The doctor Zheng was looking at a medical book, and when he heard the voice, he raised his head and glanced at Cheng Tiantian, pointed to a chair in front of him and said, "Sit down." ”

Cheng Tiantian saw that Dr. Zheng was in his twenties, and he looked delicate, just like a modern college student, far from the kind of old Chinese medicine doctor she imagined in her mind.

Besides, she wants to see why she can't get pregnant? This question was really a little difficult to say to a young man, and he couldn't help but say, "I just said...... I want to find a doctor with a little more experience. ”

"Girl, Dr. Zheng is the best doctor we have here, famous in the whole capital, and he can't see any diseases." The guy said enthusiastically.

Hearing what the guy said, Cheng Tiantian thought to herself, too, people can't look good, aren't some of the miracle doctors in many martial arts novels just young? That's it, the doctor doesn't talk about gender in front of him, as long as he can find out the reason for not getting pregnant for me, so he smiled and nodded: "Hello, Dr. Zheng." ”

"If the girl doesn't believe in my medical skills, she can go to someone else." I don't want that Doctor Zheng to be really arrogant, Cheng Tiantian's attitude just now obviously offended him, and he didn't pay attention to her greetings, and said coldly.

At this time, the guy had already walked out, and Cheng Tiantian secretly thought in his heart, this person has such a big temper, he must have some proud capital. The medical skills should be good, so let's look for him and take a little bit of anger.

So, Cheng Tiantian sat down on the chair and said with a smile: "Doctor Zheng, I'm not from the capital, I don't know your name, I offended just now." I also hope that Dr. Zheng has a lot, don't be surprised. I thought that the experienced doctors were all old men with gray hair, but when I met you today, I realized that this view is very wrong. ”

Seeing Cheng Tiantian's sincere words and a lovely smile, Dr. Zheng's face softened when he saw Cheng Tiantian's sincere words, and the power of the beauty was great after all: "What do you want to see?" ”

"Doctor, I've been married for more than a year, but I haven't been able to get pregnant, I don't know what's going on?" Cheng Tiantian said frankly.

When Dr. Zheng heard Cheng Tiantian say this, he seemed a little surprised, and said thoughtlessly: "Are you married?" ”

"Yes, I've been married for a long time." Cheng Tiantian replied honestly.

"What does the husband do?" Dr. Zheng asked again.

"This ...... It doesn't seem to have anything to do with seeing a doctor. Cheng Tiantian was stunned for a moment and said.

Dr. Zheng also realized that it was a little abnormal for him to ask this, and blamed the girl in front of him for being too beautiful and cute, which made him feel fascinated when he saw it. But people are already famous flowers.

He quickly collected his mind and asked, "How is your life as a couple?" ”

"Uh...... What the? Cheng Tiantian didn't understand for a while, and looked at him with wide eyes.

"That's it...... Sexual intercourse between husband and wife, you are not normal? Dr. Zheng's face was a little hot when Cheng Tiantian saw it, and the most common inquiries between doctors and patients, the simplest words for him, were not very smooth at this time.

"Oh, that, it's normal, it's normal, it's a regular ......" Cheng Tiantian understood, and said with a blushing face.

"Reach over to me with my right hand." Dr. Zheng said.

Cheng Tiantian obediently put her right hand on the table, and Dr. Zheng took her wrist and carefully checked her pulse, and her expression gradually showed a hint of surprise.

"How? Dr. Zheng, is there something wrong with my body? Cheng Tiantian saw that Dr. Zheng didn't speak for a long time, and his face was solemn, and his heart couldn't help but rise, and asked in a low voice.

"Girl, you really seem to have some problems with your body, and it's not small." Dr. Zheng put down Cheng Tiantian's hand and said softly.

"Huh?" Cheng Tiantian was stunned and asked in disbelief: "Doctor, I do everything well on weekdays, and there is nothing uncomfortable." What the hell is going on with my body? Is it related to the fact that I haven't been pregnant? ”

"Judging by the pulse, there is a strange toxin in your body that does not affect your normal life. However, if you want to get pregnant and have children, I am afraid that it is impossible. This poison, specifically to inhibit female conception, has been in your body for a long time. Dr. Zheng sighed and said.

"How so?" Cheng Tiantian was stunned for a moment, as if she heard a thunderbolt in the clear sky, shocked and dazed.

It turned out that she really had a problem, and it turned out that it was not by chance that she had not been pregnant.

But when did she fall for this damn poison? She didn't know anything about it, she didn't notice it at all......

The only thing she can remember is a happy dispersal that Qingqing gave her, and it would have been good a long time ago. So how did you get this poison of not being able to get pregnant? Who gave her the middle?

"Girl, actually...... Don't be too upset. It's just that you can't have children, and other aspects of your body are still fine. Seeing Cheng Tiantian's face sad, Dr. Zheng seemed to be unable to bear this huge blow, so he could only say comfortingly.

