When Lan Zeguang and Li Ruishu were exploring Shana's theory, the parties they discussed: Shana and Cheng Pengfei happened to be dating outside. They had just finished watching a movie, which was a standard special effects blockbuster, and the scenes and effects in the play were simply exciting. Coming out of the theater, Shanna was still chattering about the plot inside: "The plot is really strange, why is it that when the battle is always desperate, a large army will come, I don't feel like there is any suspense at all!" ”

"After all, this is a movie, although it's a bit nonsense, but there was also foreshadowing before, for example, who do you see, didn't you go to ask for help?" Cheng Pengfei put his hands in his pockets, looking for topics to justify the plot in the movie.

Unlike the last time they were ghosted out by Lan Zeguang on a date, Shana and Cheng Pengfei looked obviously much more natural when they came out than when they came out with Lan Zeguang. Cheng Pengfei no longer wore a neat military dress from the last time he went out, but changed into the new clothes he bought when he and Shana went out on a date. Shanna grew up in the United States as a child, so she also has an American hip-hop style in terms of male aesthetics.

Cheng Pengfei handed over the aesthetics of his daily dress to Shana, so according to Shana's own way of American hip-hop popularity, he chose a rather sporty hip-hop style dress for Cheng Pengfei. Hip-hop pants, sweatshirts and T-shirts are unexpectedly suitable for a ruffian soldier like Cheng Pengfei. Of course, Shana received an invitation from Cheng Pengfei, and when she came out to play, she also changed into a dress with a painting style.

It's like this: since you're dating a bad boy, it's good to change into something more innocent-looking - a dress and a vest, and tie up your sideburns and wrap your hair around the back of your head. Pair it with a clear look. The two walked together, and that was the combination of Beauty and the Beast. It's a big spot on the street.

But one thing must be said: so far, Shanna and Cheng Pengfei are just "friends". After all, it's just time to get to know each other, confess and have a relationship or something, after all, it's unlikely that soon.

However, after the date in the past few days, Cheng Pengfei couldn't wait.

Since that date at Wharf Shopping Center, Cheng Pengfei has been attacking Shanna every day. Although it is not a "boyfriend and girlfriend relationship" yet, Cheng Pengfei is almost about to acquiesce to this level of relationship, and every time he returns to the dormitory, he has to show off to his roommates. Of course, he didn't tell his family about it. I'm going to cook the raw rice and talk about it.

However, with the dating in the past few days, Cheng Pengfei has become more and more fond of Shanna

――This is a pure "girl" who seems to keep a lot of things fresh, and sometimes she is like chattering, and likes to share some interesting things that she usually sees on the Internet. Or complain about what happened at the live event of "Shadow Mango Tea".

She's sometimes cute, sometimes she's serious, and she seems to have some black belly. Oh yes, and more importantly. In addition to chattering, she prefers the serious secondary two to promote her ideas to him: such as how to be a person! How is society going to develop or something......

Sometimes, she even told Cheng Pengfei that she was a "sage" and became an idol or something. It's about spreading her ideas. Whenever he thought of his serious appearance, Cheng Pengfei felt his soul flutter: it seemed that it was certain that Miss Mango was the person she liked!

Although in the everyday. Shana hopes that Cheng Pengfei will call her name directly: Shana. But Cheng Pengfei felt that the name "Mango" was cute, so he screamed. The name becomes "mango fruit" or something like that, which is very cute. Shanna had previously refused. But at the insistence of Cheng Pengfei's hooligans, Shana still accepted it in awkwardness. Then I gradually felt that if Cheng Pengfei continued to call him "mango fruit", it would seem to be very good.

The two walked on the street, and the port was still very lively at ten o'clock in the evening, and they didn't know what to do, they just walked together and chatted. Among the various interesting topics, there are ~ interspersed with some topics that can make the two understand each other. And then...... Keep a certain distance again.

"Speaking of which, mango fruit." At this time, Cheng Pengfei found a topic.

"Huh? Brother Cheng, what do you want to say? Shanna, who was walking a little ahead, turned her head when she heard the voice. She was still happy, so she turned around with a smile, and the outline of her face showed the light of the street lamp, which was extremely charming.

