Amateur actor Zhao Danfeng is also a well-known actor in the TV circle of Pearl City. The TV short dramas he participated in have always had good ratings, and he is known as the killer of his grandmother. Zhao Danfeng's dream was to be an actor when he was young, but unfortunately the sky did not fulfill people's wishes, and after missing the most important opportunity in his life, he felt that he did not have the life to be an actor. I was admitted to an ordinary university, found an ordinary job, and was obsessed with everyone.

If he continues to be ordinary, Zhao Danfeng will not become an amateur actor. A year ago, the TV station launched a new program, which is a dialect short drama program that requires a large number of amateur actors. Zhao Danfeng still remembers the advertising words clearly, called Haina Qunxian, no matter where you come from, as long as you dare to act, we dare to shoot. Without thinking about it, Zhao Danfeng signed up. With his excellent appearance, he became a signed actor of this show with almost no effort. Because he often plays some successful people, he is either a chic white-collar worker, with a gentle tone and an electric eye, and the title of the killer of the grandmother has spread far and wide.

After more than a year of appearing in the show, for the first time in his life, Zhao Danfeng received an invitation from the crew to play a villain with different appearances. From the moment I got the script, I didn't go out of the door and studied this role for two weeks. The original tone and actions have begun to transform into the images of the characters in the play in their imagination. As a result, when taking the makeup photos, the director frowned, pulled Zhao Danfeng and said, "It's not easy for me to do this to you." ”

"Director: I don't have a good grasp of my image? You point it out, I'll change it. Zhao Danfeng was full of fear, for fear that the director would cut off his first opportunity to perform officially.

"That's not it, you have a pretty good grasp of the character's characteristics. But..."The director paused, looked around at no one, and whispered, "But the actor in this film is not as good as your image, originally I was looking for you, just because I fancy your good image and acting skills, so that there is a contrast in the play, which can set off the male lead." But now that you're putting on makeup, it's not going to be done, it's too show-stealing, buddy. ”

The director patted Zhao Danfeng, "You have the heart to be the actor, but you don't have the life to be the actor." sighed and waved his hand, "Don't say anything, the script is for you, and it will be difficult for you to be the leading actor in this life." ”

It's hard for you to be the hero in this life, in a word, the clear sky made Zhao Danfeng stand on the spot. Am I really not going to have a chance to be a leading actor in my life? Is it really that hard to be an actor? With his head down, Zhao Danfeng walked out of the set. happened to meet the actor who had finished putting on makeup, the buddy glanced at Zhao Danfeng and smiled, "I've seen your skit and acted well, why don't you come and be my assistant?" I'm still missing a life assistant. ”

Zhao Danfeng raised his head and stared at the male protagonist, with a sneer on the corner of his mouth, "Don't worry, even if I don't act for the rest of my life, I won't be an assistant to anyone." ”

"Yo, you're arrogant, do you know what happened to people like you in the end?" The actor looked at the assistant next to him, and the assistant asked very interestingly, "What's wrong?" ”

"I can't play the leading actor for the rest of my life." There was a burst of laughter, and several people pointed at Zhao Danfeng, as if they were pointing at a down-and-out stray dog.

Walking on the street in despair, all that echoes in my mind is the sentence, you can't play the leading actor in your life. Is it true that after losing a chance once in life, there really will be no chance again? From the depths of my memory, I think back to the events of 20 years ago, and every time I think about it, it is like the feeling of uncovering a scar and sprinkling salt. Regret, stinging, and sourness.

In the summer when he was fifteen years old, his neighbor Lao Yan looked at Zhao Danfeng who was playing in the yard and asked Zhao Danfeng, you kid has been in love since he was a child, and he shouted two sentences when he passed by collecting waste, and you have to learn to act in the yard for a few days. Since you love acting so much, do you want to be an actor?

At that time, Zhao Danfeng didn't know what it meant to be an actor in his pure heart. After thinking about it, he asked Lao Yan, "Uncle Yan, don't you work in Mingzhu Film Studio, is it fun to be an actor, is it like the little soldier Zhang Garigazi, you don't have to go to class, just film and play?" ”

Lao Yan Le, "You don't have to go to class, but filming is not playing, it's work." ”

Zhao Danfeng has no concept of the word work. Since he doesn't have to go to class, this is a great ** for Zhao Danfeng, who has average grades, and he couldn't stop nodding, "I want to be an actor." ”

"Okay, I'm preparing a TV series recently, I'll show my old face and help you get an audition." Lao Yan looked at the folds on Zhao Danfeng's face and smiled, of course, Zhao Danfeng is not Lao Yan's illegitimate son, and Lao Yan probably didn't dare to think about this kind of bloody plot. has been a neighbor for more than ten years, and Lao Yan has watched Zhao Danfeng change from a snot boy playing with urine and mud to the current delicate teenager step by step. When he was young, his wife divorced him and took his son away, and he hadn't seen each other for more than ten years. However, Zhao Danfeng was dangling in front of him all day long, and it was inevitable that he would pin a trace of fatherly love on this kid.

