What exactly is Episode 19 looking for...... (below)
"I remember that Mr. Sayou once said that there is a way to win in guessing boxing, right? So what is the winning method in the mouth of Mr. Sayou? According to my guess, it must be a play on words or a team cheat. ”
"It's pretty much that, but I remember someone saying that 'if you win without being caught cheating, it's not cheating', so as long as the trick is not seen through by the enemy, then there is no such factor as a trick, isn't it okay to understand it like this?"
"Because it's not discovered, it's not a zài, once it's discovered, it's a zài, this idealist way of thinking is used to think about a game like a boxer, and Sayou Sensei is really a person who has a lot of free and useless time."
It's kind of similar to the feeling of 'I think, therefore I am', and in the end, Iya made this addition.
"I've often used this against those two sisters, and if I didn't, it would be a mistake to go head-on against them."
"Cheating on two sisters? Can Sayou-sensei casually do this kind of deceiving others? It's really unexpected, bad taste. ”
"No, no, no, it's a last resort, just like when you grabbed my arm and almost bit my shoulder, because you're in a troublesome situation, you have to take extreme action to deal with this trouble, isn't it?"
"I didn't do that, if I wanted to bite, I would let Mr. Sayou cut off his children and grandchildren, after all, we were already enemies when that happened, right?"
"It's a little affectionate. The threat of color...... Ah, nothing, there should be a drink shop over there. ”
Sayu pointed to the road ahead, where there were dense crowds and lively stalls, and in order not to get separated, Sayu followed closely.
In the previous stroke, Sayu and Iya came out of scissors, and everyone else unified out of the stone. This is a very rare situation, after all, it is a multi-person fist.
But there are two extremes in the three options, isn't it strange what is it?
Although Sayu decided to use black and white to choose who to buy the drink at first, if you think about it, the number of people is even now (Jiushi needs to rest, so he doesn't participate), so the number of positives and aspects may be the same, and in addition, it is necessary to decide whether the majority will buy or the minority to buy.
The rules of punching are very simple, although there will be a situation where all the rock-paper-scissors are stored in zài. This time, however, it was very quick to decide who would buy the drink.
Sayou and Iya walked through the crowd, and not far away there was a stall with a [drink] sign, and the freezer was covered with a large towel to hug the icy temperature inside, and many people were buying drinks in front of the stall.
In addition to drinks, ice cream and frozen milkshakes are also available, which are so popular that you can expect to have to wait a while for the pie duì alone.
Standing at the back of the line, the staff put the sign of [Tail of the Team] at the feet of Yiye, and Sayou looked ahead. Waiting is a must.
"As for the phrase 'I think, therefore I am,' which you mentioned just now, it means that [the only thing I can be sure of is the existence of my own thoughts, because when I doubt the other, I cannot doubt my own thoughts at the same time."
Another explanation, so to speak, is that I can't deny my existence. Because when I deny and doubt, I already have zài], after all, when I doubt, the thinker must save zài. If you doubt the thinker, the thinker's existence is denied at the beginning, and the doubt cannot be established. ”
So. It is wrong to deny the self, it is impossible to do it, and when it is denied, the 'I' already exists there.
Sayu was silent for a while, he just listened quietly to Iya's words.
The reason for asking Iya to attend the festival is obvious, that is, to find out what Iya really thinks, but so far, Iya has never asked Sayou to say, 'Please help me'.
The story of Sayou and Iya has actually begun to distort slightly, and sometimes the two of them know what the other is thinking, and sometimes they are like strangers.
The reason for Yiya's choice; Sayo's reasons for acting; None of these reasons have been fully understood by each other.
Now Sayu still remembers the confession that he heard in that hotel - it was not a genius, it was just the result of continuous hard work, and he had been fighting until now to meet the expectations of others, and this qiē was not something that a genius could take for granted, but something that he had paid to get it.
In terms of work, Sayou has received a lot of care and help from Yiye, so what did he give to Yiye?
Care? Console? Identity? Or is it protection?
No, these things, Sayou has never taken the initiative to do, after all, Yi Ye doesn't need these things, she can protect herself, enough to do these things.
However, when Sayou thinks so, he already realizes that he, like everyone else, has an expectation that Iya can protect himself and solve his own problems.
It's not just Yiye, I'm afraid many people are like this, right? Being given unfounded expectations by people nearby, or some expectations that are beyond your ability.
I don't want to do that, I don't want to be able to achieve the goal that others have specified, but I have to do it in order not to worry and disappoint those people.
Yi Ye may be caught in such a whirlpool, and what he doesn't want to do, what he hates, and what he thinks is a little tricky, Yi Ye relies on his own strength to solve.
In the darkness of the night, he does not rely on the lights of others, but makes his own fire as a light and moves forward alone.
Who is with Yi Ye? Is it yourself, or is it daylight, or is it someone else?
To be honest, Sayu didn't quite understand, didn't quite understand what Iya needed, and didn't understand what she was making these choices for.
She can still continue to work hard while staying here, will she get more things than here after leaving, and will she be happier?
Sayou was reluctant to leave Iya, he could admit it, but the idea was not Sasuke's alone, but someone else's, and in the end, Sasuke's actions were also based on other people's expectations.
They think that Sayu can solve any trouble and bring true happiness and Happyend, which is also a strange expectation.
Sayo sighed. Looking at Yi Ye beside her, she was trying to count how many people were in front of her, and at the same time calculate the average time, which was also an efficient way to predict.
I'm afraid Iya doesn't want to waste too much time here.
