4. Have you ever regretted it?
Paid Chapter (12 points)
4. Do you regret it?
When Jian Ling rushed to the ward, Li Qing was at a stalemate with the nurse because of the injection problem, as soon as she saw Jian Ling coming, the nurse immediately seemed to have found a savior, and looked at her with a blank eye: "Doctor Jian, Mr. Li, he refuses to take injections and medicine, and it is useless for me to persuade him for a long time." ”
Jian Ling signaled that she didn't have to worry, and then looked at Li Qing who had a tense face: "Why don't you use medicine?" ”
"Anyway, my illness is incurable, why waste these medicines?!" Li Qing replied confidently.
"So you want to die now?"
Hearing this, Li Qing and the nurse were stunned.
None of them seemed to expect that an attending doctor would say such a thing, especially since this is the famous military general hospital. According to the relevant regulations, Jian Ling's words have already caused a certain amount of psychological harm to the patient, and if the patient insists on pursuing it, she can completely complain to the medical department.
Li Qing opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say at this time, and finally he could only snort coldly: "This is the quality of your military general hospital!" ”
"I'm a doctor, this is a hospital, I'm only responsible for treating and saving people, but I'm not responsible for correcting the bad temper of patients," Jian Ling smiled lightly, looking careless, "Mr. Li, your body is your own, if you don't take good care of yourself, what can I, an outsider, say?" Rather than wasting medical resources lying here, it is better to get out of the hospital quickly and free up beds for other patients who need it more. ”
"You ......" Li Qing's face turned blue with anger, and he looked annoyed and angry.
The nurse persuaded with some concern: "Doctor Jane, Mr. Li is a patient, don't worry too much." ”
It's okay not to say this, but as soon as he said it, he immediately provoked Li Qingzhi to jump to his feet: "What's wrong with the patient?!" What do you mean by not worrying too much about patients?! You guys are simply discriminating, and a doctor who looks down on his patients is not a doctor?! ”
"People first respect themselves, and then they are always respectful, you yourself have given up on yourself, how can you expect others to look up to you?" Jian Ling still has that lukewarm attitude, but this is such a gesture, which can make people angry.
"I'm going to complain about you! I must complain to you! Li Qing was so angry that he only slapped the bed board.
Jian Ling took out the communicator indifferently: "Do you want me to help you ask the phone number of the complaint department?" ”
"You...... You ......" Li Qing stuck a word in his throat, and he didn't hold back a word for a long time, and finally his face changed, and he suddenly covered his abdomen, looking painful.
Seeing that the situation was not right, Jian Ling immediately strode over, helped him up, and pressed his right abdomen: "Is it painful here?" ”
Li Qing's face turned pale with pain, but he still glared at her angrily: "I don't want you to see me, I want to change to another doctor!" ”
"Okay, when you don't die of pain, it doesn't matter if you want to change to obstetrics and gynecology!"
Li Qing was choked by her words, and his expression became even more painful.
Jian Ling glanced up at the nurse: "Bring painkillers." ”
Jian Ling helped Li Qing lie down, then took the painkiller from the nurse's hand, she rolled up Li Qing's sleeve and pierced the needle hole into the vein. But in the blink of an eye, a tube of painkillers had been injected, she helped him put down his sleeve, and returned the syringe to the nurse: "Has he been sick more often lately?" ”
The nurse nodded: "Quite a lot, the last time I was sick was last night, according to your instructions, I injected him with fifteen milliliters of painkillers." ”
"Pull up his body stats, I'm going to see it."
"Yes."
Seeing that Li Qing's pain had been alleviated a lot, Jian Ling helped him cover the quilt, turned around and walked to the side of the display, called up all the data stored in it, and glanced around from beginning to end, frowning slightly. Li Qing's physical condition is not optimistic, and if he does not have surgery, he may not live for more than three days.
She raised her head and looked at Li Qing, who was lying on the bed with a pale face, and made sure that he was not asleep, so she asked, "Why don't you accept the operation?" ”
The repeated question, the voice fell to the ground, and there was silence for a long time before I heard him answer softly: "Tired......"
Jian Ling's eyes changed slightly, and he didn't speak again.
In the afternoon of the same day, when he was about to get off work, Jian Ling received a call from Xia.
"Honey, you're about to get off work, aren't you?"
Jian Ling looked at the time: "Well, there are still ten minutes." ”
"I specially stewed pig's feet today, I just tasted it, the bones are stewed, it is very fragrant, you come back quickly after work, don't go around."
She's not a child, how can she go around?! She replied, "Yes." ”
"Do you want me to pick you up?"
"No, I can go back by myself," Jian Ling thought that his identity was too sensitive, and it was really not suitable for going out in public casually, especially during this time, the reporters of gossip magazines stared at the two of them very closely, she didn't want to see a private photo of herself and Xia on the headlines of a gossip magazine tomorrow, and the feeling of being snooped on was really not good.
She thought that after this period of time had passed, and everyone had adapted to the identities of the two of them, they should be able to go in and out much more freely.
"Eh, you don't give your husband a chance to be courteous, your husband said that he is very sad, you have to think about how to soothe my injured young man's heart at night~"
"Your daughter-in-law is heavy and can't serve you, if you have special needs, please be self-reliant."
