61. Right and False
Ah Chan sat alone on the bed, holding her legs tightly and resting her chin on her knees.
This sitting posture makes her look like a wounded hedgehog, a lonely self-claim.
At this time, there was an indescribable panic in Ah Zhan's heart, she found that she had changed, she had become extremely terrifying, this change always reminded her of the girl named Bai Ruolin she had seen, her delicate smile like a flower, and the pain in her heart that went deep into the bone marrow.
When he learned that the Black Federation had officially declared war on the White Tower, Aran did not worry about the peace of the people of the world, nor did he worry about the consequences of the war. Even Du Yuebai's worries are only a little bit.
And this news brought her the most direct insight that this must be a trap.
Declaration of war, letters. It's like a net that binds her somewhere. But this place seems to make her disappear in an instant.
It's such a selfish idea.
Aaron thought about a long, long time ago.
She fled freely with her mother, but rarely asked anything. Only once, she had asked her mother why they had to live each day in such fear. However, the mother's answer was beyond Azhan's expectations, and this answer pierced Azhan's heart for a long time after that.
"Because people need some goals, they spend a lot of time chasing us, and they don't do boring things. That's what my mother said at the time. When she said this, her face was full of brilliance, and her whole body was radiant.
In every subsequent escape, Aryan thought, I am only using my misfortune to maintain the happiness of some people.
Then the mother left.
Everyone thinks that her mother is dead, but Ah Chan sometimes wonders if she is just leaving, going to a certain place that Ah Chan does not know, and continuing to do something painful but happy.
Before leaving, her mother said this to Arnan.
"I've arranged for you for a long time, but this last choice is still up to you. "My mother's face is no longer beautiful, but she is still the god worthy of admiration in Ayan's heart.
Rebellion or silence in the end.
This is an eternal question in Ayan's mind. She buried it in her heart and almost forgot about it.
Later, when Ah Chan saw the beautiful sea god sacrifice in Tasroli, she believed that she was willing to sleep in loneliness forever for the sake of these stupid people.
But this time, she was reluctant to look for Du Yuebai because she was worried that she would die.
She didn't dare to think about what kind of mood Du Yuebai used to write these two words, on the contrary, she had already thought of how the main messenger behind her used a playful expression to condone the two words to Ah Zhan's hand.
Besides, what can you change if you go?
Ah Zhan spread out his hands.
Although she is a sea woman, she has no power, not even a surname.
Her mother never mentioned anything about her father, nor did she mention her last name, so after she left, Ah Xuan became completely superfluous in this world.
It's just that at this time, she never expected that her redundancy was just the beginning.
A trace of cold air rushed to his face, interrupting Ah Zhan's train of thought.
When she looked up, she found a young man in blue standing next to the bed. He stood in the moonlight, tall and slender like a phoenix's tail, and his eyebrows were completely faded in black.
"Why did you change your clothes?" asked Ah Zhan, who quickly hid her expression.
"I heard you talk about a man dressed in white, and I don't want to be like him. Just now I saw a beautiful woman in black again, and I didn't think she was as beautiful as her. I thought you looked good in blue, so I chose this color. Eileen replied.
It looks good in blue.
It seems that Tang Songluo also said this.
Ah Zhan was distracted for a while, and it took her half a while before she raised her head to look at him, and then nodded and said, "It's good-looking." ”
Yi Lin looked at her and laughed softly.
"What are you worried about?" asked Eileen.
He didn't seem to need an answer, but was relieved: "Ah Zhan, there is no such thing as right and wrong in this world. ”
Ah Zhan looked up at him, but he met a pair of black eyes, and a golden light flashed in the center of the eyes.
"Would you like to hear my story?" said Eileen suddenly.
"I have lived in this world for hundreds of years, and my father is proud of me, and he believes that I can succeed him and be the best guardian I can be. Until that day, the Master of Anxiety Relief came and took my Neidan. Irin sat in front of Ah Zhan, his tone calm.
"I could no longer be a leader, but I could not die, I could only struggle in untold pain, and then one day, a teenager came to Bloch. The boy brought me back to life. ”
"The father didn't want his son to be just a snake for the rest of his life, so he lied that I had cultivated the secret method and cultivated into a dragon body. But in fact, I'm not. I am no longer a serpent, nor am I a man. Yi Lin's eyes were faint, quiet and distant.
"He used the scales to renew my cultivation so that I could become a human body, and this human body was also taken from somewhere else. Yilin looked at Ah Zhan and said lightly.
In this way, he listened to Erin's account of how his father, the Emperor, had killed the poor mortals and robbed him of such a shell. He lived in a corpse, entrenched in the form of a serpent.
"There is no right or wrong in this world, I don't think my father is wrong, I am not wrong, that person is not wrong, and you are not wrong. Elin reached out and took Ayan's hand. His hands were cold, the warmth of a dead man.
Ah Zhan looked at the young man in front of him and nodded weakly.
"Also, you have to do the things in front of you well. The boy's voice was faint, as if he was about to disappear if he was not careful. There was a subtle touch in his palm, which made Ah Zhan moved. "I came with you for this matter, and after this matter, we will go to find my fate. ”
As if sensing something, Ah Zhan desperately grabbed the young man's hand, but felt his body become softer and softer.
"Now, I'll give you everything, and you must not deceive me. The boy looked up and smiled, his smile faint, but very pleasant. "I gave you a lifetime of cultivation, and you have to pay me back three bowls of blood. ”
When Elin said this, he collapsed into Ah Zhan's arms, and his last words were.
"I know the secret you told me. I also know a secret about you, and I'll tell you when I wake up. ”
When he had finished speaking, he fell asleep in Ayan's bosom and did not wake up again. His brow furrowed slightly, but the corners of his lips rose slightly, as if he were asleep.
And in the palm of Ah Zhan's hand, a sparkling dragon scale was slowly shining there.
Ah Zhan nodded as if determined. She settled Irin on the bed and buried her head in his neck. His body was so cold, but at this moment, she felt that each other was someone she could rely on.
The night came and went quietly, and no one noticed that the black-clad clouds stood in the courtyard, watching who left this silent mountain temple.