Chapter 391, looking for a way to live

Until dinner, Douhuang didn't dare to get up, although he obviously felt hungry, he didn't dare to go out to eat.

The girls eat in the cottage next to the kitchen, sitting together on a long table, she doesn't know if she will smell anything or see something and nausea, the girls are okay, most of them are not sensible, at most they think she has a bad stomach, but those mother-in-law and cooks who have gone through countless things, will guess what is going on with her at once, and before she thinks of a way, she must hide it to death.

Mama Du, who wanted to live in the same house, brought a few steamed buns back, but she couldn't open her mouth, and Mama Du also gloated at her sick appearance, not caring why she didn't go to dinner.

It's all strange that she used to think that she was a girl who had a room, and maybe she could be an aunt in the future, which was much higher than an old mother's status, so she didn't take Mama Du in the same room in her eyes, so she didn't have a good relationship with Mama Du.

Come to think of it, she has no one to trust in this family, and she doesn't dare to say this to anyone. The old lady definitely thought that it was Mingjing's child, if she dared to say that it was Mingqing's, then she would definitely not be able to keep Xie Zhai, unless Mingqing herself recognized that there was still a glimmer of life.

But if the Ming and Qing dynasties don't admit it, will people believe the words of a girl who has a room, but not the words of the dignified second master? Even if you believe her, you won't admit it. The old lady will definitely scold her for talking nonsense, maybe she will take her life for the reputation of the Ming and Qing Dynasties, she only needs to say to the outside world that she died of illness, who will pursue the death of a girl?

Maybe things are publicized, the old lady and Ming Qing can't bear to want her life, will the jealous and vicious Lin Xinhui spare her?

In the past, the Ming and Qing dynasties didn't want to see Lin Xinhui, but now the Ming and Qing dynasties suddenly fell in love with Lin Xinhui for some reason, and they originally heard that Ying'er was going to be a room, but then they were silent, so that Ying'er thought that Ming and Qing didn't want her because they were interested in themselves.

In fact, the hungry ghost-like Ming and Qing dynasties couldn't wait for as many people in the house as possible, and he stopped mentioning Ying'er, it must be because Lin Xinhui disagreed. Ming and Qing have pity for himself, will he turn against Lin Xinhui for himself?

Who doesn't know that Ming and Qing are a good but unkind person? In the past, when the Xie family had not been copied, there was a **** little girl named Xiu'er in the aunt's house, she was occupied by the Ming and Qing dynasties, and later because she was instructed by the Ming and Qing dynasties to bully the aunt, she was found by the Ming Jing and beat the old lady to sell it, Xiu'er said in a hurry that it was instructed by the second master Ming Qing, and said that she had been broken by the second master, and begged the old lady to spare herself.

The old lady was so angry that Xiu'er poured dumb medicine and sold it to the kiln, and from beginning to end, the Ming and Qing dynasties pretended to be deaf and dumb in the most favored Aunt Qing's house, and they didn't even flash their faces, if it weren't for the old lady's face and making him kneel in the **** ancestral hall, I'm afraid he would have nothing to do with him.

Can the Ming and Qing dynasties do this to Xiu'er, will they make an exception for themselves? If Ming and Qing didn't protect themselves, how could this child be born safely? One corpse and two lives can happen at any time, is she so young, beautiful and scheming to end up like this?

If she wants to leave the house alive, unless she first tells the old lady that the child is Mingjing, the old lady is afraid that she will cause trouble for herself in an accident, and she will definitely send someone to send her to Mingjing immediately.

But what happens after you go? Mingjing has never touched herself, she must know that this child is not her own, how much should she despise and dislike her then? How can you bear the black pot for a child of unknown origin? If he guessed that the child was from the Ming and Qing dynasties, he would definitely drive himself away immediately, and Zhou Changsheng would not sympathize with her. Without the protection of the old lady, isn't it easy for them to send themselves a roommate?

At that time, she will be a pregnant woman, with no property, no relatives to invest in, and nowhere to go. is the idea of giving birth to a child, a child that no one is willing to admit and has no family to rely on, just a wild seed, and will be rejected and scolded by the world for the rest of her life, how will she and her child live?

Douhuang's stomach became more and more hungry, and the more she thought about it, the more afraid she became, and gradually the hatred came to her heart, little by little it became stronger and stronger, is it what she wants to be pregnant with a wild seed? Wasn't she forced??

She is not a cheap woman, although she is just a girl who has a room, but she has also crossed the Ming Road, if it weren't for Mingjing's treatment of her is not so ruthless and unintentional, how could Ming Qing have the opportunity to spoil her? If Ming and Qing are a person who knows honesty and is responsible, how can he make himself to the point where he is not a ghost or a ghost?

Why should you let yourself alone bear the consequences of the evil things that others have done? Xie Mingjing is far away, so he will ask Xie Mingqing now, ask him if he is a man, and ask him if he dares to bear it?

The more she thought about it, the more angry she became, and she sat up suddenly and was about to get out of bed, but a wave of dizziness hit, and she fell on the pillow and gasped weakly, and hated even more in her heart, her body was now so weak because of pregnancy, what strength did she have to seek justice from others?

