When Lee Wook Yeon hung the dazzling gold medal on his chest and eagerly ran back to the grandstand passage just now to share the joy of success with Taeyeon, there was no longer the shadow of Kim Taeyeon he was expecting......

The music is still playing all around, the fireworks are still blooming, and everything is so wonderful and resonant on this night that belongs to Seoul FC. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info But because of the absence of such a person, Li Xuyan's excitement and joy suddenly came to naught, and it suddenly seemed that the whole world had dimmed.

Where did she go?

Lee Woo-yeon had a sense of foreboding in his heart, but he still hoped in his heart that Kim Taeyeon was not leaving, but was just somewhere nearby. So he hurriedly rushed into the VIP stand area, but instead of finding Kim Taeyeon's shadow, he was recognized by many fans, who greeted him excitedly and even pulled him to sign autographs and take photos.

After patiently meeting the requirements of some enthusiastic fans to sign and take photos, Li Xuyan struggled to break free from the crowd of stands, and found the exit of the stadium gate connected to the VIP stands, and did not see the figure he expected again.

No one could be found, and the phone couldn't be reached, so Li Xuyan stood there helplessly, his chest as if it was blocked by something, and he felt as if the air around him had become cold.

At this moment, a crisp and familiar voice sounded from behind him......

"Brother Xuyan?"

Li Xuyan looked back when he heard the sound, but he didn't expect it to be his sister An Zhaoxi, who he hadn't seen for a long time, standing timidly two meters behind him, and there was a girl next to him who kept looking at him, as if it was the one who handed him a note at halftime.

"Zhaoxi? What are you doing here? ”

"I, I'm here to cheer you on......"

"Oh, why didn't you tell me in advance?"

"I, I was going to surprise you secretly......"

"You...... By the way, have you seen Taeyeon? ”

"You, are you looking for Sister Taeyeon? She happened to be in the same stand as me before, didn't I secretly give you her phone number......"

Li Xuyan looked at Ahn Zhaoxi and the Japanese girl next to her, and was stunned for a moment before finally understanding, it turned out that the small note he thought was written by Kim Taeyeon to himself at halftime was actually written by Zhaoxi, and Kim Taeyeon didn't seem to have thought of contacting her from beginning to end, if she hadn't gone to find her immediately after the game, maybe she might have left quietly.

But if she didn't want to see her, why did she come? Li Xuyan's mood suddenly felt a little low.

An Zhaoxi continued to speak, like a child who had made some mistake, lowered his head and said, "But...... Later, after the game, I didn't know......"

After An Zhaoxi finished speaking, seeing that Li Xuyan had been stunned for a long time and did not react, he couldn't help but be a little worried: "Brother Xuyan, you, are you okay?" Maybe, maybe...... Did Sister Taeyeon suddenly take the first step, or was she nearby? ”

Li Xuyan, who was in a state of confusion, came back to his senses, he didn't want An Zhaoxi to see his disappointment, so he forced a smile and said, "Well, it's nothing, Zhaoxi ......"

At this time, the message on Li Xuyan's mobile phone rang suddenly, interrupting his words, he picked it up and looked at it, the smile on his face that pretended to be relaxed could no longer be maintained, a feeling of falling from a high place to the bottom, which almost made him breathe in an instant, and his face turned pale......

I saw a line of cold words flash out of the cold screen-

"I'm sorry, I'm gone, don't look for me again. Congratulations on winning the championship. ”

"Zhaoxi, you take good care of yourself, let's get back to ......" Li Xuyan was stunned for only two seconds, as if he suddenly wanted to grab something, and immediately turned around and ran out of the stadium, leaving the two girls looking at Li Xuyan's back as he left with complicated expressions, not knowing what he was thinking.

It wasn't until Li Xuyan's figure disappeared into the night that Mayu Watanabe, who had been standing beside An Zhaoxi just now and didn't make a sound, touched his little nose and said thoughtfully: "You really don't plan to tell him?" ”

Hearing Watanabe's inquiry, the hesitation in Ahn Zhaoxi's eyes flashed, and then it was replaced by a touch of serious firmness, she shook her head and said: "I think what Sister Taeyeon said is right, I shouldn't be soft-hearted, I believe that Sister Taeyeon is also for the good of my brother." ”

Watanabe Mayu sighed when he heard this, shook his head and said: "Forget it, I don't understand you, let's go, don't think so much, I'll invite you to eat, they have to solve their adult affairs by themselves, and we children don't follow suit." ”

Ahn Zhaoxi nodded, and was held by Mayu Watanabe and left the stadium.

It's just that at this time, Ahn So-hee's mind is still hovering with the scene of her last meeting with Kim Taeyeon not long ago......

