Chapter 41: Thank you for giving me another chance to water
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Human nature is complex.
It's just that there are more than 6 billion people, most of whom are ordinary people, and they don't have the opportunity to show them.
There is another reason, that is, when you are in the limelight, ordinary will also be set off as special, but Kim Taeyeon, the most popular captain of the Asian Heavenly Group Girls' Generation, is still the most unique storage zΓ i.
Cowardly, fleshy, introverted, dull......
But bold.
Is this a contradiction? Perhaps. That's why she's so unique, so special, so shining?
Near S.M, the car heard aside. Sweatshirt, walking slowly, under the streetlights.
Kicking the stones and bored, Kim Taeyeon suddenly saw the dark and unlit alley in front of her, and she unconsciously curved the corners of her mouth, because she remembered the love that she had walked in tremblingly, why was there no one to accompany her today, but she was still eager to try, but no, she was afraid......
Perhaps, it's because of a trance?
When we meet again, we still have such a burst of temper. Now you don't even give in to me?
Or is it because there are already people who have taken my place, and there are people who will be endless, giving you everything, and I couldn't give you a response before.
I was thinking about these when I was in that alley. The alley leading to the abandoned factory has been a little half a walk.
Exhaled a cool breath, looked up at the boundary between the waning moon and the crescent moon without clouds and sky, silently bowed his head, and walked forward again. There was silence, but there was no lack of light. It's just that this light is not a man-made street lamp, but the most beautiful and purest light source.
Moonlight.
Why? I will ignore him or even ignore him, and return the headphones. I don't respond myself.
Don't say a word?
Because of the moment of sudden encounter. Perhaps it was the closure of the world of spiritual self-communication, so that when she didn't know how to react, she simply didn't respond.
Maybe it's also gas. Angry he didn't say goodbye. Knowing that he is difficult. Knowing that he also endures a lot. But who hasn't taken it? Who is not difficult?
Sorting out the relationship, there is no definite relationship at all. Isn't tidying up just empty words?
But you can leave a table of meals that you can't eat, and just leave.
A person came, stirred up a qiΔ, and left something for me?
You're alone...... Went back again?
Or, is it the freedom that you longed for? If you can love it simply, break it, and break it completely. But the reason why I hope for it is because it is difficult to do it. If it's easy to do, why bother? She knew how fleshy her character was, and he had said it more than once.
If you don't love it simply, can you break it completely? At least, she wanted to try. She has such a fleshy stinky short body, she likes to hold everything in her heart, and now, she can moan without illness, not to mention!
Let alone...... It's really sad.
Looking at the alley where she had already walked more than halfway, Kim Taeyeon subconsciously rubbed her chest, and then inserted her pocket again.
There is no right or wrong, it's just that reality doesn't cooperate with us, I only have this way, because I know that I am not so free, so that I can act as if nothing has happened, and greet you casually, like an old friend who has reunited.
Headphones......
Kim Taeyeon chuckled suddenly, and the quiet and dark alleys around here looked particularly eerie.
If you let many Kim Taeyeon fans know, their goddess, in the middle of the night, alone, in an alley without street lights, walks down calmly...... And laughed out loud.
They must be crazy, and even think that this is unreasonable, this must be yy, this must be a plot that only appears in novels, TV series, or even supernatural themes.
Standing in front of the iron gate that hadn't changed much, Kim Taeyeon exhaled and looked inside.
The only one who has really walked into his heart is a stinky fat man. Besides, who really understands what kind of person Taeyeon they know?
Looking intently at the door, Kim Taeyeon pulled the corners of her mouth and did not jump in or climb. Just sit in the doorway, hugging your knees, and looking intently.
I'm the one who ignores you.
I was the one who didn't respond.
The beginning of contact was because of the headphones.
Should it end...... Also because of the headphones?
Sunny didn't tell herself, in fact, the former member's sister went to find you in a foreign land alone.
The first time she had an official showdown with me, I knew I was destined to lose. What's the use of having your heart's desire with me?
It's because I didn't protect it well, and it's because I finally know that your country has a long cultural heritage.
Because of that sentence, I finally understood the meaning.
"Who!? Who's there?! β
Kim Taeyeon was so frightened that she suddenly woke up and hid in the dark like a hamster for the first time.
Immediately, the light of the flashlight shone through, and through a little gap, you could see that two people who couldn't see their faces clearly but were in security uniforms walked by.
But just a spin and it stopped, and Kim Taeyeon could only hold her breath. She was glad she hadn't been discovered, complaining that they didn't seem to be going to leave right away.
"Whoever has it, it will be demolished tomorrow. Smoke a cigarette and go to bed in a circle. β
Suddenly, a sentence made Kim Tae-yeon's body tremble. She covered her mouth to prevent herself from screaming, because she wanted to finish listening to the conversation, at least, a cigarette for a while. She was familiar with how long it was.