Cheng Pengfei looked at Shana's face, his thoughts froze for a moment, and then he said, "You should also be in the same class as Lan Zeguang and them, right?" All of them are electronic information engineering...... Right? ”

"Hmm...... Oh, yes. Shana didn't think much about it, so she nodded in agreement, and then said with a smile: "Brother Cheng, shouldn't you know?" Why did you suddenly ask. ”

"Speaking of which, I was still an instructor in your class at the time of military training." Cheng Pengfei smiled.

"yes." Shanna nodded, smiled and watched him lightly open her red lips, as if she wanted to say something, but she quickly changed her words, and even the smile on her face became unnatural for a moment. He said, "Yes...... It's a pity that something happened at home later, and the military training was not carried out later. ”

"Huh? Is that so? Cheng Pengfei was stunned.

"Hmm...... Well, that's it, and then it was the credit I asked the counselor to make up when I went back to school. Shanna's smile grew more and more forced.

"In this way, it's been a long time, and some classmates have forgotten their names, not to mention those things during military training. Recently, I have been in contact with Lan Zeguang a lot, and now that I think about it, I realized that I didn't have an impression of you during military training. Cheng Pengfei said with the back of his head on his head. The reason why I brought up this topic was to recall the first time they really met. It's a pity that in his impression, there was no girl like Shanna in the electronic information engineering class at that time, not only the name, but also the impression.

In fact, at the end of the military training, he received a joint autograph card from the class, but after he looked through it later, he found that Shana's name was not in it at all. But there is a similar one, called: Nessa Nadrick, he and Mango Guo have the same surname.

That's it. He asked, "By the way, do you have any relatives in this academy?" ”

"Yes......" Shanna's body shook slightly. Then he replied.

"Are you in the same class?" Cheng Pengfei asked.

"He doesn't want to go to school. I went back to China and mixed up. Shanna bowed her head slightly.

"It's a pity."

Shanna just smiled and didn't answer any more. Because he knew that what he said was a lie, it was okay to deceive Cheng Pengfei, but this coincidence of suffocation would probably still be very suspicious. Shanna didn't want to tell this lie at all before, because he was Nasha, and Nasha was Shana, which is the "mango fruit" that Cheng Pengfei said.

Shanna has always felt that she is very serious about her gender and will never avoid anything because others ask about it. But today he found out he was wrong. Obviously, this is a "principled" question in my mind. But he subconsciously lied, and even made such a suffocating lie. It's just incredible, why would you be like this?

Is it because you are worried about losing a friend like Cheng Pengfei?

Maybe...... That's it!

But why deceive between friends? Shouldn't it be that as long as it's compatible, gender or anything doesn't matter? However, because of Cheng Pengfei, she had to care about gender: obviously she didn't want this at all!

Shanna's expression became a little gloomy as her eyes ~ her eyes visibly became a little gloomy, and the smile on her face disappeared. Cheng Pengfei felt the change in the atmosphere, thinking that he had said the wrong thing, so he hurriedly walked around to the front of Shana. Sorry: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, did I bring back your bad memories of Mango?" ”

"Ah, it doesn't matter!" Shanna raised her head and smiled at Cheng Pengfei.

"But I'm sorry...... Alas? Mango beware of red lights...... Be careful! ”

Just as Cheng Pengfei stood up straight and apologized for Shana, Shanna walked past him in a ghostly manner. I didn't know that there was an intersection in front of me, and it was still a red light. And just at this time, a battery car roared in. When I found that I suddenly stepped out of the intersection of the "girl", I immediately panicked.

Cheng Pengfei also panicked. But he was, after all, a well-trained military man. Sensing the danger, he unequivocally took Shanna's hand. Pulled him in hard. Because of the excessive force, the defenseless Shanna lost her balance, and Cheng Pengfei used his chest to block the direction of his fall.

For a while, the picture was like a freeze frame: the beautiful girl looked up at the young man holding her in surprise, her beauty~ eyes flashed, and the boy holding him was like a big brother, breathing a long sigh of relief. The boy doted and hugged the girl, and in the intersection of people coming and going, it was like a scene in a comic. The frightened owner of the battery just now cursed, the traffic lights reversed, and people came and went at the intersection, but they seemed to stand still in time.

Until Shanna noticed that something was wrong, her face turned red in an instant, and then her heart beat like a deer.

Then he hurriedly pushed Cheng Pengfei away, apologized loudly and bowed, and said incoherently: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Brother Cheng was distracted just now, thank you for saving me......"

