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It was not early, when Xu Junran entered the door, Lin Yuqing was cooking in the small kitchen, she had no place to live, so the commune arranged her in a house not far from where Xu Junran lived, and the two of them could be regarded as neighbors.

"What's delicious?"

When Xu Junran entered the door, he could only see a slender figure busy in the kitchen, and couldn't help but ask.

"You're back. Let's take a break and the food will be served right away. When he came back from the capital, Cao Junwei privately gave Lin Yuqing a lot of food stamps, meat stamps or something, and gave her 500 yuan, which was called Sui's share of money. Originally, Lin Yuqing planned to refuse, but later thought that Xu Junran didn't have any extra income, and he usually had to ask for money for food and clothing, so he simply accepted it.

The food she cooks now is just bought from the supply and marketing cooperative.

Xu Junran smiled, walked straight to the bed, threw his clothes on it, sat down by himself, smelled the fragrant dishes, and then looked at the beauties in the kitchen who made spoons for themselves.

"This kind of life is really comfortable." Xu Junran shook his head and smiled.

After dinner, it was not too late, but Xu Junran had no intention of leaving, Lin Yuqing blushed and said in a low voice: "That, you should go back." ”

Xu Junran was half lying on the bed comfortably, as if he hadn't heard Lin Yuqing's words, just looked at her face silently, because there was no electric light at this time, so he could only light the oil lamp, and under the flickering light, this woman had a hazy beauty.

"Why should I go back?" Xu Junran showed a smile and suddenly said something that made Lin Yuqing's heart beat faster.

Lin Yuqing looked at Xu Junran helplessly, looked at the man in front of him seriously, and finally said, "Of course you have to go back, because I'm going to sleep." ”

"Sleep, I'll sleep here too." There was a bit of a scoundrel in the man's voice.

"It's not right for you to do that."

"What's wrong?"

"Have you thought about it, my reputation is not good, it's just outside, if someone finds out that we are together in the commune, then your reputation will be ruined."

"Fame is sometimes like the ancient Qinglou, which is obviously engaged in the skin and meat business, but it has to be vassal. When a bitch wants to set up a torii, I won't do it. ”

"Can you not be so vulgar? You're still a person who has read a book. ”

"Scholars are also human beings, and they also have to eat, drink, and Lazar, and they also have seven emotions and six desires."

Xu Junran's words suddenly stopped, looked at Lin Yuqing, and asked word by word: "Do you think that being with me will hurt anyone?" ”

The reason why I asked this was because Xu Junran felt that Lin Yuqing seemed to think that there was something between herself and Yuan Xiaoyue, which she had already expressed since she was in the capital, and from time to time she said good things about Yuan Xiaoyue in her ear, I didn't know, I thought she wanted to protect the media between herself and Yuan Xiaoyue.

Sitting not far from Xu Junran's position, Lin Yuqing hesitated slightly, but still nodded honestly: "I'm not the kind of woman who is too smart, I just think that if I hurt others with you, it doesn't seem right." And, do you think we're the right fit? ”

Xu Junran's answer was fast: "Why is it not appropriate?" What's not suitable? ”

Lin Yuqing felt that she was about to go crazy now, why did Xu Junran suddenly become so dead-eyed?

"Junran, listen to me. Just because we're the ones doesn't mean I have to marry you. Sister will not have any other man in this life except you, but for the sake of your future, you will never be able to be with me no matter what. Lin Yuqing looked at Xu Junran and said word by word, obviously making a lot of determination and thinking for a long time to have such an answer.

Unexpectedly, Xu Junran just nodded, glanced at Lin Yuqing and continued: "I'm sorry, I refuse." ”

Lin Yuqing didn't understand Xu Junran's words at the beginning, although they were all the kind of people who had a tendon to death, it didn't mean that she could know Xu Junran's thoughts. So she asked Xu Junran rhetorically: "Don't you know what people outside will talk about if we are together?" ”

It's been a problem that has been bothering her for a whole week.

Xu Junran sat up straight, looked into Lin Yuqing's eyes, and then nodded in her strange gaze.

Lin Yuqing, who saw him take out this attitude, was suddenly at a loss, compared to girls of the same age, she was precocious, but she still knew very little about men. For her, Xu Junran is like a fun and good-looking toy, originally thought that there was just some intersection between the two people, as long as she worked hard to endure her possessiveness of this man, she could let this relationship go away with the wind, after all, Xu Junran will definitely soar in the future, and I am afraid that even I will forget who I am at that time.

But it's a pity that it seems that the development of things is a bit wrong with his own estimate, Xu Junran is a different person.

Lin Yuqing was a little stunned, looking at Xu Junran's face full of puzzlement.

