Thank you to the readers and friends who have been supporting this book, it's been three years, and I didn't expect that not only am I still insisting, but many readers and friends are also insisting, sometimes I don't know whether to cry or laugh.

At first, I wrote this book based on my long-standing hobby of writing, and I couldn't believe it when I signed the first 40,000 words, but when the outline was incomplete, I started writing it with full motivation, thinking that I had received the greatest affirmation.

At first, I was influenced by the Amber Sword, and then after more than ten chapters, I suddenly realized, if I wrote it in that pattern, would this book still be the book I wanted to write? As a result, I decisively changed my mind and began to embark on a dark path of no return, showing the world and story I wanted to depict as much as possible.

Regret it? I don't regret going against my heart, in fact, I do regret it.

Maybe I'm too idealistic.

I'm a very stubborn person.,I've promised not to be a prisoner.,I've never been a prisoner.,Because I don't want to be poked in the back and say that I don't have faith.,I once broke my promise to a few girls I like.,As a result, it led to regretful memories.,If I break my trust in you again.,I'm afraid I won't have the face to see you.。

As I get older, the pressure of reality has made me unable to devote myself to the book anymore, and it would be good if the book could make some money, but the problem is that the monthly manuscript fee of fifty or sixty made me lose a large part of my motivation, otherwise why did I have to come to Xinjiang alone in the end, it is nothing more than a relative who introduced a job in the Gobi Desert with a good salary.

Sending people under the fence, family conflicts, and all kinds of bullshit things make me feel very tired.

I became more and more silent in front of people, because I was very depressed, although my advantage is that I can quickly forget unhappy things, but over time, there will inevitably be some mental problems, but fortunately I am still an optimistic person, always believe that the future is bright.

Every time I see a reader friend voting for a monthly ticket, I will sigh, I received your heart, but unfortunately it didn't help this book, even if it was the most glorious time, it was only more than 30 monthly tickets, so I still voted for other people competing for the list, maybe it's been a long time, the mentality is good, and the results don't matter, as long as there are readers who are still supporting you.

But if you do not depart from me, I will not forsake you.

This is the only promise I can give you.

It's almost New Year, it's almost my birthday.

Why can't I be happy?

Alas-

Go ahead and silence the codeword. (To be continued.) )