176: Never forget
He who is alive is always suffering.
In fact, in this world, there is no more demon instant and no snow!
He is just a person with the emotions of the demon moment, the memory of the demon moment, the mind of the demon instant, the demon moment but not the demon instant.
And Van Xueyi is not white snow at all!
Bai Xue's love, Bai Xue's heart, and Bai Xue's thoughts have all disappeared from this world, and Fan Xueyi is at best just Bai Xue's legacy in the world, and even he is Bai Xue's legacy.
If he lives like this, Bai Xue will not come back, and when Bai Xue comes back, he must die.
"Is this the punishment for violating the laws of heaven and earth?
In a drunken dream, he dreamed of snow.
When Yang Shan first saw him, he was a wolf, and she saw him on the road with a medicine basket on her back, staring at his eyes with cold eyes, as if she could see through his soul.
"Come with me, I'll save you. ”
He recovered from his injuries and went to look for her in the woods, she was hanging on the cliff to collect medicine, her eyes were as clear as the pool of water, which made people feel comfortable, she actually knew that he was here to say goodbye, and smiled slightly.
"Xiaobai, take care!"
When they met again, she was fighting with people in the forest, covered in blood and unable to stand still, her eyes still shining with a stunning light, and she was resolute not to give up.
At that time, he happened to pass by and saved her, but she looked at him who had turned into a human body, smiled slightly, and all the stubbornness in her eyes dissipated.
"It's you. ”
The curse mark got worse and worse, and it was not yet the night of the full moon, but he began to lose control of himself, and bit her, and he said that he would not come back but could not help but look at her.
On the waning moonlit night, the strings broke, and she turned back to her room, but stopped again, and said to him, who was hiding behind the shadow of the tree:
“...... No matter what you're up against, I'm fearless. ”
In the water, there was a faint smell of blood, and his tears fell on her face, and she wiped the tears from his face and smiled softly.
“...... The soul of this life is immortal, and it depends on the instant eternal life!"
A hundred flowers bloomed, a winding path, and in the face of Shi Yin's questioning, her eyes were clear.
"I'm not going to die for an instant......"
"I'm not going to die for an instant......"
"I won't ......"
With a heart-wrenching pain, the demon woke up from his dream in an instant.
The man who said he wouldn't die for him died to save him after all.
When a person's mind dies, she dies, and even if she is still alive, she is not the same person she was.
"What's the way?what's the way?'s the way to get Bai Xue back, and let the demon come back. The demon instantly grabbed the viewing mirror with both hands and asked fiercely.
All of a sudden, all the images in the mirror vanished, leaving nothing but darkness.
The demon froze like a sculpture, and he looked at the mirror, unable to move for a long time.
Finally, he put down his hand as if he had exhausted his strength. There is no way to live in symbiosis, this is a punishment for violating the laws of heaven and earth, and there is no way to remove it, is it? This is the punishment for those who violate the laws.
"Haha...... "It's really the cruelest punishment, she and Bai Xue just want to accompany each other, so he can't let them live in the world.
Demon Instant put away the mirror, he opened the door and walked out.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, Fan Xueyi, Guzhu Muxue, Zizhu, Mei Xiu and Qiuqiu all looked at this side.
"......" Fan Xueyi originally wanted to step forward, but when she saw Demon Instant's face was so strange, so strange, so she stood still and didn't move.
The demon walked towards Fan Xueyi step by step, he reached out and put his hand on Fan Xueyi's shoulder, and murmured: "You are not her, you are not her......"
Suddenly, the blood all over her body hit her brain together, knocking away Fan Xueyi's reason, and she opened the hand of the demon instant.
Demon Instant still muttered, "You're not her...... You're not ...... her."
She didn't know what he had learned from the Enlightenment Artifact, but this sentence struck her heart one by one, knocking her heart to bleed, and Fan Xueyi held back her anger and asked, "What do you know?"
The demon was stunned for a moment, and then murmured: "You are not her, you will always ...... Never...... Can't recover the memory, you ...... It will never be her, she's dead...... She's dead......"
"Yes!" After all, he just regarded her as the shadow of Bai Xue, and said bitterly, "I'm not her, how can I be her, of course I'm not her, Demon Instant, I hate you!"
Anger filled her, and she had no time to think about what the demon said about her memory, and the phrase "You are not her" kept echoing in her head.
Maybe she didn't have those pasts at all, she didn't have amnesia at all, she was Fan Xueyi, the Fan Xueyi who had been exiled to the Liuyun Sect.
Fan Xueyi clutched her chest and rushed down Yangshan in one breath and ran south.
She came to a river, and the murmuring of the river reflected the light of the moon. Fan Xueyi peeled off her clothes and looked at the plum blossom mole on her chest, if ...... If it weren't for Guzhu Muxue talking about this mole, she would have left with blood Ruyi.
