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Seeing that she was about to arrive at the company, she had mixed feelings when she thought that they were going to separate again.
tried her best to hold back the sadness in her heart, but when she thought that he deliberately pretended to be indifferent in order to let her break off her feelings for him, she felt extremely distressed.
The atmosphere in the car was very oppressive, and for a moment, it was breathless.
The car melted into the sea of cars, moving forward slowly.
Each of them has a heart.
For Gu Tingchuan, at this moment, he just wanted to end it early, even if he was reluctant, he would rather she hate him.
He didn't want to keep her by his side because he didn't have the courage to face her tears, he didn't have the courage to make her emaciated for himself, he had no choice but to let her leave with hatred for him......
The thought that she would hate him made his heart hurt sullenly.
Once upon a time, he thought that if he didn't love, it would be good to hate, at least let her remember him and remember him deeply.
He could not care that she hated him, but he didn't expect that the feeling that made her hate himself was not as relaxed and indifferent as he imagined.
Now he can do nothing for her is to leave......
He will try his best to hide it, after leaving here, he has already instructed Siyin to regularly pay child support to her account from a different place every month, nominal child support, so that she thinks that he is still alive, living in some corner of this world, and after thirty or fifty years, she will know that maybe it will not be so painful.
Since they met, he has always been messing with him, and he hopes that she can live well and find someone who will not make her cry......
Hai Yao looked out the car window, as if she could feel what he was thinking, and her heart was slightly astringent: Everyone knows that finding someone who won't let them cry may be happy, but is that really happiness? That person doesn't even have the capital to make you cry for him, how can he get into your heart?
How many people have really chosen the person who keeps you from crying in this life?
When the car arrived downstairs at the company, he pursed his thin lips and remained silent, as if waiting for her to leave by herself, but Lu Haiyao sat in the car and did not move.
Too much to say......
He was afraid that if he said it, he would cry sadly, which made him even more uncomfortable.
She understands that the last thing he wants to see her tears is, then in the future, she will learn to be strong and learn to smile......
Squeezed out a smile and looked at him with a smile, "By the way, the two children really want to see you, when are you free, go see them?" ”
Gu Tingchuan frowned slightly, staring at the smile on her face, wondering why she had suddenly changed.
Her eyes glowed with anticipation, and he moved his lips, almost blurting out the words of promise, but choking in his throat.
decided to let go, why bother with it anymore?
He was ruthless, couldn't bear to look at the anticipation on her face, and refused, "I don't have time." ”
"Just a meal, can't you?"
"Let's have dinner together, right? I heard that the restaurant in Central is very good, so I ...... I'll be waiting for you there with the kids, seven o'clock in the evening. ”
As if afraid that he would refuse, she didn't give him any chance to speak, and pushed the car door open and hurried away.
Gu Tingchuan looked at her back, and doubts flashed in his black eyes.
Usually he wants to be alone with her, but she is reluctant in every way, but at the moment, he ......
He secretly clenched the steering wheel, the wrinkles on his brow deepened, and his eyes looked in the direction she had left.
The vibrating sound of the phone pulled his attention back, and he retracted his feelings and put on his headphones, "Hey, which one." ”
"Tingchuan, it's me!"
Realizing that he was going to hang up the phone, Li Yuna hurriedly said, "Can you listen to me a few words?" ”
"This may be the last time I'll call you, can you hear me out?"
Feeling his silence, she choked up with tears and said, "I know that you know very well in your heart that I will be where I am today, maybe in your heart I am to blame, no matter what you think of me, I just want to say, live well, let me know that my choice is the right one." ”
She didn't want to see him leave, and the reason why she let go was not just to wake up, but just so that he could survive......
No matter how many words she spoke, she couldn't stop crying, and she tried her best to hold back a whimper on the phone.
Gu Tingchuan was about to say something more, but a beeping sound came from his mobile phone.
*****
The gate of the righteous and awe-inspiring Public Security Bureau.
Li Yun'er looked inside, and the corners of her lips outlined a bitter arc.
She couldn't watch her father take the blame for herself......
Her father was old and heartbroken for her affairs, how could she let him take the blame for herself, while she lived happily outside?
In this way, she will not be really happy, she will live day and night in the torment of guilt.
For more than 20 years, she has never really fulfilled her filial piety as a daughter.
On the contrary, let her father sacrifice so much for himself, thinking of this, her eyes gradually became wet, and tears sparkled.
Maybe she was really wrong, she was wrong in the first place, but she didn't want to admit it, and she didn't want to admit defeat.
always thought that if he worked harder, he might be able to win Gu Tingchuan's heart.
Maybe it was with the guilt of the past, he was simply to help her, but he was used by her again and again, and this kind of love mixed with scheming finally lost his tolerance and trust.
She remembered that he had warned her to do just that, and she was ......
In the end, even if everyone in the world believes that she really likes him, he is the only one who will not believe it.
The love they understand is not the same......
Some people think it's possession, some people think it's fulfillment, but after she obsessively possesses, she finds that she is just a clown in his eyes.
Li Yun'er's heart was full of sourness, she walked up the steps, and then looked back at Yiqiē behind her, she knew that she couldn't go back.
Maybe going inside is a new beginning.
*****
The sky is getting dark, and the lights are on.
Hai Yao sat by the window in the restaurant, looked at the door, didn't see his figure, raised his hand and looked at the time, it was already 8 o'clock, but he didn't appear.
Is it really not coming?
The two little guys sitting opposite kept the same movements, supporting their cheeks with both hands, looking at Lu Haiyao with pouting lips, and pouting, "Mom, when are we going to eat?" I'm so hungry......"
The little girl sighed, in the tone of a little adult, "Didn't you hear my mother say that I was going to invite my uncle to dinner today?" It would be rude for us to eat first, though...... I'm hungry too. ”
After the little boy finished speaking, a waiter walked by with a delicious dessert, and the attention of the two little guys instantly followed the waiter, biting their lips greedily, and their cute eyes were a little bright, "That should be delicious." ”
Seeing Hai Yao looking at them, Xiao Liang quickly reached out to cover her sister's eyes and said, "Don't look at it, it's definitely not delicious." ”