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The tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait!

In his previous life, Yang Zixuan was an orphan, although he was taken care of by Su Chen, a teacher and a friend, but it was also different from the love of his parents, he longed for the irrigation of family affection more than anyone else, and he was on his knees.

In this life, God is extremely fortunate to him, so that he has a father who loves him deeply, and a mother.

Heaven is extremely cruel and took away his parents early.

If he hadn't passed by this place, this tea restaurant, he might not have been able to get this memory.

Human memory is easy to forget, and only specific times and things can lead to some associative memories.

It's like the current Yang Zixuan, who can't clearly remember all the things in his previous life, only certain moments, some people can awaken his memories......

If it weren't for this memory, some people would be like invisible people, hidden and forgotten by everyone.

Sun Fu was delicate, but she noticed that after Yang Zixuan passed by the tea restaurant, her feelings suddenly changed, and she seemed to fall into some kind of memory, and it took a long time to come out, the first time she saw this man, she was actually full of thoughts, I don't know what story he had, and a wave of pity suddenly rose in her heart, but she quickly dispelled it, what qualifications do you have to pity others, and you are also a poor person......

After asking Lao Liu to drive Sun Fu and her classmates to the villa, he immediately called Jun Ru, "Are you free now, I'm very uncomfortable......"

Jun Ru had a case file in hand, and after receiving the call, he put down the file, changed into a police uniform, and drove over quickly, Lao Liu parked the car at the foot of the mountain. Yang Zixuan stands on the railing of the viewing platform halfway up the mountainside, overlooking the smoky Jinjing City......

Jun Ru came over and saw Zixuan's face pale. Leaned gently beside him, and didn't speak.

Yang Zixuan saw that her clothes were thin, and she was in too much of a hurry, so she didn't even bring thick clothes, took off her coat and draped it over her, and began to refuse......

"I suddenly remembered a lot of things." Yang Zixuan took out a cigarette from his pocket. clicked, took a sip, and Jun Ru did it side by side on the stairs, the cold wind was fierce, blowing two people.

"If you don't want to say it, don't say it, just sit like this for a day." Jun Ru's face was gentle. Try to get as close to him as possible so that the two of them can warm each other.

"Do you want to know who I am?" Yang Zixuan flicked the ashes of his cigarette and his eyes fell on the distant city, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

"Even if you're a thief, so what?" Jun Ru's face was calm, and he looked at him intently. The tenderness in the eyes can melt people's hearts.

"You've seen Yang Siyin, her surname is Yang, my surname is Yang, she is the mayor, and I am also the mayor. It's just that her mayor's gold content is higher than mine, and many people in the province will compare me with her in private......"

"yes. There are also many people who speculate that you and she are from the Yang family. In the past, when you first arrived in Guangling, there were such rumors, but then there was no market for such rumors, because you and she were not from the same place at all, and I don't know how those people fabricated them. However, many people in the system like this kind of background-related rumors and deliberately create a background for themselves. A few years ago, there was a member of the Central Committee of the Communist Party of China, who had the same surname as a certain major general who founded the country, and some people in the circle were rumoring that he was the descendant of the major general, but neither side refuted the rumors, and only after he retired did they refute the rumors that he was a peasant's child...... It's a great way to borrow from each other......"

"But I'm not taking advantage of it, you know." Yang Zixuan's face was serious, and his nasal voice was a little low, "Maybe it sounds ridiculous to you, but the rumors that have been circulating from the beginning are not false, I am really a child of the Yang family, it's just that the Yang family has given up on me, to put it bluntly, I am an abandoned person, a chess piece forgotten in the corner of time......"

Jun Ru's face changed slightly, and he was a little pale in an instant, and his expression of disbelief disappeared for a long time.

This sentence is still too informative.

"Do you think I'm a complicated person, terrifyingly complicated? Since he is an outcast, he still works so hard to climb up, which makes people feel ambitious? Others really know my background, I guess most people will think that I am an avenger posture, after all, in the history books, those exiled princes always come back full of hatred and vengeful anger......" Yang Zixuan seemed to have expected that Jun Ru would be difficult to accept.

