80. Do you know what liking is?
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80. Do you know what a liking is?
Carmor's carving skills were very good, and Jian Ling not only bought a string of hand beads, but also several small wooden pendants.
After paying the money, Jian Ling and the three of them got into Wen Qing's small broken car and staggered back to the pirate group. As soon as the car landed, he saw Nick rushing out of it, and as soon as he saw Jian Ling, he grabbed her wrist without saying a word: "Quick, follow me." β
Jian Ling's strength is not small, if she is unwilling to move, ordinary people will not be able to move her at all.
Nick didn't touch her for a long time, and when he looked back and saw her indifference, he knew that she was waiting for a clear explanation. No matter how anxious he was, he could only suppress the anxiety in his heart, gritted his teeth and said: "Lula committed suicide by cutting her wrists, and she had a lot of blood and needed urgent rescue." β
Jian Ling pulled his arm out of his palm, and thought for a moment before remembering Lula's name: "Is that the woman who was raped?" β
As soon as he heard the word "rape", Nick's face immediately distorted: "I will avenge her"
Jian Ling was not interested in the grievances and hatred between them, and looked back at Moore and Jade: "You go back first, and I will go back when I go." β
With that, she turned around and walked away from Nick, who was full of anxiety, and came to a small building, where she saw Lula lying on the bed in the bedroom on the second floor. Lula looks no more than eighteen or nineteen years old, her eyebrows are light and soft, Chu Chu is moving, and with her pale face at this time, her weak appearance can easily arouse the desire of others to protect.
At the side of her bed, there was also a handsome young man with gauze wrapped around his arms and a lot of bruises on his face, he was Lula's fiancΓ© Napper.
He looked very painful, and when he saw Nick bring Jian Ling in, he was stunned for a while before pulling back his sluggish thoughts: "Young Master, you ......"
"I brought the doctor."
After speaking, he got out of the way and made way for Jian Ling.
Compared with the last time in front of Aunt Amy, his performance this time was obviously much more respectful and rational.
Jian Ling walked to the side of the bed under two pairs of nervous eyes, lifted the corner of the quilt, and saw Lula's right wrist wrapped in layers of gauze, and there was faint blood on the snow-white gauze, and it seemed that the wound was still bleeding.
Jian Ling was just about to reach out to touch her wrist, but she immediately seemed to be frightened, suddenly withdrew her right hand, and looked at Jian Ling tremblingly, her face full of horror.
Seeing this scene, Naper next to him was full of pity and gently persuaded: "Lula, this is the doctor, she just shows you the wound, she won't hurt you, don't be afraid." β
Lula shook her head vigorously, her hands covering her ears, looking very resistant.
Jian Ling looked back at Nick: "You guys go out for a while, let me stay alone with her for a while." β
Nick looked at her, then at the painful Lula, and reached out and patted Naper on the shoulder: "Let's go out first, Dr. Jane is a woman, and her mind is more delicate than that of us big men, maybe let her try, Lula can calm down." β
After listening to Nick's persuasion, Naper looked back at Lula deeply, hesitated for a moment, and then left the room after Nick, and gently closed the door.
Jian Ling looked at Lula in front of her, her body was slender, her eyes were panicked, her movements touched the wound, and blood flowed out, staining the gauze red.
"Do you feel humiliated?"
Jian Ling's voice was very peaceful, but with a bit of cold temperature, floating in the silent room, it was extremely clear.
Lula, who had been shrinking constantly, was like the most painful wound suddenly poked by someone, her eyes turned red all of a sudden, she hung her head in despair, buried her head between her arms, and tears fell silently.
When she was violated, what made her most uncomfortable was not the helplessness and panic, but a deep sense of humiliation.
Being crushed under x like a beast by others, all dignity is trampled to pieces.
Living has become a deep torment, she has no face to face her lover again, and she has no face to live in this world to accept the strange eyes of outsiders.
She had no other way to go than die.
Jian Ling slowly sat on the edge of the bed, folded her right leg on her left leg, and looked sideways at Lula, who was silently crying: "Which do you think is more important, life or dignity?" β
She was answered by a long silence.
She didn't seem to expect Lula to give an answer, and then said lightly: "Some people give up their dignity for life, and some people abandon their lives for dignity, you should belong to the latter, right?" β
The "......" is still silent.
"If your dignity is gone, you can build it again, but if your life is gone, you will abandon everything you have in this world. Your friends, your lovers, everything you hold dear......"
ββ¦β¦β
"Did you see Naper just now? He is very painful, his pain is no less than yours, are you willing to let the person you love the most suffer for a lifetime for the sake of temporary pleasure? β
ββ¦β¦ I just don't want him to continue to suffer because of me," Lula slowly looked up, tears streaming down her face, "You're right, he's in pain because of me, and if I'm gone, he probably wouldn't be so miserable." Anyway, he's still young, and after a long time, he will slowly forget about me and start a new life......"
