The love song of the youth of the chaotic youth 90
At about 7 o'clock in the evening on October 7, 2044, Wang Xiaoqin and I walked out of the McDonald's Jinshui store, and the two of us walked along the sidewalk along Binrong Avenue in the direction of the Central Plains Armed Police Command College. The moon travels through the sea of clouds, and the bright moonlight shines on every corner of the city. Wang Xiaoqin said: "Continue, the moon is really round tonight." I said, "Yes, the moon is sixteen round on the fifteenth day, and today is the sixteenth day of the lunar calendar, which is the day when the moon is at its fullest." Wang Xiaoqin looked me in the eye and said, "Today is a good day." I said, "Why?" Wang Xiaoqin said: "Because today I am with you." I said, "Yes." Wang Xiaoqin asked rhetorically: "Isn't it, we have known each other for so long, and today is the first time we are alone together." I said, "yes, we've known each other for so long, and this is the first time we've been alone." ”
I'm not very good at chatting, especially when I'm alone with girls, and I don't know what to say when we're together. I always feel that if I say the wrong thing together, it will affect the image in each other's hearts. Wang Xiaoqin seemed to see through my thoughts, Wang Xiaoqin said: "Continue, are you particularly restrained with me." I said, "No, I'm not just restrained with you, I'm very reserved when I'm alone with girls." Wang Xiaoqin said: "I'm not a tiger, I can still eat you." One sentence broke the awkward situation. Wang Xiaoqin then said: "Are you so restrained when you are with Tian Xiaorui?" "When I mentioned Tian Xiaorui, I felt a lot of emotion in my heart. I said, "When Tian Xiaorui and I were together, we were both very casual and never felt restrained. Wang Xiaoqin said: "You just try me as Tian Xiaorui." I said, "I can't do it, I've always seen you as a sister." Wang Xiaoqin smiled and said, "Can there be such a big difference between sister and sister in your heart?" I said, "I'll tell you the truth, Sister Qin, I already have a villain in my heart, she has always been in my heart, I can't drive her out, so I can't accept another person's feelings." ”
Wang Xiaoqin said: "I didn't let you immediately accept a new relationship, I just want you to give yourself a new chance, and also give others a chance to understand you." Care about your opportunities, give yourself a new beginning, and give me a new beginning. I think if there is a hundred paces between the two of us, if you take the first step, I will take the rest of the ninety-nine steps. ”
Walking down the sidewalk planted with ginkgo trees, insects chirping in the green belt on both sides. Wang Xiaoqin saw that I hadn't spoken for a long time, and stabbed me with her hand. She said, "Think about it and go on." Wang Xiaoqin grabbed my arm, shook my arm and said, "What do you think?" I took Wang Xiaoqin's hand and said, "Sister Qin, I'm sorry." I'm not ready for a new relationship, so I can't promise you anything. I also understand Sister Qin's intentions. Let me give you a clear answer when I have dealt with the last relationship, or continue or leave her. ”
Wang Xiaoqin's hand was holding my hand, and I could feel the temperature of Wang Xiaoqin's hands. Wang Xiaoqin said: "I don't want you to give me an answer now, the purpose of my search for you today is to let you know that there is someone who is always silently watching you." I hope you have a happy life, a happy life, and I hope you have a better life than I do. I said, "Don't worry, Sister Qin, no matter how much you continue, you are not an emotionless person." Who is good to me in my heart. I know it in my heart. In my heart, I have always had a wish, that is, if others are good to me, I will be twice as good to others. Even if we can't be boyfriend and girlfriend. We're still the best buddies too. ”
Wang Xiaoqin said: "You don't need to explain, your sister also understands." A true love is always selfless, and the love of those who limit people's actions and thoughts in the name of love is not actually love. That is to occupy in the name of love. We are all college students in the new era, and our love may be more civilized and progressive than that of our parents. The love of my heart is peace and happiness to those whom I love and who love me. You belong to the part of me who loves. So I hope you are always safe and happy. ”
I said, "I'm tired, let's rest for a while when we're tired." Wang Xiaoqin said: "With you, I don't feel tired, let's go slowly." In front of me was the gate of the Armed Police Command Academy, and I said, "Sister Qin, it's not early, go in quickly." ”
Wang Xiaoqin said: "Don't worry, there are few people on the road, I'll send you again." I stopped Wang Xiaoqin and said, "I don't need you to send it, I'm a big man, I'm not afraid." Wang Xiaoqin said: "You forgot what Sister Qin did." I smiled and said, "Sister Qin is a special police officer in the armed police." Wang Xiaoqin said: "Since you know, what are you worried about me?" "Pull me back in the direction we came.