She didn't know what the Seven Artifacts of the Open World had told Demon Instant, but she knew that her heart was distressed, she hated, hated Demon Instant and only regarded her as a shadow, hating herself for not remembering those past events.
She didn't want to know why it was a sign that someone else would recognize her and not others!
Fan Xueyi conjured up a sharp knife and slashed it towards her chest, she wanted this trace to be removed, and from then on, she was just Fan Xueyi, not the shadow of Bai Xue or others.
At the moment when the tip of the knife touched the plum blossom mole, Fan Xueyi's hand threw the knife out uncontrollably, and the plum blossom mole flashed red light, which quickly spread all over the body, and there was a piercing pain in one place.
This plum blossom mole is all Yukihime's love and memories for him, and even if she loses her memory, she subconsciously protects it from anyone, including herself.
Fan Xue fell to the ground in pain, tears streaming down her face.
The pain on her body gradually disappeared, the plum blossom mole was still there, but it seemed to be a little lighter than at the beginning, Fan Xueyi got up from the ground weakly, wiped the tears on her face, why did she cry?
What did this plum blossom mole mean to her? Why did she cry, tears poured out of her eyes uncontrollably, and she couldn't stop it.
"I can't remember, I can't think of anything. "In the dark, she betrayed something, that's why she punished herself so uncontrollably.
Tears flowed uncontrollably all night, even in dreams, and she felt deeply for the first time that she had forgotten something that she should not forget.
The night passed, and the demon did not come to chase her, neither did Qiuqiu, nor did Guzhu Muxue, nor did Mei Xiu.
It turned out that she really didn't have anything!
No home, no relatives, no masters, no lovers, no friends.
The whole world, she is alone.
A pair of twin flying swallows walked away from front of him, and Fan Xueyi turned her head to stare at them, for a long, long time, knowing that the sky turned into two black dots when she flew away, and she could no longer see them.
Heaven and earth are so big, where should she go?
She walked aimlessly for a few days, and when she was resting in a teahouse, she suddenly heard someone mention the phrase "Lingbei", and she suddenly remembered that Lan Xi had said that she was the only daughter of Gong Zhuo, the master of Xuanqing Gate.
If there is nowhere else to go, then go to Lingbei to see the place where Fan Xueyi lived when she was a child.
So, she set off towards Lingbei, since she wanted to remove the plum blossom mole on her chest that day, her heart often hurt, and several times, she woke up from a dream.
She wanted to admit that she was Van Xueyi, but Fan Xueyi. The pain in her chest reminded her again and again that she was not, she had a past that she could not forget, there were people who could not be forgotten, and she could not forget that they hid in the name of Van Xueyi as if they were running away.
Once when she was walking on the road, her chest hurt again, it hurt so badly that she fell to her knees and tears came out.
"Enough! What if I'm not Van Xueyi? What if there are things I can't forget? I can't remember, I can't remember, so let me forget, let the past me die not long ago?"
The more she struggles, the more her heart hurts, she doesn't want to be anyone's shadow, she doesn't want to be anyone's reincarnation, isn't it good for her to only be herself?
Why, even yourself are not allowed to forget?
What kind of person is the person she has forgotten, and what is her past?
The pain came one after another, and Fan Xueyi fainted on the side of the road.
When she woke up again, it was in a strange room, simple furniture, plain and ordinary.
"Is there anyone?" Van Xueyi called twice and there was no answer, she got out of bed and walked outside, "Yes......"
In the fenced courtyard of ordinary people's houses, there is a green plum tree in the courtyard, full of green plums, and a man in a gray cloth shirt sits under the tree with his back to her, and he doesn't look back when he hears her cry, but only says lightly: "You're awake!"
His voice is flat and warm, with a calming effect.
Fan Xueyi walked over and walked around to the man, he was picking out the red beans in the bamboo basket, picking out the bad beans and putting them at hand, there were more, so he grabbed them and threw them at the plum tree behind him, and suddenly a bunch of sparrows flew down from the tree and rushed to eat those red beans.
"You saved me, thank you. Van Xueyi bowed to the man.
The man stopped the movement in his hand and looked at Fan Xueyi quietly, seeing her numb, he couldn't stand his gaze, so he asked, "What's wrong?"
Only then did the man come back to his senses and stretched out his hand to signal Fan Xueyi to sit down and speak.
After Van Xueyi sat down, the man asked, "What about the ghost sacrifice?"
He, a country man, how could he know about the ghost sacrifice? Fan Xueyi immediately became nervous.
When he found her on the side of the road yesterday, he saw her clutching her chest and crying out in pain, so he took a look at the plum blossom mole on her chest, and just asked her about the ghost sacrifice just to test her.
Seeing her expression, he had some guesses in his heart, but he didn't dare to confirm it rashly, so he asked again: "Are you ...... Snowy?"
Fan Xueyi was startled and stood up: "Who are you?"