Chapter 175: Xu Jun's Afterlife
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She suddenly understood that he was not afraid of her, but afraid of hurting her. She should have known that Tianlan was such a person, he could become the most ruthless Shura in the world for his enemies, but for the people around him, he looked at him more seriously than himself!
He's too gentle, too gentle to guess, or he's too stupid to think a little more about himself.
Suddenly, she took the initiative to meet him, burrowed into his arms, hugged him tightly, and pressed her head to his 'chest'. Tianlan is already seriously injured now, and how can he be faster than Chu Shuang'er in terms of action and reaction. The most important thing is that he has no defense against Chu Shuang'er at all! Even if Chu Shuang'er rushes up with a dagger, he will not really resist.
Chu Shuang'er hugged him in her arms, and suddenly felt very relieved, and murmured in a very light voice: "Brother Lan, I'm sorry, Shuang'er is actually not as understanding as you think. Shuang'er has a lot of shortcomings, is ignorant, reckless, has no ability to protect himself, and will not be considerate of others......"
She closed her eyes, and there seemed to be a 'color' of the sea of fire in the wall of inquiry, and in that sea of fire, she said the same thing to him. However, this time, she did not have that sense of emptiness and loss in her heart, but was full of abundance! It seemed that this was eternity, even if it was eternal in an instant, she still had no regrets......
"Shuang'er......" Tianlan raised her left hand and gently stroked her long golden hair, there were many, many things to say to her, but at this moment, seeing her as if she was asleep, she couldn't say anything. A thousand words finally turned into a call in the ear.
Chu Shuang'er seemed to enjoy it, and a smile appeared on her lips, and she continued softly: "Shuang'er owes you a lot, but I, I really ...... Very selfish, very selfish, very selfish, very selfish, can you forgive me, just this time......"
"No!" Tianlan tried hard to push Chu Shuang'er away, but Chu Shuang'er grabbed him too tightly, and the push was unsuccessful, "No! I know what you're going to say, but no! I'm not a person worth your effort! I-"
Before he finished speaking, a pair of soft red 'lips' blocked his mouth! He opened his eyes wide and looked at Chu Shuang'er in surprise, unable to react for a while. And her pretty face was red, and she was trying to pry his teeth open with her jerky tongue, and her big eyes blinked, as if she wanted to engrave his face in her heart forever!
For a long time, the 'lips' are divided. She leaned quietly on his shoulder and said softly, "Brother Lan, Shuang'er already knows. Only 'love' can do this. Before, I never knew if I loved you or not, and even after asking everyone around me who could ask, I still didn't know...... What is love? How can I love you so that I can kiss you?"
Tianlan turned her head slightly, not daring to look directly at her pure gaze, and said, "I'm not the right person for you......"
Chu Shuang'er put her index finger in front of his 'lips' and said with a smile: "Shhh, listen to me, time is running out!" She pressed her other hand on his back, and her palm emitted an incomparably strong white light! The strength of that white light was far from what she could compare with in the past! Tianlan only felt a warm feeling fill her whole body, and in just a few breaths, all the injuries on her body were healed! Even her right-handed, which was extremely badly injured, was completely recovered in a short period of time!
Tianlan was amazed, no one could truly feel her healing ability at this time, it was simply astonishing! His damaged internal organs were instantly restored, the broken bones seemed to grow again, and his right hand actually recovered in a short period of time, even better than before he was injured!
This is Chu Shuang'er's current strength, the excessive abundance of energy makes her original healing ability infinitely enhanced! As long as it is not a fatal injury, it can be recovered in an instant! Heaven-defying level power! Of course, this state can only be maintained for a period of time before the energy dissipates.
Chu Shuang'er smiled slightly and said, "Brother Lan, do you think I'm stupid, why don't you know how much I love you? Why do you keep making excuses and not admit it? Why didn't you understand your heart until I was 'forced' to the last step in the sea of fire?...... Actually, I don't know when I started to feel for you, when I fell in love with you, and when I saw Sister Kirikage desperately throwing herself into the fire, I thought she was so stupid. But now I can't say she's stupid, because I'm much, much more stupid than her...... My sister is right, Shuang'er is too stupid. But I'm willing to be stupid, willing to be attached to you......"
"I feel like this is the happiest moment of my life......"
Tianlan really feels very bad now, he understands Chu Shuang'er very well. Between life and death, they already have inseparable feelings between them, and Chu Shuang'er, who is just beginning to fall in love, is even more likely to fall into it and can't extricate himself. But he is different, he is a person who has experienced hundreds of lifetimes of reincarnation, and he is not ignorant of love. He understood his feelings for Chu Shuang'er, which was more 'exciting' than heart-moving. From the second they met, he was grateful for her kindness in helping her, and all his actions since then have been to repay her as much as possible.