What people are most afraid of is the unknown, and the biggest unknown is people, a person who has lived and died with you, who is extremely familiar, suddenly reveals his strange side, and everyone will feel the fear of heartbeat.

Jun Ru propped herself up slightly, in the light and shadow, the lines on her side were extremely beautiful, she stretched out her hand to hug Yang Zixuan, her eyes that were as bright as gems were covered with a layer of mist, and said, "I'm just thinking about how you've been alone all these years?" Others, whose child are you, what are you going to do, and what do I care about? All I care about is you......"

"Back then, people who hated me and people who loved me probably thought this was the best way to deal with it, but the scene of me being abandoned, as well as the details of the decision-making before and after, I can't remember clearly, and it doesn't matter......" Yang Zixuan didn't hold her body for a while, letting her slide down the next ladder.

"But you have to face it after all, and what about your parents......" Jun Ru raised her head and gently touched his face, until this moment, she felt that she had truly entered this man's heart, and he was willing to share his weak side with her, even though there were thousands of tenderness before, but this man always seemed to be wearing a protective shield, hiding something, defending something......

Yang Zixuan talked about recalling his memory fragments today, "The reasons for my abandonment are very complicated, and there are also reasons why my parents are not here, if they are all alive, I may not be such an arrangement." I don't know if exile me is the best option? Or rather, for whom? ”

"I used to have some strange diseases, strange temper, I have been living in my own world, many people are not normal people when I am not a normal person, and then suddenly one day, I had an epiphany, I walked out of my own small world, and I have what I am now, but since then, I have lost a lot of memories of the past, and today I passed by a place. I suddenly remembered something and I felt very lost......"

Yang Zixuan said the content of the memory fragment. Jun Ru rested his chin on his lap and listened quietly, staring at him as he told the story of his youth.

"She is also a good mother, you should accept her, even if she is strict with you, it is never really trying to hurt you, but she is afraid that her time is running out and you will be bullied in the future. I can't wait to give you everything I know, what I know, and what I have. It was as if I saw the shadow of my mother, who was falling in front of me, and they all jumped out like lions to protect the child. Your mother even offended the rest of the big yard for you. She regards you as her own......" Jun Ru looked up at him with tears in her eyes after hearing this story, "I can imagine how eager she is to get the approval of you and your father, even if the entire Yang family compound recognizes her, as long as your father." If you don't agree with her, then she will leave a huge flaw, she is also a very traditional, pure and emotional mother, which is especially rare in a wealthy family like you, but she is afraid that the day she leaves this world. I didn't get the approval of your father and son......"

Jun Ru also grieved for this desolate woman, although she did not know what her last name was. What is the name, and what entanglement did you have with Dad Yang......?

"Every time my father came back from the back door pushing open the rusty iron door, he would pick me up and hold me up on the steps, holding it high, happier than winning the battle, and my mother would just stand on the other side of the door and watch, smiling happily......" Yang Zixuan's eyes were a little moist, "but she won't step forward to disturb her." ”

She must have thought about it in her heart, if her uncle really agreed with her, maybe it was a picture of the three of them hugging each other, rather than looking at the family fun of your father and son. It can be seen that she loves your father very much in her heart, but her uncle may be too dedicated, maybe for other unknown reasons, he is estranged from her, and she is too strict to abide by the rules and too kind, and she will not try her best to occupy your father's heart, this can't say who is right and who is wrong, this is not a primary school judgment question, either right or wrong, you are all right.

"If it weren't for today's retrospect, she would have disappeared from many people's memories like this, my father and she may not have taken any documents, and many people outside only know the mother who gave me life with her own life, but they don't know that there is such an invisible person......"

