Away from the chaos of youth, walking, walking, walking, and scattering.18
On the 4th floor of Home Inn Hotel, I opened the door of room 405 with my room card, inserted the room card into the power outlet, and the light in the room turned on. Xu Chunmei and I walked into the room, and I closed the door. Xu Chunmei threw her handbag on the bed and said, "It's too hot, I'll go take a shower first." I said, "Aren't you going back to your second aunt's house?" Xu Chunmei said: "Don't worry, it's only eight o'clock." I said, "Oh, go quickly." Xu Chunmei changed into disposable slippers and walked into the bathroom.
I turned on the air conditioner first, then hung up the big red curtains, turned on the TV and leaned against the bedside to watch the movie channels.
After about 15 minutes, Xu Chunmei came out of the bathroom with a bath towel, held her clothes in her hands, and walked into the bedroom. Xu Chunmei said, "Sir, you should also go take a shower." I said, "Okay, you go to the cat bed first, don't catch a cold." I put on disposable slippers, sat up from the bed, Xu Chunmei lifted the quilt and got into the quilt.
I went into the bathroom, took off my clothes, turned on the hot and cold water, adjusted the water temperature, and took a warm shower in the mist. After washing your hair with shampoo, you can then apply shower gel to your body and rinse it off with warm water. I wiped the water droplets off my arms and face with a towel, took the towel off the glass hanger, wrapped my body around it, walked out of the bathroom with my clothes in my arms, went to the bedroom, and dropped them on the sofa next to the bed.
When Xu Chunmei saw me coming out of the bathroom, she smiled and said, "It's really fast, is the water flowing from the top of the head to the face of the feet?" I said, "Just take a shower in the summer, soon." Xu Chunmei said: "Don't go underground, hurry up and get into the bed." "I turned off the headlights in my bedroom and the room immediately darkened, lighting up the room against the fluorescence of the bedside lamp and the TV. I said, "The room is too bright, I'm not used to it." Xu Chunmei said: "It's pretty good now." ”
I lifted the quilt from the south side and got into the quilt and threw the bath towel on the sofa on the south side of the bed.
I opened my arms and Xu Chunmei hugged me.
It's been a long time since I've hugged a girl naked like this, and I'm inevitably impulsive. We were able to feel each other's heartbeats. Be able to feel the temperature of the other person's body. The two hugged passionately, and their hands stroked each other's bodies indiscriminately. It all happened naturally, and when it was over, I sat on the edge of the bed and was a little worried. Xu Chunmei seemed to see through my thoughts, and asked softly, "Sir, what's wrong with you." I said, "If you don't take measures today, it won't be a problem." Xu Chunmei said: "It should be in the safe period, otherwise I won't let you leak inside." I said, "That's good." Xu Chunmei asked, "Does Mr. still have something on his mind?" I said, "No." Xu Chunmei sat up from the pillow and hugged my waist from behind and said, "Sir, do you dislike that I am not a virgin." ”
I never expected Xu Chunmei to ask me such a sensitive question so straightforwardly, and I didn't know how to answer her for a while. I want to directly answer whether I care or not, this situation is not appropriate. Xu Chunmei said: "Don't you want to know how I lost my body." I said, "People of our age." Anyone's emotional world can't be a blank slate, there are some things that Rose doesn't want to say, and I don't want to ask, everyone will have some unspeakable past. Xu Chunmei said: "When I was in junior high school, I was raped by the biology teacher in my class. The biology teacher took a nude photo of me on his phone and threatened me that if I told me about it, he would post my nude photos online. Because he was young at the time, as soon as he was frightened, no one dared to sue him. ”
listened to Xu Chunmei's story. My heart froze. Unexpectedly, Xu Chunmei, who was cold and beautiful on the outside, had a rock pressing on her heart deep down. I hugged Xu Chunmei and said, "I don't blame the rose for this, the rose was still young at the time, and I didn't know how to face such a big difficulty." This qiē sin was caused by your biology teacher. He will be punished. Xu Chunmei said: "Later, the biology teacher was sentenced. I said, "Good is rewarded with good, and evil is rewarded with evil." It's not that I don't report it, the time has not come. ”
