119. [118] The idea of being a eunuch for the rest of his life

Mu Chen was already stunned, her eyes flickered, and she lowered slightly, not daring to touch Ren Shaotian's gaze.

Ren Shaotian turned on the faucet, and his mood poured non-stop: "Do you know? I've liked you for a long time, when did it start, I'm not sure, maybe, I already liked you when we first met, but I just realized it later. I once thought that you are the crown prince, the future emperor with a high and prominent position, as long as you appear occasionally, let me please you and love you, I will be very satisfied, but gradually, I found that I was greedy, especially after you were injured in a surprise attack, and I didn't leave the palace for a long time, I found out that if I couldn't see you, it was like I couldn't find myself, I was full of you, and I didn't have the heart to do anything else, so I decided to go into the palace to see you. ”

It turned out that this was the real reason why he entered the palace as a fake eunuch, and Mu Chen only knew it now, and he really realized it later.

In fact, Ren Shaotian didn't hint at his feelings for her, but she didn't take it to heart and took it as a joke.

The faucet was not turned off yet, and Ren Shaotian continued: "At first, I didn't think much about it, I just felt that if I could be a little eunuch, even if you didn't leave the palace, I would be able to see you every day until your injuries were all healed and you could leave the palace freely." But this short-lived idea gradually hoped to be long-lasting, and I actually had the idea of being a eunuch for the rest of my life, so I was in the palace, accompanying you day and night, guarding you, and helping you overcome all difficulties and successfully ascend to the throne of God. ”

Oh my God, this simply made Mu Chen feel that the sky was rumbling, and the dark clouds were covering the sky.

She can see that Ren Shaotian is serious, even if he is usually a child, speaks frivolously, and is not credible, but now, a calm and down-to-earth handsome man is in front of him, telling every word, which is categorical and shocking, and people have to believe it.

He was willing to be a lowly eunuch for the sake of himself.

Even if Mu Chen didn't love him in his heart, he was inevitably moved by these words.

It's just that she can't respond.

Mu Chen couldn't bear it, and gently brushed Ren Shaotian's hand away: "What's so good in the palace, you have so much wealth outside, and countless mountains of gold and silver and diamonds, don't you care?" ”

Ren Shaotian shook his head: "The gold and silver mountains and diamond mountains are not as good as the people on the tip of my heart." ”

Mu Chen couldn't believe that Ren Shaotian's love for herself had exceeded the range she could bear, and she already felt a little overwhelmed: "But, what's so good about eunuchs, no matter how much you get favor, you're just a lowly minion, is it really worth giving up wealth and getting a humble status?" ”

"It's worth it, as long as I can be by your side for the rest of my life, even if it becomes a pile of mud on the ground, I think it's worth it."

Such words made Mu Chen ruthlessly refuse, besides, he was really overloaded.

"I'm sorry, Shaotian." This is the first time Mu Chen has called Ren Shaotian's name, usually she is called a sissy or a dwarf, but at this moment, she was also infected by his affection, and couldn't help but get serious, "It's too sudden, I don't know how to digest it, and I don't know how to respond, please forgive me, for a while, there is really no way to accept your feelings." ”

Ren Shaotian smiled, his eyes were like water: "You don't have to apologize, it's not your fault, it's not easy for you to accept a man's love, and you may not even be able to accept it for a lifetime, so, it's okay, I understand, you don't need to give me any answers, love, itself is beautiful, I don't want to put pressure on you because of my love." As long as you are still willing to keep me with you, treat me as you always have, and don't have a hard time with me, I am satisfied. Of course, I won't give up easily, maybe one day, you will find that you love me too. ”

It's really a gentle and caring man, everything is for each other, every word can warm people's hearts, it's not easy, it is a kind of happiness to be loved by such a man, if you can also fall in love with this man, you will be happier.

Mu Chenru thought about it, thought of Su Wuxie, and thought of the second prince Zixi.

Su Wuxie's love is unpredictable and unpredictable, even if she loves him, but after all, it makes her feel too tired.

The love of the second prince Zixi has the constraints of identity and too many secrets, which makes her feel too heavy when she first comes into contact.

Perhaps, Ren Shaotian is a good, trustworthy and trustworthy candidate.

Alas, where did you think of it? Now it's not so hungry that you have to eat one to fill your stomach, so why do you have to choose one of the three? This is too unfair to Ren Shaotian.

Calm down!

Just when Mu Chen was still confused by Ren Shaotian's words, Ren Shaotian suddenly jumped up from his position.

"Well, sensual time is over."

He approached Mu Chen, and a big grimace shook in front of Mu Chen.

Mu Chen, is the Meng Bao in front of him really the gentle man who confessed his true feelings just now?

