Returning to his room from Moqian Villa late at night, what awaited Luo Shao was the boundless silence, so quiet that it made people's hearts empty.

Turning on the light and looking at the empty room, Luo Shao's heart was as uncomfortable as a knife.

After Luo Nian was taken away by his parents, he felt even more lonely.

When you are alone, such loneliness is like a raging black ocean, which is enough to swallow people and drown them all.

Closing the door, Luo Shao took off his coat, climbed into bed, and hugged the pillow beside him.

This snow-white pillow was pillowed by Lu Xinyue before her death, and on it, the breath exclusive to her has become weaker and weaker because of time, but he is reluctant to wash it, in the cold night, when he is alone, this pillow with her breath has become his only tranquilizer.

It was as if he would die without it, and only by holding this pillow could he feel at ease.

"Lu Xinyue, Lu Xinyue, now everyone is happy, I am the only one left, I am still so lonely, I miss you so much, if you can come back, how good would it be?" Luo Shao hugged the pillow tightly, tears raining down.

Obviously, she has been gone for a long time, but as long as he thinks of her, he still bursts into tears.

Knowing that she had left this world, he always fantasized that she could appear again and be reborn like the characters in the novel.

However, a novel is a novel, and the characters in the novel can be reborn, but in reality, they can't at all, and the miracles in the novel don't happen in real life at all, in the real world, if you lose it, you will lose it forever.

After losing, it will not make any sense to cherish it again, in this world, there is no regret medicine to sell.

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The next day, early in the morning, Luo Shao woke up early, he washed up as usual, and then, after a simple breakfast, drove the car, and went to the old house.

It is the rush hour of work, the road is scary, the whole road, like an endless sea of cars, when the traffic jam, he is irritable with one hand grasping the steering wheel, the other hand, smoking a cigarette, casually.

In the smoke, that pale face looked particularly melancholy.

After Lu Xinyue left, the sunshine had completely left his world, and in him, he could no longer find a little shadow of the past, and now, looking at him so quietly, who could have imagined that he was once a playboy in the game world, who would have thought that he was so arrogant and presumptuous.

Lu Xinyue's departure really changed him too much.

The sea of cars surged forward little by little, and his thoughts also flowed forward little by little......

After being stuck in traffic for a whole hour, he arrived at the old house.

Pushing open the door, I heard Xiao Luo Nian's babbling cry, such a cry added a bit of popularity to the beautiful morning.

Luo's mother was sitting in the living room carefully coaxing herself to love her grandson, her face full of love.

Seeing Luo Shao enter the door, she glanced at Luo Shao, and then continued to coax her grandson.

Luo Shaoying stepped forward with a smile, melted his tired and sad face, sat next to Luo's mother, took Luo Nian, hugged him tightly, kissed his forehead, the little guy seemed to be sensible, immediately stopped crying, and began to babble and mumble something constantly.

Looking at the child who looked like Lu Xinyue, the corners of Luo Shao's mouth unconsciously raised slightly.

Luo's mother sighed, patted Luo Shao's shoulder, looked at the cute little Luo Nian, and said: "child, it's been so long, you should let go, don't always be entangled in the past, in the afternoon, it's better to go on a blind date, Mom found you a good girlfriend, you go to meet, meet different people, and divert your attention." ”

Recently, looking at Luo Shao's appearance, Luo Mu really wished he was the playboy who had no troubles before, at least, he was happy and simple without worries.

Luo Shao took a deep breath, looked at Luo's mother, and replied seriously: "Don't go." ”

"There are some things that should be let go, and you have to learn to let go, huh?" Luo's mother spoke bitterly.

Luo Shao shook his head: "I'm afraid I can't let it go, hehe, I want to guard Lu Xinyue like jade." ”

"What can you do if you are as good as jade? If you go, you go, even if you are like a jade, you can't change anything, can you? Wake up, don't continue to be muddy, it's time to cheer up, be a good person, sometimes, Mom really would rather you be the playboy who didn't have any worries and only knew how to eat, drink and have fun, at least, at that time, you had no heart and lungs and were simple and happy......" Speaking of this, Luo's mother's tears fell.

Luo Shao smiled bitterly: "I, I'm afraid I'll never be able to go back." Those youthful and frivolous times have gradually drifted away from me. ”

Luo's mother grabbed Xiao Luo Nian's hand: "Don't think about yourself, you have to think about this child, he always needs a mother to take care of him, he always needs maternal love, and he always needs a complete family." ”

"In the second half of our lives, it's good that the two of us depend on each other......" Luo Shao lowered his eyes, and his fingers gently touched Luo Nian's chubby little face, his movements were gentle as if he was sweeping the ashes for agitation, and his eyes were full of doting and fatherly love.

"............" Then, Luo Mu was also silent.

What kind of character her son is, she knows very well, as long as he determines one thing, then he will definitely stick to it all the time, even if he hits the south wall and breaks the blood, as long as he still thinks it is right, then he will not look back.

If time can be turned back, she must not force him to be with Lu Xinyue, if there is no compulsion at that time, then, will her son not have a deep intersection with Lu Xinyue, if there is no deep intersection, then now her son will be happier and sunnier.

In the past, she always disliked Luo Shao's frivolity and heartlessness, and she always hoped that her son could be as stable and quiet as others.

However, when her son really became what she hoped for, she began to miss the former him again.

In the world, all mothers are the same, they all hope that their children can be happy and have a worry-free life.

The most painful thing is to watch your children feel uncomfortable.

"Mom, I'll take him home." Luo Shao got up and wrapped Luo Nian tightly.

Luo Mu nodded: "Well, feed him again in a while." ”

Luo Shao nodded: "Well, I know, I'll go first." ”

He turned and walked away quickly.

Looking at his thin back, Luo Mu let out a long sigh......

Then, again, the whole world fell silent.