Jun Ru said softly, "Speaking of invisible people, I think of those stories of the Republic of China, the story of Xu Zhimo and 6 Xiaoman, we all know that the love story of the two has been praised for half a century, but it is rare to mention Weng Ruiwu who still does not abandon after 6 Xiaoman's old age and decay, people prefer to accept the love of strong concentration, just like Zhang Youyi is said to be a model of abandoned women, but few people will pay attention to the Hong Kong doctor who grew old with her, history and people will always choose to forget some people. How difficult it is to be willing to have one heart and not be separated from each other. ”

"They always get together less and leave more, and every time Dad comes back, Mom is happy. It's a pity that we don't have a chance to get along together now, otherwise even if they look at each other from afar, it would be excellent and excellent......"

"Maybe under the nine springs, they can all be fine, or not." Jun Ru touched his face with his hand, not knowing how to comfort him, but he could feel his sadness, "Even if no one outside remembers her, at least in the Yang family compound, there are always people who can remember ......"

"That's grandpa's arrangement, my mother is naturally able to please them, and at the beginning, it also has the meaning of combining political interests to make up for the shortcomings of the previous marriage, which is actually very common in wealthy families."

"Even some children of nuclear families married the right wives at the beginning, but after the founding of the republic, repeated movements, many powerful wealthy families fell, and the wealthy families are no longer wealthy, and the utilitarian ones may directly divorce the losing party and break the relationship, which is not nothing. After all, after the founding of the People's Republic of China, the situation has been turbulent, and the wealthy families who can be tumblers for a long time are really rare, and most of them are ups and downs. It is not surprising to use this bond to seek political safety in a high place, especially since Dad's previous marriage was already like this, and it is more convenient to operate, and he is not afraid of tarnishing his reputation. ”

"It's just that Dad's feelings were established in the war years, and after those years of turmoil, his feelings are stronger than Jin's, how can he be shaken lightly, he may have never recognized it, and even rarely went home after that, it has something to do with this. It's just that my mother didn't have any different intentions, and she may have fallen in love with my father before she entered the gate of the Yang family. I have been paying silently. Maybe grandpa, the people who single-handedly wrote about this matter, can still remember her. As for the others. I'm afraid I've forgotten that there was such a person, poor people......" Yang Zixuan sighed softly.

"Do you still have a lot of things to think of right now? What about your uncle, and what happened when you were a child? ”

"I still can't remember a lot of places, and I was young at the time, and my judgment of some people was not very accurate, there should be a lot of inside stories that I don't know and don't understand, so I can only leave it for the future to slowly uncover and understand......

"There is always one thing that is impossible to deny, that is, your mother, an invisible person, has sincere and warm feelings for your father and son."

"I hope to be able to slowly solve these mysteries in the future......," Yang Zixuan nodded firmly. Perhaps those parties will know. ”

"If Yang Siyin was there at the time, he should be able to understand some of it."

"She was still young at the time, so she may not remember anything, not to mention that she now sees me as a flood beast, and it is too late to hide from me, even those adults may have their own opinions. I'm afraid that it's another Rashomon, so I can only rely on myself to analyze ......"

"Yang Siyin's attitude is indeed a problem, she should be very curious about you, but she is afraid that if she comes into contact with you face to face, the situation will not be under her control, a person who has left the family for many years. Using other political resources to rise, no one can guarantee that he is still the person in his memory, isolation and cold treatment are the best way......" Jun Ru thought that he was still a little jealous of Yang Siyin's national color Tianxiang, and felt that he was a little naïve. It's all this man who makes her out of proportion. She is not a person who likes to fight for the wind and vinegar.

"Or, during the New Year, I will worship my uncle and aunt with you?" Jun Ru saw that Yang Zixuan was quiet and didn't speak, so he opened his mouth and said, seeing that Yang Zixuan still didn't speak, he said, "If you think it's not appropriate for me to go, then I'll wait for you outside......"