Lao Yan took Zhao Danfeng to Zhao Yan, that is, Zhao Danfeng's father, and told him about it. Zhao Yan thinks it's good, anyway, during the summer vacation, Zhao Danfeng has nothing to do, and staying at home is also a scourge. It's also good to have a chance to experience life, and that's okay.

Within two days, Lao Yan brought back good news, and the director agreed to see Zhao Danfeng. Lao Yan, who worked hard, caught Zhao Danfeng to instill the precautions for auditioning, what to quickly understand the context of the director's speech, and what performance to let go. Zhao Danfeng's head was three times bigger when he heard it, and he thought he was going to act directly, but he had to audition. What I am most afraid of in this life is the exam, and I am annoyed as soon as I go to the exam room. Isn't an audition the same as an exam? Although it was an interview, it wasn't worse. Every time I went to the teacher to endorse the book, I forgot what I had written down, and asked me to watch the camera. yes, I've never seen a camera before, so I can't find the lens.

Counting the days when Lao Yan said that he was going to see the director, Zhao Danfeng escaped early in the morning and went out to play happily for a day. When he came back in the evening, Lao Yan saw that he didn't scold, but patted himself with some disappointment, "You will never encounter such a good opportunity in your life, it is not easy to be an actor." ”

Zhao Danfeng was still a little dismissive. It wasn't until half a year later that a TV series was broadcast on a TV station that I regretted it. At that time, it had just passed New Year's Day, and what Zhao Danfeng had to do every night was to watch "Sin Debt" broadcast on Mingzhu Channel on the TV. From the start of the broadcast to the day Lao Yan reappeared, not a single episode was dropped.

I still remember that Lao Yan, who hadn't been to his house for a long time, happened to have dinner at home, and after eating, he naturally wanted to watch TV. Zhao Danfeng must be transferred to this TV series to watch, Lao Yan glanced at the TV, pointed to the characters in it and said to Zhao Danfeng, "Do you remember when I told you about letting you audition during the summer vacation?" It's a pity to try the actor of this TV series, you say it's a pity. ”

I don't remember what mood I was in at the time, but Zhao Danfeng has never watched any episodes of this TV series again. Whenever my classmates talk about how good this TV series is, they will feel that the center of their discussion should be me, and I should have been acting. is still young, although Zhao Danfeng regretted being lost for a while, he always walked out. It wasn't until he grew up and became an actor again that he really realized the meaning of Lao Yan's pity.

Indeed, it was not just an audition, but even a life-changing opportunity. If he hadn't escaped that day, he would have been able to play a role in that play no matter what. Then, after becoming famous, he can be admitted to an art academy with this play. During his time at school, he acted in several plays and gained experience. After graduating, he gradually played the leading role. It's a path that sees the future, and I give it up. Every time he thinks of this, Zhao Danfeng has a feeling of regret that he can't be at the beginning.

However, if you miss it on the road of life, you can't turn back. Now one qiē is God's punishment for himself, punishing himself for not being able to play the leading role for the rest of his life. Zhao Danfeng smiled bitterly and shook his head, maybe I should listen to my father's words, go on a blind date, start a family, talk about the rest of my life, don't dream of being an actor anymore, God will punish me for not being able to play the leading role for the rest of my life.

"Be careful!" An exclamation pulled Zhao Danfeng out of his own world. Following the sound, an aunt on the side of the road was pointing at herself in horror. The next moment, Zhao Danfeng felt like he was flying. It's me who ran the red light, this is Zhao Danfeng's last consciousness.

I don't know when, Zhao Danfeng opened his eyes and looked at the white flowers in front of him, this is heaven? Why is it all white? Or in the hospital? I tried to turn my head, and there was nothing wrong with my neck. But this turn of the head, but it was never turned again, and the mirror in the bedroom seemed to laugh at himself, printing a stunned teenager. What Zhao Danfeng saw was not his imaginary self wrapped in gauze, but... Twenty years ago.

Reborn? Zhao Danfeng slapped himself hard, and a hot feeling came from his face. Looking at the four finger prints on his face in the mirror, Zhao Danfeng was sure that he was not dreaming. It's really reborn! I grabbed the desk calendar at the head of the bed, and on July 11, 1994, my eyes were a little sore with a few big characters. Quietly wiped the corners of his eyes, this is twenty years ago, this is me twenty years ago.

Twenty years ago! Yes, Zhao Danfeng suddenly thought of something, pushed open the bedroom door, and looked at his mother picking vegetables in the living room, "Mom, did Lao Yan say that I asked my father to take me to the audition the day after tomorrow?" ”

"It's called Uncle Yan, it's not big or small." Mom glanced at Zhao Danfeng, "You ghost pressed the bed, what's wrong with your face." ”

"Leave it alone what's wrong with my face." Zhao Danfeng grabbed his mother's hand, and felt that his voice was already trembling, "Mom, sue me, is it that I am going to audition the day after tomorrow!" ”

"yes, what's wrong with this kid today? Sleeping silly? ”

Zhao Danfeng couldn't hear any language anymore, and there was only one voice ringing in his ears, I want to be an actor! In this life, I don't just want to be an actor! I want to be an actor! This is my ideal, my destiny, my own path!

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