314. I was so miserable that I was dying
Nian Nian raised her head from Su Junchu's arms and looked at him in surprise.
She never thought that Su Junchu would say such a sentence, she couldn't see Su Junchu's expression clearly in the moonlight, but Niannian suddenly felt that Su Junchu, who had returned from the battle, seemed to have something unclear on her body that made her confused.
"Third brother, in fact, the prince and I ......" Nian Nian just opened his mouth to explain.
Su Junchu interrupted her stiffly: "Niannian, don't say it, I don't want to hear anything about you and the prince." ”
Nian Nian stopped halfway through his words, subconsciously bit his lip, and both of them were silent.
After a long while, Nian Nian asked, "Are you going to marry Princessman Lan Xin?" ”
"Yes, three days after the emperor's gift, it will be the day of my wedding to Princess Lanxin. Speaking of which, isn't this exactly what you've been wanting to see for a long time? I remember that on the day I left, you said to me in person, you wish I and Princess Lanxin would get married sooner. Su Junchu let go of his thoughts, looked at the dark sky in the distance and said slowly.
"Third brother, what I said at that time was all angry words. Actually, I don't want you to marry Princess Lanxin at all, I feel so sad to see you together, I don't want you to marry another woman at all. Nian Nian cried out excitedly.
At this point, she couldn't take much of it anymore.
She finds herself far from being as great as she previously thought, and can give away the man she loves to someone else. She has now clearly seen her heart, that is, she hopes to be with Su Junchu forever.
"Angry talk? Do you know how hard your angry words hit me? How many sleepless nights have I spent in that miserable border pass with one of your angry words? Su Junchu's handsome face was filled with an indescribable bitterness.
"I'm sorry, third brother, I was wrong, I regretted it a long time ago, I shouldn't have said those words to you." Nian Nian said with tears in her eyes.
Su Junchu listened quietly, and then tightly held Nian Nian's hand: "Nian Nian, I can listen to you, don't marry Princess Lanxin." Because in my heart, you are the only one from beginning to end. However, are you willing to give up your current qiē and come with me? You can't be the crown princess, can you leave Li Mo and come back to me immediately? ”
Niannian hesitated, and at this moment she suddenly realized that the current situation was by no means something that she could solve the problem by being emotional and following Su Junchu away.
Her slight hesitation fell exactly in Su Junchu's eyes.
Su Junchu's heart cooled again, he let go of the hand he was holding tightly, and sneered slightly: "I knew that you would be reluctant." You want to be the crown princess, you want to be the queen, you and Li Moen are in love, you said that you are very satisfied with your current life. So, why are you still trying to provoke me? Since you can't bear him, why do you still say to me that you miss me? Are you just trying to cheat on me behind your husband's back now? ”
Nian Nian was struck and took a step back in a hurry.
She never expected that Su Junchu, who had just returned from the battle, would say such harsh words to her as soon as they met. She already felt that Su Junchu was no longer the third brother she was familiar with before.
Nian Nian looked at Su Junchu in a daze, this person who was both familiar and strange to her now, close and distant, weakly spit out a few words from her mouth: "You know that I am not that kind of person." ”
"So, what do you mean? You don't want to leave Li Mo, and you don't want me to marry Princess Lanxin, you don't want to be with me, but you prevent me from being with others. What kind of woman are you? Does vanity add selfishness? Su Junchu was also excited, holding Niannian's chin with one hand, staring at her beautiful face and questioning.
"Yes, yes, yes! I'm selfish, I'm vanity! The qiē I told you today is all fake, I only felt uncomfortable when I saw that you and Grandpa Lan were going to get married, so I said that I missed you, in fact, I didn't think about you at all! Nian Nian felt that her head was about to explode, and she violently pushed away Su Junchu's hand that was holding her chin, and screamed impulsively.
"I know, I knew you wouldn't really miss me, so I won't be fooled by your illusions anymore. So, goodbye, princess, I wish you and the prince eternal marriage and grow old together. Su Junchu looked at her coldly, gritted his teeth and said word by word, and then turned around and left.
He felt his pride and dignity crushed by Niannian's trampling under his feet. The only thing he can do now is to stay away from Niannian a little farther away, so that his broken heart will not be even more bruised......
Nian Nian watched Su Junchu walk farther and farther away sadly, and it was not until she was out of sight that she cried hysterically.
Although Nian Nian is reluctant to face it, he ...... That festive day was coming soon.
Three days later, the palace was lit up and there was a joyous atmosphere. This is the big day of the new prince Su Junchu, the king of Jinling, and Princess Lanxin, who have just returned from the border pass.