Mama Du, who had eaten dinner, squeaked the door and came in, picking her teeth while burping, and glanced at Douhuang contemptuously: "Yo, Douhuang girl is sick?" It looks like I didn't eat, I thought the girl's identity was different from ours, and the master would send someone to serve, and it turned out to be the same as us."

If she wanted to put it aside, Douhuang would have fought back a long time ago, but today she didn't dare. If you offend her, you can see that there is something wrong with you, and you can still live? And I haven't eaten dinner until now, only when I am full and strong can I come up with a way, and she is the only one who can help me these days.

Douhuang smiled weakly: "Mama said that I laughed, am I not waiting for the master like Mama?" Where will it be different? Speaking of which, Mama is shrewd and capable, and has won the trust of the old lady, I might as well be Mama."

Mama Du looked at Douhuang in disbelief, and didn't know what to say for a while, thinking about why this girl suddenly became well-behaved? Thinking about it again, she is sick and asks for herself, hmph, usually her eyes are on the top of her head, and she will remember that she is useful, so she doesn't want to pay attention to her.

deliberately ignored Douhuang and poured tea to drink, Douhuang smiled sadly, reached out and pulled out a silver hairpin from the old lady's head, the color and weight were very sufficient, and it emitted a silver-white light in the dim light.

"How about this hairpin?"

Mama Du loves real money and silver the most, and when she saw Douhuang suddenly come out with such a sentence, she couldn't help but turn her head to look, and when she saw the bright hairpin, she couldn't take her eyes off it

Douhuang raised the hairpin up, as if remorseful, and said: "Douhuang is young and ignorant, there were many offends in the past, and I figured it out when I was sick today, we are all slaves, and we don't have any relatives, we should take care of each other, please don't worry about Douhuang." If Mama is willing to forgive Douhuang, please take this hairpin."

Mama Du's eyes were happy, and she was about to reach out to pick it up, but she felt that she was changing too quickly and was a little embarrassed, Douhuang hurriedly stood up and stuffed it into her hand: "Mama is my elder, please don't worry about me, if you don't accept it, I feel uneasy."

Mama Du looked at Douhuang's sincere appearance, although she suspected that she had something to help herself, but she couldn't stop the **** of real money, she still reached out and took it, and the heavy feeling made her love it even more.

Douhuang gasped and said, "What did Mama eat for dinner?" ”

Mama Du then understood, secretly happy in her heart, it turned out to be such a trivial matter, and immediately said happily: "The cakes of the millet porridge I drank at night, and a few side dishes, I heard that the aunt and grandmother are coming back, the old lady is in a good mood, the food is much better, the cake is a sesame baked cake, put lard and eggs, fragrant and crispy but delicious, there is a small dish, usually where can we eat yo, I forgot, the girl has not eaten it, but when I left, the porridge and side dishes were gone, only the cakes remained, or I went to get a few for the girl?" ”

Douhuang was not polite, and nodded: "Then it will be troublesome Mama"

Mama Du left happily, and soon came back with three sesame baked cakes, but Douhuang took it but didn't dare to eat it, for fear that she would be nauseated by eating a bite and let her see something, so she begged: "The tea in the house is cold, I don't dare to drink it cold, and I am bothered to go to the side room to pour a cup of hot one."

Mama Du responded with a smile, picked up the coarse porcelain cup and went out, Douhuang quickly picked up the cake and smelled it, and then took a bite, and there was no feeling of nausea, so I ate it with confidence, fortunately, there was something to swallow.

After eating the cake and drinking hot tea, I also had some energy, thinking that I wanted to see Ming and Qing as soon as possible, and try what his attitude towards himself and this child was, so I tidied up his messy bun a little, and said to Mama Du that I wanted to go to the clean room, in fact, I hoped to meet Ming and Qing and make an appointment to meet.

I heard that my aunt and grandmother are coming these days, and I must find a way out before she comes, otherwise I will be sent to Mingjing, and I will be unable to help myself

He is so obsessed with his body, saying that except for Aunt Qing, she is the most ** woman herself, and she doesn't want to leave her in this life, and vent the beast on himself in every way? When he wanted to, he kept saying that he wanted to let the old lady make the decision and put her in the second room.

If he is reluctant to admit this child, it is the best, even if he believes that this child is his, he can let himself be defeated, as long as he is willing to accept himself, even if there is a little way to live, she has to give it a try, the belly of flesh and blood with an unknown biological father in the eyes of others can be ruthlessly sacrificed, no way, she is just trying to survive.

Even if she was lucky, she walked around the yard for a while, and Ming and Qing slowly paced over alone, it seemed that she was going to see the old lady, and the surrounding weather was getting darker, and no one could be seen.

Douhuang thought about it, before telling the truth to Ming Qing, he had to make sure that Ming Qing still had any greed for himself, if he took the liberty of mentioning it, maybe it would anger him, if he found an opportunity to mention it when he gave his soul, which man was willing to get angry at that time?