Chapter 230: Appointments, Reverie, Ideas!
Recently, Huang Haiming's life has become calmer and more regular, paying attention to his own rhythm of life, going to bed on time at 11 o'clock in the evening and getting up at 6 o'clock in the morning.
The life of three points and one line, morning and evening exercises remain the same, writing at the specified time, then making a cup of hot tea, reading regularly and conceiving novels, meeting porridge on the phone with Lin Qingying from time to time, going out for a walk, and accurately calculating and controlling the emotional distance between the two parties.
However, other people in the school are getting busier and busier, either retaking various certificates and certificates, or busy contacting interpersonal relationships and planning jobs after graduation, giving people a feeling of coming and going in a hurry, and of course, more waiting in anticipation, waiting for the upcoming graduation.
As soon as they graduate from university, except for a few who will continue to study in school, most of them will enter the society and face work, and the roommates, classmates, and friends in each dormitory will cherish the time they spend with each other.
Whether there is a grudge in the past or no resentment in the near future, the relationship is far or near, the contradictions and barriers between the two sides are put down one by one, and it is not easy to think about it in the same school, the same class, and the same dormitory.
In such a faint atmosphere of parting, there are more and more gatherings between classmates and between dormitories, and some people who often stay in the dormitories, or almost no longer appear in the class, also appear one by one in a low-key manner.
Even Huang Haiming, who is not keen on this, except for a few special circumstances, also participates with the three roommates in the dormitory, and graduation, for them, is not a very distant topic.
Facing graduation, Huang Haiming didn't know what kind of feeling he had, when he went to preschool and kindergarten, it was already blurred, and his memories of elementary school were only fragments, but the most impressive thing was his high school days.
Maybe I've been thinking about getting into a better university, and then I've been studying diligently. He spends too much time on books, but he really doesn't have any talent in learning, and he can't make up for his mistakes with diligence, so if you think about it carefully, there are still many reasons why he doesn't work hard enough.
Perhaps, like Qian Weichang, he switched from writing to school, and in the case of zero points, he only slept a few hours a day, and spent all his time on studying, so that he could make up for his clumsiness. But he really can't do it, and he's not that great.
He is just an ordinary person who hopes to go to an ordinary university, find a regular job, and then get married and have children, and be safe. He also has the unrealistic idea that one day he can hit the lottery and win the lottery, he is really an ordinary person with a very simple mind.
It was just a rebirth that changed his destiny and changed his life.
But I didn't expect it, in a blink of an eye. He will graduate from college, and he will leave the campus where he has lived for more than ten years, and may never enter again, or maybe he will only enter the campus again when his children go to study in the future. I can't tell you what I feel or what I think.
With a relaxed smile, he took a sip of the still-warm tea, in a slightly shady environment. But it was warm.
"There's one last semester left! Come on! ”
"Heming, what are you thinking about, in the last semester, I am reluctant to leave school, or I am reluctant to us." Ye Wudao drank the tea, asked with a smile, and then closed his eyes, maybe he was also asking himself.
"Of course I can't bear you, right?" Zheng Zaihong said with a cheap smile on her face, and squeezed her eyes at Huang Haiming, which was meaningful.
"Get out, slut, can you not be so dirty in your thoughts." Huang Haiming scolded with a smile.
"What's the good feeling, can you get together again after graduation, won't you meet in the future, for graduation, I am yearning, more than ten years, it's finally time to go out this step." Ren Tianqi put down the textbook in his hand, turned around, looked at the white clouds in the sky and said. ”
"Indeed, there is a little memory, more of a yearning, stepping out of the campus, into the society, is the real beginning!" Huang Haiming nodded.
"That's right, after graduation, you will have time to get together more, haven't you been writing novels, how free time is, you don't have to stay at home to write, you can travel to the city one by one." Zheng Zaihong said seriously.
"Feelings, parting, it's nothing, I just feel a little unreal, I didn't expect that I didn't feel that more than 20 years have passed, and I am eighty years old, a quarter of my life. A quarter of them are almost all spent in school, and it is like a dream. Huang Haiming said with a smile.
"Hehe, don't say it, a quarter of my life has passed without feeling like this, and it can be regarded as resting and relaxing for twenty years, and then I will have to work hard for decades." Ye Wudao also had a little feeling.
"I wonder what the class assembly will be like in a few years? There will be a few people who know the former classmates, elementary school, junior high school, high school, and university, and I don't know if I can remember more than 30 people, but the four of us in the 2o6 dormitory will definitely not forget. Ren Tianqi replied.
"Well, the former classmates haven't been in touch for too long, and the impression is indeed a little vague, except for some good friends, most of them are like meeting in Pingshui, guests from other places."
"How about we make a promise that we will meet once a year or three years in the future, just a few of us, how about it? It's just three years, it's unlikely that the time is too short, three years is just right. ”
"Hehe, no problem, maybe they will all have a family and a business at that time, and they will have children, and they will have a family."