"Ah...... This, as it should be, let ...... Let Mango Guo make you sad, it should be my fault! This should be the pot I will carry on my back! Cheng Pengfei was also incoherent, and his environmentally friendly and gentle body just now made him feel like he was about to melt. This sense of happiness rushed to his heart, like poison, and told him: I still want to hold him again, so that he will no longer feel trouble, so that he will no longer encounter danger.

Now, he wants to sue him: I like you.

The two of them stared at each other with red faces. Then he opened his mouth in unison.

"That."

"Uh, I want to ......"

The two were stunned and smiled dumbly:

"You speak first."

"You come first!"

“……”

This scene is like a scene in a youth love TV series. Shana blushed and closed her mouth, and after Cheng Pengfei, who was a little more active, found out that Shana was letting him with her actions, he said: "Well, it's almost time for supper, I'll invite you to have a supper!" Just to accompany a sin......"

"Huh?" Cheng Pengfei's construction made Shana stunned, and then said awkwardly: "Actually, I also want to invite Brother Cheng to have a supper, even if it's a thank you!" ”

"Poof." Then the two laughed.

"Then AA system!"

"Good!"

So, they turned on their mobile phones and each ordered the same group purchase ticket. While walking and chatting, I came to a Japanese restaurant with a good reputation nearby. Shana was hugged by Cheng Pengfei, and the troubles in her heart seemed to disappear all of a sudden. Cheng Pengfei did not mention the matter of military training again. Just like usual. But the two of them may not have noticed: they were getting closer.

In the restaurant, I found a window position. Wait for the package in the group purchase package to come up. Cheng Pengfei somehow got the order given to him by his family: find a girlfriend to come back before the National Day.

Cheng Pengfei complained, saying that he was a in the barracks, how could he find a girlfriend Yunyun, self-mockery and ridicule made Shana laugh for a while, and her smile kept spreading. However, the more Pengfei complained, the more unhappy he felt in his heart, perhaps because of the strength of some wine, the unhappiness in his heart, and he gradually found the object of venting: it was sitting in front of him - Shanna.

"Mango fruit, that's all there to say. Actually, I ......" Cheng Pengfei suddenly became serious, Shana felt this serious atmosphere, and her smile froze a little: "What's wrong?" ”

"I ...... I like it! Cheng Pengfei held back for a long time, and then said loudly.

"Huh?" Shanna opened her mouth in shock, her brain almost shut down, and she couldn't speak.

"It's not the kind of liking that likes idols, it's people who like you, people who like you. Your soul, your qiē. Although...... Although it is a bit shameless to let me find a girlfriend at home. But I believe it! Cheng Pengfei looked into Shana's eyes and said, "Even if it wasn't for the family forcing me, I met you." I'm sure I'll love you, too. Although I asked Lan Zeguang to invite you out, I shamelessly escaped with you, but that's it. I just knew...... You're the girl I'm destined for! ”

No romantic candlelight, no flowers and cheers. Cheng Pengfei just expressed his feelings after the meal. Such a confession. It doesn't seem to be romantic at all.

Plain and flavorful, it represents a pure heart. Shanna was speechless for a long time.

He may have expected Cheng Pengfei to confess to himself, but he didn't expect it to be so soon. But he had long thought about it: if such a thing really happened, he would be rejected. Then he sued him that he was actually a boy. Only satisfied with the "self in the mirror" will choose to wear women's clothes and become an idol. I didn't even think about falling in love with a guy.

Boys and boys, how to fall in love?

Unless you sell your soul to Lord Lucifer!

However, Shanna has really betrayed her soul.

He thought "no", but hesitated: "Yes...... Can you give me some time to think about it? Brother Cheng, I want to think about it. ”

An unknown force made Nasa say such things, as if he was afraid that he would regret it.

However, Shana's answer did not disappoint Cheng Pengfei, but made the man smile and said, "I'll wait for you!" ”

This is the end of a one-night date. Since Cheng Pengfei confessed to Shana, Shana has been completely ghostly. Cheng Pengfei knew why Shanna was like this, and did not interfere with his thinking, but accompanied him back to school on the subway, sent him downstairs in the dormitory, and then returned to the barracks like a madman, laughing loudly, and then dropped soap while taking a shower......

…… Ahem, in short, Cheng Pengfei was very excited.

Shanna, on the other hand, fell into her own entanglement. In fact, what he knew: when he answered Cheng Pengfei, what was the real thought in his heart - it was subconsciously, wanting to answer "Okay!" "The impulse!