"May I ask you a question? Of course, if you don't want to answer, you don't have to. ”
"Sayuk-sensei, have a problem? If you learn the above, you can also follow the noun clause after the English verb, such as: canyouhearwhatisaid? (Did you hear what I said?) Such a clause. ”
"Don't speak English, that's what I'm not good at."
“Issoéestúpido。”
"Huh?"
"Portuguese, that's stupid, isn't Mr. Sayou good at language? If you go out for a trip in the future. It's still very cost-effective to learn more. ”
People with knowledge can have an absolute advantage in this area, and Sayou thinks he has learned a lesson.
No, it's not about that, it's about asking Yiya why he wants to leave here.
Although the reason has been said before, Sayu thinks that she should have other reasons, other reasons that can't be said lightly.
But Sayou also knows that these are all based on his own ideas, and Yiye's ideas are the key to Yiqiē.
"So what is Sayu-sensei's doubt? If I could answer that question, I would answer it. ”
"It's not an important topic, no, for you. Actually, it's quite important......"
"What is it?"
"That's why you said before that you want to leave this city and go to another city to study, right, because your family is also over there, so it's understandable, but the reason for this, is that really the only one? Want to find a good learning environment. Actually, it's enough here. ”
The environment can't really change a person, and it's yourself who ultimately changes.
Iya doesn't need to change the surrounding environment to do well.
Among them, there may be the subjective consciousness of the aforementioned Sayou. Expectations for Iya, but Iya is really able to do it.
"I want an outstanding person, it should be like this, but now, I think that it doesn't matter at all, it's just that there is no going back, and everyone expects from me, so I have to grow faster."
"It's understandable, but it's also a bit naïve."
"I know, like a kid, I hate it."
However, Iya made a addition.
"Does Sayo-sensei know Lawrence. Peter [Peter's Principle], a person, no matter how clever you are, and no matter how hard you work and enterprising, there will always be a position that you are not qualified for waiting for you, and you will definitely reach that position. ”
"It's kind of like a bottleneck."
"Maybe I'm at that bottleneck, because I've been with Mr. Sayou for so long, so I find that what I'm doing is not necessarily the right thing."
You can't stick to it, so you have to be more outstanding and make yourself right.
People around you are looking for the right thing, and it's no surprise that this happens.
No one wants to spend their entire lives doing nothing and doing things that are wrong and meaningless.
What a naivety.
Sayu wouldn't object, but even so, Iya's idea was a little strange.
Originally, I wanted to move forward, but it turned out to be in line with the expectations of others, and then I had to become an outstanding person.
If you reach a bottleneck, even if it's the night, you'll feel very irritable and restless.
"Mr. Sayou, it's our turn."
"Oh, okay."
In the middle of the conversation, seven or eight minutes had passed before I knew it, and Sayu asked the store manager for many different kinds of drinks, so that everyone could choose for themselves.
Carrying a bag full of drinks, Iya also bought some extra ice cream, which he had to get quickly.
Returning the same way, Sayou didn't have any doubts about Iya's words, and understood Iya's thoughts.
In the past, she came alone, and then she intersected with the daylight and these people.
She chose a lifestyle that was a little different, just like Sayu is now.
Peace is the best, happiness is the highest, these are the purest happiness, so how can people who are not pure find such happiness?
Moving forward with doubts is probably what Sasuke does best, which is a bit ironic......
After passing a small path, the sun overhead became a little hot, and a procession appeared in front of me, and the men carrying the portable shrine chanted, and the wind chimes on it kept ringing.
After waiting for a while before walking over, Sayu grabbed Yiye's hand at this time, and several people ran in front of them carrying a large amount of goods and disappeared into the crowd.
"Sorry, I was in a daze just now."
"No, nothing."
Sayu let go and followed in the footsteps of Iya, and this time she led the way.
Looking at the sky above him, Sayu's doubts rose again, why did he tremble the moment he grabbed her hand just now?
Are you scared? Or is it Yiya?
"Brother! It's too slow! ”
“Tooslow……”
"It's noisy, you two, take whatever you want."
Sayo tapped his sisters' heads with his hand, then opened the bag, revealing all the iced drinks.
On the other side, Yi Ye also took out the ice cream.
"Good work."
Bai Tian took Yiye's ice cream and gave up a place, and Zuoyou also handed the things in her hand to Lin Xuan, and she took out some of the drinks in it and handed them to the others.
While everyone was drinking their drinks, Miss Alice and Nanachi Valley appeared from the crowd, and Nanachi Valley's face was much better, holding takoyaki and a few strings of meatballs in their hands.
"Oops, oops, we're back."
"Hegu senior, please burn the octopus, I just got it on myself."
"I'm so sorry Miss Alice."
They also sit on a rest bench provided by the organizers, opposite a river whose clear water reflects the sun's rays.
A gust of wind blew, taking away a bit of the heat and bringing the scent of grass.
Occasionally, a few pigeons flew in the blue sky, hovering overhead and flying off into the distance.
It's almost time for lunch, right?
Sayou took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, eleven twenty o'clock, you can play again.
But what's the fun?
Looking to the left, the scope of the festival continues to the end of the view.
"Brother, how's the result?"
"Very bad."
"Brother...... Neglect. ”
"I didn't."
In the face of the inquiries and accusations of his sisters, Sayou clasped his hands.
"Because I've done my best...... What to do next......"
"Brother, are you going to be the hero?"
"Not really."
"Alas, it's boring."
It's really boring, Sayou sighed in his heart.
Because of themselves, it is difficult to do what they want them to do, similar to Yiye, and the expectations on their bodies are a little overloaded...... (To be continued......)