Leaving the chaos of youth and going their separate ways26
I said, "The money that people owe to others in this life can be repaid with money, but the love owed to others can not be repaid in a lifetime, so I don't want to owe others love." Since I haven't planned for my future now, how can I leave a debt for a relationship that has no tomorrow. Sun Qian said: "I like you, I love you, it's my business, and I didn't force you to do anything for me." I said, "Sun Qian, do you know how much love there is, how much hatred there will be?" Sun Qian said: "Of course I know." But I think that to love someone is to sincerely consider the other person, and only want to give without asking for anything in return. I said, "If you always think like that, there will come a time when you will feel that you will not be rewarded for your efforts, and then you will hate because of love." Rather than be miserable at that point, it is better to prevent such a thing from happening in the first place. ”
Sun Qian said: "I don't believe that my fiery heart can't move you with this stone." I said, "I don't deserve you to do this for me, you will overwhelm me by doing so." I have an idea in my heart, that is, I can't make people who are good to me sad, I don't want you to be sad, and I don't want to let myself lose my way, so I still can't accept your feelings. Sun Qian said: "I don't care, I'd rather taste as much love as there is as much hate as possible, and I don't want to miss fate and miss you." I said, "Today is the last time we will talk about our relationship, and I will not bring it up again." ”
The two of us got off the bus at the north gate of the Central Plains Provincial University of Journalism and Media, and Sun Qian grabbed my arm and said, "No, continue, don't treat me like this." I said, "Long pain is better than short pain, let's still be ordinary classmates, ordinary colleagues, in the name of this relationship between the two of us there is no pressure in the bottom of our hearts, we can also be happy to be good classmates, good colleagues." Sun Qian said resolutely: "I will not give up." I said, "It's useless if you don't give up, I've made up my mind." But I still want to thank you for picking me up at the train station today, so that I won't have to worry about you in the future. ”
The northwest wind is bitter. Sun Qian stood next to the 366 bus stop, looking a little sad. Listening to my heartless words, tears suddenly came out. I said, "Don't cry, it's not good to cry." Sun Qian pushed my hand away and said fiercely: "You don't have to worry about it if you die, Yang Zaixu, I hate you." After saying this, Sun Qian took a big step and walked towards the school. I shook my head helplessly, thinking: One day you will understand my ruthlessness today. I tidied up my backpack. Pulling the trolley suitcase, I also walked into the campus after a long absence.
The coldest days have passed, and although spring has not yet entered the campus, the campus is already full of vitality. The students who came early on the road came in and out, and the students who had been holding back on the basketball court for many days had already taken off their thick winter clothes, running, jumping, and slapping the basketball. The male gods running on the football field are indispensable to the eyes of suitors. On the volleyball court, a group of male and female students are playing against each other, and the scene of screaming makes people feel that it has entered the hot summer.
Walk along the warm road in the school and walk through the shore of Longzi Lake. The large poplar tree next to the dormitory building was already glowing green. With my suitcase and backpack on my back, I walked up to the fifth floor of our dormitory building No. 11 as if nothing had happened. I opened the door to the 0516 dormitory with my key card. Push open the door and walk into the dormitory.
The floor and desktop in our dormitory have been cleaned, and Brother Shen Zhe is browsing the web at his desk, and Xiaodi is still lying on the bed holding a pillow and making a phone call. Chen Chen was still busy washing his clothes. As soon as I entered the door, I said loudly, "Brothers, I'm back." Chen Chen put down the clothes he was washing. He stood up, wiped his hands with his towel, ran over to shake my hand and said, "Fifth brother, fifth brother." Happy New Year, New Year's gifts are here. I said, "Don't worry, old Kada, I'll get it for you." Shen Zhe said: "Old Five, I'm back." I said, "Well, I'm back." Shen Zhe asked, "The uncles and aunts at home are all right." I said, "Very well, thank you." Xiao Di leaned over on the bed, nodded and smiled at me and waved his hand, the phone over there has not been hung up, uh-huh, yes. I said, "Third brother, the bad habits haven't changed at all, who are you cooking porridge with?" Xiao Di said, "A classmate." I asked, "Girl." Xiao Di said, "Yes." "Knowing that Xiaodi likes to make porridge on the phone, I won't bother him anymore.
