He seemed to like her a little bit 19
He seemed to like her a little bit 19
"Do you know how I felt when I knew that every qiē was a conspiracy? Do you know how much courage I used to forget the difference in our identities and decided to stand by your side and hand over my future to you, but you sued me, everything is fake, I didn't want to deliberately approach you, the first time I met my father forced me to go on a blind date, I hugged you just hoping that you could block me, but you think I am deliberately approaching you, my dad wants to extort a sum of money from you, I am a victim of these things, but you think I am a conspirator, you have always seen me like this, Don't give me a chance to explain, that time about the design draft, you only believe the evidence made by others, and refuse to listen to my explanation, Li Kangmu, how do you want me to give you another chance? ”
How many grievances she endured, how many explanations she had were all blocked in her heart by his indifference and cruelty.
His attitude, no matter how she explained, could not change his opinion of her......
He's bad, sue her, it's better not to like him, hoping that he will fall in love with her.
He told her so clearly, a woman like her, he didn't even bother to touch it, but at this moment, he wanted her to believe in him, give him a chance, believe that he liked her, how could she do it?
"Every time you ask me to wait for you, but I never wait for you, you will always forget me because of Lin Wei'an's affairs, that time I was sick, you said you went to buy medicine, but where is the medicine you bought?"
When Li Kangmu heard this, he felt sad and hurriedly explained, "That time Hanwen temporarily canceled the wedding, and I ......"
"You went to find Lin Wei'an, didn't you?" She interrupted him.
The corners of his mouth raised a bitter arc, "You always put her first, if you really like me as much as you say, why do you forget me?" Why do you always have to put me second? ”
"Weiyang, I didn't put you in second place, Wei'an is very strong on the surface, but when she encounters problems, she is not as easy to let go as you are."
"So you think I'm strong enough to face all the problems and not think about my feelings first, right?" As she spoke, tears of grievance fell......
All he gave her was a no-show and a hurt, how could she believe him?
Weiyang took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down, don't cry so wolf, but the tears are like a rainstorm that has been suppressed for too long, and he can't stop it.
He suddenly realized how much he had done to hurt her, and from the very beginning, he looked at her with subjective judgment and colored glasses, unwilling to listen to her explanations, and did not take her existence seriously......
It wasn't until later that he found out that he had misunderstood her.
But she was unwilling to explain to him anymore, unwilling to show his fragile side in front of him.
But even if he resisted her so much in his consciousness and regarded her as a bad woman, he still couldn't help liking her, liking her smile, and liking to wake up every morning and see her sleeping next to him, he didn't know if it was a habit, he only knew that this habit was terrible, he was used to her going around around him, and he was used to her carelessness about him......
It was as important as if she had become the air in which he could survive.
Even if he looked at her that way at the beginning, he still liked a 'bad woman' like her.
Li Kangmu saw that she was about to take off the ring and hurriedly stopped her.
"No picking!!"
"You are not allowed to take it off." He turned her shoulders and faced him, "Listen to me carefully, I know that I have done a lot of bastard things before, said a lot of hurtful things, and I can't make all those things disappear, and they don't exist, but I am willing to make amends, I promise you, I will definitely put you first in the future, and I will believe you." ”
"I'm not going to divorce you, and you don't want to leave me, understand?"
Did she really decide not to want him?
Did she really not even give her a chance?
He can really do a good job and make amends, why did she sentence him to death?
Seeing that Weiyang didn't speak, he panicked and was confused, and pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, "If you don't speak, I'll take you as a promise." ”
She wasn't cruel and didn't even give him a chance, but she didn't have the courage to believe him for the time being.
She was afraid that if she gave herself to him again, she would never recover......
Especially in her current state, she is not a normal person who can take care of herself at all.
She has no courage like this.
She couldn't see his expression, she couldn't confirm if he was making a joke again?
It was he who sued her, and the scene of love relied on acting skills!
He acted so realistically that she was like a moth to a fire, and she fell into it, only to realize that her stupidity turned out to be wishful thinking.
However, when I thought about the baby in my womb.
What should she do?
Weiyang leaned into his arms, but did not speak for a long time.
He didn't take her back to Li's house, but took her to the hotel and let her stay first.
All night, he didn't leave her and stayed by his side.
Until the next day, he said to take her to a place.
On the way, Weiyang asked, "Where are you taking me?" ”
"You'll know when you get there."
He frowned and wanted to take her to the hospital for a check-up.
But he didn't dare to say it in advance, because she was very resistant to the hospital for some reason, and he was afraid that if he did, she would not follow him at all.
Seeing that she was particularly uneasy to sit, he held her hand, clasped his fingers tightly, took her hand to his lips, and dropped a kiss.
It's a very intimate action, even if she can't see his expression, she can feel an unprecedented sense of happiness.
It seems that the flustered heart has gradually settled down.
However, when the car listened, she heard the sound of an ambulance.
She suddenly became nervous, "How can there be an ambulance here?" ”
"Well, maybe it's going to happen." He comforted her and pulled her forward.
Xia Weiyang gradually smelled the smell of the hospital and paused.
Shake off his hand vigorously, "You lied to me!!" ”
Here, it's clearly a hospital!!
Seeing that she was so excited and turned around to leave, he hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed her, "Weiyang!" ”
He grabbed her, but she struggled excitedly, "I don't want to come to the hospital, I don't want to." ”
She was afraid of the hospital, she vaguely knew that her situation was very strict, but coming to the hospital was tantamount to executing her child.
Perhaps, if she wants to restore her light, she can only sacrifice her children.
What happens to her child if she has surgery? That's absolutely unwanted.
She would rather not come to the hospital, holding on to that ridiculous expectation, praying that one day of rest enough to be able to see again, praying that this qiē is a nightmare!!
