Chapter 281: Chen Xiaoya's refusal

After hearing Qu Linglong's words, Duan Feng trembled suddenly, and muttered to himself: "Cherish you, cherish you, cherish you all your life..."

For a while, the bits and pieces of Duan Feng and Chen Xiaoya's past were like a movie, and they were completely played in Duan Feng's mind...

Under the setting sun, Duan Feng was like a Buddha sitting under the Bodhi tree, and suddenly attained the Great Dao.

A breath of fresh air rushed straight to the spiritual platform, and Duan Feng suddenly brightened up in an instant.

The Buddha attained enlightenment under the Bodhi tree because he suddenly figured it out...

As for Duan Feng, at this moment, he also wanted to understand what he was going to do...

Becoming a demon or becoming a Buddha is often in a thought, and whoever is harmed or not harmed is also in a thought.

Duan Feng loves Chen Xiaoya, he can't let it go, and he doesn't want to let it go...

Taking a hard puff of his cigarette, a faint smile appeared on Duan Feng's face: "Thank you Linglong, I think I know what to do?" ”

"How?"

"I'm going to find Xiaoya..."Duan Feng said very seriously.

Regret is beautiful, but no one wants to leave regrets.

"You've really figured it out?" Qu Linglong looked at Duan Feng in surprise.

"En..."Duan Feng said heavily: "I'll go find Xiaoya, can you go and accompany you for a while?" ”

"Okay..."Qu Linglong sighed slightly, wanting to say something, but in the end she endured it, as if Qu Linglong had seen the result...

Qu Linglong and Duan Feng turned back to the hospital again, Duan Xijun's face immediately bloomed with joy after seeing Duan Feng and Qu Linglong, she never thought that Duan Feng and Qu Linglong would come back again.

And Chen Xiaoya was surprised.

"Xiaoya, I want to talk to you about something."

"But it's a pity for you......"

"I'll watch it for you, you can go." Qu Linglong said and sat down next to Duan Xijun and said, "Xijun, my mother and your not handsome uncle went out to talk about something, will Aunt Linglong accompany you?" ”

"Okay..."Duan Xijun nodded: "Mom, go quickly, the uncle who is not handsome should have something very important to do with you, otherwise he will not come back." ”

Although Duan Xijun is young, he is eccentric, and he understands more than other children of the same year.

"Okay..."Chen Xiaoya's voice was still as gentle as before.

After Duan Feng heard Chen Xiaoya's words, he slowly walked downstairs, while Chen Xiaoya followed behind Duan Feng, his hands clasped together, and there was a trace of nervousness on his face.

The two of them went to the lawn of the hospital, found a chair and sat there.

For a moment both of them fell silent.

Former lovers and current friends are the most difficult to speak.

After a long time, Chen Xiaoya slowly spoke: "Do you have anything to do with me?" ”

"Xiaoya, I'm ......" The words came to his lips, but Duan Feng couldn't say anything anyway, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and took a hard puff...

"Is it about me?" Seeing that Duan Feng was silent, Chen Xiaoya spoke again, her tone still calm...

Duan Feng nodded heavily: "Xiaoya, you're not married, are you?" ”

After Chen Xiaoya heard this, her face changed suddenly, but then she was disguised: "No, I'm already married..."

"You're lying..."Duan Feng said lightly: "You deceive others, you can't deceive me, you always like to lower your head every time you lie, I remember I told you before, don't bow your head when lying, but look into the other party's eyes..."

Chen Xiaoya was silent for a moment, and her left and right hands were also grabbed together.

"Look at your hands together, you're nervous..."

At this moment, Chen Xiaoya didn't look up, nor did she separate her hands, so she didn't know what to do for a while.

"Since you're not married, why don't you sue me?"

"I'm married..."Chen Xiaoya still lowered her head and said: "And I also have a child, Xijun is my daughter." ”

"You're not married at all, is it interesting for you to lie to me like this?" The corners of Duan Feng's mouth showed a miserable smile: "I know I'm sorry for you, but I really can't ......help it."

"I don't hate you." Chen Xiaoya slowly raised her head and looked at Duan Feng and said, "Everyone, everyone has a way of living, really, I don't blame you..."

"If you don't hate me, why don't you tell me you're married if you're not married?"

"I'm really married..."

"That's enough..."Duan Feng immediately shouted...

After hearing Duan Feng's words, Chen Xiaoya hurriedly lowered her head, not daring to look at Duan Feng.

After seeing Chen Xiaoya's appearance, Duan Feng sighed heavily, Chen Xiaoya has always been like this, as long as she gets angry, she will immediately lower her head, be silent, and not say a word.

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay..."

"Xiaoya, I only ask you, why did you say you were married if you weren't married..."Duan Feng paused and continued: "I found all the marriage information of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and there is no you at all..."

Chen Xiaoya was stunned when she heard this, obviously she didn't expect that Duan Feng would go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to check the marriage certificate.

"I ...... I ......"

"How long are you going to hide it from me?" Duan Feng took a puff of his flue.

