213. No one but you

Mrs. Cheng walked for a long time, but Yun Ying still sat in a daze, not moving. Tears, as a matter of course, welled up in his eyes, slid down his cheeks, and gradually wet his face......

On this day, she knew that sooner or later it would come.

She didn't have children, and it is impossible for her to be indifferent forever when she starts a family, and she can't really let Ziluo have no offspring. When Mrs. Cheng came back with Hongxiang, Yun Ying's heart already counted, and she had already made all the mental preparations.

However, when the day really came, I thought that my husband was about to be with another woman. The heart is so unbearable, so sour, and so painful......

Cheng Ziluo didn't come back very late that day, he remembered Yun Ying everywhere he went, and as soon as the matter was done, he hurried back to the capital.

When I returned to the General's Mansion, the General's Mansion had just had dinner.

Cheng Ziluo walked into the hall and saw Hongxiang sitting in the hall chatting with Mrs. Cheng, but he didn't see Yun Ying. He knew that Yun Ying must have gone back to the room first, said hello to Mrs. Cheng and the others, and walked towards his and Yun Ying's residence.

Pushed open the door and walked in, and sure enough, I saw Yun Ying sitting quietly in the room, as if she was thinking about something.

"Yun Sakura, I'm back." Cheng Ziluo shouted softly.

Yun Ying was awakened by his shout, recovered from her dazed thoughts, turned her head to look at Cheng Ziluo, and smiled reluctantly: "Ziluo, you came back so early today, I thought you would come back in the middle of the night." ”

"Hehe, I'm hanging on you, I'll come back early when I'm done." Cheng Ziluo said with a smile, but at a glance he saw the tears on Yun Ying's face that he had time to wipe away, and his brows couldn't help frowning: "Yun Ying, what's wrong?" What's the matter? ”

"It's nothing, Ziluo, have you eaten it?" Yun Ying said softly, unnaturally avoiding Cheng Ziluo's inquiring and concerned gaze.

"I've eaten outside." Cheng Ziluo walked over, picked up her tear-stained face, and asked in a deep voice: "Yun Ying, don't hide it from me, you must have something, otherwise, why would you cry?" ”

Yes, after he came back this time, he and Yun Ying were in love and sweet, and Yun Ying hadn't shed tears like before for a long time. Today, she cried again, what's wrong? Naturally, Cheng Ziluo's heart was pinched all of a sudden.

Cheng Ziluo asked with concern, Yun Ying's heart felt even more sour, and tears could no longer be suppressed.

She threw herself into Cheng Ziluo's arms, crying and said, "Ziluo, I miss you so much......"

"Hehe, didn't I come back?" Cheng Ziluo smiled with relief, wiped the tears from Yun Ying's face with his fingers, and said softly: "Don't cry, it won't look good if you cry again." ”

Yun Ying leaned on Cheng Ziluo's arms and cried for a while, Cheng Ziluo kept patiently comforting her, and she finally stopped her tears, took Cheng Ziluo's hand and said, "Ziluo, I have something to tell you." ”

"What's the matter?" Cheng Ziluo hugged her and sat down on the bench and asked.

Yun Ying cried when she saw him like this, he already felt that something was wrong, and sure enough, something was wrong.

Yun Ying opened her mouth, but stopped again, and her eyes reddened again. She really didn't know how to say to Cheng Ziluo that he asked for Hongxiang, it was like something was blocked in her throat, and she couldn't open her mouth.

"What the hell is going on?" Cheng Ziluo was anxious and asked.

"Ziluo, I can't give you a baby, I'm so useless......" Yun Ying finally spit out a sentence and cried again.

"Yun Ying, it's okay, it's okay. I don't care about that, it's not your fault, as long as you're by my side, it's okay if you don't have children. Really, I don't care, don't be sad about it. Cheng Ziluo hurriedly hugged her tightly and comforted her with kind words.

"However, you can't start a family without a ......" Yun Ying sobbed intermittently, and finally made up her mind to say it: "Ziluo, I actually want to tell you today, I'm like this, I'm afraid I won't give birth, but you can't just because I won't be a father for the rest of my life, so, so, ...... You'd better ask for another concubine's room. My mother has already found a good person for you, it is Hongxiang. You ...... early Put away the red incense, don't always hang on me, you guys round the house early......"

"Yun Ying, is this what my mother asked you to tell me?" Cheng Ziluo's face changed, and he interrupted her words by furrowing his brows.

"It's not...... It's what I want to say, and finding Hongxiang is also something that my mother and I discussed. Ziluo, I can't give birth, and I should find you a concubine. These days, you go to Hongxiang first, and then ......come back when she is pregnant with a child," Yun Ying paused and said in one breath.

"Yun Ying, do you really think so? Do you really want me to marry Hongxiang and go to Hongxiang every day? Cheng Ziluo interrupted Yun Ying's words again, his face covered with gloom.

"Ziluo, I can't have children, I can't let the family come to you after it is broken......" Yun Ying said, tears welling up again.

