(43) Pretending
Ah Mo was a little surprised, she spared a circle and returned to the palace, and the candle flame in Chen'an Palace was already lit.
It's only past midnight, and Jinghua won't come back at this time.
Something must have happened, right?" Ah Mo was a little worried, stepped up, and ran back to the dormitory.
Fortunately, he sat upright and didn't look unusual.
But the strange thing is that since there is nothing, why didn't he read the files of those cases in the Lingxiao Palace, nor did he review the folds in the Hanshu Pavilion?
He passed a few side dishes, two bowls of porridge, and a stack of exquisite pastries, pea yellow, crystal dumplings and so on.
It's Ah Mo's favorite food.
"Jinghua, are you back so early?" said Amena.
He stood up and hugged her gently, his tired and hoarse voice filled with guilt, "It's over, you still think I'm going back early, you can see how late I am on weekdays." ”
Ah Mo was gently hugged by him, but still a little didn't come back to his senses, and said with a smile: "What's wrong with Jinghua today?
Jinghua shook his head, "No, I just want to Momo, so come back early." ”
He pulled her to the table and sat down, put a piece of hibiscus crisp in her bowl, looked at her and smiled softly: "I haven't had dinner yet, you can eat a little with me." ”
Ah Mo nodded, Jinghua looked a little abnormal, she lowered her head and ate two bites, and finally couldn't help asking, "Is it Chenhua that they have found a way to get rid of their crimes?"
Jinghua scooped a mouthful of porridge with a spoon, put it to her lips to cool it down, and said with a faint smile: "I have these two people in my mind all night, let's put them in for now, let me and Momo have a good meal, okay?"
Mo nodded.
He swallowed only two mouthfuls of porridge before he choked, turned his head, covered his mouth and kept coughing, until his face turned pale, and then he stopped slightly.
"Jinghua. ”
"What...... Ahem, what?"
She put down her chopsticks and got up to pour him a glass of water, "Isn't it comfortable?"
Jinghua shook his head, Fang Cai's sudden cough made his chest tingle a little, but he didn't mean to let go, his left hand covered his mouth with a towel handkerchief, and his right hand was about to pick up vegetables.
"Don't eat it, Jinghua. Ah Mo said, "You really don't have to do this. ”
She put down her chopsticks, looked at him, and said calmly: "Don't be afraid of my loneliness, deliberately put down what you are doing to accompany me." You don't have to come to eat with me, and if you have a bad appetite, don't force yourself. ”
His face was pale and a little blue, a tiredness that could not be concealed. She stood up, walked to him and squatted down, gently leaned her cheek on his knee, and said distressedly: "Momo has grown up, she is no longer an ignorant little girl, she won't know that you are very busy and hard, and you are still clamoring for you to accompany you." Maybe sometimes I seem to be coquettish and love to mess with you, and that's on purpose, in order to make you happy. ”
"Momo. ”
"I know what you want to say, you must feel that since you brought me to the Heavenly Palace, you left me at home all day long, as if you were sorry for me. But it really doesn't matter, I can arrange myself and find a lot of things to do for myself.
You see, I said that I want to renovate the study for you, and I want to learn how to cook from Canaan, but in fact, I am just having fun for myself, and I have long known that you don't need the conveyor belt in that study at all. ”
"You know?" he smiled wryly, a little embarrassed.
"Of course," Ah Mo smiled and said proudly, "You are so much smarter than me, if you really need to, you would have done it yourself." ”
Jinghua sighed. He pulled her up and sat on top of him, wrapping his arms around her as if he were a child. She's still very light, although she always says she's fat, but in fact she doesn't.
"I'm just afraid you'll be disappointed. Momo, I'll ......," Jinghua said softly.
He paused, as wise as he was, and also met the word poor, "I want to do better and make you happy." I want you to have endless happiness and no worries every day. But I ......"
He laughed at himself, "I always seem to be upsetting you." ”
"If you don't worry about it every day, that's a fool!" Ah Mo laughed.
She sat on his lap and could finally stop looking up at him. She liked this special perspective, which allowed her to see his facial features more clearly, and without the usual coldness.
"Jinghua is also a fool. Ah Mo said, "How can you be a human being without troubles, and how can you know true happiness without troubles?"
"Momo?" he looked up, meeting her sparkling black eyes.
"When I got sick, I hid outside and didn't dare to come back, and I was so tired that I couldn't eat, but I still had to eat with me...... Isn't Jinghua a fool?"
Her throat tightened, and at last she couldn't even say anything to herself, choked and hid in his arms, tears dripping from the shining black jewels, wetting his clothes and hurting his heart.
"Are you angry with me?" Jinghua sighed softly as she stroked her long hair.
"Of course you're angry! angry that you always hide from me and treat me like a child!"
