Thank you for my big crystal xi, be good to the crystal xi, be good to the soft xi, Xi Yang's cloud xi, the crystal has my xi, and they are all injured in the end. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info bowed and greeted, please share the grand occasion today! Kangsang Hamida, yes! o(n_n)o

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"Wonder why I'm always upset?"

When she was going to the company in the morning, Kim Tae-yeon frowned and dragged her softly when she waited for Sunny to go with her, and Sunny looked at her for a moment, as if she was almost uneasy on her face.

"Moh?"

Sunny smiled, "What days of the month are coming?" ”

"Get out!"

Kim Taeyeon complained about pushing her and walked downstairs together.

"It's just a premonition that something is going to happen."

Sunny paused and looked at Kim Taeyeon: "Don't think about it. You have a hunch that you're not going to buy a lottery ticket. You don't have to be a star singing and dancing. ”

Kim Taeyeon pointed at her helplessly, waved his hand and walked forward: "I won't tell you." ”

Sunny smiled and followed, got in the car and let Kim Tae-yeon drive him to the office. But Kim Taeyeon, or the two of them don't know, she is not the only one in such a situation.

Han Guo, who had been sleepless all night, and Seo Jung-hoon, who slept at home, was on the way to take a day off for Han Guo.

"Wonder why I'm always upset? It was as if something was going to happen. ”

Looking at Jessica, who had just fallen asleep and had insomnia all night, in the United States.

"Wonder why I'm always upset? It was as if something was going to happen. ”

Lin Yun'er drove to the company.

"Wonder why I'm always upset? It was as if something was going to happen. ”

When he was young, the general agent Park Ju-yong went to Kim Young-min to report halfway through the work.

"Wonder why I'm always upset? It was as if something was going to happen. ”

Kim Young-min, who was sitting in the office, suddenly frowned and looked out the window.

"Wonder why I'm always upset? It was as if something was going to happen. ”

If Kim Taeyeon may have a premonition of something like what Han Guo experienced recently and Krystal, but when Han Guo woke up in the afternoon, he suddenly washed his face and brushed his teeth and looked at himself in the mirror, and he suddenly frowned.

"Wonder why I'm always upset? It was as if something was going to happen. ”

It shows that except for Kim Taeyeon, at least everyone else is not because of the premonition that Han Guo and Krystal broke up. Because Han Guo has already faced and endured it, how can he talk about premonitions? Moreover, Xu Zhengxun also knew that Han Guo's situation was impossible, and he had a premonition that Han Guo broke up, so he was uneasy. So what exactly is it that makes different people, different places. What about the same situation?

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"Tomorrow has to begin. It can't be delayed any longer. ”

Xu Zhengxun, who came back early in the afternoon, saw Han Guo sitting there looking out the window smoking, so he shook his head helplessly and stepped forward.

"Got it."

Han Guo didn't turn his head and continued to look out the window, and responded casually. Xu Zhengxun paused, patted him on the shoulder and wanted to say something.

"Don't be so corny."

Han Guo frowned and turned his head: "I haven't experienced this kind of thing. But you should have felt it. It's not just someone else's comfort. ”

Xu Zhengxun looked at him, sat on the side with a half-sigh, took out a cigarette and lit it, took a puff, and motioned to Han Guo: "Actually, I know that what I said is also redundant." Your eloquence and your character, I didn't say what you should have done before. In the end, there is basically no hope, at least for the time being. ”

"Huh."

Han Guo pulled the corners of his mouth and looked at the lit cigarette butt: "It's amazing." Fate may be committed to South Korea. Thirty years of life have been so simple, and everything has been experienced here. ”

Looking up at Xu Zhengxun, Han Guo's eyes were a little depressed.