In the dimly lit passage, little So-hee took Kim Taeyeon's hand, looked at her nervously with a small face, and said, "Sister Taeyeon, are you just leaving?" …… Brother Xu Yan has been waiting for you, and he will be sad if you leave him like this......"

"Sister Taeyeon, just wait a little longer, when Brother Xuyan comes out, maybe you can get together again?"

Under Ahn So-hee's repeated persuasion, Kim Tae-yeon's eyes were full of struggle, although she had been reluctant to admit it, but all kinds of wandering and entanglement for a long time seemed to have become a habit, when the habit slowly precipitated, the thicker and thicker, the deeper and deeper, the deepest touch of tenderness had made her unable to control herself, but at this moment, she still hardened her heart: "Zhaoxi, you let it go, I can't stay." ”

"Why?" Ahn So-hee couldn't understand.

Looking at Ahn So-hee, who looked ignorant but clutched her hand, Kim Tae-yeon's deeper-hidden emotions kept surging, but she still restrained her inner impulse and insisted on her decision......

A trace of tenderness flashed in Kim Taeyeon's eyes inadvertently, and he quietly looked at Ahn Zhaoxi's simple eyes, and said slowly: "Zhaoxi, your brother Xuyan is no longer the same Li Xuyan as before, it has only taken a year, he has now become the youngest and brightest star in Asia, in South Korea, and even in the whole of Asia, there is no longer worthy of his stage, his future is limitless, so it is natural for him to go to Europe and go there to realize his dream......"

"So...... Does it matter? Ahn Zhaoxi seemed to be a little ignorant when he heard this.

"Zhao Hee ......" Kim Taeyeon sighed slightly, maybe in the face of the simple Ahn Zhao Hee, she can let go of her heart in exhaustion and tell her true heart uncharacteristically, "You should also know your brother Xu Yan, although he is majestic on the court, but in fact, ...... His heart is too soft, and he values feelings even more than the desire to realize his dreams. Therefore, once there is something holding him back, then even if there are more opportunities to realize his dreams now, if he chooses, he will definitely choose to protect his feelings and give up continuing to pursue higher dreams. That's why I have to leave him, only by temporarily losing the protection of his feelings, will his heart really harden, will he be desperate to pursue higher goals, will do everything to make himself better, and will be more likely to be noticed by the people he wants...... So-hee, do you want your Asahi-yan brother to be the best soccer player in the world? ”

Ahn Zhaoxi nodded lightly.

"But if I stay now, I'm afraid he'll give up that opportunity......"

And I'm afraid, I won't want to let him go...... This sentence is something that Kim Taeyeon has not said in the bottom of his heart.

Listening to Taeyeon's words that seemed to be so serious and revealed her heart, for some reason, Ahn So-hee suddenly felt a little moved and sad, and before she knew it, she gradually let go of her hand and silently sorted out her troubled thoughts in her heart......

When she raised her head again, the front was empty, and she saw that Kim Taeyeon's delicate face had reached the distance, as if the focus had been stretched by the light, and there was a faint glimmer of light scattered in the corners of her eyes in her smile, and as her long hair fluttered, the picture was frozen in Ahn So-hee's mind, until her brother Ahah-yeon left, and she didn't tell the truth that Kim Taeyeon told her just now.

……

The cold wind of early winter whirled along every shimmering street of the city, as if invisibly tearing through the neon lights, and then disappeared into the night of Tokyo......

Li Xuyan's calls out one night will always have only one mechanical echo, and the messages sent will never be answered, he searched every corner around the stadium, every waiting room at the airport, and even the better hotels in the city He also asked one by one, but in the end it was just a futile needle in a haystack, and he didn't find even a little shadow of the person he was looking forward to, which made all the joy in Li Xuyan's heart silent under the dark sky of Tokyo, and was blown away by the lonely cool breeze on the street in the early morning. Coagulated his otherwise boiling blood.

The heart always quietly revives when it hurts the most; Love always comes to an end at its deepest......

It's as if it's just a dream.

She had gone, he realized.

……

Back at the hotel, Ji Chengyong, Lee Seung-yeol, Park Yong-joon, Seo Sung-hoon and other young people did not go back to their respective rooms, but changed their clothes and slipped to the private room of the hotel KTV, where they continued to party.

After Li Xuyan came back, he didn't want to stay alone in the room, so he joined in!

In the box, Maiba gathered, one after another, with the stimulation of alcohol, the screams of beautiful women, and wanton laughter scattered in every corner of the room with colorful lights.

After Ji Chengyong finished the song, he finally handed the microphone to Li Xuyan, who was sitting there and being fed wine by the beauty.

Li Xuyan originally thought that when he came to such an occasion again, he could put aside all wanton indulgence of himself, but when a person's shadow came to his heart, he could no longer linger, and the beauties and wine in front of him seemed to become like air, not in his eyes.

