Chapter 311: Self-blame
"Enemy troops? What enemy troops? Could it be that you've got into trouble with some terrible opponent? ”
Song Qinghui only thought that the two were joking, but Xu Huixin was different, she had already vaguely felt something, so she was very sensitive to Ma Yunxiang's words.
Ma Yunxiang was stunned, and then planned to shake her head to deny it, but Yin Xiuyu gently pressed the back of her hand, looked up at Xu Huixin, who was sitting on the other side of Ma Yunxiang, and said, "We have been hiding this from you, because we are afraid that you will also be involved." ”
Song Qinghui's face changed greatly: "No, no, isn't it an accident that you were injured?" Ruexiang, you're a policeman, you won't mess with any high-ranking officials, right? ”
Xu Huixin's face was also ugly, but there was still a trace of relief and relief in her eyes.
Song Qinghui and Xu Huixin both stared at Yin Xiuyu, waiting for her explanation.
Ma Yunxiang also looked at Yin Xiu in confusion, not understanding why she suddenly said this, isn't she afraid of involving these two sisters now? This is clearly not over yet, unless
Ma Yunxiang's face suddenly changed when she thought of this: "Why hasn't Yang Xiaofan come back yet?" Does it take that long to buy a breakfast? ”
Xu Huixin was stunned, she didn't understand why Ma Yunxiang suddenly talked about Yang Xiaofan again, but looking at her nervous face, it was obvious that she was not nervous about breakfast, but worried about Yang Xiaofan, Xu Huixin sighed in her heart, could it be Yang Xiaofan's turn next?
Song Qinghui was still a little unclear, and looked at Xu Huixin whose face had changed greatly inexplicably, and then fixed her confused gaze on Ma Yunxiang's face, but Ma Yunxiang looked at Yin Xiuyu deadly.
Yin Xiuyu, who was sitting in a wheelchair, had dark eyes and slightly red eye circles, but in an instant, she smiled again, laughed softly, and said softly in a slightly nasal voice: "He may do what he thinks he should do." ”
Ma Yunxiang wanted to sit up from the hospital bed with her hands propped up, but this violent movement touched the wound. She couldn't help but snort in pain, Xu Huixin hurriedly reached out to support her, and then let her lie back down.
"You, why didn't you stop him?"
Xu Huixin and Song Qinghui looked at Yin Xiuyu together, and Yin Xiuyu smiled sadly: "Ruxiang, we have done our best, Xiaofan is a man, we can't protect him forever, so what will he think in his heart?" ”
Ma Yunxiang's lips moved, but she didn't know what to say. Indeed, Yang Xiaofan is a man, when he watched his beloved and close friends face death threats one after another, what did he feel in his heart, Ma Yunxiang lowered her head silently, she already knew what it was like.
When she learned that Yin Xiuyu was injured, she felt pain and regret in her heart, hating that she couldn't replace her, and at the same time hating her own incompetence. Yang Xiaofan's feelings for Yin Xiuyu will only be deeper, and at that moment, the pain in his heart must be many times stricter than his own, after these things happened. How could Yang Xiaofan continue to hide behind the two women, watching the danger approach step by step.
"But"
Ma Yunxiang's voice was a little astringent, and she couldn't speak anymore after only saying two words.
Yin Xiuyu turned her head to look out the window, it was sunny outside, but the temperature was not high. There were faint clouds floating in the blue sky, and occasionally a plane crossed a silvery-white trajectory, as if it had slashed at the blue sky. White blood stains slowly faded across the blue sky.
"Wait, can you tell us what Yang Xiaofan is doing?"
Song Qinghui was confused by the conversation between the two, but looking at the expressions of these two people, what Yang Xiaofan went to do was probably not a good thing.
Xu Huixin's fists were subconsciously clenched tightly, as if a string in her heart was about to break if it was tightened, and she even had to be careful to breathe.
"Xiaofan just does what he wants to do, we can't keep him on a leash."
"What's that?"
Ma Yunxiang glared at Song Qinghui: "Don't ask, okay." ”
Song Qinghui was stunned for a moment, and then found that although Yin Xiuyu's face was smiling, her hands were tightly clasped on the armrests of the wheelchair, and the joints were a little pale because of the force, and if she looked carefully, she could see that her body was trembling slightly, Song Qinghui silently walked behind Yin Xiuyu, reached out and pressed her shoulder, Yin Xiuyu's head leaned back, her eyes closed and leaned on Song Qinghui's arms, and her nose moved because of her hard breathing.
There was silence in the ward for a while, and the nurse came in to change the potion once, and it seemed that she also sensed the strange atmosphere in the ward, and quickly slipped away.
Yin Xiuyu's love seemed to be much more stable, she subconsciously looked at the watch on Song Qinghui's wrist, Yang Xiaofan had been away for almost an hour, and he should have arrived home a long time ago, so what was the result? Why didn't he call himself yet?