"Doctor Zheng, can you cure me?" Cheng Tiantian came to her senses and said eagerly: "You are a famous doctor, you must have a way." Will you help me to heal me? I like children, I want children. ”

"I'm sorry, girl, but you're so weird. I'm not sure what it is, but I can only roughly determine that this is the main reason why you can't get pregnant, but I can't find a way to detoxify, so I'm really powerless. Dr. Zheng said with sympathy and apology.

"Am I really not the slightest chance of being a mother?" Cheng Tiantian asked again, two big sad eyes, looking at Dr. Zheng with hope and hope.

"As far as I was diagnosed, it was. Because this poison has invaded the bone marrow and meridians of your body, it is difficult to dispel it. Dr. Zheng said in a low voice.

"Oh...... Got it......" Cheng Tiantian was stunned for a long time, then stood up indifferently, took out a piece of silver and put it on the table, and said indifferently: "Thank you, doctor." ”

"Girl, it doesn't matter to you, do you? Where is your home? Why don't I send you back? Dr. Zheng really can't feel at ease like this, although it is only the first time he has met her, he seems to have a lot of concern for her.

"No, my husband is waiting for me in the store next to me, you can be busy." Cheng Tiantian gave him a bleak smile, turned around and walked out of the door weakly.

Outside, the sun is still shining, and the wind is beautiful. But the bright sunshine made Cheng Tiantian feel so cold and sharp at this moment, stabbing her eyes and her heart aches.

The streets are still noisy, there is a cheerful atmosphere everywhere, and there are people laughing and laughing everywhere, but Cheng Tiantian's heart can no longer feel a little warmth. I only felt that I had fallen into the coldest abyss in an instant.

If a woman is deprived of her right to be a mother, how much happiness is left of her?

If a woman can't even have her own children in her life, is her life still complete?

She didn't know how she got back to the palace? The leg seems to be no longer one's own, and he only knows how to take a step back mechanically.

My mind is like a mess of ropes, and I can't find a clue. The whole body is light and fluttering, like stepping on a pile of cotton wool, so weak and empty. The mood has never been so heavy, sad, and hopeless......

Returning to the Purple Jade Garden like a wandering spirit, Lianbao had just finished cleaning and was waiting for her in the house.

Seeing Cheng Tiantian walking in silently, her face was gloomy and sad as she had never been, Lian Bao was secretly taken aback, and stepped forward and asked with concern, "Miss, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Nothing, I've been walking for too long and I'm a little tired." Cheng Tiantian tried her best to say something flat, not wanting Lian Bao to see that her heart was tormented like a needle and a knife. Because she didn't want to, let Lian Bao also worry about her affairs.

"But Miss, your face is so bad...... "Lianbao still felt that something was wrong.

In the past, even if the young lady was tired, she was not like this. Today, she looks like she has lost her soul and heart, something must be wrong.

"I'm fine, I just want to sleep for a while, don't let people disturb me." Cheng Tiantian hurriedly interrupted Lianbao's words, walked into the room, and closed the door.

Lian Bao looked at the closed door in front of him, although he was still worried in his heart, he didn't dare to go in and ask again. She knows her young lady and knows this, Cheng Tiantian really doesn't want to say anything to anyone.

Alas, forget it, let's wait until the young lady gets up and ask her. Lian Bao sighed helplessly and walked out gently.

Cheng Tiantian lay on the bed, her eyes wide open, and recalled what the doctor had said: "There is a strange toxin in your body that does not affect your normal life. However, if you want to get pregnant and have children, I'm afraid it's impossible......"

Then, what Mu Lingxuan said also swirled in her mind: "No! One is not enough, you have to give me at least five ......"

"Tiantian, why don't you think about it if you have this kung fu, what will you give birth to me?"

"I want my wife to be better than anyone else, if someone gives birth to one, you have to give birth to at least three......"

"Of course, our baby, how can it be ugly? His father is so handsome, his mother is so handsome, he will definitely be able to fascinate a large number of people as soon as he comes out. ”

"Tiantian, what can we do to have such a fun baby? …… Seeing that everyone else is a father, I am so envious. ”

These words are so clear and kind, as if they were just spoken in the ear, and they hit Cheng Tiantian's heart sentence by sentence. She couldn't restrain herself any longer, covered her eyes, and cried bitterly......

Is that really it? There will never be children, and you will never be able to experience the toil and happiness of being a mother.

Never, I can't discuss with my beloved husband with all my expectations, who will our baby be like? If it's a boy, it's called ...... If it's a girl, it's called ......

I used to be afraid of pregnancy, yelling every day that I didn't want children, and whimsically making condoms for my husband...... And now, there is really retribution, and I can't conceive it if I want to......