Ah Mo raised his head, tears still in his eyes, and said fiercely with a small mouth: "Jinghua, we have known each other for so long, we have experienced so many terrible things together, and we have all come over!"
Now that we're finally together, what do you think can break us apart? What could be more terrible than what we've been through? You always don't tell me anything, you bear it alone, do you not believe in me, or do you not believe in our feelings?"
"Momo, I just don't want you to worry. ”
"Hide it from me, won't I be worried?" Ah Mo's bright little spring face smiled for the first time with a bit of sadness, "Jinghua, why are you so smart, but you always live like a fool?"
Do you think that as long as you protect me behind me, rain or shine, and carry everything down by myself, I will be happy?
Do you think that as long as I report good news and not bad news, let me eat delicious food and have fun every day, this is the life I want?"
Jinghua did not answer.
He looked at her, a long silence, his long eyelashes fluttering slightly, revealing the most fragile heart he had hidden beneath the hard exterior.
"Momo," Jinghua's voice was low and sickly hoarse, "Are you with me and let you ...... Feeling tired?"
Ah Mo thought for a moment and nodded.
"Really?" Jinghua smiled sadly, he didn't expect Ah Mo to admit it so simply.
"I don't like to lie to you, good is good, bad is bad, why do you want to cover up?"
She bit her lip, her black eyes sparkling, "You love so hard, and you spend so much effort to make me happy, I can't say it even if I'm not happy!
Jinghua, you have made me hypocritical, pretend to be happy with you, but if you are uncomfortable, I can't be happy, not at all, not at all!"
She finally cried like a child, Jinghua thought, hugged her tighter in distress, and let her vent happily in her arms.
Although she kept saying that she had grown up, that she could take care of herself, and that she didn't have to worry about it anymore, she even thought that she could share the worries of "Your Majesty......
But she is still young after all, and she pretends to be an adult hard, carrying the sorrow that she can't carry, but it makes him feel even more distressed.
"I know you're sick, run to find Brother Qinglan and hide in Surabaya Pavilion!
I also know that you have been worried about Chenhua and Xuan Yao, and you are so anxious!
I know better, your Yinlongyi must be in trouble! It's not that it's okay, it's okay, but it's very related!
You didn't say anything, I had to guess alone, and I ran to ask Yiheng! I was obviously worried that I was so nervous, but I could only continue to pretend in front of you!
Xuanyuan Jinghua, are you embarrassed to ask me if I'm tired? Tell you, I'm going to be tired to death by you! I'm tired! I'm angry! I'm going crazy!"
"I spent half of my cultivation for Chenhua. Jinghua said suddenly.
His voice was soft, inaudible in the whining voice of Ah Mo crying and shouting.
But Ah Mo heard it clearly.
The words were so clear and sharp that they were so hot that they fell like a bolt of lightning and almost pierced her!
She fell silent, her eyes wide open, and she looked at him in a daze.
"You say...... What?"
"I said, I spent half of my cultivation for Chenhua, and I transformed the magic power for him and reshaped the immortal yuan. ”
Ah Mo shook her head lightly and muttered to herself, as if in self-denial, "Impossible, impossible! Jinghua, you're lying to me, aren't you?"
She seemed to be electrocuted, escaped from his embrace, and silent tears were already pouring down, but she didn't seem to realize it, Wu Ziqiang smiled, and said in a trembling voice: "Jinghua, you must be lying to me! I just got Yinlong Wing, it's only been more than half a year, you tell me...... Hehe, you tell me that half of my spiritual power has been lost?"
"Momo!" Jing Hua also stood up, his voice was still hoarse, but it was so low that it could not be refuted at all, "You calm down! Chen Hua was tortured by the evil demon exercises in his body, and life was worse than death every day! He also sucked the blood of the fairy spirit because it was really unbearable......"
"What about you!" Momo interrupted him severely.
She was so excited that she even raised her voice in a higher tone, "Xuanyuan Jinghua, have you forgotten that you are worse off than dead, how did you come here when you were unbearable?" Okay, let me remind you!"
You've made it through yourself!
It's up to your eldest brother, Brother Qinglan keeps rotating to give you spiritual power, hanging your life! It's Sister Yuan who administers needles for you day and night, and she doesn't even dare to doze off!"
Her eyes were red and she screamed in frustration. Her throat hurt terribly, but she didn't want to stop at all, instead screaming hysterically louder and her voice sharper, as if she was about to pierce Jinghua's eardrums!
"Why do you want to use your spiritual power to save him when he is uncomfortable! Why do you want to endure silently and hard by yourself! Your father, that precious brother of yours, no one cares about you? They still want to kill me and Xuanhua when they see you die!"
Her chest rose and fell violently because of her anger, as if she was out of breath after a desperate fight, and it took a long time to finally calm down, "Maybe for you, you can forget that, but I can't!"
Finally, she looked at him coldly and said word for word: "I will never allow anyone to hurt you again!