96. Chapter 101
Insomnia again, and lately insomnia seems to be getting worse.
In the evening, I left and did not return to the garden, but went straight to the bedroom prepared for me by the Bodhisattva, lying on the soft and comfortable bed but unable to sleep, tossing and turning, and the events of the day were replayed in front of me over and over again like a black-and-white movie.
In the middle of the night, I couldn't sleep, so I got up from my bed irritably, pushed the door and went into the yard.
I have to say that the Bodhisattva is careful, he knows that I have always liked snow-white pear blossoms, and I have filled my yard with pear blossom trees, and the temperature in the mountain villa is much higher than outside, and the pear blossoms here have long been full of branches, and in such a moonlit night, it seems to be prosperous, even in the room I can smell the faint fragrance of pear blossoms, and when the door opens, the fragrance of the flowers becomes more and more intense.
I stood in the courtyard, looking up at the bright moonlight in the sky, for some reason I remembered the bloodless face and the appearance of coughing lightly from time to time in the daytime, and vaguely there seemed to be a red liquid flashing at his fingertips, I suddenly felt a little uneasy in my heart, and my feet automatically went out of the courtyard uncontrollably, and hurried to the secluded courtyard that Feng Cang had mentioned in the daytime.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"
As soon as I stepped into the courtyard filled with the scent of begonia flowers, I suddenly heard a heavy cough coming from the closed door.
It was the middle of the night, and the candlelight in that room was still not extinguished, revealing a soft and warm light.
Subconsciously, I lightened my pace and quietly approached the room, but instead of knocking on the door to enter, I sneaked under the window of the room, took some saliva in my mouth with my right index finger, carefully poked a small hole in the window paper, and leaned into the small hole with my eyes through the window, looking into the room.
Moling Frost did not sleep.
On the bamboo recliner next to the bed in the bedroom, Mo Lingshuang leaned on the recliner in white clothes, supported his forehead with his hand, held a yellowed and worn-out ancient book in one hand and looked at it carefully, a long black hair like ink was not tied, falling down along his side face, scattered to the ground, spreading a long piece, he has always only worn green clothes, I felt that he was the most beautiful in green clothes, but I never thought that he was wearing white clothes but more immortal posture, white clothes and ink hair are entangled, and with the blue and green recliner under him, it is really like an ink painting.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"
There was another violent cough, Mo Lingshuang's hand covered the corners of his lips, his brows were tightly frowned, and the violent coughing posture was very similar to the posture of never giving up if he coughed out the heart, lungs, liver and stomach, and the book he was holding in his hand was almost unstable, and I thought it would slip off his fingertips several times, but he still held it firmly in his palm.
I was about to get up and go in to help him, when I saw a black figure appear next to Mo Lingshuang, and I barely saw how that person appeared.
The man knelt on one knee on the side of Molingshuang's recliner, took out a white porcelain bottle from his arms, poured a black pill from the bottle and stuffed it into Molingshuang's mouth.
I recognized the bottle as very similar to what I had seen in the daytime, and it seemed that the man in black with me on his back was the same sorrow I had seen in the daytime, and he was so worried about Molingshuang's condition that he didn't notice me hiding under the window.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem......"
Mo Lingshuang swallowed the pill, but he still coughed violently, and after a while, red blood spilled down the corners of his mouth, landed on his snow-white robe, and bloomed blood-red flowers.
"Your Highness, Your Highness, you are sick again!"
Cang Yu's body kneeling on the ground trembled violently, and he put his hand on Mo Lingshuang's back in a panic, it seemed that he was using internal force to help Mo Lingshuang take the pill into his body, but with a heart-rending cough, the corners of Mo Lingshuang's mouth continued to flow blood.
"Your Royal Highness, Divine Doctor Mo obviously told you not to travel long distances, your illness needs to recuperate, you can't stand a little bumps, you have to come to Beiyang Kingdom, you don't know that Princess Lingshang can't return to China with you this time, why are you bothering! If something happens to you, how can I explain to the emperor and the queen. ”
Mo Lingshuang listened to Cang's anxious voice, her bloodless lips opened, and she wanted to say something, but was finally interrupted by a cough.
I lay on the side of the bed, looking at the bright red blood stains on the white clothes, I didn't feel nauseous for the first time, but I didn't have the courage to stand up and push open the door, and care about the man in the room who vomited blood openly, I didn't dare to look at the man in the room who was tortured by illness, huddled under the window with my knees crossed, listening to the high and hoarse cough, my heart seemed to be stirred by a meat grinder over and over again, and the pain became a ball.
At this moment, I wish that I was the one in the room who was suffering from illness at this moment.
I don't know how long I coughed, my feet were numb, only to hear the cough in the room ease slightly, and the slow but clear voice of Molingshuang overflowed from the room.
"Cang Worry, she has suffered a lot since she was a child, and her mind is heavy, but she is stubborn like a donkey, all things are buried in her heart, and she easily refuses to confide in anything, not only that, she is extremely defensive, and she refuses to open her heart to people easily, in the past five years, I have left your eldest brother Cangyu in Beiyang Kingdom, just to let him help her here, but she has never begged once. It's rare that she has something to ask me to help this time, if I don't come, Cangyu can do things properly, but according to Xiang'er's temper, once the matter is over, maybe five years, ten years, or even a lifetime, she will not come to me again. ”
"Your Highness, what do you like about that girl, she is not worthy of you at all!"
"Cangyu, it's that I don't deserve her......" Mo Lingshuang smiled sadly, her tone was as light as a breeze that would dissipate at any time, "How can my broken body match her ......"
"Your Highness, why do you say this, which of the young ladies of the famous nobles of Nanchen Kingdom is not waiting for you to take a look at them, even the princess of the Western Liao Kingdom, the princess Yuxin, who is known as the first beauty in the world, is also infatuated with you, in order to marry you, I don't know how many princes and nobles who have refused to propose marriage, but you are ......"
"Cang Wei, you must not have liked someone, if you like someone, you will know, like is like, there is no reason at all, do you know when I started to like her?"
Mo Lingshuang interrupted Cang Yu's excited words, with a little joy in his deep voice, his eyes were long and long, as if he remembered some distant good memories, and the corners of his mouth asked with a smile from the bottom of his heart.
"Is it because she saved Her Highness in the palace of Beiyang Kingdom?"
"Nope! It's before that......"
"You've seen Princess Lingshang before that? How come I've never heard you mention it? Cang's voice was full of doubt.
"The first time I saw her was on the shore of Bibo Lake opposite the Shengji Hall, she was sitting alone in a wheelchair, looking at the calm lake without any expression, and her eyes did not fluctuate at all. She is thin and small, looks like a child of a few years old, I deliberately made a rustling sound behind her, but she didn't seem to hear it, her expression and eyes did not move, but such a child, I felt a mixture of loneliness, sadness, longing, regret, hatred, depression in her rich emotions, looking at such a child, I actually felt as if my heart was tightly grasped by a big hand, it hurt so much, I wanted to immediately come forward to soothe her emotions, but I don't know where to start, I could only walk up to her, sit quietly, and tell her about my deep despair and fear, hoping to impress her, but I didn't expect her to ignore me. ”
Mo Lingshuang smiled bitterly, and after a while, her voice became surprised again: "I didn't expect that she was Princess Lingshang, the princess Lingshang who everyone in the world called her a wood idiot, and not long after, she saved me, and saved me who had even given up preparing to die." ”