Obviously he is a boy, and the other party is also a boy, why did he have such an impulse, he doubted himself. He felt that he had unleashed the devil in his heart, and from beginning to end, it was the devil who controlled her, made him lose his mind, and made him give up his reserve.

In the same way, she did not know what this devil was, like Adam and Eve's temptation in the Garden of Eden~. After taking a shower, facing himself in the mirror - even if there is no undulation of the chest like a boy, even if there is no makeup, even if he only ties his hair, he can't find the shadow of a "man".

Today he realized: It turned out that he had been wearing women's clothes for so long, and in his subconscious, he might have already put himself in the position of "woman".

He was terrified to make a choice today. If you reject Cheng Pengfei, you are still yourself, but in that case. What is lost is a happiness that can only be felt with difficulty. But if Cheng Pengfei is accepted, then. If Cheng Pengfei found out that he was a boy, then. Happiness...... Are you going to throw it away?

- No, if there was Lucifer-sama, maybe ......

Some kind of temptation opened his arms and hugged him again.

……

Lan Zeguang finished discussing the theory with Li Ruishu on the Internet, and he felt guilty in his heart.

However, Li Ruishu's point of view is that there is no need to feel guilty about this, and he even encouraged Lan Zeguang to say that he was thinking about the happiness of others. Once upon a time, there were many people who gave up the happiness they were looking for because of social restrictions, and if they had the opportunity, they would be like Lucifer who existed. It is the greatest happiness to be able to break the shackles of society and pursue their own happiness.

-- This is the case with Li Ruishu's theory.

Li Ruishu even advocated Shanna to bravely move forward towards her own happiness and follow her own desires. If you ask Lord Lucifer to change her gender because you like it, it's not a ridiculous thing, on the contrary, it's respectable.

Theory is of course so, but from the perspective of human nature and society. Blue light is still not a taste.

But just at this good time, the excited Cheng Pengfei called over with a phone call, and went crazy to tell Lan Zeguang that he had successfully confessed to "Mango Fruit" today, and now he is waiting for a reply. Lan Zeguang absentmindedly wished him good luck. In fact. Lan Zeguang especially wanted to tell Cheng Pengfei that Shanna was actually a boy, but when the words came to his lips many times, he couldn't say it.

sued Cheng Pengfei and said that Shanna was a boy. That would ruin the happiness that is now fabricated by lies.

If such happiness is to be maintained, it is only possible to turn lies into truths. Whether you want to be like this or not. It's up to Shanna to decide.

Lan Zeguang called Shanna again, wanting to know what she was thinking now. And Shanna is also confused. He even asked for Lan Zeguang. But Lan Zeguang believes that he does not have the right to set a life for others. In this case, let's leave it to authoritative scholars!

In this way, Lan Zeguang handed Li Ruishu's phone to Shana and said: If you still have any doubts in your heart, then listen to the theory of the master who specializes in gender!

So, the next day, Shanna contacted Li Ruishu. Then the two met.

"Thank you for coming to consult me, in this society, it is so difficult to find a sample like Shanna." After meeting, Li Ruishu happily sent tea. Shanna sat upright, invisibly, she already had the "slightly weak" social image of a girl, and after Li Ruishu saw this, he already understood Shanna's psychological activities after taking a set of theories in his heart.

"Do you want to come for a psychological consultation?" After pouring the tea, Li Ruishu sat down and said, "Lan Zeguang has already said that a boy confessed to you last night, you are hesitant, right?" ”

"Yes!" Shanna replied nervously. The "psychiatrist" in front of her looked hungry, and Shanna felt like she was about to be dissected and studied by him.

"Well, do you want to listen to a theory first?" Li Ruishu decided to start theoretically.

