155 Filled with wrath
Bai Zhu sat at the window, looking at Luo Chenyi under the cold plum tree in the courtyard, her eyes were full of love and pain that could not be hidden, and only when he didn't look at herself did she dare to show such a look.
The right hand slowly stroked her lower abdomen, with a wry smile on her lips, she thought that when the demon world returned from life and death, it would definitely be more like glue, but she never expected that it would be such a result!
If she hadn't insisted on going to the Demon Realm at the beginning, would she still be happy to have him?
Child, child, tell your mother, what should you do!
Your mother does not dare to let anyone find out about your existence, for fear that they will hurt you and take you away!
Lying on the table in front of the window, Bai Zhu had tears in the corners of his eyes, and slowly fell asleep.
Since discovering the child, she has become more and more asleep, I don't know if Hanshi went to ask the head, and even her morning class was exempted, even if some people were unwilling, but there was nothing to be done.
The gaze behind him disappeared, Luo Chenyi slowly stood up, brushed the petals that fell on his shoulder with his fingertips, and his eyes fell on Bai Zhu, who was already asleep in front of the window.
He knew that she had been looking at himself without a trace, and he also vaguely knew that he must have forgotten something, and when he was in the green bamboo forest, her explanation must not be the truth, every time he looked at her, he felt that a very important thing was missing from his heart, which made him feel a pain in his heart, which had never been done before.
But everyone up and down Shushan seems to have a tacit understanding and doesn't say anything, and he is also annoyed that she doesn't tell him the truth.
Luo Chenyi looked at it for a while, his expression was indifferent, and he turned around and brushed his sleeves away.
"Master, the end of the year is approaching, I want to go down the mountain with Aunt Qingyao to buy!" Except for those two times, Bai Zhu rarely went down the mountain, and since he came back, except for secretly watching him in the dark, and the misunderstanding about "Brother Chen" when he first met, Bai Zhu has not said a word to him seriously.
Some things happened just happened, she once thought that she could treat it as if she hadn't found it, but now that she thinks about it, it's impossible, Luo Chenyi can forget, but she doesn't, so she can't pretend to be nothing, and she is even more afraid that she will show her flaws in front of him, so, these days, she has almost avoided him.
The days were painful and depressing, if it was just her, she wouldn't care, but now it's different, she has her and his child in her belly, and she can't let the child have any three long and two short. Therefore, in order to let Yu Jie's thoughts dissipate a little, she decided to follow Qing Yao down the mountain to relax.
"Good. ”
There were no unnecessary questions, no concerns, no doubts, Luo Chenyi agreed very refreshingly, so refreshing that Bai Zhu was distracted for a while.
Is it that if you don't love it, you really don't care at all?
Could it be that such an unforgettable, life-and-death love can really dissipate like smoke?
Bai Qi came to the Shaking Light Palace in a trance: "Hanshi, I plan to go down the mountain with Qing Yao to buy, do you want to go?"
"Why are you in such bad spirits?" Hanshi didn't answer, and reached over to probe her pulse.
Bai Zhu was excited, and immediately came back to his senses, avoiding his hand, joking, this child, she would not let anyone find out.
Looking at Han Shi's suspicious and inquiring gaze, Bai Zhu smiled unnaturally: "I'm fine, it's just that I haven't had a good rest recently! Although it's a morning class exemption, my spirit is always very poor...... Looking at his worried face, Bai Zhu smiled and narrowed his eyes with a very unkind smile: "I know my body, I've been with you for so long, and I know some medical science more or less." ”
"Since you are not feeling well, why do you still follow down the mountain, it is better to recuperate on the mountain, I will prescribe you a few doses of the prescription for nourishing qi and nourishing blood, you are so resting, like this, it makes people worry!" Hanshi sighed and said thoughtfully: "I know, you must be very sad in your heart, but things have happened, you have to learn to see it! Not to mention, your life ...... It's still a long way!"
"Don't persuade me to do this!" Bai Zhu waved his hand again and again with some fear, every time he talked about this, Hanshi always had the ability to train her to be obedient and close, and there was no longer half a word of complaint, so that when she saw him now, she reflexively wanted to run, or cover his mouth.
"Look at you......" Hanshi couldn't help but smile, and his handsome face was even more beautiful.
"Aren't I scared of your lessons! I feel like you haven't said much in the past seven years!" Bai Zhu shivered exaggeratedly to show his fear: "Besides, this time I went down the mountain, didn't I just want to go and relax, but ......"
Bai Zhu's face showed embarrassment: "But although Aunt Qingyao knows that I am depressed in my heart, she doesn't know my identity, and she wants to come and go, and she is also a coolie, so she thinks about it, can you also go with me, in this case, I will ......"
As he spoke, Bai Zhu showed a pitiful look and looked at him with blank eyes.
"You're very good at this abacus!" Han Shi showed a pampered smile, but even so, he still asked, "When will you go down the mountain, have you told your master?"