Yin Xiuyu pinched the phone on her lap and struggled fiercely in her heart, Ma Yunxiang sighed and said, "Xiuyu, do you want Huixin to take a look?" ”
"No, I'm sure he'll give us an explanation."
"Believe? Can you believe it? ”
"Well, I believe, I believe it very much."
Ma Yunxiang nodded vigorously: "Okay, then I also believe him, if he doesn't give me an explanation this time, I will definitely make him look good, absolutely." ”
Yang Xiaofan had actually made up his mind a long time ago, he couldn't delay any longer, he didn't even investigate whether the accident was an accident or not, two of his closest people had been in a car accident one after another, this kind of thing Yang Xiaofan would never believe that it was an accident, he knew that no matter what kind of investigation results he obtained, he would not let himself believe that these two accidents were accidents.
In that case, why waste any more time.
Yang Xiaofan's heart seems to be gnawed by a lot of small insects, his cowardice and hesitation made him almost lose his dear wife and close friends, no matter what the facts Yang Xiaofan will blame himself for these responsibilities, the only way he can think of now is to face the metal ball, which is what he should face, not what Yin Xiuyu and Ma Yunxiang should bear, and now the consequences are all caused by Yang Xiaofan's timidity and hesitation, so he decided not to be timid anymore and not hesitate anymore, Although he didn't know what his fate would be, he knew what he would do if he didn't face it, and he couldn't afford to lose it.
Sending Yin Xiuyu to Ma Yunxiang and Song Qinghui, Yang Xiaofan went downstairs with peace of mind, looked back at the glass window, and the corners of Yang Xiaofan's mouth turned up slightly.
You've done enough, I'll do the rest.
From the hospital to his home, it was only half an hour's drive, Yang Xiaofan parked the car, and just in time to see Iron Claw basking in the sun on the lawn on the edge of the parking lot, he walked over slowly.
"Huh? How do you get home at this time? Looking for me? ”
"No, Ironclaw, why don't you be a house cat?"
"Well, what are you doing with this?"
"Just curious."
"Because every time you have more, you will have more burdens, more ties, I like freedom, there are always trade-offs, right?"
"Well, I see, you're right, but good luck do they think so too?"
Iron Claw looked at Yang Xiaofan vigilantly, and only after a while did he turn his gaze away and say, "They are for me, but now they are not lying in your house all day long?" ”
"Well, my wife likes the fourth child the most, and let the fourth child accompany my wife more in the future."
"What the hell are you trying to say? That's the fourth child's business, and I won't stop her from doing whatever she wants. ”
"Hehe, that's good, keep basking in your sun, there's a handsome scummy cat man peeping at you over there."
Iron Paw rolled her eyes, rested her head on her front paws, closed her eyes and continued to bask in her sun.
Yang Xiaofan smiled and walked along the forest path towards the distance, Iron Claw raised his head and looked at Yang Xiaofan's back: "How strange is this guy, well, a little sad feeling, it's really strange." ”
Yang Xiaofan said hello to the model security guard in the hallway, and then slowly got on the elevator, looking at the strange big mouth at the elevator door, Yang Xiaofan couldn't help but purse his lips and smile, thinking of the situation when he first saw this mouth, it was indeed a little funny, out of the elevator, I saw the shadow of the wind dog flashing in the corridor, and a few flying cockroaches panicked towards the crack of the neighbor's door, Yang Xiaofan smiled again.
opened the door and entered the house, Yang Xiaofan did not rush to get the box containing the metal balls, but slowly walked around the house and watched, the home was very tidy, this is the credit of Yin Xiuyu, who is slightly clean, as well as the plants in the corners and balconies, which were also brought by Yin Xiuyu, and the gradually increasing photos on the wall are the life photos of Yin Xiuyu and Yang Xiaofan and their parents.
The bits and pieces in the room are good memories, Yang Xiaofan found that he was really happy, speaking of which, in fact, he really has no regrets, think about the muddy self at the beginning, compared with now, is it too much for himself to get, what is not satisfied with him?
The only regret may be that I can't accompany Yin Xiuyu to grow old slowly, and I can't repay Ma Yunxiang's love debt.
If they are unfortunate this time, maybe it will eventually become their memory, and they will also silently recall the bits and pieces with themselves on a free morning? When the time comes, will they cry sadly, or will they cry happily?
The room was very quiet, the wall clock on the wall was ticking and counting the time that had passed, Yang Xiaofan, who was wandering in the long river of memory, finally came to the end of the river, he stood at the door of the bedroom, looking at the bedroom full of the life of the two, showing a gentle smile, and then slowly walked to the edge of the wardrobe, opened the door of the wardrobe, which was full of Yin Xiuyu's clothes, Yang Xiaofan reached out and stroked it, leaned forward, and sniffed the familiar fragrance hard.
Then, bending down, he found the ugly dark green small box in a shoe box, he hadn't touched it for a few days, it seemed that the box had become heavy, Yang Xiaofan frowned, and slowly opened the lid of the box, revealing the metal ball that shimmered with a strange metallic light inside. (To be continued......)