It's been a long, long time since I missed you3

Could it be that she has to lose everything for this man to be willing to come to her senses?

He can't bear to see her like this!!

She deserves to be happy, to be loved and blessed, and she should not be hurt in any way, at least he won't let her get any harm closer, but he has to endure her staying with someone who will hurt her at any time!!

He was reluctant to make her sad and make her cry, but she was unwilling to stay by his side, insisting on being with Li Kangmu, if this would be happy, of course he would respect her choice, but what he saw was never her happiness.

Shen Lingjun stepped forward and grabbed her wrist, "Weiyang, follow me." ”

As long as she is willing to go with him, he will never leave the ends of the earth, he doesn't mind that she has other people's children, and he doesn't mind that her eyes can't see anymore......

Weiyang was tightly pulled by his hand, and at the same time, her other hand was also tightly held by Li Kangmu.

"She's not going to go with you! Let go!! ”

"If you don't let her choose, how do you know she won't?"

When Li Kangmu heard this, the corners of his mouth hooked, "Okay! I let her choose!! ”

After speaking, he let go of her wrist, "Sue him, who will you choose." ”

Weiyang never thought that she would have such a moment, her hesitation was because she didn't want to hurt Shen Lingjun.

He was kind to her, and she didn't feel it.

On the football field that day, his confession made her understand everything, and she also knew deeply that maybe he was the person in the world who was reluctant to make her sad......

But......

She bit her lip, but still pulled Shen Lingjun's hand away, "I'm sorry." ”

She is really sorry, she can't wait to have two of herself, and use the other one to accompany him and make up for the guilt in her heart.

But the reality is so cruel, the person she loves is Li Kangmu, she just wants to be with him, besides, she has children, she has their children.

But she never thought that her choice at this moment was wrong after all!

If life was foreseeable, she would have chosen to go with him at this moment.

If she refuses, she is really not good at saying it, especially in the face of Shen Lingjun.

He was always there to help her when she was in trouble and needed him.

And she wanted to cruelly refuse him.

However, although the refusal was cruel, dragging it made him even more cruel......

Weiyang bit his lip and took a deep breath before saying, "I can't go with you, I'm already Kang Mu's wife, Shen Lingjun, you will find a better woman than me." ”

The moment his hand was pulled away, his heart sank to the bottom.

Although he knew that he would be rejected, he still hoped that there would be a miracle.

Even if he just took her out of this sad place, not to come to his side, he was willing to hold her hand.

However, she was reluctant to leave.

Love and pain, she enjoys this life.

It was her choice, and he had always respected hers......

Shen Lingjun said bitterly, "You don't have to be in such a hurry to refuse me, if Weiyang wants me to take you away one day, I will still have no hesitation." ”

What if she's someone else's wife?

He didn't care, as long as she was willing to speak.

This sentence is so harsh in Li Kangmu's ears!!

What is called waiting for you to leave one day, he still has no hesitation.

This man is the woman who wants to take him!

Li Kangmu pulled Weiyang to his side, "I'm sorry, I won't give you a chance to turn back." ”

As he spoke, he walked in with Weiyang and closed the door.

Shen Lingjun looked at the back of them leaving, with a bitter smile in his dark eyes, he also hoped that Li Kangmu would not give him this opportunity, and he also hoped that Weiyang would be happy if he stayed by his side, but if he gave him this opportunity, he would never let him get Weiyang again!!

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Back home.

Li Kangmu's heart is still suffocated, there is always such a rival around him, and he always has a sense of crisis!!

But he has never taken anyone seriously, so how can he have a sense of crisis? When he faced this woman, all the feelings he had never felt before would come out, such as strong possessiveness, such as the uneasiness of the moment......

Coming to the living room, he made her sit on the couch and rested her leg on his lap to help her with her wounds.

She didn't want to rub the medicine, so he had to use a hemostatic patch to help her stick it, "Does it hurt?" ”

Where did Weiyang still know that it hurt, and he only thought about him going to Lin Wei'an.

She pulled her lips and smiled, "It doesn't hurt." ”

"Do you have something on your mind?"

Seeing her frowning slightly and looking worried, Li Kangmu asked.

Weiyang bit his lip, "Why did you come back so late?" ”

Li Kangmu frowned, if Wei'an's matter was told to her, would she be cranky?

The doctor said that the most important thing to do now is to stabilize her feelings......

He was silent for a moment before he said, "Deal with something in the company." ”

At the moment when she waited for his answer, there was an indescribable pain in her heart.

She didn't know why he wouldn't tell her, why he hid it from her?

He obviously went to find Lin Wei'an, and they also went to the hotel together!

Weiyang originally planned to sue him about the child, but at this moment, he didn't want to say anything.

Sensing her silence, he stared suspiciously at the expression on her face, "Why are you upset?" ”

He would never have thought that He Chuyun would see him and Wei An go to the hotel......

He would never have thought that she knew that he was with Wei An.

Weiyang only knew that he had lied to her again.

Whatever the purpose of this lie, he lied to her.

Weiyang smiled reluctantly, "I'm a little uncomfortable and want to rest." ”

"Uncomfortable? What's uncomfortable? Hearing her say that she was uncomfortable, he became nervous,

I'm afraid that she has any symptoms of strictness, and I'm afraid that her condition will drag on and become strict.

Weiyang shook his head, "It's just a little tired." ”

He breathed a sigh of relief and stroked her cheek with his big hand, "I'll carry you up to rest, if you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me." You know? ”

Is she understandable that he really cares about her?

Weiyang's heart was a little chaotic......

But at this moment, she didn't want to think too much, and when Li Kangmu picked her up, she snuggled up to his chest, so close, but she couldn't understand his heart.

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Following.

Li Kangmu had to go back to the company, and she also wanted to go to the hospital to inquire about the situation, and only then did she know what her situation was.