I put my suitcase on the edge of the cupboard under the bed, unloaded the backpack from my shoulder, and placed it on my desk. I opened my suitcase, took out a plastic bag of chestnuts and a plastic bag of walnuts from my hometown, grabbed a handful of each of them and handed them over. I said, "These are the two specialties in my hometown, and you can try them again." Chen Chen said while peeling off the skin of the chestnuts: "The chestnuts and walnuts in the fifth brother's hometown are delicious, but it's a pity that maybe this is the last time I will eat the chestnuts and walnuts brought by the fifth brother." I said, "As long as you want to eat, call my brother at any time, and my brother will mail you some." Chen Chen smiled and said, "I'm so moved, it's better to be the fifth brother." ”
Shen Zhe took two paper walnuts, and with a force of both hands, the shells of the two walnuts cracked. Shen Zhe ate walnuts and said, "This paper walnut seems to be only in your Yanshan City." I said, "There are also some plantings around our city, but they are not as large as the total amount planted in our Yanshan City, and the quality is good." ”
Shen Zhe and a few of us were chatting lively, the door of the dormitory opened again, and it was Fourth Brother Jiang Zhu who walked in. I said, "It's better to come early than to come by chance, the fourth brother eats walnuts and chestnuts." Jiang Zhu said: "Don't worry, don't worry." Jiang Zhu walked under his bed and said, "The eldest brother, the third brother, the fifth brother, and the old Kada, you are all right for the New Year." Shen Zhe said: "It's all good, how are you, fourth brother." Jiang Zhu said, "Very good." Jiang Zhu said, "Come on, come on, try the apples and fried peanuts I brought from my hometown." After Jiang Zhu finished speaking, he took out a plastic bag of peanuts and a plastic bag of red apples from his suitcase and put them on his desk. Jiang Zhu said: "Whoever eats it will come and get it." Xiao Di said, "Fourth brother, throw over an apple." Jiang Zhu took a big apple and threw it over, Xiao Di took it firmly in his hand, and said loudly, "Thank you." Jiang Zhu said, "You're welcome." ”
There was a rush of footsteps, and Jiang Dajun walked into the dormitory. Chen Chen shouted: "Second brother, have a good New Year." Jiang Dajun said, "Okay." Happy New Year, everyone, I'm late again, I'm late. Shen Zhe asked: "Second child, everyone in the family is okay." Jiang Dajun said: "Thank you, second brother, the family is very good." Jiang Dajun walked under his bed, put down the package he was carrying, took out a plastic bag from it and said, "I'm here to bring persimmons for everyone." Shen Zhe said: "Let's put it first, who wants to eat it and eat it again, we all ate a lot just now." Jiang Dajun said: "Eat less and taste, it's fine." ”
Everyone was talking about the excitement, and no one cared that there was a person standing at the door. The man looked at me with a smile, and as soon as I looked at the tall man, he said, "Li Li, don't stand at the door, hurry up and come over and eat something." Li Li walked into our dormitory with a smile and said seriously: "Everyone is good." I said, "I see that you are also very springy and personable, and I know that you are not bad, when will you come back?" Li Li said: "I arrived at school in the morning, I woke up just now, and I heard that your dormitory was very lively, so I came to see you." I said, "Oh, walnuts or chestnuts." Li Li said, "I'll eat two walnuts." Li Li picked up two walnuts from the plastic bag, and with one hand, both walnuts cracked. Li Li peeled off the walnuts and ate the walnut kernels.
Li Li asked: "Brother Shen, do you know how the school arranged our internship in the second half of this year?" Shen Zhe said: "I don't know the specific arrangements yet." However, the grapevine said that the second half of the semester will be mainly for postgraduate entrance examinations and recruitment, which may be a few days of training first, and then a few job fairs will be held at the school. I asked, "Is the information reliable?" Shen Zhe said: "What Director Liu said, the source is absolutely reliable. ”
Chen Chen said: "After holding a job fair and signing a labor contract, wouldn't we have to go our separate ways." Shen Zhe said: "It's a matter of time before we go our separate ways, but these days are very important, everyone must make their own resumes, and study the situation of relevant units more, so that we can be targeted and improve the success rate of independent career choice." I said, "It seems that the time has come to decide our fate." (To be continued......)
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