"Hmm...... Well! Shanna had no reason to refuse. Immediately, Li Ruishu began a tirade:

"Don't be a fixed thing: generally speaking, there are four dimensions: biological sex, gender table, social gender, and sexual orientation. In general, the first three are consistently cut and fixed, and the last one is reversed and fixed. But in fact this is not the case. ”

Li Ruishu said mysteriously:

"Human beings need a male and a female in order to have offspring, and in order to raise offspring, male and female genders are constructed on top of the biological male and female genders, and it has become a social norm. I call it the hegemony of fertility norms. This kind of symbolic production containing ~ gender is transformed into symbolic capital, which has become a kind of culture and basic social ethics, and everyone will take it for granted dogmatically, except for a few people who do have a biological need to change gender. At the same time, another set of hegemonic discourses was born under the hegemony of reproductive norms: the hegemony of cisgender norms. ”

This means that a person must be born male or female, and play the role of male and female. This normative hegemony is everywhere, and even homosexuality has to be clearly offended and TP. This is because we have been influenced by the traditional family of one man and one woman for the purpose of procreation, and even in homosexuality, we subconsciously play two roles similar to husband and wife. Of course, transgender people are unacceptable under such hegemonic norms. ”

Sure enough, with the support of theory, Li Ruishu gradually entered the state. The theory was concise and clear, and Shanna listened carefully to the explanation of the "psychological mentor".

"Although physiological factors such as hormones do have a certain impact. But there is no doubt that this is not absolute. In 1949, Beauvoir pointed out in "The Second Sex" that women are not born to be women, but to become women; In 1968, Goffman discovered that gender is made up of external gender temperament, or the display of gender. The gender temperament that a person exhibits constitutes part of their gender. In 2004, Butler proposed in "Gender Trouble" that people are like actors, who continue to perform repeatedly on the social stage to establish their own gender and realize their own gender identity. ”

Speaking of which. Li Ruishu snapped his fingers and said, "So Shana, what do you think is the role you play now?" In this social arena. ”

"......" Shanna looked at her outfit, blushed, and said, "Woman...... Female? ”

"Yes!"

Li Ruishu nodded and continued: "Let's analyze your psychology, if you think it's not, you can interrupt my theory." ”

Shana nodded, and Li Ruishu continued to elaborate:

"The completion of the construction of queer theory in the third wave of feminism. The direct answer is that transgender people don't need to be rigid about specific forms. The word queer means perverted ~ in the United States, and was first used to demean homosexuals and transgender people, but theorists have built a huge theoretical system based on this word to counter this discourse disdain and oppression. The four dimensions of gender are directly influenced by the hegemony of fertility and cisgender norms, but human choice and self-expression are free: as a boy, he can also wear women's clothes to show the feminine gender temperament and perform a woman on stage. ”

In other words, Shanna doesn't have any problems with your choice. Wearing women's clothing is your choice, so the social role you play is that of women. ”

Li Ruishu looked at Shana's eyes and said that he found that Shanna was very serious now, so he also seriously continued to analyze: "Shanna, it is a very courageous act for you to resist the inherent inhumane conservative ideas and promote new gender concepts as a sage of mankind. But at the same time it is limited by the hegemony of the cisgender norm. ”

"So, you want to dress up and Lucifer's magic to have a girl's body directly, because we often say that cuteness is enough, and the aesthetic of cuteness is also constructed by a specific gender culture. Therefore. Both you and Lucifer often emphasize that you should look like a real girl, and if you don't look exactly like a girl and not a man, then it will be difficult to get the support of the majority. So. You're going to sell your soul to Lucifer and strive for perfection. ”

The analysis is here. Li Ruishu confirmed again: "Shana, if you want to know what you think. Then what I just said is exactly what you think, and you have to answer truthfully. ”

"Yes...... Yes......" Shanna hesitated for a moment, then nodded. However, he felt very embarrassed that his thoughts were analyzed in this way. At the same time, I also feel that the "psychologist" recommended by Lan Zeguang is really a bit powerful. The doubts in her heart slowly opened, and Shanna felt that she could trust him

"That's good." Li Ruishu wrote down a few things in his notebook, and then said: "What you are worried about now is how to get along with Cheng Pengfei?" ”

"Hmm......" Shanna nodded with a blushing face. Say: "I want to have a Jianyì, do I refuse to associate with him, or ......"

"How do you feel about being with him?" Li Ruishu asked.

"Feeling...... Very happy. Shanna hesitated for a moment and then said.

"Of course, it's fun to get along with him in your current social role. That's right, that's what you want to be happy. You can promise him, no need to hesitate. Li Ruishu wrote down something again, lifted his glasses and said.

"But...... I'm a boy. Shanna said hurriedly.

