Tang Chendong knew that Li Ruolan must have to mention the promise between the two in the hospital.

Although, he knows that he also likes Li Ruolan, and the two have so many bits and pieces of memories together, to say that there is no emotion, it is really fake!

They all said that there is no pure friendship between men and women.

"Ruolan, I know that your feelings for me are serious, and I can also feel your sincerity, but have you thought about it, what should your cousin do?"

Li Ruolan bit her lip and said, "I know, I can't rob you with my cousin, and I don't want to rob you with my cousin, I just want to say that if your love for her is 10,000 units, even if you give me a unit, I can be satisfied!" If you can't even do this, I'll be your junior! Chendong, I have no regrets! ”

Tang Chendong put down his chopsticks and glanced at Li Ruolan in a muttered manner.

Others may not know him, but he knows himself!

Confidence comes with getting this space!

In fact, from the time he got the tomato to the present, there is a fear in his bones, that is, if one day the space quietly disappears, he will be beaten into the original form, in that case, will the beauty of a qiē still be maintained by his side?

He knows that this space may be obtained by chance, or it may be an inevitability in life, but who can say this clearly.

Although it was possible for the space to leave, he also knew very well that the abilities he had now were already there, not vain fantasies.

But he knew that he was weak, and he couldn't even help a snake demon of hundreds of years, if he encountered the power of heaven. You can beat yourself back to your original shape in minutes!

Therefore, he has always had a sense of crisis like original sin.

All he could use was space and his own willpower.

But the ultimate goal of his cultivation was not to become strong or invincible.

He cultivates the Tao and cultivates the self, and cultivates the truth of the Heavenly Dao. Although it is accompanied by the urge to become stronger.

Fighting, killing, and killing have never been the purpose of monasticism.

If there really is a day when he returns to the ranks of holding silk, he is afraid that this qiē will be shattered like a dream.

"Ruolan, I know you're good to me! I promised you, and I did! But you give you some time, and give me some time, okay! ”

Li Ruolan didn't expect Tang Chendong to still reject herself, and tears rolled out of her eyes all of a sudden.

"Chendong, all these years. I only found my own heart in those times when I was close to death. I hate why I didn't confess to you earlier! Chendong, let me ask you a question, is it possible for you and me to get together without my cousin? ”

Face this problem. Tang Chendong is really difficult to write.

He and Li Ruolan have known each other for more than seven years and eight years! The relationship between the two has gone from shallow to deep.

In a lot of the time. Tang Chendong didn't see Li Ruolan. Maybe it's because of the asymmetry of identity, maybe it's because of the inferiority of poverty, maybe it's because sometimes there are others in his mind!

But if he denies it, he never thought of Li Ruolan's words in his heart. He will deny it too! He thought of Li Ruolan some times in his heart!

This is a good girl!

Beautiful, generous, kind, intelligent.

Be empathetic!

It's compatible with yourself!

"Chendong, don't you really like me at all?" Li Ruolan saw that Tang Chendong didn't answer for a long time, and said a little excitedly.

Tang Chendong took a breath, shook his head and said, "Ruolan, how can I not like you, in fact, you don't really know me, if you really understand me, you may hate me!" I don't know if I'm worth your life! ”

Tang Chendong opened his mouth, almost wanting to say everything he wanted to say. He wanted to tell Li Ruolan that he already had several women, strictly speaking, he had already stepped on N boats, and sometimes he was not afraid of more of her boat.

He even wanted to sue Li Ruolan that he loved these women and was serious about each of them! He could even do the same to her.

"Nope! No! Chendong, I like you, I like it for no reason! I know that before this, you were very sensitive, and sometimes there are fragile places in your heart! I'll admit that at that time I didn't even know what I really thought about you in my heart, but now I can tell myself unequivocally that I like you, and I like you for no reason! It's not because you've become rich, it's not because you've become socially higher! But...... I found me, and I saw you! ”

"Chendong, I know that I am a person who has been seriously ill, and maybe I shouldn't expect this relationship ......"

"Ruolan, how can you think so, this has nothing to do with your illness, and aren't you completely cured now! You're still the same person you used to be! ”

"Then why do you always have to reject me......"

"Ruolan! Give me some more time, it's not like you! But I'll explain some things to you, and if you make that choice after that, then we'll talk about it again! ”

"What is it, and why can't you say it now?" Li Ruolan held back her sadness and said.

Tang Chendong shook his head, "It's actually okay to say, but I haven't sorted out my head yet, and I don't know where to start!" Give me some time! ”

"Good! I'll give you time! I'm sick now, and I've got enough time to wait for you! Whatever you have, it's not a reason to hold me back! ”

……

After dinner, Tang Chendong sent Li Ruolan downstairs.

"Come with me to the river!"

"It's quite windy tonight! You're just right, don't go, I'll drive you back! ”

"I know, before you explained it to Sister Xiaorou, I asked you to accompany me to the movies or something, you probably don't want to! So, I just asked you to go with me to the river, can't you? ”

Seeing that Li Ruolan was so earnest, Tang Chendong had no choice but to nod and say, "Okay, then you put this dress on!" ”

Li Ruolan looked at Tang Chendong gratefully, shook her head and said, "I'm wearing a down jacket, I'm not cold!" It's you, wearing so little! Don't freeze! ”

"Hehe, it's not like you don't know! Even if I stand at the South Pole without any clothes, I won't be frozen! ”

Li Ruolan chuckled, as if she had forgotten her sorrow.

The two walked and chatted like this, talking about some of the past when they studied together in this small county.

Of course, the memory is still in my heart.

It's just a few years ago, and it's the most carefree youth.

A time that anyone can miss at any time!

Sending Li Ruolan home, Tang Chendong returned home, entered the space to cultivate, and then waited for Qin Xiaorou. Qin Xiaorou didn't come back for a night. Tang Chendong is looking through the autumn water.

But he knew the particularity of Qin Xiaorou's work, and he called her, and even turned off her phone.

There was no way, Tang Chendong had to practice silently for a night. (To be continued......)