"Finally, it's a relief. After looking at it for so long, tomorrow we will start the official tidying up and then break ground. β
"If you don't have to look here and you're out of work, you're afraid you wouldn't think so."
"It doesn't matter, what kind of good job is kept, and it's not the same everywhere?"
"That's right, but it's not that easy, is it? It's always night shifts, but at least it's not a hassle. No one steals anything here. You can't take it away if you want to. Sleep and get money, where can I find this job? β
"Come less. No one, you say? Someone came in more than a month ago. I touched it. β
"Mo?! jinjjaοΌοΌ Why didn't I listen to you?! β
"You work day shift and I work night shift, and when you see it, you just say hello, what do you say? Besides, people have also let go, and if I really say something, I'm making trouble for myself. β
"Put? Didn't report it, police? β
"What police? It's not stealing either. As you said yourself, if you want to move and sell it for money, you must at least use a crane. β
"Is it Lan Xiang's kind?"
(Hehe, hehe...... οΌ
"This is the last day. So you and I are on duty together. Otherwise, you may not be able to touch it. β
"Tear it down, just dismantle it. Seoul is getting more and more crowded, and every inch of land is at a premium. Not to mention how much this land is worth, it is too late for many people to grab it, it is estimated that it will be built into an office building and rented out, right? β
"I don't know. In short, what sells for money and what is built, right? You and I can't tell the difference. β
"Okay. It's easy anyway. After that, it will be forbidden to approach. Guarded by special personnel, and when construction begins, it will be fenced. β
"I'm done with my cigarettes. Take a walk around and go back to sleep. β
"By the way, there are indeed people coming here, and I saw a small tent, maybe the homeless people occasionally come in to live here."
"I don't think I can come in the future."
"Nonsense. It's winter, and you have to freeze to death when you come in. Still living? β
Kim Taeyeon bit her lip and slowly came out of the gloom. Why do these two people who don't know each other and can't see their faces clearly, Kim Taeyeon now thinks that they are worse than that stinky fat man, and they are bastards!
Is this what he, often called dog blood? Deliberately came here to smoke a cigarette, deliberately said this, that is, to listen to yourself, right?
On the contrary, Kim Taeyeon approached the door and looked inside. Trying to probe, she wanted to look in the direction of her shack. But I couldn't see it, and I was inexplicably angry, my eyes were red, and my lips were biting and my hands were white. I still can't see it.
She also has to thank these two. If she hadn't heard this today, she wouldn't have known that all these things she had were about to disappear and cease to exist.
years, many years. Such a unit of time, it turns out, is really not long.
With the passage of time, will any qiΔ eventually, disappear? Is this the most cherished reminder of your own memories?
What you don't have anymore, just remember, it's fine, right?
Kim Taeyeon suddenly pulled the corners of her mouth, took a breath, wiped her face, and slowly retreated, her eyes did not blink, even if they were blurred, she still had to look at the gate, slowly in her sight, becoming smaller, until, Kim Taeyeon, disappeared into the darkness.
Turned around and didn't look back, walked back, towards the light, and walked out of the alley.
It's still the same feeling, the darker it is, the closer it is often to what you cherish.
The brighter it is, the closer it is to the icy reality.
The stinky short body with tear stains drying is slow, and the steps are slow and brisk.
Free and easy, this is really longing.
Even if it is only for a moment, she can relieve a lot of unhappiness.
In fact, he clearly knows that he should now go and recover his lost qiΔ, the lost him. I want to congratulate him on the fact that his script was finally favored by Representative Han, and he will really display his talent in the future, at least he can really stand on his feet, in South Korea, his foreign land.
I clearly know that if I don't go to him now, I don't go to recover YiqiΔ, when he can really succeed, maybe the meaning is different. Obviously he should go now, but he is so fleshy, inexplicable, and stubborn, avoiding any response to him, not speaking, turning a blind eye, and not giving any contact.
Then at that time, it is only his own self-esteem that sues sΓΉ herself, and she, and will not let herself appear in his world again, intertwining his life.
What I want to endure has decided to break simply, I can endure it, the headphones are married, maybe I should remind myself at the moment when the headphones are thrown away again, to be thorough, in my awkward way. Putting an end to this qiΔ.
Finally stepped out of the light and re-entered the real world that belongs to me and belongs to me.
Kim Taeyeon curled the corners of her mouth and wiped away the last two lines of tears she shed for her previous experience intertwined with him.
Allow me, one last time I can't help it.
In fact, the moment I saw you today, I really seemed to say something to you.
"My Pikachu ......"
"Thin."
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