"At the end of the day, Krystal thinks I might be with her, and I'm still thinking about that short body. This has always been the sticking point. ”

Xu Zhengxun frowned and looked at him: "That's already the case." I'll have to say two things about you. ”

Han Guo smiled and didn't speak, Xu Zhengxun leaned over: "It's a good thing to value feelings, but divide people." To relatives, friends, and even colleagues. But definitely not for women. Because feelings are very selfish, there is no need to be angry. But you don't treat everyone equally. Won't it end up like this? ”

Han Guo was silent, and looked at Xu Zhengxun with a smile.

"I've always felt guilty because I thought I might like that short body more, and I never forgot it."

Exhale. Han Guo smiled: "Just yesterday, when I was sitting at the door, I was thinking about a question. ”

Raise your finger in a V-shape. Han Guo looked at Xu Zhengxun: "Twice out of love." The first time I was at home, I couldn't stop crying, but when I broke up with Krystal, I didn't even shed a single tear. ”

Han Guo smiled: "At that time, I thought that my character doesn't care about others, I only care about whether I can pass this level in my heart." So even if no one was there at the time, it was just me. I also tried to squeeze out the tears, or I would be sorry Krystal. Breaking up with someone else and crying and breaking up with her but not crying, doesn't this reflect that I am distracted again? ”

Xu Zhengxun opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.

Han Guo's mood is obviously not good and very depressed. It's uncomfortable to watch.

"But I'm not guilty."

Han Guo looked up at Xu Zhengxun: "Do you know why?" ”

Xu Zhengxun shook his head.

Han Guo rubbed his heart. Frowning and smiling: "Because I found that it is not a matter of degree, but a difference in form and nature." ”

Looking out the window, Han Guo muttered: "The first time I fell out of love seems to be drinking liquor, and the wine is drunk quickly." I also slept quickly, and it was good to finish sleeping, even if there were sequelae of headaches. ”

"Oh, don't say it."

Xu Zhengxun was uncomfortable listening to it, and patted him on the shoulder to persuade him.

But Han Guo's eyes didn't seem to focus, and he chuckled and looked at something: "And this time it's not white wine, but it's like red wine, it's not strong but it's slow to get drunk, but I can't sleep, I can't get rid of my drunkenness, I can't wake up." And then you have to be sober and uncomfortable. It doesn't affect the movement and walking, you don't have to be drunk to sleep, but you keep drilling like a maggot on the tarsal bone. ”

After finishing speaking, he didn't say anything, as if Han Guo was really immersed in that drunkenness.

After a long time, Han Guo exhaled, got up with some effort and smiled: "I think I'm going to start adapting." Because I think maybe this feeling will last a long time. ”

Xu Zhengxun looked at him, a little worried, but after all, they were all men. The way of communication and doing things is different from that of women.

Xu Zhengxun couldn't say anything more, and patted him on the shoulder: "Let's go, I've already packed up your things and loaded the car." Anyway, it's just a set of luggage, and there aren't many clothes. And then there's a desktop computer. Messy toiletry tools. My brother has everything there, you can just live there when the time comes. ”

Han Guo moved his body, nodded and pointed at Xu Zhengxun: "You just said that you can't be affectionate with women...... Then you still miss Xu Xian like that? ”

Xu Zhengxun was surprised: "I thought you didn't hear it." ”

Han Guo shrugged: "I said, I haven't been able to get rid of drunkenness, but it hasn't affected my ability to act." ”

Sighing lightly, Han Guo smiled: "The difference between long pain and short pain." Sure enough, long pain is better than short pain. ”

Xu Zhengxun nodded and pushed him out: "Take your time." It's also good to change the environment. ”

When I was about to get in the car, this time it wasn't a sedan. The kind that resembles a pickup. Anyway, there are many rich ** cars.

"But Krystal did a good job."

Xu Zhengxun opened his mouth to signal: "I took a look, she only took her own things." It's like cleaning up a trace. ”

Han Guo didn't speak. Seo Jung-hoon also fell out of love, after all, Jang Joo-hyun obviously couldn't be his first girlfriend.

"You three are too serious."

Xu Zhengxun spoke: "Even if one of them is so paranoid, it won't be like this today." ”

Han Guo did not respond.

