Yun Sakura cried for almost the night, and it was not until the sky turned white that she fell asleep in a daze.

The next day, she felt a splitting headache, her limbs were so weak that she had no strength, and the deep pain in her heart was unbearable.

So, she slept until noon and didn't get out of bed, nor did she go out to eat. A maid came to ask her, and she only said that she wanted to sleep a little longer and not be hungry.

Now, Yun Ying is often like this, not going out to eat, and the people in Chengfu are used to it.

Anyway, Cheng Ziluo almost never eats at home, and Mrs. Cheng is extremely unpleasant when she looks at Yun Ying now, she won't come out if she doesn't come out to eat, and Mrs. Cheng won't ask more. Therefore, Yun Ying didn't eat, except for one or two little maids who symbolically came over to ask, no one cared much about her at all.

She lay groggily in bed until late in the afternoon, and then she barely supported her weak body to sit up, get dressed, and get out of bed.

I washed up casually, but I still didn't have a bit of an appetite. I felt a little hungry, but I didn't seem to want anything to eat. When she walked, her whole person was empty, her body was light and fluttering, as if she was floating in mid-air, and she couldn't find any support.

Alas, this sick body probably really won't be done.

Yun Ying sighed softly, walked over to the dresser, and sat down to look at herself carefully.

In the mirror was a pale and haggard face. The eyes are still big, but they are empty and confused, without a little of the brilliance of the past. The lips are also dry and white, and there is no trace of ruddy in sight.

Oh my God, is this me? Have I become so ugly?

Yun Ying stroked her thin and bloodless cheek with her hand, her heart was extremely sad, and tears fell again......

"Young lady, Miss Hongxiang is here." A maid walked in and said.

Red incense? What is she doing now? Isn't she already with Ziluo...... Yun Ying's heart tingled, wiped her tears, and walked out of the bedroom.

"Sister, you will really be blessed, you can sleep until this time and get up." Hongxiang stood in the center of the front hall, didn't even sit down, and said when she saw Yun Sakura come out.

Although she still shouted her sister, her voice and expression clearly revealed a cold mockery.

"I'm a little uncomfortable." Yun Ying said lightly, I don't understand what Hongxiang came to her for? Just to sarcastically sleep until this time before getting up?

"Uncomfortable?" Hongxiang raised her curved willow eyebrows, looked at Yun Ying's eyes as red as peaches, and smiled coldly: "How can it be uncomfortable again?" Isn't my sister uncomfortable because she thought that I was at Brother Ziluo's place last night? ”

"Hongxiang, what the hell do you want to say?" Yun Ying's face turned even paler, and she asked forcefully.

Only then did she notice that Hongxiang's face was also very bad, and her eyes were also red and swollen, looking haggard, not much better than her. However, Yun Ying was not in the mood to think much about what was going on? Because of herself, she can't hold it anymore.

"What do I want to say? Hehe, I just wanted to sue Sister Sù, last night, I was very good with Brother Ziluo. My sister's health is weak, and I will help my sister take good care of Brother Ziluo. Hongxiang smiled slightly and said.

Looking at Hongxiang's smug and defiant expression, Yun Ying's chest throbbed.

She has always been a flower in a greenhouse, and she has someone to shelter her from the wind and rain for everything, she has never met such a person who talks to her with a gun and a stick, and she doesn't know how to deal with it at all.

After being silent for a long time, she reluctantly spit out a few words: "...... Congratulations. ”

"Congratulations? Do you think I'm here to congratulate you? Hongxiang looked at Yun Ying and said coldly: "I just think it's strange, how can there be a thick-skinned person like my sister in the world?" I didn't have children for a few years after I got married, and I heard that he still hooked up with other men, which caused a storm in the city. Now, Brother Ziluo has become like this again. Why are you so embarrassed to stay here? Is it because I saw that I was getting married and didn't give you a letter of resignation because of face? ”

"Red incense...... How can you say that? Yun Ying's teeth chattered a little, and her hands were crossed and clenched tightly, as if trying to find some support for herself.

"Am I wrong? My sister is also a beautiful girl, right? But why do you not understand honesty and etiquette so much? Did such an indecent thing outside, and thought she was a goddess of high school? If I were you, I would have hanged myself with a rope a long time ago. Hongxiang looked at Yun Ying with a solemn gaze and said unceremoniously.

"You...... Get out! Yun Ying's body shook, she couldn't bear it anymore, and let her go with a trembling voice.

"Hehe, sister, think about it, don't be a ghost yourself, and make everyone unhappy." Hongxiang saw that Yun Ying was powerless to resist by her, and her heart was very happy, so she dropped a mean word and turned to leave.