"Well, I said it!" The smile on his lips slowly disappeared, and his eyes were filled with indescribable bitterness: "Hanshi, you say, did you forget, you really don't love it, and he doesn't even have an opinion on where to go?"
"Don't think too much, it's normal to go out shopping with Qing Yao, and your master has no reason to stop you!" Han Shi whispered comfort, but even he didn't believe in that reason.
But Bai Zhu believed it!
"Really?" Bai Zhu smiled, but with a bitter face: "I feel that he is more indifferent than when I first went up the mountain, and his seven emotions and six desires are becoming more and more shallow, why did he become like this?"
"Memory loss is like this, why do you bother to think about this incomprehensible question!" Hanshi's eyes were full of distress: "Where do you want to play, I'll take you there!"
"No need...... I just want to go down the mountain and have a look, maybe I'll be in a better mood...... Besides, I stayed in Yuheng Palace, and I didn't know what kind of mentality to face him...... I'm afraid that he thinks that I am blaspheming him and offending him, and when the time comes, he will be unhappy and will drive me away directly, and I am afraid that when the time comes, even the master and apprentice will not be able to do it!"
Bai Zhu lay on the stone table, his voice was low, like a wounded young beast, and he groaned lowly, making the listener sad.
"Why are you so careful to maintain your relationship with him! He doesn't remember anything, you just need to get back to your former self, how you got along with you before, and how you get along now, there will be no problems!" Hanshi stretched out his hand and brushed the slightly messy green silk in front of her for her, and his eyes couldn't hide the distress.
"How can I find it, how can I find it......" Bai Zhu buried his face in the crook of his arm, and his slender body trembled slightly: "I used to think that as long as I had it, it would be considered happy, but now, but now I find that I can't do it myself, and I can't face him calmly." ”
"Every time I see him, I can't help but get angry, I can't help but want to question him, but as soon as I see his shallow and indifferent appearance, I can't say anything! Who can blame for this, everything is my own opinion, everything is my own choice, if I don't insist so much......" Bai Zhu said this, suddenly realized that he had missed his mouth, and quickly shut up.
"Where are you going?" Han Shi frowned, "Isn't his memory naturally missing?"
"I, I don't remember!" Bai Zhu buried his head in the crook of his arm and refused to look up: "He came back before me, how he is, you should know better than me, how can I know......"
"You ......"
Han Shi wanted to ask again, but Bai Zhu suddenly jumped up: "Han Shi, it's getting late, I'll go back to Yuheng Palace first, and I'll agree to you about going down the mountain, and when Aunt Qingyao tells me, I'll come to you with my baggage!"
As he spoke, he didn't wait for Hanshi to answer, and hurried back to Yuheng Palace against the sky that was about to fall into the night.
As soon as the front foot stepped into the small courtyard where she lived, Bai Zhu saw the eye-catching snow-white figure standing under the cold plum tree, slender as jade, clear and arrogant, so handsome that she didn't want to look away, but she had to move away.
"Master, I'm back!" After speaking, without waiting for him to answer, he turned his feet and rushed to his room, as if there was a ghost chasing behind him.
"Where have you been?"
The low and mellow voice was particularly clear in the silent courtyard, and Bai Zhu paused, his heart was mixed, and he almost cried out before he could speak.
Trying to calm his hurried breath, Bai Qi stood a few steps away from the door, but didn't move: "I'm going to Shake the Light Palace!"
The words fell, and silence spread between the two.
Bai Zhu looked at the figure standing quietly under the Hanmei tree, she knew that he was waiting for her to say the reason, she didn't want to say it, because the reason was him, but in the face of such a he, she had to lie to him: "Aunt Qingyao saw that I was familiar with Uncle Hanshi, so she asked me to ask Uncle Hanshi what I needed, and asked me to make a list for her, but Uncle Hanshi said that he would also go down the mountain, so I came back!"
Half-truths and half-truths are the easiest to believe!
But Luo Chenyi was different, and when he stepped over, his beautiful peach blossom eyes were filled with anger: "When did you learn to lie?"
Bai Zhu watched him approach step by step, and couldn't help but retreat until his back was against the wall, and there was no way back: "Master, Master, I didn't lie!"
But one step away, Luo Chenyi stopped, looking at the person in front of him, obviously so unfamiliar, but he instinctively felt that he was very familiar with the delicate body in front of him, the blushing little face, the cherry lips that were not dotted, everything was so familiar!
"What do you mean by unnatural memory loss?" Luo Chenyi stared at her, not losing the slightest expression on her face.
"Are you following me?" Bai Zhu was shocked and angry, and pushed away the person in front of him who even wanted to get close to in his dreams, his heart was sad, his voice was low and soft, but with the indifference after the anger, revealing an inexplicable distance: "Master, your body is Uncle Hanshi helping you see, if there is any problem, it should be asked him, I only returned to Shushan after more than a month, I don't know what happened." ”