"How do you know that after a long time, he can forget about you? How can you be sure that something that hasn't happened yet, will come to fruition? β
Lula was dumbfounded.
"This world is changing rapidly, no one can guarantee what will happen in the next second, things that have passed cannot be changed, and the future is not yet determined, but the most important thing is that you are all living in the present," Jian Ling paused, and his tone was slightly lowered, "Every moment of the present determines the future, every moment of the future is in the palm of your hand, if you choose to give up now, it is equivalent to giving up the entire future of you and Naper." β
Lula stared at her blankly, as if she understood, but as if she didn't fully understand: "Do I still have a future?" β
"Next second, next minute...... It's all about your future, provided you live. β
She lowered her head slowly, and did not say anything more.
Jian Ling reached out and grabbed her wrist, she didn't resist again, but quietly let her take apart the gauze.
A three-inch-deep wound was cut through his wrist, and the flesh was turned upside down, and the flesh was blurred.
Jian Ling used sterilized needles and threads to help her stitch up the wound, smeared some ointment, and used gauze to help her re-bandage it. Jian Ling took out a small bottle of potion, poured it into the cup, mixed it with water, and handed it to her mouth: "Drink it, sleep well, and feel comfortable when you wake up." β
She opened her mouth and silently drank the potion.
The effect of the medicine quickly took effect, and after she fell asleep, Jian Ling helped her cover the quilt and open the door.
Nick and Naper had been waiting outside, and as soon as they saw her come out, they immediately nervously greeted her: "How's it going?" β
"I'm in a better mood for the time being, and I'm already asleep."
Naper looked excited: "Thank you, thank you"
"You guys try to get her some nutrient solution, she's bleeding a lot, she's very weak, and she needs a nutrient solution. In addition, don't let her be stimulated for a short time, but don't behave particularly submissively, just like usual, get along with her how you want to get along with her, you can find ways to divert her attention and try to reduce the shadow caused by this incident to her. β
After explaining clearly, Jian Ling walked downstairs, and as soon as he came out of the door, he saw Moore Pestle there.
Looking at his expressionless face, Jian Ling wanted to ask him why he came with him, but after thinking about it for a while, he still forgot it. As she passed by him, she said lightly, "Go home." β
"Hmm."
She walked in front, and Moore followed silently.
Neither of them was a talker, so they returned to their lodgings in silence.
Emerald had been waiting at the door, and as soon as she saw them returning, she immediately greeted them with confidence: "I heard that there are other pirate groups making trouble in front, you haven't been harmed, have you?" β
Along the way just now, Jian Ling didn't see any troublemakers, shook his head, and motioned for them all to go back.
Jian Ling first went to check on the old captain to make sure that his condition had not deteriorated, and then went back to his room.
Throughout the afternoon, Jian Ling was working on the surgical plan, and with the basic medical equipment, the plan could be more targeted. When she came to her senses, it was already dark outside, so she got up and opened the door, and sure enough, she saw Moore standing outside.
She knew that she couldn't move him, so she simply got out of the way: "Come in." β
At her signal, he sat down on the banquet's sofa chair, and as long as she didn't take the initiative to speak, he would never make any sound.
When Aunt Amy came to deliver dinner, she saw that Moore was also there, and couldn't help but pause slightly: "I'm sorry, I only gave Dr. Jane a meal, you wait a minute, I'll go get more food." β
Jian Ling stopped her and signaled that she didn't need to be polite, it was inconvenient to say that Moore was a robot and didn't need to eat, she could only say that the meal for one person was enough.
Aunt Amy, of course, didn't believe it, and despite her dissuasion, she quickly brought a hot and fresh meal.
After she left, Jian Ling looked at the meal for the two in front of her: "Don't you really have to eat a little?" β
Moore didn't move: "I don't feel hungry, my tongue can't feel the taste, and even if I eat it, it's just a waste of food." β
Hearing this, Jian Ling couldn't help but look at him again, and suddenly asked thoughtlessly, "Do you have anything you particularly like?" β
There is no pain, no rest, no hunger, which relieves man of all burdens and at the same time deprives him of all qualifications. Any food, dreams, or feelings of sweet happiness had nothing to do with him.
Moore thought for a long time, then set his eyes on her, but did not speak.
For this answer, Jian Ling didn't feel embarrassed like an ordinary girl, she just thought about it for a moment: "Do you know what liking is?" β
This time, Moore thought about it for longer than before, and he finally looked at Jian Ling as if asking for help, saying that he couldn't answer the question.
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