Chapter 24: Zheng Xiujing's Question
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"Aren't you going to continue working as a trainee in Korea?" Li Xuyan, who sat down again, asked without words. (The fastest update speed is on the Aishang Novel Network biquge.info)
Yan Mengqi found out about her gaffe, hurriedly wiped her eyes, stabilized her feelings, and reluctantly changed to a smiling face and said, "I have already left S.M Company, and I am not a trainee." ”
Li Xuyan looked at her slightly red and swollen eyes, a trace of pity appeared in his heart, and asked softly, "Why?" Isn't it your dream to debut as an artist and become a big star? You've been a trainee for four years, why did you give up? ”
"Yes, it's been four years for a while...... Yan Mengqi seemed to be in a trance, and her eyes seemed to have lost focus, "Actually, I gave up when I failed to be selected for the company's new girl group last year, and now it seems that I still wasted an extra year there......"
"Last year's new combination? Are you talking about Girls' Generation? Li Xuyan thought for a while and said.
"You know what?" Yan Mengqi was surprised, "Oh, by the way, you also stayed at S.M in your third year of high school, this combination has been planned for a long time, and it's not surprising that you've heard of it." At that time, I thought I could make my debut, because Girls' Generation is a large group with a large number of people, so I heard that I planned to learn from the successful example of Superjunior Han Geng, and arrange a Chinese girl in the group, and there is hope in the company except for me, which is Zhang Liyin, but who knows that the company canceled this plan later, and finally in the process of unified selection, I was not strong enough, so I was defeated, this incident hit me very hard, I stayed in the company for so long, and my age is getting older, I felt more and more hopeless, so I left ......."
"Didn't you even make the cut? Aren't all the members of Girls' Generation powerful? But ......" Lee Wook Yan suddenly remembered the pale face of Kim Taeyeon he saw on the day of the concert, and his eyes became a little gloomy and said, "Actually, even if you make your debut, it's not easy, they seem to be very difficult recently." ”
"I didn't expect you to hide so far away, I still know a lot of things quite clearly, in fact, their conditions are pretty good, in terms of singing, I can't compare to Kim Taeyeon, Jung so-yeon, Lee Soon-gyu, Hwang Mi-young, Seo Joo-hyun, in terms of dancing, Kim Hyo-yeon, Choi so-young, Kwon Yoo-ri, and Lim Yoon-a They are also better than me, if you want to lose to them, I am convinced. But I didn't expect them to encounter so much trouble as soon as they debuted, by the way, Zheng Xiuyan and Huang Meiying are still your juniors in high school, I don't know if you still remember them? ”
"Huh?" Li Xuyan said with some surprise: "They are also from Kent High School?" ”
"Yes, one year lower than us, you don't even know them, when I was in S.M, except for a few Chinese girls, I got closer to the two of them." Saying that, Yan Mengqi said in a low voice: "But this time for Girls' Generation, many of them are aimed at Zheng Xiuyan, and I don't know how she has been recently." ”
"Why against her?" Li Xuyan heard that he was a junior in his school, and he couldn't help but be a little curious.
Yan Mengqi sighed lightly and said: "I also blame her temperament, she doesn't like to talk very much in front of unfamiliar people, she is always cold, and she often has no expression on variety shows, and the fans gave her the title of Iceberg Princess, but this is seen by the anti-people as her arrogant and playing a big name, but in fact, she is not like this in private." In addition, when she debuted last year, because she once released a photo of herself and her friends on the Internet, there happened to be TVXQ's Kim Jae-joong and Superjunior's Lee Donghae, so there was a scandal, and the fairy queen and the goblin blew up, and they all pointed the finger at Xiuyan, although everyone understands that these so-called relationships are fake, but there is a suspicion of hyping up the popularity of other men's groups, which has caused a lot of anti. ”
"You should also know about the Black Sea incident at this year's dreamconcert, I was there at the time, it was so terrifying, all the fans turned off the light sticks except for a little girlhood support group, the whole scene was dark, and the audience was full of cheers for the wondergirls, I really don't know what kind of mood the nine girls were in to complete the performance at that time, if it were me, maybe they wouldn't have the courage to stand on the stage again."
Saying that, Yan Mengqi also seemed to have some palpitations, "I heard that they didn't seem to be going well at the family concert of S.M in China not long ago, I don't know if it's true." ”
"Yes." Li Xuyan nodded and said, "I went to see S.M's encore concert, but it didn't go well." ”
Yan Mengqi turned her head and looked at Li Xuyan and said, "I didn't expect you to go to the concert?" Who did you go with? ”
"Oh, with a classmate." Li Xuyan reacted and didn't know why he was a little embarrassed for a while, but replied vaguely.
Yan Mengqi didn't ask any more questions after hearing this, but said a little like talking to herself: "But to be honest, no matter how difficult they are now, I still envy them in my heart, after all, they have realized their dream of standing on the stage, even if they are abused and insulted by those antis, but I believe that as long as they can persevere, one day they will usher in their own era." ”
"Then ......" Li Xuyan hesitated for a moment and said, "Why don't you choose to stick to it?" ”
Yan Mengqi was stunned when she heard this, as if her heart was stinging, and her voice trembled slightly: "Actually, you don't know me, I'm not as good as you think, I'm cowardly, I'm not strong enough, many times I think it's good if I wasn't me...... I'm still a selfish person, and I'm also a person who is prone to self-defeating, really...... I don't deserve your liking......" Saying that, she didn't dare to look at Li Xuyan's reaction anymore, so she immediately ran back to her room and closed the door tightly.
