Chapter 356, holding a grudge

Douhuang saw that although Mingjing had pity on his face, he didn't express his position, his tears flowed more fiercely, Changsheng just went out again, and it was a good time to speak, with a woman's intuition, she knew that Changsheng would never like herself, no woman would like someone who wanted to grab her husband with her, don't say it now, wait for Changsheng to say a few cool words, Mingjing can't bear it anymore, and there is nothing to do.

hurriedly stepped forward and cried and said, "Have you forgotten your past feelings?" I still remember that year you were only thirteen years old, you were angry in front of the old lady, and on the way back to the Songyuan, you were humiliated by the second son, the master was not at home and no one was in charge for you, you were afraid that your aunt would cry when she heard it and couldn't bear to tell her, and you were afraid that Grandma Qin would feel uncomfortable when she knew, and she couldn't bear to tell her, so she could only tell the slave and maid secretly.

After the son slept at night, he couldn't get out of a bad breath, and threw all the books to the ground, and threatened to burn the study, it was the slave and the maid who persuaded each other hard, in order to make the son change his mind and kneel down, and accompany the son to cry until dawn, and the next morning for fear of being discovered and a little bit of the book was sorted out, since then the son has especially trusted me, saying that he must be good to me in the future, to this day, the slave and maid dare not ask for anything more, and dare not do anything sorry for the master, but would rather die than go to Mobei and do not want to be a private prostitute, I beg my son to save me for the sake of the past

The slave and maid really don't want to go to the bitter cold land of Mobei, I heard that the people there are not yet civilized, and it is extremely bitter cold, and it is just a dead end, and I can't go back to my hometown for the rest of my life, and I am also a lonely ghost when I die, and I ask my son to save Douhuang's life, I no longer dare to blackmail Entu to repay, and I no longer dare to do anything without conscience for my own selfishness, son, you will intercede with Jiang Gongzi, spare the slave and maid, the slave and the maid will never dare again, the slave and the maid know that there is no room for other women between you and the third lady, so the slave and the maid will never mention the matter of the girl in the room, In the future, I would like to be a rough girl to serve my aunt."

Mingjing and Aunt Tai glanced at each other, and they both sighed and were speechless, in fact, both of them couldn't bear to send Douhuang to Mobei to die, the Xie family was copied, whether it was a house slave or a master, there were few people who knew each other before, not to mention that they both had pity for Douhuang.

Aunt Tai finally couldn't help but open her mouth, Mingjing stopped her with her eyes, and then stared at Douhuang and asked: "If you tell the truth, I will spare you, but you can't stay any longer, I am willing to give you some silver taels, and then return your deed of sale, you can go by yourself, how you will live in the future is all your own business, and it has nothing to do with me and the Xie family."

Douhuang had already guessed what Mingjing was going to ask her, and her little face, which was crying miserably, suddenly turned red as if it was dripping blood, how could that kind of secret be said to others? If she is killed, she won't say it, even if she says that she is **, she can't tell the truth.

She raised her head and smiled miserably: "Auntie, that incident was originally the slave maid who defiled the son, the son is a clean and self-righteous person, he has never had love with the slave maid, and he has never had a bad act towards the slave maid, he is really a person of noble character, the slave and the maid just understand the personnel and like him, looking forward to staying by his side for the rest of his life, even if he is only a girl in the room, he is willing, but he can't get into the green eyes of the son, the slave and the maid can't do it with all his efforts, but it attracts the disgust of the son, the slave and the maid admit it, and hope that he and the third lady will live a good life, The slave is willing to leave the slave and the slave will go."

After speaking, he kowtowed respectfully three times, stood up, and the aunt couldn't bear it, and stepped forward to hold her hand: "Don't worry, go take a shower and change your clothes, pack up and salute, take away all your clothes and savings, and wait for the third master to prepare for you after dinner before leaving, don't you still have a brother and sister-in-law?" Although your sister-in-law treats you a little mean, but your brother still really loves you, they are your only relatives in this world, inquire about their whereabouts, go and seek refuge in them, the girl's family is alone, it is not safe"

Douhuang thanked him with tears and retreated silently, feeling extremely gloomy in his heart, feeling that his life was as dilapidated as his own body but had nothing to rely on. When he went out, he was about to quietly sneak to his small room on the side, but he saw Mingjing, Changshengzheng and Jiang Gongzi standing in the shade of the tree talking and laughing.

Changsheng saw his aunt for the first time as a bride today, wearing a joyful and cool one, a red gauze embroidered short shirt, a light blue high-waisted pleated skirt that dragged the floor, the texture was light and thin, fluttering with the morning breeze, more and more graceful, the golden hairpin with pearl tassels was inserted in the sideburns like a cloud, and he was laughing and saying something, the background was slender and curvivilet, the voice was pleasant, and the handsome Jiang Gongzi on the side let out bursts of laughter, looking at Changsheng with a smile, and his handsome face was full of love and approval.

Douhuang was sad for a while, and tears almost fell, afraid that they would see it with disdain, and even more afraid that the girls who heard the noise would come over and ask questions, so he quickly flashed into his hut quietly, and gently covered the door, tears fell like rain.