"However, you know that you are the only one in my heart, how can I leave you to be with Hongxiang?" Cheng Ziluo grabbed Yun Ying's shoulder, stared at her tightly and asked, "Yun Ying, did you think that I would be sad if you asked me to marry another woman like this?" ”

"Ziluo, I can't help it, what can I do? I also don't want you to be nice to other women, and the thought of you being with Hongxiang makes me so uncomfortable. However, I can't watch that after starting a family, my mother won't allow us to continue like this. Now, only if you marry Hongxiang can you solve these problems......" Yun Ying fell into Cheng Ziluo's arms, crying silently.

"I knew it meant to be a mother. Yun Ying, they must have wronged you, right? Cheng Ziluo hugged Yun Ying's body trembling from crying, and a trace of obvious anger flashed in his eyes.

"No, no, my mother and father are very good to me......" Yun Ying quickly said.

"It's not good for them to say these things in front of you!" Cheng Ziluo said upsetly, it's painful enough for a woman to not be able to have a child, and they are still like this, aren't they pouring salt on Yun Ying's wounds?

"My mother is kind, Ziluo, I can understand my mother's feelings. It's me who is not good, if I can give you a few children, even if it is only one, then there will be nothing. But I'm so useless......" Yun Ying said in a low voice, her face full of sadness.

"It's not your fault. Yun Ying, I don't blame you, don't blame yourself like this. In my heart, you are better than anyone else, I said that I only love you alone, and this will never change. Whether I have children or not, I only love you, and as long as you are, I will never marry another woman. Cheng Ziluo said solemnly and firmly.

"Ziluo ......" Yun Ying was moved and uneasy for a while, snuggled tightly on Cheng Ziluo's chest, crying breathlessly.

"Yun Ying, don't be sad, I really won't marry Hongxiang, do you still want me to swear?" Cheng Ziluo sighed deeply and kissed her tears with pity: "Don't cry anymore, you cry so much that my heart is going to break." ”

"Ziluo, however, you can't really have children, my mother has always wanted you to ...... with Hongxiang" Yun Ying's heart was comforted a lot, but she still had to face this problem in front of her.

"I just don't want kids! I'm going to make it clear to my mother, so that she doesn't have to worry about it again! Cheng Ziluo said angrily, stood up and walked out the door.

"Hey, Ziluo, don't go to your mother to say this, this will only make your mother dislike me even more." Yun Ying hurriedly grabbed him and said eagerly.

"Yun Ying, you tell me the truth, when I was not at home, did you suffer a lot? Mother is much better to Hongxiang than to you, isn't she? Cheng Ziluo turned around and looked at Yun Ying's tearful face distressedly.

In the days since he came back, he has already realized that his mother is very cold and picky about Yun Ying, but on the contrary, she is very protective of Hongxiang. He had been dissatisfied for a long time, but he just endured it without having a seizure.

But today, thinking of his beloved woman for so long, I don't know how many grievances and cold treatment he has suffered in his family? Cheng Ziluo couldn't bear it anymore, he had to make it clear to his father and mother that in this life, he decided that as long as Yun Ying was a woman. They embarrassed Yun Ying, just to make him feel bad.

"No, I've always been fine. It's just that I don't like to talk as much as Hongxiang, I spend less time with my mother, and Hongxiang is much more capable than me, and my mother should like Hongxiang more......" Yun Ying said in a low voice, but her expression was stunned and lost.

"Yun Ying, don't say it, I know everything, I'll go find my mother." Cheng Ziluo said, took Yun Ying's hand holding his sleeve tightly, and walked out the door.

"Ziluo, don't go, it's even worse if you go!" Yun Sakura shouted anxiously behind him.

"But I will never marry Hongxiang, I must make this matter clear to my mother, so that she will not have such thoughts again!" Cheng Ziluo turned around and said a word, turned around and strode away.

Cheng Ziluo came to the hall of the General's Mansion, and it was still Hongxiang who was sitting there with Mrs. Cheng, and the two of them were chatting affectionately.

Seeing Cheng Ziluo coming over at this time, Mrs. Cheng and Hongxiang were a little surprised.

A trace of shy joy passed over Hongxiang's face, and she stood up and shouted, "Brother Ziluo." ”

Cheng Ziluo ignored her, walked directly in front of Mrs. Cheng, and said with a solemn face: "Mother, I have something to tell you." ”

"What's the matter?" Mrs. Cheng saw her son's face black, and knew that her daughter-in-law must have told him something, so she frowned and asked.

"Mother, Brother Ziluo, then I'll go first." Hongxiang was very well-behaved, and immediately said goodbye to them and left the hall first.

"What are you going to say?" Mrs. Cheng stared at her son tightly and asked unhappily.

"Mother, don't mention the matter of letting me take a concubine in the future. I have long said that I don't want anyone in this life except Yun Ying. Cheng Ziluo said in a firm tone.

"Then you can watch the family break up in your lifetime and be indifferent?" Mrs. Cheng's heart was blocked, and she asked coldly.