(51) Putting out fires

What else can you do but deceive yourself and others? Even though you are already such an unbearable person, you always have to pretend to be elegant and indifferent, and you are invincible. What are you expecting? Are you afraid that she will be disappointed when she sees who she really is? Or are you afraid that she will laugh at you and look down on yourself?

He hooked the corners of his lips, silently, laughing as if tears were about to come out, lowered his head and coughed, coughing, and said intermittently again: "Naturally, I made it up." Is there such an unlucky person in this world? If there is, then it is ...... He's so stupid, stupid that he deserves it. Momo, you are too kind to believe it, hehe, you are really ...... What a fool!"

He has always been gentle and calm, humble and gentlemanly, and he rarely even laughs out loud in ordinary times, let alone being depressed and self-deprecating like now. Ah Mo saw that his face was sometimes pale and sometimes flushed, and he was a little scared in his heart, so he took his hand and coaxed: "Jinghua, don't be like this, you also said that it was just a story." Your hands are so cold, let's go back and rest early. ”

Although Jinghua didn't make a sound, she still couldn't stop laughing, and her shoulders seemed to twitch slightly. Seeing that he ignored him, Ah Mo pouted a little displeased, stood up and said, "Why are you still laughing! Are you so happy to lie to me? I'm going back, can't you leave?"

She should leave first. Jinghua followed her and got up slowly, I don't know if he drank too much, his steps were vain, and his feet stumbled a little. Ah Mo pouted, saying that he shouldn't drink, while carefully supporting him. The two were speechless all the way.

As soon as they left Deyue Tower with their front feet, the little two packed up the dishes and chopsticks, and saw another pair of handsome couples walking in hand in hand, and their expressions were more intimate than the pair just now. The young man smiled slightly, he was the most romantic man in the world, and he gracefully opened the seat for the woman next to him, and happened to sit at the table where Jinghua and Ah Mo were sitting.

The little two stared at each other and were secretly surprised, although this Deyue Tower is also a little famous in Hangzhou, and it often attracts rich and noble guests, but it will not be overnight, and two such pairs of fairy couples will come. These two pairs, whether they are temperamental or good-looking, or talk and temperament, are extremely rare, could it be that the sons and ladies of the palace are traveling with their families?

Chenhua smiled and said to Xuan Yao: "This restaurant is quite a bit special, you are used to tasting the delicacies of the Nine Heavens, why don't you order some mortal snacks to change the taste." ”

He was much more generous than Ah Mo and them, and said to Xiao Er without looking at it: "This friend of mine is here for the first time, if you have anything delicious here, you can pick up the lighter ones and serve them." ”

Xuan Yao was still a little worried, and said, "If we come down to earth secretly, won't anyone find out?" When the banquet is over, what should your eldest brother do if he wants to go back to the Wufu Sea?"

Chenhua played with the tips of her hair and said absentmindedly: "Don't think about those unhappy when you come out to play." Xuan Yao, are you still worried that my eldest brother will not find you?"

Xuan Yao laughed bitterly and laughed at herself: "How can he be anxious for me? I don't have time for him to furnish, and I'm afraid I haven't even figured out my name until now." ”

Xiao Er served two pots of wine, and Xuan Yao raised his glass. She drank very poorly, and drank quickly, after a few glasses, her cheeks were slightly red, her eyes were full of moisture, she looked at the handsome man opposite with a little hazy drunkenness, and muttered: "Hehe, you are right." When I come out to play, I have to forget all the unhappy things! They don't let me be happy, none of them let me be happy! I just want to be happy! I am happier than every one of them!"

Chenhua poured her another glass and said with a smile: "That's right." They're sorry for you, why do you always suffer in silence! Give yourself a happy life, life is different? Lu Yao, we are not mortals, this life is really thousands of years, if you can't think of learning to have some fun by yourself, it is really boring and boring!"

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Jinghua and Ah Mo returned to the boat, and the old man had already rested. The moon is shining, the boat is moored in the middle of the lake, and the breeze blows the calm surface of the lake from time to time, causing ripples.

Ah Mo also drank a lot tonight, and was blown by the cool breeze on the road, only to feel dizzy and overwhelmed, and he slept sweetly soon after lying down. On the contrary, Jinghua did not feel sleepy, and his spiritual power slowly leaked from the wound on the dragon's back, making his teeth tremble with coldness. He curled up, closed his eyes and lay down for a while, then froze up again, simply put on his clothes, and sat up to look at her.

Her sleeping face had always been beautiful, childlike and flawless, but tonight she frowned.