Their new house was furnished in Princess Lanxin's Xinhe Palace. Princess Lanxin lost her mother since she was a child, and was raised by the queen mother, and she was the only princess among the emperor's children.
If you want to get married, of course, you can't take it lightly.
Therefore, this wedding in the palace can be said to be as luxurious as it is, and as pomp and circumstance as it is.
In just a few days, Nian Nian has gradually accepted the fact that she and Su Junchu are destined not to be together.
She tried her best not to recall those intoxicating and heartbreaking pasts, and talked and laughed with Su Xiaorou every day.
On the surface, she is even more lively and cheerful than usual.
But whenever it was quiet in the dead of night, Nian Nian could always hear a voice whispering repeatedly in her heart: Third brother, third brother, don't marry someone else, don't leave me......
This is a day of great celebration for the whole country, but it is the most painful and difficult day for Nian Nian.
She sat in the seat of the crown prince and princess with Li Mo in a drowsy manner, watching Su Junchu and Princess Lanxin, who were dressed in a red dress, worship heaven and earth, and then worship the high hall, and finally the husband and wife worship each other.
She felt that all that was left in her eyes was the red and bright patch, and her mind had long since lost any sensation.
However, she always maintained a reserved smile on her face, and even when Su Junchu and Princess Lanxin came over to toast her and the prince together, she barely maintained a polite sentence and said: I wish King Jinling and Princess Lanxin a deep love and grow old together.
When he said this, Nian Nian didn't look at Su Junchu. She was afraid that she would not be able to help but collapse at a glance, revealing the deepest pain in her heart.
Nian Nian carefully disguised her strength and happiness until she heard someone shouting loudly, "The bride and groom have entered the cave room." ”
She finally couldn't hold back, and hurriedly said to the prince: "I'm a little uncomfortable, I'll go back first." And he took the road and fled.
Nian Nian left the noisy scene without escaping, and ran back to the Taihe Palace.
At this time, there was no figure in the Taihe Hall quietly.
Everyone went to the grand wedding in the palace, and even the little father-in-law and the palace maids who were not qualified to attend the wedding banquet secretly ran to join in the fun.
Niannian's body was weak and her headache was cracking, and she felt as if her whole body had no strength at all, and she couldn't support it anymore. So, she lay on the stone table in the courtyard, tears falling in bunches, wetting her clothes.
Scenes of the past resurfaced in Niannian's mind.
The more she cried, the more sad she felt, and the more she thought about it, the more her heart hurt, and her tears couldn't stop like a gushing spring.
At this time, a deep voice was suddenly heard in my ears: "What's wrong with you?" What happened? ”
Nian Nian was startled, she thought she was hallucinating. At this moment, she almost thought that Su Junchu had appeared in front of her.
However, when she turned around, she saw the crown prince Li Mo standing behind her.
Li Mo looked at Nian Nian with concern, at the wedding just now, after Nian Nian said that he was uncomfortable and left in a hurry, he was still at ease in his heart.
When he came back after him, he saw Nian Nian who was crying sadly.
This situation made his heart suddenly feel deep pity for this girl who had always been strong and brave in his eyes.
Although Li Mo and Nian Nian have never been a real husband and wife, with such a long period of contact, in Li Mo's eyes, Nian Nian is like an innocent and lovely little sister, and her optimism and kindness make Li Mo feel appreciated from the bottom of his heart.
At this time, seeing the usual lively and cheerful Nian Nian, who didn't know why he was crying so sadly, Li Mo also felt a faint heartache.
Nian Nian was still crying, Li Mo took out his silk handkerchief and handed it to her: "Wipe your tears, it's easy for you to cry like this." ”
Nian Nian took Juan Pa, and at this moment she felt so vulnerable, like a drowning person desperately looking for a little support and warmth. And Li Mo is the only person she can rely on at this time.
She couldn't help but fall into Li Mo's arms and grabbed his shirt tightly: "Prince, I feel so uncomfortable, do you know?" I'm so sick right now. ”
Li Mo gently hugged Niannian and gently comforted her: "Okay, okay, don't cry anymore, if you're unhappy, you can tell me, but don't cry like this." It's too cold here, can you go in first? ”
But Nian, who was immersed in great pain, couldn't listen to any of Li Mo's words at all, and still leaned on his chest and cried wantonly, saying in a messy voice: "It's all wrong...... Prince, I'm a fool, and I know now how stupid I'm so stupid. But we can't go back...... What am I going to do? What should I do? I'm so uncomfortable...... I felt like I was dying. ”