"I don't want to go in, don't go in." She is like those children who are afraid of doctors, afraid of injections, and they don't want to go in.
Li Kangmu couldn't persuade him, "Weiyang, listen to me, only by doing an examination can your eyes be good, do you understand?" ”
Seeing that she didn't want to go in, he had to say, "Now the doctor suspects that there was a blood clot in your head when you were injured last time and it pressed the optic nerve to cause temporary blindness, if you don't check it, it will be more dangerous when the time comes, do you understand what I mean by more dangerous!" ”
Listening to what he said, how could she not understand, but she was not prepared......
Is she going to knock out the child because of her eyes?
She shook her head helplessly, "I don't want to go." ”
Seeing that she was reluctant to go, he felt frustrated.
I had to temporarily appease her feelings, "Okay, let's not go." ”
He pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, and he could feel her fear.
Maybe she knew better than he what she was facing, but she was afraid that the outcome would be even more terrifying.
He has always believed that she is very strong, no matter what kind of problems and predicaments she faces, she can handle them without him, but at this moment he understands that she also has times when she is afraid, and there are things that she dare not face, and all the strength is just a last resort support and disguise.
Seeing that she insisted on refusing to go in, he had to follow her for the time being, and then take her to the hospital after calming his feelings.
Taking her away, he asked her to stand at the door and wait, "Wait for me here, you know?" ”
"Where are you going?"
"I'm going to drive out, it's sunny over there, and you're just standing here waiting for me."
He was afraid that too harsh sunlight would make her eyes worse......
She nodded and stood there obediently, "Then you come back quickly." ”
"Hmm."
Even though he was driving, he could still see her standing here.
When he left, Weiyang stood in the distance.
didn't pay attention to Shen Lingjun, who was coming towards him.
He walked in step by step, and was about to speak, when he heard her say, "Kangmu, is that you?" ”
“……”
Shen Lingjun was stunned.
He noticed her eyes......
It seems that I can't see, I can't see his storage zài!!
Tentatively, he waved his hand in front of her eyes, only to find that she didn't react at all.
Her reaction pierced his heart.
How could she, become like this?
He thought that with his withdrawal and his non-bothering, she would have a good life......
Why is this happening?
Her eyes were so bright, but they lost their brilliance and vision.
Shen Lingjun couldn't accept it, he wanted to say something, but his throat seemed to be choked with cotton, and he was about to speak, but he heard Li Kangmu who came over and said, "The car is coming." ”
Weiyang breathed a sigh of relief, she obviously felt that someone was watching her, but the other party didn't speak.
It made her feel insecure, uneasy, and scared......
She stretched out her hand, Li Kangmu took her hand, and Weiyang said, "Why didn't you answer me when you came?" ”
Li Kangmu looked at Shen Lingjun beside him and said bitterly, "I want to see you for a while." ”
As he spoke, he suddenly felt sad in his heart.
Especially when he saw the curvature of the corners of her mouth, and saw her carefully approaching him step by step, leaning on his arms, he felt a dull pain in his heart.
What should he do with her?
"I'm so tired, can I go back sooner?"
"Okay." Li Kangmu choked up and promised,
Weiyang raised his lips and smiled, "My phone seems to have been ringing just now, it may be from Chu Yun, can you call her in a while, tell her that I will be here with you temporarily, I don't want her to worry about me, by the way, you must not tell her, my eyes." ”
As she spoke, she said bitterly, "I don't want to talk about this matter for the time being. ”
Li Kangmu took her hand, "Okay, I promise you not to say it, let's go, let's go back." ”
He took her and left step by step, and Shen Lingjun couldn't say a word from beginning to end.
She walked past him, but she couldn't see him.
Why did her eyes become like this??
Was his fulfillment wrong?
He thought about being by her side, but after that confession failed, he understood that in her heart, there was only Li Kangmu.
And all he can do is not bother, as long as she can be happy.
Because he has created enough misunderstandings and troubles for her, he doesn't want Li Kangmu to misunderstand again, but why, Weiyang's eyes are like this?
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Back to the villa.
It's a mess inside......
Li Kangmu frowned, he never knew that Wei An still had such an out-of-control side.
In his heart, she is so good, even if she is a little strong on weekdays, she will never be aggressive, hurt people, or even ruin a qiē like crazy.
He felt a headache, and he could only find someone to clean up.
Holding Weiyang upstairs, he sat on the edge of the bed, "Do you want to sleep for a while?" ”
Weiyang knows that he can't be with him every day and be by her side all the time, so how does he work?
He has his job, he has to manage the company, how can he be with her all the time?
Xia Weiyang pulled his lips and smiled, "If you have something to do, go and get busy, I will sit here obediently and will not move." ”
Hearing this, he sighed, "I'll ask Aunt Zhang, who used to work here, to come back and take care of you, okay?" ”
"Hmm."
She doesn't like to be taken care of, but she can only be 'taken care of' like this.
Otherwise, she would have a problem even wanting to go to the bathroom.
She suddenly felt useless.
"Am I useless?" She asked, feeling very uncomfortable, afraid that she would have to live like this in the future.
Li Kangmu stretched out his hand, his fingertips gently rubbed her cheeks, with pity, "It's not useless, it's only temporary." ”
"Fool, don't be cranky, you know?"
She took his hand, letting his palm touch her cheek, as if it felt warm and safe.
She knew he was reassuring her.
Her pessimism affects her condition, but she understands her condition.
How could she not understand?
Some time ago, she often had headaches and dimness in front of her, and she always used the excuse of low blood sugar anemia to deceive herself, but she became more and more panicked in her heart.
She didn't know what was wrong with her, but she knew that she was in a terrible situation.
It's so bad that she has to sacrifice her children.
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