After taking the microphone, Li Xuyan suddenly felt a sad feeling in his throat, as if he had a lot to say, but he couldn't say it......

"Brother Xu Yan, what are you singing? I'll give you some! Li Shengyeol shouted loudly.

Li Xuyan walked to the front seat alone and sat down, he didn't respond to Li Shengyeol's words, but hesitated, turned on the call on the mobile phone, and received the communication into the phone recording after the call......

"What I want to sing, not here, is a Chinese song I wrote before, called "Little Lucky."

Then, without accompaniment, Li Xuyan unexpectedly sang this little song that he had written at random with the help of his school friends, and it echoed in the closed box......

I heard raindrops falling on the green meadows

I heard the bell ringing in the distance

……

Li Xuyan's voice is very emotional, with a gentle voice, implicit but not revealing, and when singing slow songs, his delicate voice immediately attracted everyone present! Just the first two sentences, everyone seems to have forgotten to speak, and suddenly indulged in this song......

It turns out that you are the luck I want to keep the most

It turns out that we used to be so close to love

That was my decision against the world

The rain that accompanied me

It's you in every scene, spotless and sincere

I'm so lucky to meet you

But I have lost the right to shed tears for you

I hope in the sky I can't see

You spread your wings

Destined to meet you

How lucky he will be

……

The next day, when the sky was bright, he got up from the room where the team stayed in the hotel with deep tiredness, and before Li Xuyan had time to wash, Ji Chengyong, Lee Seung-yeol, Seo Sung-hoon, and Park Yong-jun, who sang together until late at night yesterday, rushed in in a hurry......

"Xu Yan, watch the news!"

"You're going too far!"

"Li Xuyan, you are in the headlines again!"

"Come, come, explain to all of us?"

"What's wrong?" Being messed up, Li Xuyan took the tablet in Li Shengyeol's hand dizzily, and looked at the news page full of news about yesterday's Seoul FC winning the AFC Champions League, which is simply expected, since the league won the championship, the praise of various media in Seoul has not stopped, Li Xuyan is almost immune, he thinks these guys are too exaggerated, early in the morning in order to run to ask himself to share other people's fleshy praise with them? Don't be so narcissistic.

Li Xuyan was in a bad mood, so he just glanced at it and threw it back and said, "I'm not interested, you can see for yourself." ”

Xu Shengxun took the tablet and said sourly: "You shouldn't have done it on purpose, right?" ”

"What deliberately?" Li Xuyan was confused.

"What's in it? The photos of you hugging Taeyeon after the game yesterday are now published all over the world, and they have been hiding it all over the world, saying that they don't admit any scandals and scandals, and they don't shoot "My Knot", but it turned out that it took a long time to make it a dark Chen Cang on the plank road! ”

"Well, what did you say?" Li Xuyan was stunned when he heard this, and then hurriedly snatched the tablet again, and took a closer look, in addition to the news of Seoul FC winning the championship, the hottest thing was the photo of him hugging Kim Taeyeon after yesterday's game......

"Confirm! When he was young, the captain visited the stadium alone, and hugged the players passionately after the game! 》

"Li Xuyan's answer to the love gesture in the AFC Champions League final has been revealed! Kim Taeyeon! 》

"This time it's real! Lee Woo-yeon and Kim Tae-yeon's relationship is finally exposed! 》

"This year's hottest CP finally came to fruition - has the truth been concealed? Or is it a fake play? 》

Li Xuyan didn't expect that scene to be filmed, and he didn't know whether to cry or laugh when he saw the news, so there was no way to explain it. He looked at the jealous and gossipy eyes of several guys, and said bitterly, "If I say that I am not with Taeyeon, will you believe me?" ”

"Get out!"

"Don't believe it!"

"Shameless!"

"The devil believes you!"

Li Xuyan felt that fate really loved to joke with him, he shook his head helplessly, no longer paid attention to a few gossip parties, picked up his clothes and walked out of the room, leaving only one sentence: "Do you believe it or not......?"

……

The streets of Tokyo are full of lights and wine, and every scene is like absurd excitement, leaving the team alone in the strange streets and alleys, surrounded by unintelligible Chinese dialects, unintelligible jerky words, if there is nothing to hope in the heart, such loneliness is too lonely, this feeling was once too familiar, so that Li Xuyan did not want to recall.

A sense of emptiness came from all around, and at this moment, it seemed that the last reason was also ruthlessly abandoned, and he finally thought of leaving......

……

Maybe if you leave, you will never come back;

Maybe come back, you don't make me dependent anymore;

Perhaps dependence is your greatest harm;

Maybe the hurt will finally let me go;

Maybe I am relieved, and I am destined to leave. (To be continued.) )