178. 【177】Love is in the moment
Su Wuxian has never had time to take care of himself, because his mind is all on Mu Chen: "Don't worry about me, you just take care of the prince, and I can handle it myself." Also, remember to avoid the eyes of the soldiers, the prince is still wearing women's clothes. ”
Ren Shaotian hugged Mu Chen, a little hesitant, because anyone could see that Su Wuxian's injuries were much more serious than Mu Chen's, it was simply one day and one place.
But he also knew that if Mu Chen was not settled first, Su Wuxian would not be able to recuperate from his injuries with peace of mind.
Since Su Wuxian insisted, it would only be a waste of time to continue to talk about it.
"Okay, then I'll settle the little man first, and I'll help you take care of your wounds later." After Ren Shaotian said that, he hurried to the prince's tent.
With Ren Shaotian taking care of him, Su Wuxian finally breathed a sigh of relief and felt relieved.
The spirit relaxed suddenly, only to realize that a huge pain had hit, and the whole skin was like being pecked and burrowed by a woodpecker with a sharp beak, and the pain was unbearable.
He is a military general who has been trained rigorously since he was a child, and he can mentally endure these pains, just like just now, he has only thought about Mu Chen all the way, and the pain has been endured. But the spirit can endure is not the same as the body can endure, the skin is burned, how can it not hurt?
Especially at the moment when the spirit goes from tension to relaxation, there is no excessive time, and the pain is several times greater.
In the quiet tent, the only thing heard was the sound of "tick-tick", the sound of blood dripping on the ground.
He wanted to walk to the bed by himself, but before he could lift his steps, his eyes went dark, and there was a "pop" sound, and the whole body fell to the ground.
The support of the spirit keeps the body going, but I don't know that the body has already reached its limit.
Fortunately, Ren Shaotian was really not a person who was heavy on color and light on friends, and he knew that it was already the end of the strong crossbow as soon as he saw Su Wuxie's injury, so he used the fastest speed to settle Mu Chen and then turned back.
In fact, Su Wuxian was also too careful, Ren Shaotian just wiped Mu Chen's body and changed his clothes, and really nothing happened, because he moved very quickly, and his mind was thinking about going back to see Su Wuxian as soon as possible, so naturally there would not be too much hope, and the big deal was that he had no intention of taking a few looks.
Even if you see it, it's nothing, because ......
It's not like I haven't seen it.
Everything was expected by him, and when he came back, he saw Su Wuxian lying on the ground.
He helped Su Wuxian up while thinking in a broken heart: "What the hell is going on?" Hurt like this, don't you want to die? If you want to fall into bed for me, you really don't understand that I take care of you two alone, tired and tired like a dog......"
This person's mouth just can't stop.
After a night and a day, when Mu Chen woke up, it was already night again.
She didn't feel very hard, except for a little fatigue and headache, and a very hungry stomach because she hadn't eaten for too long, her body was fine.
The first scene she saw when she opened her eyes was Ren Shaotian's big smiling face.
"Are you awake?" Ren Shaotian sat on the edge of the bed with one hand on his jaw.
Mu Chen looked around, and it turned out that he had already returned to the barracks.
"How long have I been sleeping? She was still a little dazed.
Ren Shaotian replied: "You have slept for a day and a night, do you feel better?" Why don't you eat something first? ”
"Okay." She hadn't eaten all day, Mu Chen was already so hungry that her limbs were weak, and Ren Shaotian helped her when she got up.
Like a dream, she remembered that she and Yao were on a painting boat, and not long after, the painting boat caught fire.
In the moment before he fell unconscious, he seemed to see Su Wuxie, did he save himself?
It was a big fire.
She thought back for a while, and then suddenly remembered Su Wuxie: "What about Su Wuxie?" Is he in the barracks? ”
Mu Chen only dimly saw Su Wuxian appear in the fire, and he wasn't sure if it was a fantasy from the moment before he fell into a coma, let alone what Su Wuxian had done to save himself after he fell unconscious.
"Yes." Ren Shaotian's answer was very refreshing, and Mu Chen was relieved.
She thought that this answer meant that Su Wuxian had been in the barracks as if nothing had happened, and the one she saw in the fire was indeed a fantasy, and she planned to continue to ask who had saved her.
But what Ren Shaotian continued to say later broke Mu Chen's naïve thoughts: "Hongling is taking care of him." ”
"What? Why does Hongling take care of him? Mu Chen noticed that something was wrong, his hand couldn't help shaking, and the chopsticks he had just picked up rolled to the ground with a snap.
If someone needs to take care of him, that means he's injured.
How did he get hurt?
Could it be that the Su Wuxian he saw before he fell unconscious was not fake?
Did he really save himself?
In fact, Ren Shaotian still didn't know anything about what happened before and after the fire, because Mu Chen and Su Wuxian had been in a coma, and he hadn't had a chance to ask clearly, but judging from Su Wuxie's injuries, they should have encountered a fire.
