"Fortunately, at that time, innocent helped, we did not starve to death on the streets, and lived a short period of peace, but my mother finally passed away depressed because of the fact that I could not let go of my father's affairs, and even my mother's funeral expenses were innocently paid at that time, I thought he also loved me as much as I loved him, so I had already planned to make a promise, and also proposed to leave the sad place of the capital with him. Unexpectedly, on the night I left, I learned by chance that my father was killed by innocence when he was on the run, and he pitied me because he pitied me, which was never love. I was very sad at the time, hated him for killing my father, hated him for lying to me, so I didn't show up at the ferry that night, I chose to fall into the building, and use the money from the sale of my body to pay everything he had paid for our mother and daughter, and it was irrelevant. After talking about the past, his eyes were closed, and all the past events were replayed in his mind.

It turned out that the two of them had such a paragraph, Mu Chen finally knew, but she didn't believe it all, if this was all true, Su Wuxian would definitely not be in love at all, otherwise how could he help their mother and daughter, if they were simply guilty, it would be okay to give some money, why bother to accompany Ruyan to leave the capital? There must be something else in between.

However, Mu Chen is more concerned about one question, the first day the two met, why did Ruyan tell her so much: "Does Sister Ruyan tell everyone she knows about her past?" ”

Ruyan sneered: "You misunderstood, I have never mentioned these to others, you are the first, maybe because I feel that you also like innocence, so I feel kind, and I can't help but say it." ”

"Since they are irrelevant, Sister Ruyan should not think about it too much, so as not to increase the sadness." This is Mu Chen's heartfelt words.

"Agarwood girl, have you ever loved someone?" Ruyan made Mu Chen dumb.

Of course she didn't love, otherwise she wouldn't have been sent to the human world by Our Lady of Yaochi.

Ruyan continued: "I really love innocence, so I regret it, I want to go deeper, my father sold illicit salt and absconded for fear of crime, and he was to blame for his death, even if it was not innocent, there would be a second person to kill him." Innocent wants to accompany me away and fly high, I should cherish it, but I am too obsessed with his unlove and mistakenly bear him, I am really like my father, I can't live by myself. I thought I could be irrelevant, but the more I got used to seeing all kinds of men, the more I realized that I had become addicted to them, and slowly, I imagined every man as him, so that I could relax a little. ”

"Since you know that he doesn't love you, why do you bother?"

"He doesn't love me, I love him is my business, although I know that I can't do anything again, I am no longer worthy of him, and I am destined to have no part, but I still hope that he will forgive me for my original ruthlessness, if he can accept my love, I am willing to be the shadow behind him."

What's the shadow behind it? Is it a lover who can't see the light? Isn't that a reluctance? Is she willing to share her man with other women? What kind of fallacy is this? Mu Chen was stunned when he heard this.

She instantly remembered that before the crossing, Our Lady said that one of the tasks for her to go to the human world was to experience love, but this love is really not a good thing, such as Yan said that love is poisonous wine, she didn't understand it at first, but now she understands a little, because this poisonous wine has made the woman in front of her delirious and gibberish.