The grace of dripping water should be reciprocated with a gushing spring! Maybe Chu Shuang'er himself didn't think there was anything, but healing his eyes was a great kindness to him! What's more, Chu Shuang'er was a 'girl' child who didn't understand anything, and he felt that he had the responsibility and obligation to help her. Other than that, there aren't too many 'personal' feelings. He never thought about getting any benefits from Chu Shuang'er, nor did he think about what development he would have with her in the future, and he didn't even want to take her out of the forest...... Not to mention "love".
He admitted that he had feelings for Chu Shuang'er. It was just a feeling, far from the love he understood.
Chu Shuang'er didn't look at his expression, but leaned on him and continued: "Now I know, I really know, I love you! I love you so much! I can imagine that Grandpa Yushu is gone, my sister is gone, but there is no way to imagine what the world will be like in your absence." I know, you've been looking for the Primal Huajing of the Primal Immortal Tree. Without that, you will die in the next eon. ”
"No! I don't dare to think about it! I don't want you to be in the slightest danger! I don't want to see you tortured and bruised again! I can't bear ——! I can't bear you! I can't bear you! I don't want to give up my days with you. It's a pity, why is our time so short? It's not enough for me to watch you for once......"
Tianlan couldn't help but interrupt: "Shuang'er, listen to me! I don't necessarily need the Taichu Huajing, even if I don't find anything, I may not be okay in the next spirit tribulation." He really wanted to get out of Chu Shuang'er's side as soon as possible to prevent her from doing stupid things, but he suddenly found that his body couldn't move!
"I know, I know. Chu Shuang'er said, "But you can't wait for me for a hundred years, and I am reluctant to let you wait, and I am even more reluctant to watch you take risks for the spiritual tribulation in the future......"
Her voice was quiet, like a beautiful music, and she whispered word by word:
"Brother Lan, you say, will there be a soul after I die? If so, I hope that my soul can always guard you and protect you through thousands ......of years."
"Brother Lan, I heard that there is reincarnation in this world, so I am a tree spirit, will there be an afterlife?"
"Brother Lan, if there is, Shuang'er doesn't want to be a tree spirit anymore in the next life......"
"I want to be an ordinary 'girl' kid, very ordinary. Wanting to meet you in the crowd, appear in front of you, and throw yourself into your arms to surprise you. I want to be with you all the time, until we have gray hair, our teeth are gone, and we are so old that we can't speak, we can't see each other, and I still have to hug you like this......"
She smiled like a 'flower', and it seemed that the unattainable scene had appeared in front of her: she was holding his hand and strolling through the season full of leaves......
Involuntarily, she raised her heels, raised her head, and 'kissed' his 'lips' passionately again! The feeling of the four 'lips' touching was so intoxicating and 'fascinated' that she completely ignored Tianlan's struggle and opposition, and forcibly put the tip of her tongue into his mouth. At the same time, the red 'colored' gem on her forehead flashed and disappeared!
Tianlan immediately felt that something was wrong! A condensed and powerful energy poured directly into his body from his mouth! That powerful energy could tear him apart in an instant, but it was as docile as a sheep, quietly flowing into his body, silent in the transparent roulette wheel of the dantian qi sea, which happened to occupy one of the seven points of the roulette wheel, showing the green 'color' that represented the 'sex' of the wood genus.
Chu Shuang'er actually used this way to transfer all the power of Taichu Huajing to him, without missing anything, and completely gave him all the power and a heart.
She 'kissed' him, and her body gradually faded?! Like a phantom of clouds and mist, like a real illusion, like a dream, Tianlan couldn't even feel her presence. Are the twins about to disappear?
No——! don't disappear!" he cried out in his heart, but he couldn't stop her increasingly illusory body.
Chu Shuang'er's eyelashes trembled, and a crystal teardrop crossed her face, through her illusory almost non-existent body, and fell to the ground, shattering into pieces...... This tear does not represent sadness, but a deep affection. She didn't regret dying for him, she didn't grieve, she just had a little bit of extravagance......
Eventually, she disappeared completely. There is no longer her shadow in the heavens and the earth, there is no longer that warm white light, only the ancient trees that have survived for eternity are still verdant......
Tianlan stood silently alone, his hands slowly hanging down.
The surroundings are silent, as if heaven and earth are sad.
He looked up at this bathing spirit forest that had returned to green, and remembered that Chu Shuang'er had hoped that he could also see this beautiful color. But when he actually saw it, the person next to him was no longer there......
Why did it become like this? Was it her fault, or was it his? If it weren't for him, would Chu Shuang'er be able to continue to be an ordinary and happy little tree spirit?
"There is only confusion about the future, but not confusion about existence...... "He thought wistfully that this was what he had said to himself. However, after today, he can no longer say this sentence calmly......
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