And judging from the fact that Su Wuxian came back with Mu Chen, Ren Shaotian naturally thought that they should have been attacked together, how could he have expected that Mu Chen was not even sure that Su Wuxian had appeared.
So when Mu Chen asked, Ren Shaotian completely misunderstood what it meant: "Are you jealous?" Mind if other women serve Lao Su? This can't be helped, before you wake up, I'm worried that Hongling will find out your identity if you come to take care of you, so I have to take care of you and let Hongling take care of Lao Su temporarily. ”
Mu Chen frowned and shook her head, she didn't have the time and heart to joke with Ren Shaotian: "I didn't say this, I was asking why he was injured, was he seriously injured?" ”
Ren Shaotian was confused, she didn't know anything?
In fact, Mu Chen had already guessed it, but he just wanted a definite answer.
Ren Shaotian was stunned for a moment before replying: "Probably because I saved you, I was injured...... It's quite serious, but ...... "But it's all flesh and skin, and it shouldn't be life-threatening."
Ren Shaotian was very careful when he spoke, thinking that he couldn't deceive, but he also tried to make it easier for Mu Chen to accept.
But how could Mu Chen listen to him calmly.
As soon as she heard that "the injury is quite serious", she couldn't wait to see Su Wuxie, and she didn't want to listen to the rest at all.
But she hadn't eaten a bite of food, her body was weak and weak, she got together, as soon as her buttocks got out of the stool, her feet couldn't support her body at all, and the whole person fell to the ground on her stomach.
She moved too fast, and Ren Shaotian couldn't catch her even if he wanted to, so he had to pick up the weak body that had fallen to the ground.
Although Ren Shaotian really wanted Mu Chen to take care of herself first, she also knew that it was unlikely, and she would definitely not feel at ease if she didn't see Su Wuxie.
At this time, Ren Shaotian actually envied Su Wuxie, who was seriously injured.
If he had suffered the same injury, would the little man be so nervous?
"Let's go, I'll help you go." His words were a little sour, but Mu Chen definitely couldn't hear them.
Dragging two weak legs, with Ren Shaotian's support, Mu Chen finally came to Su Wuxie's camp.
At this time, Hongling was at the bedside, bandaging the wound of the unconscious Su Wuxie, probably having just given Su Wuxian medicine.
"Hasn't he woken up yet?" Mu Chen's voice trembled a little, looking at the man on the bed with his eyes closed, tears moistened his eyes.
Su Wuxie's entire upper body was wrapped in gauze, and if he even wrapped his head and legs, he would definitely become the first mummy in the Central Plains.
"Not yet." After Hongling was bandaged, she cleaned up the pile of ointment and retired from the camp.
Ren Shaotian also chose to leave some space for Mu Chen: "Little man, I'm outside, something to call me." ”
Mu Chen sat on the edge of Su Wuxian's bed, pulled his hand out of the futon, and held it.
This big hand, who has held a sword for many years and fought on the battlefield, has sharpened out of the cocoon, but when he stroked her face, he never felt uncomfortable because of roughness, but was so gentle.
But now this hand, motionless, will not take the initiative to touch her, will only be at her mercy.
She spread out his large hand and placed it on her cheek, simulating the gesture he once used to stroke herself, but it didn't feel the same at all.
She looked at his face, and it was quiet.
He has always been very quiet, always taciturn, cherishing words like gold, occasionally speaking a few words is also faint, and his face is not very expressive, but even so, he still has a pair of unpredictable black eyes, which really tell her that he is a living existence.
But now, why haven't these black eyes opened yet?
Is it that the eyelids are too heavy, so I can't lift them for a while?
But if that's the case, you name it, you tell me! Why don't you move your mouth?
Tears unconsciously burst out of his eyes.
Her pink lips trembled slightly, and it took a long time before she made a difficult voice: "You get up and tell me, you won't die, I hate to look at you like this." ”
Although she knew that Su Wuxian was still alive now, as long as he didn't wake up for a moment, she would always be afraid in her heart that life would pass so silently.
She choked up: "You said that your birth was for me, so without my consent, you can't die, you can't die." Don't you always say 'I'm sorry'? If you're really sorry, get up and make amends to me. You are really despicable, every time I feel that you really love me and treat me well, you will abandon me, I am unwilling, I love you so much, why do you treat me like this? To torture me like this? ”
In fact, she has always been very conflicted in her heart, wanting to get his love, but she is afraid of being hurt again.
But now that Su Wuxian was lying in front of her with a serious injury, she suddenly felt that her life was really small and fragile, and she didn't know when it would suddenly disappear without warning.
If you don't even have life, what else can you have? There's no chance of even love, so what's the harm to talk about?
Since you don't know what will happen in the next second, it's better to ......
Love is in the moment.
Her tears became more and more unstoppable: "Actually, I don't want you to hide away from me at all, but I'm really scared, every time I take out my true heart, you will pull it away with one hand, what do you want me to do?" Well, for the sake of you not even wanting your life to save me this time, I'll give you another chance to love me well. So, you hurry up, you must not die, you know? You know? ”