398. Thinking about it left and right, my mind is in turmoil
When they returned to their room at night, Nian Nian and Xiaorou insisted on sleeping in the same bed. The two sisters chatted non-stop, endless worries, endless heartfelt complaints, and almost stayed awake in the middle of the night.
The next morning, Nian Nian was unconventional and woke up early.
Maybe it was because he was so excited, as soon as it was dawn, Nian Nian opened his eyes and couldn't sleep anymore. She saw Su Xiaorou lying beside her, still sleeping soundly.
didn't want to alarm Su Xiaorou, Niannian got out of bed lightly, finished washing lightly, and gently closed the door and walked out.
It's been a long time since I've gotten up so early, and the habit of morning exercise that I developed before has long been discarded by Niannian.
At this time, it was still early, and almost everyone was still sleeping, Nian Nian suddenly wanted to take a walk in the manor and breathe some fresh air.
As soon as he walked out of the door, he saw Li Mo.
He stood in the quiet of the early morning flowers and herbs, his eyes deep and distant, as if he was contemplating something.
"Li Mo, good morning." Nian Nian walked over excitedly and greeted Li Mo.
"Niannian, you're so early?" Seeing that it was Nian Nian, Li Mo was slightly surprised, and added with a faint smile: "I remember that in the past, you seemed to like to sleep the most." ”
"I also like to sleep in the same way now, but today, I don't know what's going on? Can't sleep. Nian Nian grabbed her hair embarrassedly, remembering that when she was the crown princess, she did sleep lazily almost every day.
Including the day when she wanted to give tea to the emperor and the queen, including the day when she had to return to the door in three days, Li Mo asked Zhuzhu to wake her up......
Li Mo looked at Niannian's expression and smiled again. He felt that Nian Nian didn't seem to have changed much from before, and although she had experienced so many things, there was still a childish innocence in her.
"Xiaorou is still sleeping, and the two of us chatted until late at night last night." Nian Nian added.
"I've guessed you're going to talk late, let her sleep well. She was so tired that she sat in the car for most of the day yesterday. Li Mo said that when it came to Xiaorou, there was unobstructed tenderness in his eyes.
Nian Nian suddenly remembered that Su Xiaorou said that she and Li Mo had just gotten married, and she really wanted to make a joke with Li Mo. But after thinking about it again, Li Mo was such an unsmiling person in the past, and she finally didn't dare to say any jokes.
After a slight pause, Nian Nian naturally asked Li Mo a very formal topic: "Are you and Xiaorou going back to the palace?" ”
"Xiaorou really wants to go back, I still have to think about whether to meet Su Junchu now." Li Mo said lightly.
"He really wants to hand over the throne to you, I think you'd better go back." Thoughts rushed out of his mouth.
"Why are you so sure he really is? Niannian, I originally trusted Su Junchu very much. However, after he did such a thing, I had to pay more attention to him. Li Mo said, his expression becoming serious.
"He has already figured it out, Li Mo, third brother, he is not a bad person......" Nian Nian was a little anxious, but he didn't know how to tell Li Mo about it. After all, she and Su Junchu are different from before now.
Li Mo pondered and didn't speak, but at this time, the door opened, and Zhan Muyan walked out of the house.
Seeing Nian Nian and Li Mo standing in the courtyard early in the morning, Zhan Muyan was very surprised.
He walked over and nodded to Li Mo, looked at Nian Nian with a smile and said, "Why are you so diligent today?" ”
"Was I lazy before?" Nian Nian deliberately glared at him.
"I'm not lazy, I'm not lazy, my thoughts are the best." Zhan Muyan hurriedly calmed down and affectionately pushed the messy hair on her forehead behind her ears.
"What are you doing?" Nian Nian was a little annoyed, very annoyed that Zhan Muyan didn't hide such a small action in front of Li Mo, and her cheeks couldn't help but flush slightly. Li Mo looked at the two people in front of him with a loving look, smiled slightly and said, "I'll go ahead for a walk." Then he turned and walked away.
"Zhan Muyan, you are really...... You're like this everywhere! Seeing Li Mo walking away, Nian Nian said angrily.
"I like it, but I just helped you get your hair done, can't it?" Zhan Muyan gently hugged Nian Nian and said teasing in her ear: "Nian Nian, I remember that you said before that Li Mo used to be your father-in-law. ”
"Do you remember the old words so clearly? I also said it was fake. Nian Nian glared at him again.
