Chapter 23: Be Yourself
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Life must be full of joy, life must be frustrated, life must be drunk, life must be drunk, life must be drunk, life is at most happy for a hundred years, drunk it 36,500 times.
When Huang Haiming saw that "Super Player of Online Games" was at the top of the list of new book monthly tickets, he suddenly had a feeling of wanting to drink and get drunk.
As a man, in middle school, he was burdened with the expectations of his parents and family, studied hard and hard, hoping to be admitted to a good high school, and then when he was in high school, he hoped to be admitted to a good university under the eager eyes of the teacher, and one day he would become a talent early, and when he graduated from college, he needed to worry about work, was busy dealing with various interpersonal and social things, struggled outside wearing a mask, and could only show his tired body and mind when he came home at midnight, and when he was older, he had to worry about getting married and having children, and he had no money to get married. If you don't have an engagement, will your daughter marry you, after a lot of hard work, you will be completely tied up by the cage of the city, buy a house and repay the loan, it will take half a lifetime, your children go to school, and even kindergarten can drive people crazy, not to mention from elementary school to college. It's hard to be a man.
There are many men in this world who can live for themselves, but women are different, they live for their parents when they are young, they live for their husbands when they grow up, and then they live for their children, whether they are happy or not, there are too many things to worry about, and it is not easy for women to work hard to manage an image.
Huang Haiming smiled self-deprecatingly, he was moaning without illness again, Huang Haiming shook his head, went to the bathroom to wash his face, and looked at the weather outside, the rain had stopped, but it was mixed with this subtle wind, which scratched the scorching heat of summer.
At about half past seven, Zheng Zaihong returned to the dormitory from the classroom, without too many words, Huang Haiming simply and directly said that tonight the dormitory will go out to drink, I have a treat, in the surprised eyes of the three Huang Haiming pointed to the computer and said: "The new book has reached the first place on the monthly ticket list, there is a bonus of 10,000 yuan this month, whether to go or not, I will have a treat tonight, and I will not wait for it." ”
"Go and go, who said no, it's rare that the third child actually started drinking, it should be the first time we've known each other for so long." Zheng Zaihong hurriedly interjected.
Ren Tianqi and Ye Wudao didn't have any opinions, the four of them went to a hotel not far from the school on the night when the moon was dark and windy, without too many requests, no one brought women, just men drank with each other and talked about their love. This is the first time Huang Haiming drank since he went to college, Huang Haiming drank not much or small, but he was not used to drinking beer, he felt that there was no taste, just a little bitter, but he didn't dare to drink more liquor, and finally asked for the old Tsingtao beer in both compartments.
Under the influence of alcohol, Huang Haiming was not drunk, but his mind became more and more sober, at about 10 o'clock, the four men helped each other back to the bedroom, there was no too much words, just laughed at each other and went to sleep, but Huang Haiming did not sleep, but walked to the computer desk by himself and pondered for a minute and then began to code words, at this time Huang Haiming's mood was very good, his head was sober, but his hands were not usually very sharp, a little drunk, a little sober, plus a faint blur, Huang Haiming's thoughts were flying, All kinds of whimsical ideas are automatically generated between the fingers, light and light, and drunk, as if he is Li Xunhuan in "Super Player of Online Games", it is the flying knife, dim, ordinary, but extremely sharp, a knife that breaks the sky, slashes the soul and destroys the soul, and it is like Linghu Chong fighting the sword world, a Qingfeng sword,
A pot of turbid wine, the rivers and lakes laughed, who knows the end of the world, the world is upright, and the mighty eternal Changchun.
Unconsciously, Huang Haiming entered the state of 'imaginative skills' again, and his pen became a life, and every word was natural. There is nothing deliberately carved, elegant and self-sufficient, like a cloud in the water, drifting with the wind, no goal, no purpose, just drifting and floating with the feeling in your heart, swimming and swimming.
The night sky, the bright moon, the stars, the turbid wine, the ancient sword, the bauhinia, the mountain, the people.
Xu Wei was alone under the moon, and the beautiful woman by the bridge smiled. The water under the bridge is leisurely, and the fish are floating in the water.
Red dust is like a dream, the years are dustless, it is rare to laugh in the world, and it is rare to get drunk in the world.
