous thing, if I have an accident, the child won't survive, but how can I know if I don't try?" It's too cruel for him to give up on my own initiative if I didn't try, if ......"
"If it fails, then let me leave with the baby."
If something were going to happen, she would rather leave this world with her baby.
She had made up her mind to keep the child.
At that time, she was sitting outside, listening to the girls crying and making fuss next to her, and asked the doctor here to give an explanation, saying that after an abortion, she could never get pregnant again, and she would never have a chance to be a mother again......
What kind of medical dispute happened in it, Weiyang is not clear.
But all she knew was that she didn't want to lose the child.
Faced with Li Kangmu's questioning, she ruthlessly said that she would kill him, hoping that he would never know about this child.
Since he has chosen to be in charge of Lin Wei'an's life, he should never come to participate in her life with the baby.
She will be alone, raise the baby well, and live well.
"I know what I'm in now, and I know that it's a problem to take care of myself now, but I'm going to try to adapt, whether I can see it again in the future, and I'm going to try to adapt to this life."
In the world, she is not blind.
She is not alone, living in darkness.
It's not her alone, a blind mother......
Others can do it and do it well, why can't she!!
He Chuyun wanted to say something, but Shen Lingjun took the lead, "Since you have made a decision, no matter what, I will help you." ”
He Chuyun glared at him, "Is your brain caught in the door?" ”
"She's impulsive, and you're impulsive? Hey, Shen Lingjun, don't you like us? The child she is pregnant with is Li Kangmu, don't you mind? ”
He Chuyun found that she really had to reorganize her understanding of men, originally she thought that men were very selfish, not only big men's ideas, but also impossible to accept a woman who was pregnant with someone else's child, because according to Shen Lingjun's conditions, what kind of woman did he want?
But Shen Lingjun greatly destroyed her cognition, and always did unexpected things.
Shen Lingjun looked at Weiyang, his gaze flowing gently, "This child is hers, I won't mind." ”
He loved her and was able to tolerate a qiē.
When you love a woman deeply, even if she is not perfect, she is 108,000 miles away from the image standard of the lover of your dreams, but you will still abandon all her shortcomings, and just want to keep her by your side, he loves her Xia Weiyang person, not her first time and body.
He admits that he doesn't care at all, but he cares more about whether she can give him a chance to take good care of her.
If he can start a new life with her, he didn't have the honor of being the father of the first child, then later, they can have their own children, right?
Shen Lingjun continued, "You should know her character better than me, and only support can keep her." ”
According to her stubborn temper, if everyone objected, she might hide alone......
When the time comes, won't it be even more anxious?
He Chuyun sighed and didn't say anything more.
Xia Weiyang on the side squeezed out a smile, "Ling Jun, thank you very much." ”
She didn't know what else she could say other than thank you.
His feelings for her, she didn't feel it, she wasn't a fool, how could she not understand.
The car drove smoothly on the busy street.
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The night is dark, the wind is cold.
Li Kangmu came out of the bar, drunk.
The acting driver respectfully stepped forward and opened the door and helped him to sit in.
He sat in the back seat, leaning on his back, unable to lift any strength.
The driver drove the car and asked, "Li Xiansen, are you going back to Yinhai District or ......?"
Li Kangmu stared at the dark night and didn't speak for a long time.
He was silent for a long time, until the driver asked again, "Mr. Li?" ”
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PS: It should be able to update a little more today.,There's a 4000-word update later.,If you can't wait, you can see it tomorrow.,We've been waiting for a long time these days.。 A warm man, a domineering bad man, who do you support? Recommended for new readers: You can see Moutang's two ending articles, "Don't Mess with the President" and "President, Let's Divorce"