"I didn't want to hide it from you, but I really got married, but I just didn't get a marriage certificate." At this moment, Chen Xiaoya has made up her mind, and she will not be married.

"Okay, even if you get married, but whose daughter are you telling Xijun?" Duan Feng sneered and asked, "RH blood type, don't tell me that I am your daughter." ”

"It's my daughter..."Chen Xiaoya raised her head, gritted her teeth, and stared at Duan Feng with dead eyes: "Xijun is my daughter, and she will be my daughter all my life..."

"Your daughter? So what do you say is an adoption certificate? ”

Chen Xiaoya was stunned for a moment, and the expression on her face changed instantly: "Duan Feng, you actually investigated me..."

"I'm sorry..."Duan Feng said apologetically, "I just want to see how you have ...... in the past few years."

"That's enough..."Chen Xiaoya said calmly: "Duan Feng, I'm telling you again, I'm already married, Duan Xijun is my daughter, that adoption certificate is because I am unmarried and pregnant, I'm afraid of what others will say, so I found someone to apply for an adoption certificate, is this reason enough?" ”

Calm words as always, but with a hint of anger in them...

Duan Feng opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but after seeing Chen Xiaoya's face, Duan Feng's words immediately returned to his stomach.

Seeing that Duan Feng was silent, Chen Xiaoya slowly spoke: "Duan Feng, I admit that I loved you very much before, and I can die for you, but that was just before, now that I have a home, and you also have a dream, I hope you can treat her well, don't hurt her heart, don't be sorry for her." ”

"No matter what happened to us before, but that's just the past, the past is always the past, we want to look forward, see the future, the road of life is still very long, our story is buried in the bottom of our hearts, leave a good memory for each other, isn't it good?"

Feng was silent for a while, he had already thought about what to do, but after hearing Chen Xiaoya's words, Duan Feng's Dao was illusory for a while, or there was a trace of crack.

I don't know why Chen Xiaoya's heart was very painful when she said these words, but she kept gritting her teeth and said: "What you get may not be what you want, but staying in the bottom of your heart is definitely the most beautiful, I want to keep my most beautiful side in your heart forever..."

Speaking of this, a miserable smile appeared on the corner of Chen Xiaoya's mouth.

Obviously, love is so hard, but you have to pretend that you don't care at all, not only hurting others but also hurting yourself...

"But I ......"

"Needless to say." Chen Xiaoya interrupted Duan Feng's words: "Mengmengren is good, she is a good girl, since you marry her, you have to treat her well, it is a crime for a man to bully his wife." ”

"Xiaoya, I ......"

"I'll go back to accompany Xijun first..."Saying that, Chen Xiaoya stood up, and the moment she turned around, she became ruddy, and tears burst out of her eyes uncontrollably.

She can deceive others, but she can't deceive her own heart.

Looking at Chen Xiaoya's back, Duan Feng felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and wanted to call Chen Xiaoya, but he didn't know what to say, Chen Xiaoya had already said it very clearly, just bury their love in the bottom of their hearts.

Chen Xiaoya walked into the staircase, tears sliding down her cheeks uncontrollably: "Duan Feng, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's not that I want to lie to you, but I really can't do it, I really can't do it, you don't hate me, don't hate me......"

And at this time, Qu Linglong didn't know when she had appeared in front of Chen Xiaoya, took out a tissue from her bag and handed it to Chen Xiaoya: "Wipe it, it must be very painful to refuse a beloved man..."

Chen Xiaoya was stunned for a moment, raised her head and looked at Qu Linglong...

"Don't worry, Xijun has a nurse watching, and I won't tell Duan Feng that I saw it." Qu Linglong smiled slightly, but there was some bitterness on the smile...

"Thank you..."Chen Xiaoya took the tissue and wiped the tears on her cheeks...

"No, I'm also a woman, although I haven't been as crazy as you, but I can see that your love is very bitter, but it's just in your own heart, and others don't know it."

Qu Linglong is right, Chen Xiaoya's love has always been very bitter, and only she knows this suffering.

From a certain point of view, Chen Xiaoya and Duan Feng are very similar, no matter how bitter they are in their hearts, they just carry it in their hearts, no matter how tired they are, even if they are bitter, they will grit their teeth and persevere, and they will not tell anyone...

"Don't worry, I won't ask you anything, although I am very interested in your story, I am not in the habit of being strong, especially to friends." Qu Linglong seemed to see through what Chen Xiaoya was thinking, and said directly.

"Thank you..."

"Don't be so polite, Xiaoya, although I don't know what happened to make you and Duan Feng become what they are now, but I want to tell you a word, paper can't contain fire, and he will know sooner or later if he should know..."

"Then let him know later, so that he won't be more miserable..."Chen Xiaoya gritted her teeth and said heavily, her eyes full of determination...

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(PS: Today is also four chapters, and tomorrow we will continue to harvest corn, and Qiu Feng wants to save the manuscript, and I am forced to do it... )R9