The next day, early in the morning, Huang Haiming was habitually awake very early, looking at the faint mist outside the window, illusory and realistic, unable to see through, Huang Haiming walked silently on the campus, his eyes were bright, his eyes were clear, jogging alone, running little by little to complete the set goal. Huang Haiming still released the new chapter of the novel on time at 6 o'clock today, without delay or delay.
When Huang Haiming saw the book review area, sentence by sentence of comments and discussions, one by one support, the illusory and unreal situation in his heart completely disappeared, Huang Haiming couldn't help but think that he was too deep into the novel, no matter what, that feeling was really magical.
Huang Haiming then looked at the situation of the new book monthly ticket list, "Super Player of Online Games" is still ranked first, and there is a long distance from the second place, especially after the release of the novel last night, many book friends are involuntarily brought into the artistic conception of it, and they have voted for monthly tickets one after another, and they continue to recommend votes and collect this book without conditions.
The sun slowly rises from the sky, until it gets farther and farther away, through the clouds, shining on the earth, the feeling of warmth slowly rises, today is the day of the opening ceremony, everyone must participate, Huang Haiming is no exception, and his roommate appeared on the playground on time, each class is divided into two teams for men and women, Huang Haiming stood at the back, there is a feeling of looking down on the panorama, this qiē good words in his pen, do whatever you want. The long queue was far away, and many people had mobile phones, newspapers and magazines in their hands, for fear of dozing off, and they had experienced countless boring and boring ceremonial gatherings since the first day of school
Everyone expects to hear something new on this occasion, and now I am afraid that elementary school students know the truth of shooting the first bird. Sure enough, the stereotypical leader's speech, the boring freshman speech, thousands of people were drowsy, and the counselor also understood and ignored these absent-minded students.
Near the end, a little old man walked up to the podium, the leaders on the stage didn't know what was going on, they all stood up and gave up their seats, which made the students in the audience finally sober up a little and began to pay attention to the situation on the stage, the old man was dressed plainly, a pair of black-backed and white-edged cloth shoes, did not hold the preparatory draft in his hand, walked to the stage, tepid, coughed twice; "I don't want to speak for anyone today, but I just want to say a few words to the thousands of new students as a teacher who has been rooted in the school for 30 years and is leaving."
The old man's voice was not very loud, but it was very fresh, and more than 2,000 people in the audience could hear it. There was a whisper from the audience.
"Frankly speaking, this school is not a university where you can win applause and envy if you say it, I don't know how many of the more than 2,000 freshmen are proud, and they can be happy after nine hundred and eighty-one difficulties, and I don't know how many are depressed, just mix a diploma, and then go to society, give those famous school students to start, run errands and serve tea and water, for this I still have some heart to say, there is only one end in people's lives, but there are many, from the birth of the mother's womb is the first, This water can't be denied, the next elementary school to junior high school, junior high school to high school and two more, and then many people in advance of high school to college as the end of life, I want to say, this is a very irresponsible behavior, after the age of 18 you can not be responsible for your parents, but you at least learn to start to be responsible for yourself. ”
"To be honest, I think everyone can go to the library to borrow a few books every semester, but they are all books other than textbooks, and the books that make you desperately read in the university classroom are not very useful books, and only what you are willing to chew and reflect on is the spiritual wealth that affects your life. As an ordinary farmer's child, 30 years of teaching and educating people to this day only proves one thing, even if it is a toad, as long as it enriches itself for decades, there will always be a day when you jump out of the pond and eat swan meat. Swan meat can make peaches and plums all over the world, shining brightly, and hugging beauties, or it can become a writer, even if it is an online writer. ”
"Here, you may ask why such an inconspicuous school requires us to work hard, yes, this school has neither the overcrowded buildings of Chinese universities, nor the masters of many years of collective indifference by Chinese universities, why?"
The old man was silent for a moment, then pointed to himself, and then to the audience, "By himself"
The audience was silent, and the old man returned to a relaxed smile, and said with a smile, "I'm sorry for delaying your time to play with your mobile phone, read the newspaper and listen to music." ”
Some people may think for a short time, and then fade away in time, and return to the old self, but Huang Haiming remembers it all.
Be myself.
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