"I see that you and him have something to say, and you are not so good to me." Zhan Muyan seemed to be a little aggrieved.
"You're bored, he and Xiaorou are a natural pair, and they are already married. At most, he and I can only be regarded as a little more confidants of the opposite sex than ordinary friends, and you are still worried about me and him? "I can't cry or laugh.
"It's easy for a confidant to become a lover." Zhan Muyan's eyes flashed with a playful smile, and he lowered his head to kiss Niannian, but a servant-like person walked in outside the gate of the manor.
"Childe, this is a letter from someone from the town just now, saying that it is going to be handed over to a Meng Niannian Miss Meng here." The man said, handing a letter to Zhan Muyan's hand.
Zhan Muyan took it and glanced at it casually, his face slightly discolored.
He handed the letter to Nian Nian, looked into her eyes, and said slowly, "He has a letter to you." ”
"Who?" Nian Nian's voice was a little nervous, and he felt that his blood was all flowing backwards at this moment, and he said quickly: "I don't watch!" ”
"Really, don't look at it?" Zhan Muyan's inquiring gaze fell deeper on her.
"I really don't want to see it!" Nian Nian bit her lower lip.
"Then I'll tear up the ......," Zhan Muyan said slowly, and began to tear the letter into pieces in his hand.
Nian Nian stood motionless, watching Zhan Muyan slowly tear up the letter. Her hands and feet were chilling, but her heart was beating so hard that it seemed to jump out of her chest.
The letter was finally completely torn apart, and Zhan Muyan raised his hand and gently threw it, and those small confetti immediately scattered like white snowflakes.
Nian Nian suddenly rushed over and grabbed a piece of debris that had fallen from his hand.
She eagerly lowered her head and saw a messy line of handwriting: Dearest Nian, please forgive me! Certain!!! What words were still written on the back were torn off and I couldn't see it......
Some of the torn pieces of paper flew in the air, and some fell to the ground......
Nian Nian crouched down again to pick up the shredded paper.
Zhan Muyan stretched out his hand and pulled her up, staring at her eyes tightly: "Since you can't put it down, why do you have to pretend to be so chic?" Niannian, aren't you tired like this? ”
"I, I just want to see...... What else can he say to me? Nian Nian muttered, his voice stammering. This reason, how far-fetched, how powerless.
"Niannian, I hope you can know that no one is forcing you to do anything, and I will definitely not force you to be with me now. If you still love him, I won't stop you. Because I don't want to see you again and stay with me in a trance, because I want you to be really happy! Zhan Muyan said loudly, his expression had never been so serious, and there was no longer the meaning of the previous laughter in his beautiful black eyes.
Hugging Nian Nian, he said in a low voice: "This time, I will wait for you to make a decision with your heart." Don't worry, you'll give me the answer when you've figured it out. ”
Nian Nian pursed her lips vigorously, her palms still clutching the shredded paper, and she was already sweating.
"Niannian, you are all so early, you don't wake me up when you get up, so I forget to sleep." As if to relieve Nian Nian, Su Xiaorou walked out gently at this moment, smiling and radiant, and the whole person was like a fresh and beautiful little swan.
Although the smile on her face was very beautiful, seeing Zhan Muyan hugging her thoughts, Su Xiaorou's heart was somewhat uncomfortable.
Nian Nian, obviously his brother's lover, how can this be?
"Seeing that you slept so soundly, how could I bear to wake you up?" Niannian said with a smile, gently breaking away from Zhan Muyan's embrace, she saw the unhappiness in Su Xiaorou's eyes.
Zhan Muyan smiled faintly: "Then you talk, discuss what you want to do today or where to play, and then tell me." ”
So saying, he went into the house.
"What are you doing?" Su Xiaorou saw scraps of paper on the ground.
"The third brother has a letter." The smile on Niannian's face disappeared, and there was a little more condensed melancholy between his eyebrows.
"Huh? Do you have to tear up the letter written by the third brother now? Su Xiaorou glanced at Nian Nian in dissatisfaction and surprise, and took her hand: "Nian Nian, I'll just say that the third brother loves you, otherwise how could he do everything possible to find someone to come here to deliver a letter to you?" Don't be angry with him, come back to the capital with us." ”
"Are you really thinking about going back to the capital? Li Mo seemed to say that he was still thinking about it just now. Nian Nian asked Su Xiaorou in turn.
