Chapter 590: An Explanation
Qingwen asked Cuihua:
"Sister Cuihua, in your mind, what kind of person is my eldest cousin?"
Sister Cuihua is also an open-mouthed person, and when she came up, she said:
"A man with a flamboyant bowel. ”
Hahaha, Qingwen was happy.
Inspector Conan, but he is famous, and the staff around him have an overview of him like this, it seems that he is a person with a rich private life.
Cuihua saw Qingwen laughing, and didn't feel that her words were offensive to her dead brother, so she naturally became more relaxed, at this moment, she didn't regard herself as a hired housekeeper, but a confidant sister. It can be seen that in this cold modern society, there are still some people who just do things emotionally based on feelings, rather than doing things on a business-like basis, which is what Qingwen got from observing Cuihuaer.
Cuihua said: "Your eldest cousin, it is his daily routine to touch flowers and grass, and it is difficult to talk about it." ”
"But ......," Cui Hua'er said this, and laughed first.
"But what, Sister Cuihua, please speak. "Qingwen is really protective and curious about this big cousin.
Cuihua said: "But if Inspector Conan is found out that he doesn't like to mess with flowers and grass at all, then the trouble will be even greater." “
"Why?" I don't know why, every statement of Cuihua'er can arouse Qingwen's strong curiosity.
"Because, Inspector Conan is too tender-faced, too handsome and chic, such a big man, if there are no scandals, then he should be judged by everyone, especially the media, as a NIANG cannon. ”
Qingwen suddenly realized, it turned out that in this developed world in this life, don't look at the surface is very glamorous, it seems that the happiness index is quite high, but in fact, there are still many people who have been defined by these so-called people with complex minds, multi-layered emotions, and diverse orientations.
For example, Conan, when others look bright, is their heart as rich and joyful as it appears on the outside, others look capable, and there are many times when they are close to collapse, and when others look at it when there should be many girls chasing, they can avoid many other struggles in their hearts.
Pushing himself and others, it is not easy for Conan to live, so it is possible that my Qingwen will also have a difficult life.
Qingwen is not trying to understand Conan in the eyes of others at this moment, but is using other people's evaluation of Conan to define her own position and possible development trend in this life at this moment.
It's just that the results of Qingwen's analysis are even more pessimistic.
In this life, in addition to the convenience of life, in fact, there is no place that must be better than the life of Nanzhou. For example, in this life, when it is cold and cold, there is heating in the house, but if you go back to the cabin in such weather in the Southern Zhou, you can gather the whole family who do not often communicate and talk because of the heating, and everyone can sit around the fire to chat, argue, and reconcile with others...... For another example, if there is any dispute in this life, it will be directly sued to the court to settle it, but in the Southern Zhou, as long as you find an aunt from the neighborhood committee to evaluate the theory, the aunt knows astronomy and geography, not only has a lot of facts based on things, but also has a lot of rules and regulations in the field of morality, can also use the ability to drown stars and the strength of public opinion to fundamentally restrain the parties, and there is no need to go to any court or lawsuit like this life.
When she thought about it like this, Qingwen became more and more nostalgic for the past life. She kept persuading herself, but don't fall into memories, live in painful memories, and can't accept her mission and role in this life, this is the rhythm of going to see a psychiatrist.
Hearing Cuihua say this, Qingwen actually had infinite sympathy for her eldest cousin Conan who had been in this life, and she thought to herself that in order to make people think that it was normal and chic and in line with social customs, a man had to work his muscles and bones and starve his body and skin to deliberately pretend to be a disciple, so as to avoid misunderstandings and speculations that people thought that his NIANG cannon or orientation was problematic, and such a painstaking purpose was really forced out.
Qingwen unconsciously thought again: If she stays here for the rest of her life, she can't say what others will say about herself, will she be a "leftover girl", the boss is a "house girl", or a person who doesn't understand amorous customs, and someone who can't take care of the office?!
Cuihua said: "You big cousin, everything is good, but you can't stand the grievances, sometimes, you are bitten by mosquitoes, and you have to be aggrieved and muttered for a long time, alas! I don't know how aggrieved and angry he must have been when he was stabbed a few times in the end!"
Qingwen was shocked, she only knew that Conan died unnaturally, but she never thought that Conan died unexpectedly, and it was such a tragic situation.
This made her almost jump.
She could not tolerate that.
Thinking of this, Qingwen suddenly had doubts about her death in Nanzhou, could it be that at the moment when the sedan chair exploded, she couldn't even protect her corpse?!
Because his soul floated to another world, here, and it was dropped by Conan, he was invited from Nanzhou to this life to accept his inheritance, but how to say, he also died in that life, and he came to this life. Thinking of this, Qingwen actually cried out bitterly, thinking that she really died in Nanzhou, and cried non-stop for Conan's tragic death.
Cuihua stood aside and rubbed her hands at a loss, she knew that she had accidentally revealed Conan's unnatural death, which must have greatly irritated the relative of Conan in front of her.
When Qingwen finally suppressed her pain and shock and was able to communicate with Cuihua, Qingwen had already made up her mind in her heart, no matter whether she would mention this stubble tomorrow, and no matter what Conan told herself before his death, Qingwen would personally visit the place where Conan died to find out the reason for Conan's death.
This kind of action can be regarded as a kind of explanation to Conan, Qingwen thought.
In fact, with such an inquiry, isn't Qingwen trying to give Nan Zhou's dead self an explanation?!