"But, you've been in contact with Lucifer, and you know that it's not impossible to change gender." Li Ruishu's eyes flashed with wisdom, and he said: "As far as I know, it is not difficult for Lucifer to change a person's gender, if you want, it is absolutely okay to give your soul." ”

"Really...... Can it really be? Shanna hesitated. In fact, Shanna had thought of Lucifer for a long time, and she didn't know if Lucifer could do it, and she didn't know how to speak. But Li Ruishu, the "director of the beauty salon" he has only met a few times, why is he so sure?

"Let's be honest, I know such a person, but he doesn't follow the same path as you. Although she has become a woman, because there are girls she likes around her, she balances and dilutes the influence of society's perception of his sexual orientation. So she can stick to her sexuality. But even so, the role of society is played. will still make her adapt to the role of women in society, so as to abandon the male set. In general, that's also a normal mental table, eh...... Let's not go into the details here, let's discuss your example. But if you guess who it is, don't say it's me! Li Ruishu pouted his eyes and said to Shanna.

"Oh......" Shanna was a little unconscious, but there was something happy in her heart.

"I know from the expression on your face just now, what you really think in your heart." Li Ruishu laughed, wearing women's clothes for so long. Without the guidance of a specific group of people, it is still quite a big change in the heart, right? ”

"......" Shanna couldn't refuse. Because, she is indeed only one person, Lucifer is with Lan Zeguang. However, they are all beautiful girls or boys, so Shanna even envies them. Just like Li Ruishu's next theory:

"Each gender has its own strengths and weaknesses, and people tend to fantasize about a certain gender having a particular merit due to gender biases and stereotypes. Rentong guò performance shows a specific gender temperament. Dissatisfaction with this temperament can lead to illusions about the gender of the opposite sex, which can lead the individual to envy the other gender and try to change and imitate it. Again, this is based on a system of hegemony of the natural norm that is either male or female. ”

After a tricky beginning, Li Ruishu entered the main topic:

"Thanks to Lucifer's magic, your gender fantasies of the opposite sex can become real." Li Ruishu said to Shana with certainty. Then he also sighed, "In fact, it is impossible for ordinary women to be as glamorous and accomplished as you." ”

"Because of Lucifer's existence, his spells intensify your repetitive, ongoing ritual manipulation of the characteristics of the other gender. In this kind of exercise, on the one hand, the feedback from the society allows you to see the perfection of the "self in the mirror". On the other hand, the old social culture of biological sex and gender temperament is also influencing you to think, 'When I look like a woman, I feel like a woman'. Together, these two work to adjust your gender identity. As a social figure, when you are treated as a woman. And when you subconsciously accept the equation of "woman = appearance xiàn like woman + biological woman", he will start to think about whether to become a real woman. ”

Li Ruishu analyzed and said. However, this explanation made Shana puzzled, and Li Ruishu felt that this was not his own explanation in place, so he changed to an easy-to-understand way, saying: "When you wear women's clothes, you are a girl in the eyes of others, so you will be treated in the same way as girls, including accosting, courtesy, etc." Such a social atmosphere will actually make you feel like a girl, and you will be admired in the performance of idol activities. As a woman on success, adjust your gender identity. ”

"Maybe you won't notice it when you live alone in women's clothes, but after more emotional exchanges, the female thinking that has accumulated in your heart when you are alone will burst out, that is, at this time, you will recognize your true gender, and the contradiction between sensuality and reason will make you feel uncomfortable. Usually at such times, before Lucifer's supernatural means, such boys will choose to use drugs or surgery to change themselves. Now you have two paths to follow, first, turn back to the shore, and second, simply let Lucifer change your gender. ”

Li Ruishu said sternly: "But I think the first way will make you miserable. It's not even just you who suffer, but those around you who are miserable. The second path, while just as painful, is at least a little easier than the first. Since this is already the case, I will go to Lucifer and change your gender. If you transfer enough soul to me, I will also enlighten Cheng Pengfei. That way, even if you have a boy's past, that's okay. ”

"But...... That's ......," Shanna hesitated. After all, it's a heavy decision.

"You don't have to make a decision now. That's all I can say, and I've given it too. But I can't force you, you can go back and think about it. Li Ruishu seems to have only so much to express.

"......" Shana already knew, so she nodded, stood up and thanked her, and at the same time symbolically took out Mao Yu from her chest and transferred some souls to Li Ruishu to express her gratitude.

However, Li Ruishu, who was waiting for Shanna's answer, did not wait long. That night, he got Shanna's response:

"I decided to go to Lucifer and become a girl" (to be continued......)

PS: Ahem, this theory is none of my business