Xu Zhengxun was silent for a while, and then spoke: "Look at me and Zhu Xian." She knew that I liked Xu Xian, and she always did now. But she is confident that she can control me, as long as she controls me properly and does not contact idols too often. I don't cross the line while I continue, and I don't care if she can control it. ”

Han Guo was stunned. Nodding at him, "Yes, you're all too open." ”

"It's not a question of whether you can't open it."

Xu Zhengxun said helplessly: "Actually, isn't it more real?" I don't even say that my original circle is a lot of mess. Inside are all the second generation of ancestors, all kinds of rare poison and rotten feasts. My Abba won't let me go. Let's just say how much cleaner can the entertainment industry be? Isn't it just that you are obsessed with an ex-girlfriend, but in fact, you haven't done a substantial split-leg relationship, and even if you don't have to meet each other, it's normal to joke about work. Is Krystal not confident? Don't allow your heart to be completely unhers at all? Then she will have another boyfriend in the future, and she must not commit suicide? ”

Han Guo's body trembled, and he subconsciously turned his head: "Will she date other men in the future?!" ”

Xu Zhengxun's car almost didn't open the ditch, and he turned his head and looked at Han Guo with a grin. looked up and down, and said with a dry smile: "Then you didn't really break up, huh?" Calm down with each other and wait for a chance to get back together later? ”

Han Guo's tone froze, and he looked at Xu Zhengxun recklessly: "It's not that there is no such possibility......

"Then you probably won't be better."

Xu Zhengxun interrupted casually: "You said you had to adapt." With this illusion, you can't recover. ”

Han Guo frowned and raised his head, half-laughing was more ugly than crying: "Wow, I haven't thought about it yet...... It turned out that the breakup meant that she could find another man and go through what I went through with her. ”

"She has that right."

Xu Zhengxun nodded and solemnly opened his mouth to Han Guo.

Seeing Han Guo was silent. Xu Zhengxun suddenly smiled: "Of course you have it too." ”

Han Guo looked at him expressionlessly.

Xu Zhengxun paused, shook his head and smiled: "I'm not saying that you will never be able to get back together." It's just that if you want to get out of this situation quickly, you have to put aside this idea first. It's calm, it's back to normal, and then there's something else. Otherwise, if you think about it every day, it won't help. ”

Han Guo frowned and looked at him for a long time, and he didn't say anything after a while. Continue to look out the window and be silent.

Xu Zhengxun looked at him, sighed lightly and didn't say much.

I drove all the way to a new community, which will also be the place where Han Guo can start his life again.

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ps: If you don't write it at this time, I'm afraid that I will forget it when I send it. Regarding Han Guo and Krystal's breakup, I once wondered if Han Guo was going to sit there and cry like he was cleaning up the house in the Celestial Empire. I always felt that it was inappropriate, and I wondered if every breakup had to end painfully. Or is it painful every time, but there must be only one way to express it? If you don't cry or make trouble, everything seems normal, a little decadent, but not world-weary, self-defeating, does it show that you are not sincere enough for this relationship?

I don't think so. I also tried to find another way to express the pain of falling out of love. It's this form of moisturizing things silently. Similar to the description of the previous four hundred and three chapters, it may be more resonant. Everybody has been out of love. Six billion people in the world, five billion people, have different appearances, personalities, nationalities, status, rich and poor, but the pain of falling out of love is the same.

You can't really die, and you have to go on living. However, because of this, the pain of your broken love will not be understood, you can't live and continue to walk away. This pain will accompany your life, your work, even your bus and subway journey, the process of eating and picking up vegetables, the moment you sleep and turn over, and your life does not exist until you get rid of it.

It's like a knife wound and a cold. The cut hand was bleeding, and it hurt for a moment, and then it was wrapped in gauze potion and waited for healing. A cold doesn't make you bleed, it only makes you run your nose the most. But the feeling that makes you weak, unconscious, feverish, heavy body, and tired of movement is accompanied to the end.

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