Wang Xiaoqin said: "Continue, why are you alive in this life." I asked rhetorically, "Sister Qin, what do you say?" Wang Xiaoqin said: "I said that people live for money in this life, and that money is not brought to life and death is not brought away, so people should not live for money." said that he struggled for a certain cause for life, and that career was not something that could be completed in that life, so it was not for any cause. In my opinion, man lives all his life for those who gave birth to me and to those who gave birth to me. We are all a link in the chain of human reproduction, and we need to be responsible for the begotten of us and the begotten of me. ”
I looked into Wang Xiaoqin's eyes and said, "Sister Qin, I think you are only half right, this is the responsibility of the reproduction and development of human society to everyone, and it is not the whole meaning of life." Wang Xiaoqin said: "Why do you say that person is living in this life?" ”
I said, "In this life, life is not up to me, and death is not up to me." We come into this world with the laughter of others, and leave this world with the cry of others, and the period in between is called life. In this life, we will have parental love, brotherly love, sisterhood love, teacher-student love, classmate love, friend love, husband and wife love, etc., which kind of love is difficult to give up, which kind of love is unforgettable, so I say that people live for love in this life. ”
Wang Xiaoqin said: "A talented man is a talented man, and the ability to analyze and solve problems is strong. If we were to combine our perspectives, I think it would be a more perfect answer. I said, "What do you say?" ”
Wang Xiaoqin said: "I can't say it well, don't laugh at me." I said, "It's all right, you can say it." ”
Wang Xiaoqin said: "People, in reality, half of a life is lived, that is responsibility. Half of them live in the unreal, and that is kindness. I said, "You have a lot of truth in that." "Wang Xiaoqin had already sent me to the middle ground between the Armed Police Command College and the Central Plains University of Media and Communication. I said, "There will be a farewell for you for a thousand miles, I think we will break up." ”
Wang Xiaoqin said: "Bah, crow's mouth, don't say the word breakup." Tong guò talked to you today, let me know more about your personality, I really hope that even if we can't be boyfriend and girlfriend, we will always be good friends. I hope that in the future of life, we will move forward hand in hand, march forward, and there will still be you and me on the road of life in the future. ”
I took Wang Xiaoqin's hands and said, "Sister Qin, what you said is really good, what you said is exactly what I said, let us move forward hand in hand on the road in the future, and overcome Shijian together." Wang Xiaoqin said: "Well, okay, don't say much, don't forget that I've been paying attention to you." I said, "Okay, Sister Qin, thank you for saying so much with me today." ”
Wang Xiaoqin said: "You're welcome, aren't we good friends." I said, "Well, we're good friends." ”
Wang Xiaoqin didn't speak, stretched out her arms, I understood what Wang Xiaoqin meant, and also opened her arms and took a step forward, Wang Xiaoqin hugged me and said: "A pure hug, I wish you to get out of the shadow of your heart as soon as possible, no matter what happens in the future, Sister Qin will stand firmly behind you." I patted Wang Xiaoqin on the shoulder and said, "Thank you, Sister Qin." A body fragrance poured out of Wang Xiaoqin's body, and the fragrance was so confusing.
Wang Xiaoqin pushed me away, stood where I was and said to me, "You go first, I want to watch you go." At this moment, it was useless to talk more, so I turned around and waved my hand and said, "Sister Qin, goodbye." Wang Xiaoqin said: "Well, goodbye and continue." Wang Xiaoqin shook her hand lightly, and the moment she turned around, I felt that Wang Xiaoqin's eyes were filled with tears, and I still resolutely strode towards the north gate of our school. (To be continued......)
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