"There's nothing inappropriate, I'm just worried that I'll meet some people I don't want to meet, and it's not in the same place, my dad is alone in Babaoshan, with his comrades." Yang Zixuan held her pitiful face, "I haven't told anyone else about my relationship with the Yang family, even if Chen Zhiwen and them, I haven't said it, but when I'm sad, I want to sue you, I always want to hear someone who can listen to me talk about this, otherwise I hold back, I'm afraid of holding back internal injuries......"

Jun Ru has seen many girls around him who appear and disappear from time to time, and even knows the entangled things between him and Lin Ruoshui, but he didn't expect him to say it to Lin Ruoshui, his heart is as sweet as drinking a honey pot, and he probably understands his position in his heart, at least it will not be much worse than Lin Ruoshui and other women, maybe other women have more or less mastered his other secrets, but she suddenly realized that she was not so mindful, at least at this moment, he was open to her......

"Uncle's name, I'm not unfamiliar, even my father is convinced, if he knows, he must be very happy......"

Yang Zixuan shook his head, "It's better to keep it a secret from him, and keep it from others, you also know that if this is made public, the impact will definitely not be small, and it will probably affect the question of whether I can stay in Nansu or not......"

"Don't worry, I'm not the kind of person with a big mouth, I'm already happy that you can trust me." Jun Ru lay quietly in his arms, and Yang Zixuan felt extremely warm, hugging her tighter......

"I'll carry you down." Yang Zixuan got up and hunched her waist and asked her to climb on her back, Jun Ru began to refuse, seeing Yang Zixuan's resolute attitude, he blushed and climbed on the sturdy back, Yang Zixuan rushed down, causing Jun Ru to always worry that she would fall, and she was afraid that her body would be too heavy and crush her......

Jun Ru's figure is very well-proportioned, his bones are very light, Yang Zixuan has no trouble carrying it, completely ignoring the surprised and envious gaze of the mountaineer next to him, and regardless of the coquettish call of the beauty on his back, he went straight down, and when he heard the phone ringing, he let Jun Ru come down, and both of them were red and fluttering, unaware, and thought they had done something bad......

The phone was called by Sun Fu and asked if he would go back to eat at noon, Yang Zixuan asked them to take care of it themselves, and Jun Ru could probably hear the woman's crisp voice......

"Ordinary friends......" Yang Zixuan explained weakly.

"Really? Let you go back to eat, is it possible that it is the golden house again......"

Yang Zixuan's heart was weak for a while, how could he have thought that Jun Ru was also a human spirit, and he guessed it at a glance.

"I'm a little skeptical, if you called me over today to talk about your uncle and aunt, are you also making excuses for your future intentions......" Jun Ru seemed to think of something, although she didn't want to admit it, but she really had this suspicion, after all, Dad Yang seemed to be too dedicated and hurt the women around him. Yang Zixuan told this story, although there was a reason to find someone to talk to, but he did not instill in her the idea of "don't let the women around you get hurt......

Yang Zixuan's scalp was numb, and he hurriedly waved his hand and said, "You are too rich in associations......

Jun Ru couldn't judge the truth or falsehood, so he put his arm around him and said, "It is said that a woman's heart is a needle in the sea, and I see that your heart is the needle in the sea, and there are few words of truth." ”

Yesterday's chapter, and today's chapter, the landscape has spent a lot of thought, so much so that last night my daughter-in-law pulled me to the reunion dinner, and I was still coding words.

Regarding the tone of the struggle of the whole book, the structure of the Yang family, and some other grievances and grievances, there was a certain setting before writing this book, which was four years ago. This book was written four years ago, and the thinking at that time was influenced by the atmosphere of online literature at that time, and now looking back at the previous content, my daughter-in-law will laugh and say that this is not good enough, that is not good enough.

After four years, Shanshui is a person who likes knowledge management, and has accumulated some things, in this framework, I keep adding some content, hoping to make the framework fuller, break through the limitations, and also hope to be able to write more mature things

A book is like a child, as long as it is not the force majeure of the general environment, the landscape wants to keep writing.

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