Bo Li and Mei Li really don't have a zài and what should be a zài.

The only thing that can form a contradiction is naturally the lotus seed, originally, they are not a contradiction, and the problem is that Mei Li's own feelings are very unstable.

Unstable dìng arrived, she wanted to die......

Yes, Melly wants to kill herself, and that's how Melly has been in her mental state lately.

She is very worried, will she one day break out again like that time in the past, the last time, Lianzi died for her, so this time, only Bo Li is left by her side, so will Bo Li encounter the same fate?

Although Bo Li herself said that there was no problem, but she couldn't think so, although she could stay calm when she was an outsider, but every time she saw Bo Li who had recently started to take care of herself, her heart was even heavier and more painful.

She still remembers Lianzi's confession before she died, and she also knows how she killed Lianzi.

She also saw that her own ability, Lianzi was right, her own ability, slowly from the realm of seeing to the realm of control, and with the change at this time, Mei Li felt more and more dangerous.

She can control her own ability, and she can even feel the existence of the original female voice.

She panicked, she was afraid, she didn't know what to do, she was afraid that when she woke up one day, Hakuri had already been killed by herself, so she thought of death.

But she was very scared, she found that compared to the lotus seed, she was really timid, she couldn't control her feelings at all, and she held the knife for a long time, but she didn't dare to stab her heart.

She really didn't want to be like this, she was afraid that after she closed her eyes, she would never see Bo Li again, never see the lotus seed again, and never ...... again

There is no way to live anymore.

She was afraid of death, she didn't know how Lianzi had the courage to stand in front of her and become a sacrifice, why such a dangerous thing, she could not hesitate, but she couldn't, she was so timid, at the beginning Lianzi called herself the almighty Miss Meili, but now it seems that she doesn't even have one-third of the courage and wisdom of Lianzi......

I'm just a useless fool, a useless waste, I can't help anyone, I can only cause trouble......

Thinking of these things, Melly's heart aches even more, and her mood becomes even heavier, but this qiē is not a reason for her to summon up the courage to face herself.

No matter how much she thought about it, no matter how much she regretted it, she couldn't muster up the courage to hurt herself, and it wasn't until that moment, when Hirori pushed the door in, that she suddenly realized what she was missing.

Then, her frightened and frightened colleague, without hesitation, picked up the knife and stabbed herself in the chest, and then, she was stopped by Borei.

Bo Li stopped her, rushed to her side quickly, and directly slapped the knife, the blade pulled away Bo Li's arm, so that a huge blood hole appeared on that hand, and pulled up a big piece of skin, connected to the flesh and bones, looking at it felt very painful, Bo Li's face did not change, but Mei Li's face became more ugly, she didn't expect that she couldn't even do such a thing as suicide.

She immediately wanted to find something to help Bo Li bandage, and she forgot about suicide for a while, but at that time, Bo Li hugged her directly.

"It's okay, Melly, it's okay, Melly."

He hugged her so tightly and comforted her: "With me, Melly, you'll be fine, don't be like this......"

He kept comforting Melly, hugged her tightly, and hugged her deeply in his arms.

This kind of happiness is something that Melly has never had before, but after a while, she feels extremely shameful, because her happiness is based on the death of her best friend.

Moreover, the person who kills the person is herself, and she kills her, but she lets her most important boyfriend take care of herself.

And now, she is still happy because of this, Mei Li hated herself for not fighting at the same time, but also began to feel that her mood was even more chaotic, even if she was an expert in psychology, she couldn't control her ups and downs at this moment, in an instant, she began to be a little chaotic again, she said: "Let go of me, it's only been so long, have you forgotten the lotus seed!" ”

She couldn't believe that she could say such a thing.

And Boli was stunned as if she had been struck by lightning, and slowly let go of her hand, her body was like a stiff fossil, but she also slowly took a step back.

Melly looked at him, her heart was like ashes, her face was desolate, she didn't know what was going on in her head at the time, and the words she said must be the stupidest line in her life: "Are you pitying me...... Shouldn't you hate me......"

"I don't hate you......," replied Borei, "Merry, it's my fault, it's not yours, so don't ...... it."

"I've had enough!"

“……”

"I'm fed up, Lianzi asked you to take care of me, that's why you will take care of me, right, in fact, you want me to die, right!"

"No, it's not ......" Bori wanted to explain, but after just two waves of his arm, he put it down a little helplessly.

"......" Melly's heart was even more sad, she felt even more that she was simply the most shameless person, the most despicable, and at such a time, she poured salt on other people's wounds.

"You leave me alone......"

"Leave me alone!"

She roared, covered her ears, and closed her eyes.

It wasn't until the sound of the door closing that she looked up again.

The knife was flapped aside by Bo Li and nailed to the wooden board, and half of the blade had already penetrated into it, which showed how hard Bo Li was at that time.

On the ground, there was a pool of blood, some of which were splashed on Melly's clothes.

All the way to the door...... It also disappeared between the cracks of the door.

Melly just sat there stupidly, unable to hold back her tears.

"Ahh

A miserable scream, but he couldn't discharge the heart-rending pain in his heart, as if the whole body, in an instant, no longer belonged to him, and those things had become parts that didn't matter.

Only the figure that slowly disappeared lingered in her heart, which made her heart ache again.

But now, she suddenly has no desire to die.

It's funny to say, it's like acting, but now, all she has left is cold.

It's like you're dead.

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This story Mei Li said was extremely plain, but Bai Lian's eyes jumped several times after hearing it.

Melly almost died, and Melly and Bori had a quarrel, it was such a fierce thing......

"Well, Hirorei-sama ...... him."

"I went to him later...... I want to apologize, but ...... The others are gone...... "Melly said, covering her face and burying it deeply, her voice a little weak, with a little crying, "Is he ...... Will never come back......"

It was really more painful than anything else, and it was a pity that I really deserved to die.

Bai Lian looked at Mei Li, although she couldn't empathize, but the sadness was transmitted, and she felt that she should do something.

Then, she hugged Melly.

"Although...... I can't be your best friend, and I can't replace any of them...... But Miss Melly, at this time, it's better to cry......"

"I don't have anything else, but if it's just a shoulder that wants to cry, it's okay at any time." Bai Lian continued, "Lord Boli will definitely come back, he is a person in charge, and he will never leave Miss Merry alone...... I'm afraid he blamed himself somewhere...... He must have felt that he had failed to take good care of you, and he had not fulfilled the promise of the lotus seeds. ”

I have to say that Bai Lian still knows Bo Li quite well because that person is that kind of personality.

After listening to Melly's story, Bai Lian was even more sure that Bo Li would definitely not leave Melly at such a time, even if it was death, he could do it, not to mention, just because of some words.

It's just that the trauma given by lotus seeds is too great.

That's why he couldn't face Melly.

"Cry, Miss Melly...... When you're a little better, I'll go with you to Lord Borei. ”

Bai Lian continued to comfort.

And Melly couldn't take it anymore.

She had had enough, and the days of such a person could no longer be endured.