"I'm thinking about it, I want to go back! I believe in the third brother, and I will persuade Mo to go back with me. Su Xiaorou said.
"Well, I also think you should go back, Li Mo is a natural emperor." Nian Nian said softly.
"Actually, I don't really want to be the emperor." Su Xiaorou didn't think much of Nian Nian's words.
"Why? He was supposed to be the emperor. Xiaorou, why don't you want him to be the emperor? Are you afraid that if he becomes the emperor, he will marry three thousand beauties and can't love you alone? Nian Nian couldn't help but quip.
"Don't talk about me yet! Niannian, let's talk about you, aren't you going to go back with us? Su Xiaorou didn't have the heart to talk to Niannian about anything else now, she wanted Niannian to return to the capital with her. At this time, she was a little anxious, and her hands grabbed Niannian's hands tighter: "Niannian, you must go with us, I think the third brother is ...... now I'm sure I'm thinking about you! Can you really bear to leave him and follow Zhan Muyan away? ”
Su Xiaorou's words made Niannian's heart even more confused, could she really let him go? Even she couldn't tell.
At the same time, what Zhan Muyan said just now also echoed in her ears: This time, I will wait for you to make a decision with your heart. Don't worry, you'll give me the answer when you've figured it out.
Today, she just saw a few words on Su Junchu's letter, which already made her feel so excited.
If one day he really appeared in front of Nian Nian again, could Nian Nian really ignore him directly as he said? Apparently...... It's difficult.
But the kid ...... The child who has been lost makes Nian Nian think about it so painfully.
The love that Zhan Muyan gave her was so tolerant and warm, could she really forget all this and calmly return to Su Junchu's side?
Apparently...... It's also very difficult.
Thinking left and right, in the heart of Niannian, in addition to contradictions, there are still contradictions.
Seeing that Nian Nian didn't speak for a long time, Su Xiaorou said again: "Nian Nian, whether you want to see the third brother or not, you will accompany us back to the capital, okay?" I don't want to delay any longer, I want to go back early. But I can't bear you, so you will accompany us back to the capital first. If you don't want to talk about other things now, you can talk about it later. In short, you can't decide to marry Zhan Muyan in such a hurry, marrying someone is a lifelong thing, you have to really think about it. ”
"Shall I accompany you back to the capital?" Nian asked Su Xiaorou hesitantly, how could she be willing to part with Su Xiaorou? It's just that what does it mean to return to the capital? Does it mean that in her heart, she can't let go of that person after all?
"Yes, yes, you go back to the capital with us first, and then send me off. In this way, you can also think about it, I think Zhan Muyan will agree. Niannian, I always feel that your heart doesn't seem to have settled down, and some things can't be solved by escaping. Su Xiaorou said eagerly.
"I ...... I really don't want to go back, Xiaorou, I'm very confused right now. Let's go, go in first, and see what's in the kitchen. Nian Nian sighed softly, took Su Xiaorou's hand and walked into the house.
A few days passed in a flash, and during these days, several young people formed a deep friendship, having fun and getting carried away.
However, happy times are always short-lived.
Soon, Li Rui and Liu Yangfeng said goodbye to them. They are two people who can't be idle, seeing that Niannian's spirit and body have recovered, and Zhan Muyan takes care of them wholeheartedly, Liu Yangfeng is also relieved, and can't help but pull Li Rui to continue to wander the world.
As for Li Rui, he still loves Su Xiaorou so deeply in his heart, but Su Xiaorou has become Li Mo's happy little wife. If he stays here, it will only add to his sadness.
So he agreed to Liu Yangfeng's suggestion without saying a word. The two discussed, went to the south and the north to explore, and then went back to see Old Man Tianzhi and Bao'er.
Of course, when Liu Yangfeng left, he repeatedly explained that Zhan Muyan wanted to take care of his sister. And said that on the day they got married, he would rush to congratulate him wherever he was.
These words made Nian Nian blush, made Zhan Muyan smile, and made Su Xiaorou's heart faintly unhappy.
When Li Rui left, he did not forget to explain to his brother Li Mo that if he wanted to go back to the capital to meet Su Junchu, he must be cautious and take full precautions.