Xu Chunmei asked timidly: "Sir, I told you everything." I love you so much. That's why I confessed to you in the past. Even though we have sex today, if you dislike me, I won't let you bear anything. My heart is pure. I love my husband, so I am willing to confess my soul and body to you, if he dislikes me for not being clean, I will have no regrets in this life, after all, I have had such a time with my most admired husband. It is said that one day is a hundred years, and I will always remember in my heart the kindness of my husband to me and the warmth he gave me. I don't want anything else but that my husband will be safe and smooth in the future, and the future will be bright. ”
I put my arm around Xu Chunmei's shoulders and said, "Looking at roses is also a girl in the new era, why is it so feudal." Nowadays, people are very separated from falling in love, getting married and spending their lives together, and those who are in love together may not be able to get married together, and those who are married together may not be able to join hands for a lifetime. Thank God for letting us meet in the best youth of life, tomorrow is too far away for us, I only thank us for letting us meet yesterday, let us get along today, how can we get along tomorrow, none of us can say well, we can only cherish today's feelings, design a blueprint for tomorrow, how far can we accompany together, I want to say how far we can go. ”
Xu Chunmei said: "My mood is similar to yours. I don't care about how long it lasts, I only care about the best times we ever had, this good relationship. I thank fate for allowing me to meet you, and thank you sir for always being so good to me. Today, thanks to the rain and dew of my husband, I tasted perfect sex for the first time in my life, and I was very excited, and I said everything I should say and shouldn't say. Since Mr. doesn't dislike me, I'll follow Mr. Ding to the end. ”
I said, "In this life, life is not up to me, and death is not up to me." Many things have their own fixed numbers, no one's life is a perfect life, we are all doing our best, in the case of imperfection in the pursuit of the most perfect life possible. Flesh and sex are not more important than spiritual interdependence and soul entanglement. I have always believed that true love is the kind of entanglement of the soul and the interdependence of the spirit. How can a person of great love care about your past and the harm you have suffered. Dear, don't worry, I will always love you like this and wait for you. ”
Xu Chunmei grabbed my neck, kissed my red lips and said, "My heart is drunk, sir, what you said is so good, it was you who melted my ice for many years, and made our hearts extremely strong from now on." I said, "That's the biggest thing we've learned today, and we've been able to do it with each other ever since." Xu Chunmei said: "Of course." ”
Xu Chunmei looked at her phone and said, "Dear, I'm going back, it's half past nine now." I said, "Let's hold it for a while and then go." Xu Chunmei said: "At most, you can hold it for 5 minutes." "We hugged quietly on the bed, looking each other in the eye and listening to each other's breathing, wishing that time would stand still at this moment.
Five minutes later, Xu Chunmei began to put on the flesh-colored bra, Xu Chunmei asked me to buckle the bra in the back, and then picked up the flesh-colored pants and kicked them on the covers. Put on a short black skirt and finally a white T-shirt and get out of bed and put on your shoes. Xu Chunmei said: "You sleep peacefully, I'm leaving." After another kiss on my lips, I asked, "How are you going back?" Xu Chunmei said: "Bohai University is not far away, and my second aunt's house is in the living area of Bohai University, and it can be reached in 20 minutes on foot." ”
I said, "Okay, be careful on the road and send me a message when you get home." Xu Chunmei said, "Okay." I said, "Goodbye." Xu Chunmei said: "I'll be here at half past seven tomorrow, let's have breakfast together, goodbye." I said, "Yes, bye." ”
Xu Chunmei opened the door and walked out, I got out of bed and went to the door, and said to Xu Chunmei: "Walk slowly roses." Xu Chunmei said: "Go to sleep, don't worry, it's okay." ”
I was lying on the bed watching TV while waiting for Xu Chunmei's text message, twenty minutes later, my mobile phone text message rang, I picked it up and looked at it, Xu Chunmei sent: Sir, don't worry, I'm home.
I replied: Go to bed early, you know. Xu Chunmei replied: Good night, no need to reply. I put my phone aside, lay down on my side, and thought about the process today and felt like I was in a dream, and I don't know how long, I fell asleep in a daze. (To be continued......)
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