Missed you, it's been a long, long time 40

Weiyang didn't say a word at all after waking up, always sitting on the bed with his knees hugged, his face leaning in the direction of the window, feeling the warm sun.

The body was warm and coaxed, but the bottom of my heart was still so cold that the blood coagulated.

It is a kind of cold that penetrates into every crevice of the body, making people's blood vessels faintly painful, just like the pain of blood vessel prick during an injection in winter.

There was no expression on her pale face, and there was no emotion, so that Shen Lingjun couldn't see any affection for her.

He couldn't touch the wounds in her heart, he couldn't know what she was thinking.

No matter what he said to her, she didn't answer.

Shen Lingjun walked out of the doctor's office, returned to the ward, and the moment he pushed the door open, he saw this scene.

She hugged herself, her hands over her ears, as if she was trying to escape something.

Xia Weiyang's mind was very chaotic, especially thinking of the past, thinking of how he knew that her mother was not in his hands, how could he still threaten her without changing his face and make her believe him......

I remembered what he said to himself on the mountain, and remembered that he went to the warehouse alone to save her, and even almost knelt.

She still remembers that time when she took birth control pills, he had a big temper, the whole person looked gloomy, she still remembered, she stood in front of the shareholders and was so timid that she couldn't speak, it was he who gave her appreciative gaze, which made her confidence swell, she even remembered that time she cooked soup for Shen Lingjun He smashed it all and injured her, obviously deliberately bought the medicine but pretended to be indifferent and threw it to her, when she almost fell from the roof, it was he who held her hand hard and screamed, give it to me, Weiyang, believe me!!

Bits and pieces come to my mind, as if the slides are playing in my head.

Why is a qiē fake?

Why did she stick to her heart and not touch the scenery on Li Kangmu's head, but he took the initiative to approach her, asking her to believe that he could give her what she expected!

Since you can't give it, don't promise, don't even give a little hope, it's right!

Xia Weiyang bit her lip, her face was hot from the warm sun, she buried her face between her knees, and her shoulders shook slightly.

And Shen Lingjun's heart was like a knife, inch by inch, he walked to her side, stretched out his hand to help her tidy up her slightly messy hair, "I know you don't want to say anything now, and you don't want to think about it, if you feel tired, you can leave it all to me." ”

"Remember, you still have me."

His long, clean fingers ran through her hair, helping her to arrange her hair.

The warmth on her fingertips touched her heart little by little, making her almost burst into tears.

She still has him?

Why is he still willing to stay with her?

Weiyang pulled down his hand and held his big hand.

His palm was large and warm, and the palm gave people a thick feeling, and Shen Lingjun held her back, as if he wanted to give her some strong energy.

"You know what? Little Pepper has always been the strongest in my heart, I feel that there is no difficulty that you can't get over, didn't you say that there is no hurdle in this life that you can't pass? ”

"Why is it so good to me?" Her voice choked, had she ever been that strong?

Did she really say those words?

But why at this time, she was like the warrior on the battlefield who had been stripped of all his armor, and she was defeated in an instant.

She couldn't find the motivation to persevere, she used to hold on to her mother, but now her mother is leaving, and the child in her belly is about to leave, so how can she face it calmly, how can she be strong to support.

Shen Lingjun clenched her hand, "I will always be good to you, even if you don't need to, I will do my best to help you." ”

He has love hidden in his heart and is full of guilt.

This guilt drove him to remind him that he must treat her well, he only loves this woman in his life, only treats her well, and never fails her and makes her cry......

He will not allow anyone to hurt her again, and if he can, please hand her over to him and let him take charge of her life.

Weiyang was moved, but also felt that he was not worthy of his dedication.

What did she deserve to be treated like this?

She is still pregnant with someone else's child, and she has become like this again, whether her eyes can be good or not, it is a fact that she has been disfigured, he should not waste time and energy on her, he should have happiness that belongs to him, and have a woman who is really suitable for him......

Weiyang bit his lip and said bitterly, "I don't deserve you to be so good to me, please don't be nice to me anymore." ”

All she could give him, except trouble.

Nothing else......

She didn't want to drag him down, tie him down, delay him.

Shen Lingjun looked at her face and could understand what she was thinking, "No matter what you have done, even if you worship money, are selfish, or even worse, it doesn't matter, I don't care, but there is a feeling that is stronger than caring, that is, I want to be good to you and want to keep you by my side." ”

"Weiyang, I don't mind if you are used to Li Kangmu, if one day, you want to leave and want to start a relationship again, please put me in the first place to consider, I will not let you down."

There is no man in the world who does not have such a little domineering mind, hoping that she will always be his woman, but he doesn't mind, what age is it now, he is not a place, and why ask her to leave a blank past and give it to him.

Who hasn't indulged?

Who hasn't been ridiculous.........

Who doesn't love to miss people......

When he Shen Lingjun was messing around, he also played in a bar for a night, but those days gradually became boring, he just wanted to find the person he really wanted......

Let him have a feeling that having her is enough, that's what he wants!

His hand caressed her cheek, his fingertips rubbing the corners of her eyes, wiping away the wet tears, "I'll give you time to think about it." ”

Hearing this, the tears in Weiyang's eyes still couldn't help falling.

Hot tears dripped down the back of his hand, snaking and slipping......

Staring at the tears on her face, Shen Lingjun's heart spread with strong pity, so that he couldn't help but hug her in his arms, his thin lips gently slid over the corners of her eyes, kissing away the tears on her face....... *************************************************************************

PS: You say, does the male protagonist change it? Tonight's update is here for the time being.,Something happened to the grandmother at home.,There's no time to write too much today.,Good night girls.,In addition, I recommend new readers.,You can see two ending articles of a certain Tang.,"Don't mess with the president", "President, let's divorce"╭(╯3╰)╮......