Yun Ying sat down on the chair behind her, her face was pale, cold sweat kept coming out, and her whole person seemed to collapse.

No one had ever humiliated her so aggressively in front of her, and she couldn't find a word to refute.

It turned out that not only Ziluo knew about her and Mu Lingxuan, but even Hongxiang knew about it. It turned out that this disgraceful thing was really full of wind and rain in the city......

Yes, Hongxiang is right, she is indeed a woman who does not know shame and etiquette, what face does she have to stay here?

The family still kept her, maybe it was only because of the relationship between the two families that they didn't write a letter of resignation to her. Perhaps, she should really find a rope to hang herself as Hongxiang said......

Yun Ying thought about it for a long time, her head buzzing.

The harsh and cold words that Hongxiang said kept echoing in her ears, making her head ache as if it was about to burst.

The strange thing is that she was scolded so harshly by Hongxiang, and she didn't shed tears. Maybe it's because she finally figured it out, and crying can't solve any problem.

Eventually, she stood up in a daze, not knowing what to do. I just feel that here, there is no room for her anymore. And she herself can't stay in this house anymore.

She shuffled into the bedroom with vague steps, and sat there for a long time. Then he walked to the table, found a pen and paper, and thought about it a lot, before he wrote down two sentences with trembling hands: Ziluo, I'm leaving, don't look for me, live a good life with Hongxiang, Yun Ying.

When Yun Ying finished writing the last stroke of her name, the pen fell from her hand to the ground, tears surging out of her eyes, blurring her vision. She couldn't restrain herself any longer, and lay on the table and cried bitterly.

I cried alone for a long time, crying so much that my heart seemed to be numb with pain, and my voice was hoarse, and no one came to see her, and no one would notice her here.

Yun Ying stood up, washed her crying face, glanced at the place where she had lived for several years again, and walked out with the door full of sadness and pain.

After really leaving the General's Mansion and looking around blankly, Yun Ying realized that she had nowhere to go at all.

She is not like Cheng Tiantian, who dares to walk around alone, even if she holds the silver, she doesn't know where she can go?

Mother's house, she doesn't want to go back, and she definitely can't go back.

Her maiden family is a wealthy businessman's family, not in the capital, and she is also a family friend. When she was a child, she and Cheng Ziluo were engaged to be a baby, and when she was a few years old, she was taken over by the family and raised as her own daughter.

At that time, Mrs. Cheng liked her so much, but now, she can never go back to the time when she had a deep mother-daughter relationship......

Yun Ying's eyes moistened again as she thought about it.

With this in mind, how could she go back to her parents' house? Although she was not taken home by leave, going back like this is actually similar to being divorced.

If you go back, it will only worry the people at home and make the people next to you laugh. She can't go back, and she doesn't want to go back, but where can she go?

Yun Ying walked alone on the streets of the capital, feeling desolate and panicked.

After walking aimlessly for a long time, before she knew it, she came to a large lake with beautiful scenery, which was the famous Languang Lake in the capital.

A few years ago, it was here that she met Mu Lingxuan for the first time.

Since then, Mu Lingxuan, Cheng Ziluo, and her, the three of them have formed an entangled relationship.

Yun Ying stood by the lake in a daze, and remembered the scene of the Shangyuan Festival, when she fell into the water from here and was rescued back to the shore by Mu Lingxuan.

Although a few years have passed, that scene is still so clearly engraved in her mind, and when she looks back on it at this moment, she feels like a world away. So close, yet so far away......

What if you don't meet him that time? Or did they meet, but the two didn't have anything to do with each other? Is it a later qiē, and it is all different?

Yun Ying thought silently, her heart was full of sorrow and emotion.

If she had known that Yiqiē was such an ending, she would have really rather, Mu Lingxuan hadn't saved her at that time, she really had never known Mu Lingxuan.

However, she couldn't escape the arrangement of fate, she met him and fell in love with him, and finally came to such a tragic result today.

At this time, it was already evening, and the crowd of people playing by the lake had gradually dispersed.

Only Yun Ying is left, standing lonely and helpless by the Languang Lake, where the slanting veins are long, not knowing where to go? The world is so big that there seems to be no place for her.

Hongxiang's words rang in her ears again, and Yun Ying suddenly felt that Hongxiang was not wrong at all. Someone like her should have died a long time ago. Living is just a burden for others, and there is no point in it.

If she was still in love with Cheng Ziluo's strong love for her before, she was reluctant to leave. And now, even such a sole support, she has lost.

Cheng Ziluo is already with Hongxiang, maybe in the near future, they will have their own children and become a family close to Mimi, and treat her as a complete outsider.

She has nothing, family affection, love, are so far away from her. What else does she have to be nostalgic for this world?