"Hmm, since it's inconvenient for my daughter-in-law to serve me, then let me serve my daughter-in-law and keep it for you to die!"
"Too emotional, not conducive to the safety of the baby."
"I've checked on the Internet, you're only three months now, you can have sex, just be careful not to be too intense. So, daughter-in-law, don't worry, I will definitely be very, very careful, you just need to lie down comfortably and enjoy it~"
Hearing this, although Jian Ling couldn't see his expression, he could almost guess his rippling appearance at this time. She couldn't help but hook the corners of her mouth: "You are really energetic." ”
"In this way, I can satisfy my daughter-in-law~MUA~"
Jian Ling was already accustomed to this person's brazenness, so he couldn't hold back the tingling sensation in his ears because of the exaggerated kissing sound, and chatted with him for a few more words before hanging up the phone.
With two minutes to go, she got up to change out of her white coat and went to the inpatient area to see the three patients she was in charge of
Jack was still asleep, and Granny Aji was teasing the kitten, and finally came to Li Qing's hospital room, and saw him sitting on the bed in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.
Jian Ling pushed the door and walked in, Li Qing, who heard the sound, turned his head and looked at her in a daze, only then did he come back to his senses: "Something?" ”
"I should ask you this, and the four big words 'heavy heart' are almost written on your face."
Li Qing didn't expect him to behave so obviously, his face couldn't help but stiffen, and then he rolled his eyes angrily: "Didn't you say that doctors are only responsible for treating patients and saving people, not for correcting patients' bad tempers?!" ”
Jian Ling took out the communicator and looked at the time: "Well, it's six o'clock in the afternoon, just after work." From now on, it's all my personal time, and I'm not treating you as a doctor, I'm chatting with you as an ordinary friend. ”
"Do I consider you a friend again? Less gold on your face! Li Qing always remembered that she had a cold eye on her before, she was holding back a fire in her stomach, and she had nowhere to vent, so it's good to send the punching bag to the door!
Jian Ling pursed the corners of his lips disapprenously, walked to his bedside, and dragged a chair to sit down: "Say, it's rare that I have the leisure to listen to your nagging here, and everyone is off work when you look back, but you can't find anyone if you want to talk." ”
Li Qing was even more angry at her self-acquaintance: "Don't say that I am so familiar with you!" I have nothing to say to you! ”
"Really have nothing to say?" Jian Ling raised his eyebrows, obviously not believing, "Don't you want to wait for death, there should always be a last word, right?" While you still have the momentum to speak, hurry up and explain everything you want to explain, lest you can't say anything you want to say after you die. ”
"I said, why is your woman so poisonous?!"
"Is it poisonous?" Jian Ling tilted his head and smiled a little sarcastically, "I just said what you don't want to hear the most, in the end, you don't really want to die, otherwise how could you care so much about whether you die or not?" ”
Li Qing was speechless for a while, and then pursed the corners of his mouth: "It's not that I don't want to die, but I don't really want to die in the hospital." ”
"Because you've worked in a hospital?"
Li Qing looked at her curtly: "Yes." ”
Jian Ling didn't speak, and remained silent.
After a while, after Li Qing sorted out his mind a little, he slowly spoke: "Being a doctor is a very hard job, especially a military doctor, I didn't know before, relying on my youth and vigor, I wanted to show my ambitions, so I rushed in with great ambitions. From the beginning of the intern doctor, to the surgeon after becoming a regular, and then to the field doctor who accompanied the army...... I did this for 70 years, during which my wife ran away, the children were taken away, and even my parents passed away one after another. When I suddenly turned around, I found that my wife had been separated and I was alone. ”
He couldn't help but laugh at himself, his cloudy gray pupils were full of vicissitudes and sadness: "Do you know what the reason for my wife's departure is?" She said that she couldn't stand that there was almost no difference between having a husband and not having a husband, and when she was pregnant, there was no one around her who even brought tea and poured water to ask for warmth, and even when she was in labor, she couldn't see her husband, so she could only fight death alone in the delivery room. Sometimes when I went to the battlefield with the army, she had to worry about it at home with her children, for fear that any bullet would shoot me through without a long eye, and she would only get my urn when she turned around...... She said that she was fed up with this life, that she was tired and tired, and then one day she left a divorce agreement and quietly left with her children......"
He looked at the ceiling blankly: "I gave the best time of my life for my bullshit ideals, but all I got was exhaustion, and all I got was an empty family." Looking back now, I really feel that I have lived a stupid enough life in the past few decades, but now I am going to die in this ghost hospital that I never want to step into, I am not reconciled! ”
"Do you regret it?"
Hearing Jian Ling's question, Li Qing was slightly stunned, thought about it carefully, and finally smiled helplessly: "There is unwillingness, resentment, and discomfort, but I have no regrets, it seems that I still can't let go of this damn job......"
Before he could speak, his face suddenly changed, and the whole person fell straight down.
At the same time, the life sensor attached to his body immediately sounded an alarm, indicating that the patient's vital signs were rapidly debilitating, which was very dangerous!
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