Xu Junran smiled and said very calmly: "You should already know that I came back from the capital before, and it can be said that it was not pleasant. My girlfriend, who has been in love for three years, turned to someone else's arms because she disliked me for not being able to give her the life she wanted. And the person she was looking for had a big background, big enough to affect my future, although I could also ask my eldest brother for help, but at that time I gave up that opportunity for ridiculous pride and self-esteem, and fled back to Wude from the capital like a lost dog, hoping to hide in the deep mountains and old forests to lick my wounds. ”

"But sitting on the train, watching the mountains and mountains pass by in front of my eyes, I gradually began to think about what I have done in the past few years."

Xu Junran muttered to himself, as if he was telling Lin Yuqing, and as if he was telling himself: "I am doing one thing wholeheartedly, I want to go further but ignore the many beautiful scenery around me, and when I have the opportunity to stop, I find that I didn't catch anything, at that time, I will sue myself to seize every happiness I can grasp around me." ”

He smiled softly, with a hint of relief in his voice: "Later, I returned to the county and started working. Because I want to do something for the villagers, I will think about the project, I will meet you, and I will take you to the capital to start because you and I belong to the kind of people who have nothing to worry about, I hope you will become my spokesperson in Pengfei City, but I didn't expect that after being with you, I feel that I should give you happiness. ”

"Thank you, willing to trust me."

Thinking of this, Lin Yuqing remembered that morning, when she woke up, she saw the first thing Xu Junran said to herself.

She said softly: "I didn't know it would develop like this, if I knew, I would definitely not go to the capital with you." I'm sorry Xiaoyue like this. ”

Hearing her mention Yuan Xiaoyue, Xu Junran was stunned for a moment, and then said: "You don't have to blame yourself, I have nothing to do with Xiao Yuan." ”

Lin Yuqing shook her head: "You can't fool me, you look at her eyes and tell me, you care about her." She likes you too! ”

Xu Junran was silent, a woman's intuition is sometimes so terrifying, and she can see the essence through the phenomenon.

But he couldn't tell Lin Yuqing, his feelings for Yuan Xiaoyue stemmed from the debt of his previous life.

"I'm sorry."

For the first time, Xu Junran felt that these three words were so uncomfortable to say.

Lin Yuqing smiled, stepped to Xu Junran's side, and said softly: "Don't tell me I'm sorry, you are my man, I chose it myself." For us women, this is fate, no matter what happens, I will be by your side, as long as you don't dislike me, I will follow you for the rest of my life. ”

Xu Junran was stunned, he originally thought that Lin Yuqing would make a trick of crying, making trouble and hanging herself, after all, this is one of a woman's weapons, who would have thought that instead of crying, she would comfort herself. Such a change caught Xu Junran a little off guard, and even surprised to the extreme.

Lin Yuqing's eyes were like water, reflected in the moonlight, enchanting: "Anyway, you are my first man, even if you don't want me anymore, I have to follow you." In this life, you have been entangled by my vixen, unless I die, I will go wherever you go! ”

Xu Junran smiled bitterly, a woman's nerves are really unreasonable, doesn't Lin Yuqing know that there is no such thing as affection?

Before he could speak, Lin Yuqingjiao snorted: "You go to the side for me, and I'll make a sheet." ”

Xu Junran was stunned, and then found that Lin Yuqing blushed with shame, and her voice gradually lowered: "Actually............ I've always liked you...... I liked it the first time I saw you...... I'm not a good woman...... has a bad reputation, and has killed his family...... Thank you for letting me come to work in the commune...... I've always wanted to repay you...... Don't think about me...... What should I do......

With a wry smile helplessly, Xu Junran found that he really underestimated Lin Yuqing, this woman's mind was very heavy, she originally thought that she was forced by herself, but she didn't know that she had already saved her own thoughts.

"Why are you in trouble?" Xu Junran sighed and said helplessly.

Lin Yuqing blushed and said in a low voice: "When I was a child, my mother told me that if I can meet a man who is willing to work hard for me and others in this life, then follow him, even if he has a family, it doesn't matter, because if a man can work hard with others for me, it means that this man is worthy of me to guard for him for a lifetime." ”

Xu Junran then remembered that he seemed to have heard Yuan Xiaoyue or someone say it once, Lin Yuqing's biological mother was unmarried and pregnant, and before she died of illness, she entrusted her to her relatives, that is, the family that married Lin Yuqing.

An unnatural expression flashed on his face, and Xu Junran said in a low voice: "Sister Yuqing, I'm not worth it for you to do this." ”

Lin Yuqing gently leaned on Xu Junran's shoulder, and replied as if talking to herself: "There should be at least one time in your life when you forget yourself for someone." Don't seek results, don't seek peers; I don't ask you to have it, I don't even ask you to love me; I just want to meet you in my most beautiful years. ”

PS: The last sentence is actually a poem by Xi Murong, Chenguang really likes it too much, so it is used here. Sometimes, we really meet someone who is willing to give wholeheartedly to themselves, maybe they will become a husband and wife, maybe they will become a red face, but no matter what the final result is, it is worth cherishing and remembering.

(To be continued)