"Bang", the door of the room was closed, Li Xuyan looked at the door closed by Yan Mengqi with a complicated mood, sat on the sofa in a daze, and some pictures from the past began to flash in his head from time to time, and he had an indescribable taste in his heart, faint and astringent.
In fact, as time went by, he gradually understood that the person he had always liked, in fact, he didn't know much, recalling the old days, he was more often just looking at her quietly from a distance, the throbbing of his youth, no need for a reason, just a heartbeat was enough.
Beautiful fairy tales are always in books, and the one in her heart when she was young was only in her heart, and what he fell in love with at that time was not her, but only his imagination.
Looking out from the balcony, the sky is already dark, there is not even a star in the sky tonight, from here you can see most of the school, quiet paths, and buildings with lights on.
Li Xuyan has been standing here for a long time, the night wind is blowing a little cold, but he doesn't realize it, just staring blankly, he finally realizes that he is actually a cowardly person, at least emotionally, he is not strong enough.
A burst of light music interrupted Li Xuyan's thoughts, he looked back at the living room, and found that a mobile phone on the sofa was flashing with dazzling white light, this mobile phone ringtone was so familiar, Li Xuyan remembered that this seemed to be the girl's generation "The World Reunion Again".
Seeing that the mobile phone on the sofa kept ringing, and Yan Mengqi didn't seem to hear it in the room, Li Xuyan walked over and picked up the phone, then walked to the door of Yan Mengqi's room, gently knocked the door, and said, "That...... Mengqi, your phone is ringing. ”
After waiting for a while and there was no response, Li Xuyan reluctantly twisted the handle of the door, carefully opened a crack, and saw that the light was turned off in the room, Yan Mengqi was already asleep on the bed, Li Xuyan had no choice but to pull the door over and close it again, and put the phone back in its original position.
After a while, the mobile phone rang again on the sofa, and Li Xuyan didn't know whether to wake up Yan Mengqi or help her pick it up, or continue to ignore it, he hesitated for a while, or picked up the phone and pressed the call button.
"Mengqi, what are you doing for so long to answer the phone? I went to the company dormitory to look for you today, and they said you are gone, where have you been? ”
Before Li Xuyan could speak, a girl's melodious voice came over on the phone, and it was still in Korean. Because the girl's speech on the phone was very fast, Li Xuyan, who had been away from South Korea for more than a year, reacted for a while before he could roughly hear what she said.
"I'm sorry, Yan Mengqi is inconvenient for her to answer the phone now, do you have anything you need me to tell me?" Li Xuyan replied politely in Korean.
"Huh?" Obviously, he didn't expect a man's voice on the other end of the phone, and after a pause, he asked cautiously, "Are you An Shenghuan?" You didn't break up with Mongi? ”
Who is Ahn Seung-hwan? Li Xuyan has never heard of this person, it sounds like Yan Mengqi's previous boyfriend, but have they broken up?
"Uh...... I'm sorry, I don't know who An Shenghuan you are talking about, I am Mengqi's classmate and her friend, she has returned to China now, do you have anything to do with her? Li Xuyan put down the question in his heart and replied.
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a moment, and then only the girl's voice seemed to be a little surprised, and at the same time a little regretful: "Has she already gone back to China?" Oh...... Sorry, that'...... I don't have anything else to do, I'm sorry to bother, goodbye. ”
"Goodbye." Li Xuyan put down the phone, only to find that it was already late, he rubbed his head with a headache, and got up and walked to the other bedroom inside.
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The other end of the phone.
Zheng Xiuyan put down the phone, lay on the bed and rubbed her temples with her hands, her heart was in turmoil, she had been living under huge pressure because of the continuous attacks of anti during this time, she felt that she was about to be unable to bear it, and these troubles were not good to talk too much to other teammates in Girls' Generation, after all, the pressure on them was not much less than herself, every time she thought of the appearance of China Taeyeon when she fainted, Zheng Xiuyan couldn't help but feel distressed, Therefore, she should try her best to be optimistic and strong in front of her teammates, and her own pain and grievances can only be suppressed in her heart, and she dare not show the slightest expression.
Recently, there have been fewer activities and announcements arranged by the company, and finally a small vacation was given to the members of Girls' Generation, taking advantage of this free time, Zheng Xiuyan originally wanted to go to Yan Mengqi, a good friend who she didn't have a chance to meet after her debut, but she didn't expect her to return to China.
Zheng Xiuyan sighed softly, closed her eyes tiredly, and was just about to fall asleep, when suddenly a slender figure ran into the room and scurried to her bed like a rabbit.
"Sister, I can be regarded as seeing you as a big star, when did you come home, I didn't even find out?"
Zheng Xiuyan, who was disturbed and sleepy, saw that it was her sister Zheng Xiujing, reached out and touched her hair, and smiled: "I just came back, I thought you and your parents were asleep, so I didn't say hello to you, what are you doing in my room if you don't sleep so late?" ”
Zheng Xiujing also got into her sister's quilt, lay down next to Zheng Xiuyan and said, "I haven't seen you for so long, I'm going to sleep with you today!" By the way, sister, I always have a question for you. ”
"What's the problem?" Zheng Xiuyan saw that her sister seemed to be in a much better mood, and asked with a smile.
"Sister......" Zheng Xiujing turned sideways and looked at Zheng Xiuyan expectantly: "Do you know a senior named lightning from our high school before?" ”
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