"It's possible, but Ren Tianqi doesn't know if he will get married very early, maybe it's difficult to be less than twenty-seven or thirty years old."
"Okay, just once every three years, no problem."
"No problem!"
……
Putting away the thoughts in his heart, Huang Haiming's eyes stopped on the white screen of the notebook ORD document, his hands danced on the keyboard, and black fonts appeared.
"Immortality" is the pursuit of immortality, the immortality of life, but in the process, it needs to witness a lot of deaths, including normal aging deaths, natural disease deaths, and vendetta deaths.
And the protagonist Zhong Shan is no exception, starting from the mountain, all the way forward, all the way to the bones, there are enemies, there are friends, and there are those he killed and those who were killed by him, and what he can do is to live!
In any case, immortality is his pursuit, and with the soul of a modern person on earth, under the influence of various worldview values in the 21st century, he yearns for immortality and power.
In the world of Taoism and sanctification, I am afraid that no one has more pursuit of life than him, and perhaps in ancient times, there was a determination to sacrifice one's life for righteousness. He has all kinds of ideas in name, but under the impact of various ideological trends in the 21st century, Zhong Shan is more persistent than ordinary people.
What kind of character Zhong Shan is portrayed as the protagonist in "Immortality" is a question that Huang Haiming has been thinking about.
In a book, the protagonist must have his own thoughts, values. Whether it is evil or good, you must have your own principles, "Immortality" is a book written by Huang Haiming Zhenzhen, so it embodies too much of his hard work in all aspects.
It is for this reason that "Immortality" is particularly important to him. Always try your best to create every character, no matter good or evil, good or bad, you must have your own character and your own persistence.
The protagonist Zhong Shan, as a modern person, travels through the world of cultivation where he can practice, how to portray his character, behave and behave, Huang Haiming does his best to restore the truth. Take it one step at a time to adapt to change.
Then Huang Haiming kept bringing himself in, thinking about what it would be like if he entered a strange world?
Are you always happy and happy? Have you ever been seeking power since you saw death? Is it cold-blooded and ruthless, single-mindedly seeking the truth?
How to write about cultivation and various feelings so that readers can resonate. It takes a lot of effort to substitute into their world.
For "Immortality", Huang Haiming didn't want him to become just a book dedicated to seeking the truth, a protagonist who traveled through the past. Can you only pursue power with all your heart?
It may be that there are too many Xianxia fantasy novels I have read in my previous life, and there are too many battles in various novels, fighting and killing all the way. He suddenly wanted to write a fairy tale that was more real than him.
Xianxia, what is Xianxia?
I'm afraid that many readers have a question in their minds, and many authors also have a question in their minds?
What is the fairy in other people's hearts? Huang Haiming didn't know, he just wanted to write about the Xianxia in his mind, the Xianxia in his heart, not the myth in ancient legends, Heavenly Court.
It is more appropriate to use a different world as the background, and directly speaking, the world system of "Star Change" is more in line with the prototype in his heart, but cultivating immortals and seeking the Tao should not be just pills, exercises, killing people and taking treasures.
But after thinking about it carefully, it's a bit too much to take it for granted, to express the thoughts and pictures in your mind in words, and to meet the reader's taste, with Huang Haiming's current writing, it is indeed unattainable.
And it's too far behind.
I tapped my head lightly, stood in front of the window, blew the cold air, and my mind cleared up a lot.
Overturning the idea just now, Huang Haiming began to conceive new ideas again, whether it is successful or not, it is always right to have his own ideas, a novel, isn't it in the continuous overthrow and improvement?
Since the title of the novel is "Immortality and Impermanence", it is impossible to change the theme of immortality, and many unrealistic ideas must be discarded.
The protagonist Zhong Shan seeks immortality and immortality, what about his relatives? Maybe with time, they will grow old one by one, friends will die one by one, and Taoist couples may also go before him.
The road to immortality must be lonely, this is the price, and this is also something that must be endured if you want to live forever.
Yes, that's it, Huang Haiming did not move, deleted, modified and changed, trying his best to write the process of seeking immortality sad, it is impossible to be too beautiful, and it is even more impossible for one person to ascend to heaven.
What would be the most terrifying thing a modern person who has traveled through the past to face? Huang Haiming thought about it more than once.
Exercises? No, what is the dynasty afraid of? Survive? Since he is the protagonist, he will definitely live.
Maybe there is only time, for him with modern thoughts, decades, hundreds, thousands, tens of thousands of years, I shudder to think about it.
Time is merciless!
Zhong Shan, in the end, is destined to be alone, and he is lonely!
This is Huang Haiming's setting, abusing the master? No, it's just the path he chose, just a little more real.
Immortal Dao? Xianxia? Live forever?
It must be lonely in the end! (To be continued......)
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