It's not good to be so scared all the time.

But who could she find to take her to the hospital?

Hatsukumo?

Then she knew that she couldn't see it, and she would be so sad that she would come here to make a big fuss.

She hadn't figured out what to say to Hatsuyun yet.

So who can she turn to?

Just thinking about it, he received a call from Shen Lingjun, in which he said, "I helped you contact the doctor who treats your eyes, he has treated many people, find a time to take a look." ”

He can't stay by her side, so help her find the best doctor and heal her eyes......

So that she can regain her sight.

Xia Weiyang's heart was full of emotion, he didn't stop contacting her in this life because of his refusal.

Instead, he helped her find the best doctor and thought about her condition.

"Thank you." She choked up, her eyes red.

How could she thank him?

Shen Lingjun listened to the choking in her voice, and felt uncomfortable, "Fool, thank you for what you said to me." ”

Weiyang clenched his phone, sniffed, and suppressed the tears that were about to fall, "I want to watch it now, is it okay?" ”

"Of course, you wait for me at home, and I'll be there in fifteen minutes."

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Hospital.

The doctor's sigh made Xia Weiyang's heart feel like a stone, and he asked nervously, "How is my condition?" ”

The doctor's face was solemn, and he glanced at Shen Lingjun on the side, "Arrange as much as possible for the operation, the child in the womb must not be wanted, and it may kill you when the time comes." ”

"There is a blood clot in your head that compresses the optic nerve, and it may also lead to your life, you must receive treatment, otherwise, once there is danger, you and the child will not be able to save it, you can only beat the child now and undergo surgery, as long as you want, I can do my best to help you arrange the operation time."

Weiyang's heart chuckled and sank to the bottom, her hands clutched her skirt tightly, her nails were deeply embedded in the flesh, and her trembling voice had already revealed her mood at this time, "Then what if I want to give birth to this child?" ”

"Child, you can ask for it again in the future, if you insist on giving birth, this will add another layer of danger to yourself, and when the time comes, not only will you have an accident, but the child will not be able to save it."

"You are not suitable to have children now, it is best to receive treatment, and I think it is okay to have children when your body is well."

Although the doctor was right, she couldn't make a decision right away......

Is she going to kill this child and survive herself?

She was so looking forward to the arrival of this child, but now she was going to brutally beat her?

Xia Weiyang's heart was extremely confused, and she choked up, "I...... I need to think about it. ”

So saying, she got up to leave.

Shen Lingjun could only help him to leave......

She seemed to have lost her soul, and walked forward step by step, without much expression on her face, he would rather she cry and she vented......

But she seems to be all in her heart.

When she came to the outside of the hospital, she suddenly felt nauseous, covering her mouth was very uncomfortable, Shen Lingjun helped her to the side of the road, she wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit, she only felt that her stomach was turning upside down, as if the baby was protesting inside, protesting that she was about to beat her......

Xia Weiyang didn't know why she had to make such a choice, when she was pregnant, she had to use her child as a price because she wanted to survive!!

She squatted on the ground, hugged herself, and felt the cold wind blowing, so cold.

The cold wind was biting, and my heart shrank into a ball.

She didn't know how she was going to decide, but reason told her that she really should kill this child, and the doctor's words were reasonable, she didn't listen to it, she didn't understand, but this was her child, he was growing up in her belly day by day, and she still remembered that before she lost her eyesight, she did the examination, and saw the child on the color ultrasound sheet......

Seeing her hugging herself hard, resting her chin on her knees, not crying or talking, her eyes were so empty and blank, his heart ached for a while......

Shen Lingjun took off her blazer and put it on her shoulder, she was so thin, especially looking at it at this moment, the thinness made people feel so distressed......

She was so dazed that he couldn't say anything comforting.

From a rational point of view, he hoped that she would get rid of this child, but he knew how difficult it was for her to make this decision, how reluctant she was to have this child, and last night she regarded him as Li Kangmu, and told him so happily that she was pregnant......

At this moment, thinking of her expression at that time, thinking of the smile on her face, he felt distressed and couldn't breathe.

It was as if a huge stone was pressing on my heart, suffocating it so heavily that it was difficult for people to breathe, and my chest was stuffy and painful.

He understood how much she was looking forward to the child.

Shen Lingjun couldn't say words of comfort, any words of comfort at this time would be cruel to her!!

He could only take her into his arms and said hoarsely, "If you want to cry, cry." ”

Weiyang's head was against his chest, leaning on his body, feeling the warm breath on his body, tears falling drop by drop, but he didn't cry bitterly, he didn't cry heartbreakingly......

It's just that the tears, falling drop by drop, are like beads with broken threads, and they can't be stopped.

Those warm tears poured into his shirt, ironing the skin of his chest, as if flowing into his heart, burning and leaving indelible traces......

There are always people walking by, and I can't help but look sideways.

Weiyang sorted out his feelings, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and took a deep breath, "Did you say God was joking with me?" When I wanted to give birth to this child, something like this happened. ”

"I originally planned to don't want him, I went to the hospital to prepare to kill him, but I can't bear it, I want to raise him alone, in order to give birth to him, it doesn't matter if I marry another man on a blind date, I made up my mind to give birth, why do you want me to beat him now?"

As she spoke, tears fell again.

Shen Lingjun pulled her to stand up and helped her wipe away the tears on her face, "Let's ask other doctors, I'll help you find other doctors to ask, maybe things aren't so bad." ”

"Maybe there's another solution."

Weiyang shook his head, bitter, "It's useless." ”

She knew very well that if she was treated, all the drugs would cause harm to the child......

During the operation, general anesthesia is administered, which is a fatal injury to the child.

Did she want him to die in her own womb, or give birth to a deformed child?

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