Isn't she angry? Because of that story.

He sighed.

Alas...... She's right. She is such a kind person, when she hears this kind of thing, she naturally has to sympathize with her, and she wants to speak up? Obviously, she is dark and cramped, unable to shine in the light, and cannot see anyone, but she is still desperately hiding and defending it, and does not allow others to comment on a single word.

In the past, in the military department, Qinglan and the others only needed to say a word or two, and they would immediately reprimand them, and even severely punish them, which was really arbitrary and domineering enough. Now when I met her, although I couldn't bear to scold, I still couldn't change the old problem and put on a face to show her, she must have felt wronged today and was angry with herself.

She is the little princess of Xihai and Qinglan's little sister, she has been pampered since she was a child, but she has never had any temper, and she has almost always followed herself. She said that she was going to find Miaohuazi, and she followed her on the road without regrets, taking care of her along the way. She didn't even doubt her identity more, she didn't say it, she didn't ask, she just thought she was a nameless scattered immortal recuperating from her master.

She has always been generous and upright, but she is not worthy of her. As she said before, she has lost her chastity, what qualifications do you have to fall in love with someone else?

She turned over in her sleep, the quilt slipped halfway off, Jinghua carefully tucked the corners of the quilt for her, but listened to her shallow dreams.

"Jinghua, don't be unhappy. ”

His hand froze, and he smiled sadly.

Maybe he did something wrong in the first place, and he shouldn't have taught her swordsmanship, let alone promised her to walk with him. Perhaps, when she started to cut down the purple heart bamboo, she should have honestly hid and not show her face.

knows that there will be no result for the two of them, and knows that even if they can go this way, they will always be unable to escape the ending of separation.

I always think that my reason is as hard as iron, and my patience is beyond ordinary people, but why can't I refuse her affection? I am at the end of my rope, and I still have to go all out to investigate the mystery of my mother's murder and rescue my eldest brother from the predicament, why do I still want to provoke her again and again? Selfishly reluctant to let her go?

Just because she is so warm, so bright, for her lonely and desperate self, like the only precious candle flame you see after a helpless trek in the dark night, and like a honey after a bowl of bitter medicine to reward you, so that you can be paralyzed for a short time, forget the pain, like a moth to a fire, you can't stop.

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Jinghua sat for a while, but he couldn't stand the cold on his body, so he quietly came to the bow of the boat and began to practice according to the method on "Autumn Wind Breaking".

This is his master's door control technique, which he stole from the cliffless. Of course, the senior brother didn't know, he didn't even have to take precautions, and the book was placed in the senior brother's study for you to pick up. He has a good memory since he was a child, and he can never forget most of the scriptures once he reads them, otherwise he would not have achieved the Mahayana of Buddhism and Taoism when he was in his early 1,000s.

The senior brother is a righteous gentleman, thinking that he is too, and he never thought that this seemingly diligent and down-to-earth little junior brother would one day come to steal his things, so he didn't guard against him at all. He went to the study a few times on the pretext, and then memorized it word for word.

Kuafu is worthy of being an ancient god, and it is said that the score is not bad, and the chaste scales are indeed the natural barrier that their Yinlong uses to seal their spiritual power. He took off the chastity scales before and handed them to Xuan Yao, although the chastity scales are out of the body, as long as they have been nourished with spiritual power, and when he comes back, even if the two of them don't get married, they can still grow back.

Because the scales are the most spiritual of all the dragon scales, the regeneration power is extremely strong, not to mention that it is his own, according to the customs of the Yinlong clan, the newlyweds exchange the scales with each other on the night of the cave room, it is someone else's, and it can immediately grow on their own body.

But for some reason, when Xuan Yao returned the scales to him, it seemed that he had dried up and died for a long time, and he just touched it lightly, and it was completely shattered. It stands to reason that Xuan Yao will definitely nourish him with spiritual power every day, even if he leaves for more than a month, he will definitely not die, but why the chastity scales he got in his hand will become like this, he can't figure it out.

Later, he never saw Yao again. He didn't have a chance, and he didn't want to ask her again. This matter is the most painful place for both parties, the real one is like a fish in the throat, a thorn in the back, and it is best not to mention it again.

Anyway, it has come to this, leaving an ugly scar where the scales have been lost, and the flesh and blood are blurred all day long, and the cold is to the bone. He had to hide alone every day, seal it with thick gauze, and replace it with a new one when it was soaked in blood. Otherwise, the blood will seep out little by little and stain the clothes.