There were still bursts of laughter outside, and Jiang Gongzi was heard inviting Mingjing and Changsheng to sit in the pavilion to drink tea, the pavilion was a little farther away from here, and the laughter was not heard clearly.

After a while, someone knocked on the door, and a familiar mother-in-law shouted outside: "Douhuang girl, open the door, Du Ma let us send hot water in" Douhuang was afraid that people would see his embarrassment, so he quickly wiped away his tears, messed up the quilt, scratched his hair, and opened the door as if he had just fallen asleep.

It was two rough mothers-in-law who carried in, followed by two girls carrying wooden barrels, probably just now they heard the noise in the aunt's house and her crying, a look of different looks, and then said that it was the aunt who ordered the girl to send hot water, Douhuang wanted to laugh as usual, but he couldn't laugh, anyway, his face was already lost, and he was about to be driven away, so he didn't force a smile anymore, so he said thank you lightly, and was speechless.

The mother-in-law quickly poured hot water and withdrew, Douhuang closed the door, quickly took off his clothes, immersed himself in hot water, covered his face and cried silently.

Crying until the water is cool, she hurriedly washed and stood up to get dressed, directly opposite the mirror, in the mirror is the youthful and beautiful face and curvy body, the white and tender and tight skin in the dark light emitting a seductive luster, black hair like clouds, faint fragrance, although because of crying eyelids red and swollen, but still nowhere is not beautiful, nowhere is not moving, why is the man she loves the most not even interested in looking at her?

Zhou Changsheng's life is like a flower in the sun, bright and sweet, his life is like a grass in the shadows, humble and bitter, if she is born noble is a golden branch and jade leaf, she also recognizes it, but obviously the difference in origin is not big, she is not inferior to her in terms of appearance, it was because of her beauty that she was chosen by the old lady to be a bright and clean girl, and she is not inferior to her in terms of scheming, why did she become the wife of the Ming media who is marrying, and she can't even be a girl in the room?

Suddenly remembered that when Changsheng first came, Mingjing sent himself to serve Changsheng, at that time the relationship between the two was good, and in his spare time he laughed and asked what his plans were for life, and he replied that the slaves were all master-led, but Changsheng firmly said that he would never be a concubine, nor would he allow his husband to take a concubine, and the family could only be monogamous, and he laughed at her at that time unless she married a poor man who had no ability to raise a concubine, otherwise it was impossible, who knew that now people are still married to Mingjing, and as she said, Mingjing is not allowed to take a concubine, and even a girl in the room can't be tolerated.

A wave of hatred suddenly surged into his heart, if Changsheng was a little more tolerant, could he not tolerate a small room for himself? If she can tolerate it, why does Mingjing say that she wants to marry herself to someone else every time she comes? forced himself to slander the fact that Mingjing was married to him, so that Mingjing hated and despised himself, and he had to drive himself away.

I was born as a slave of the Xie family, and I lived in the Xie family when I was a child, especially after being sent to serve Mingjing, I almost didn't suffer anything, and I lived a comfortable life of isolation here. And the whereabouts of her only brother and sister-in-law are unknown, who should she go to? Do you want to continue to look for teeth to be a girl in a big family? Or asked the matchmaker to find a family to marry?

She is unwilling, she is really unwilling, thinking of the bits and pieces of getting along with Mingjing, thinking of Mingjing's goodness, remembering that she has nothing to do with him in the future, seeing that he is very giving, her heart is becoming more and more uncomfortable, and the hatred grows little by little, it is all this Zhou Changsheng, because her own fate is unbearable, how can she swallow this breath? How can she endure to disappear from her pure life? Never see each other again?

She can't do it, she doesn't want to disappear from her pure life, if she can't be liked by him, even if she is disgusted by him, let him think of the past of the two people when he sees himself, even if he hates him, don't leave him for the rest of his life, even if he is an enemy, he has to entangle with him

Thinking of some things that had happened in Xie's house before, Douhuang secretly made up her mind, her life had a new goal, her face was no longer so miserable, there was a terrible stubbornness in her expression, a stubbornness that would not stop until she reached her goal, she quickly dried her body and changed into a plain, cool and easy to walk clothes, and began to tidy up her clothes and salute.

It was almost noon (12 o'clock at noon), someone knocked on the door, and a young and simplest little girl came in. She glanced at Douhuang curiously and said, "Sister Douhuang, Aunt Tai asked you to go over to eat with her, and she also said that there is no one else, just the two of you, let you go"

Douhuang's heart swelled with a faint warmth, remembering Aunt Tai's generosity and kindness to herself, but it was quickly replaced by hatred, if you really have mercy and kindness, if you really think of this day of dependence, why not leave yourself? She is Mingjing's biological mother, if she has to keep herself, what can Zhou Changsheng do? The so-called love for mother and daughter is just a false affection that is cherished when used and kicked away when not used.

She endured the resentment in her heart, raised her head, and said calmly, "Okay, I'll go over now." ”