It's like two people.

After jumping around for a while, Ren Shaotian sat back in his position and said seriously: "Next, it's time to talk about the second prince Zixi." ”

was by him like that, Mu Chen really almost forgot that she wanted to talk about the second prince Zixi, because Princess Changle's words seemed to be a bit mysterious, and Ren Shaotian also heard it.

Mu Chen finally put his soul in order, and put aside his children's personal feelings for the time being: "You also heard what Princess Changle said just now, so you also think it's strange?" ”

"Yes, Huafu is Concubine Hua's maiden home, and Hua Qianchuan, the owner of Huafu, is Concubine Hua's brother, that is to say, Hua Qianchuan is the uncle of the second prince. According to Princess Changle's words, the former second prince has always been in contact with Washington, and the relationship is very good, but later, he suddenly cut off contact with Washington, and in the middle, some unknown things must have happened. ”

Mu Chen nodded: "I think the same way, this matter is definitely a turning point, maybe it is related to the mystery of the life experience of the second prince Zixi, he used to have a close relationship with Washington, but now he is a stranger, which kind of relationship do you think is more normal?" ”

Ren Shaotian pointed his fingers, raised his eyebrows and thought about it: "From the perspective of ordinary people, even if they don't contact each other often, it is normal for juniors to visit their elders occasionally, if they don't get along for many years, then the juniors seem to be a little too unfilial, unless they ......"

Mu Chen continued: "Unless that elder treats the junior badly, or has done something that makes the junior dissatisfied and unhappy. ”

"That's right, that's right." Ren Shaotian nodded again and again.

"And the relationship was originally very good, but suddenly because of something, it became bad, so suddenly, that certain thing must be very serious, so the second prince Zixi had an instant change of thought, and no longer went to Washington to visit his uncle." Mu Chen analyzed it in fragments, and at the same time remembered what he overheard outside the Yanxi Palace that day, and the second prince Zixi and Concubine Hua also said something like not visiting the mansion for a long time.

Could it be that they said that the mansion they haven't visited for a long time is Washington?

But this is contradictory, the mansion in their mouth clearly refers to the mansion of the second prince Xi's biological father, which Mu Chen will not hear wrong, he is very sure.

And in addition to Hua Qianchuan, there are no high-ranking officials and nobles living in Washington at all, he has no brothers, his wife also died early, and his sister married into the palace, no matter how you count, you can't find a suspicious person who meets the conditions of the second prince Zixi's biological father.

Ren Shaotian saw that Mu Chen was so engrossed, so he asked, "Did you think of something?" ”

Mu Chen nodded, thought about it, and shook his head again: "I thought of some signs, but there are contradictions after analyzing it, so what I thought of doesn't seem to be valid." By the way, I don't know if the person in charge of tracking Concubine Hua has any new information. ”

"The person who followed Concubine Hua was sent by Lao Su, and I don't know very well, or I'll go to Lao Su and ask in the next two days." When it came to Su Wuxie, Ren Shaotian naturally felt that he should say it as usual.

But this sentence by sentence "Lao Su" poked Mu Chen's nerves.

She knows that a person who no longer loves herself, she should treat it with a normal heart, and she shouldn't bother anymore, but it still takes some time to get used to it.

Look at Ren Shaotian again, or you can really think about whether you can fall in love with him.

Ren Shaotian quickly learned from Su Wuxian that Concubine Hua had not been out of the palace except for going to Washington recently, and she had not met any officials in the palace, and it seemed that everything was normal and there were no flaws.

"Concubine Hua went back to her parents' house to visit her brother, it is normal for people to go to other places, has she been in contact with any special men, is it really not strange, are you sure, she really has an adulterer in the court?" Ren Shaotian couldn't help but wonder if this was the truth.

Mu Chen expressed dissatisfaction with Ren Shaotian's suspicion: "I heard it with my own ears, how can it be fake?" And Su Wuxian ......"

At the mention of Su Wuxie, she paused, and her heart seemed to stop beating for a beat, and it was painful.

She tried to ignore the pain and continued to finish speaking: "Su Wuxian was also with me at the time, and he also heard it, if you don't believe it, go ask him." ”

"Go and ask him again, do you think I'm idle? I just went to inquire about Concubine Hua's whereabouts, so I don't want to run again for some trivial things. Even if I am a fake eunuch, I have to be like a eunuch, and I am not a carrier pigeon, and I will send you a message every three days, is this decent? Ren Shaotian muttered and complained.

"Don't you know that the duties of a eunuch also include the task of conveying information?" Mu Chen looked at the fake eunuch in front of him, his eyes slowly fell from a handsome face to an important part, she was evil again, "If I have any opinions, I will see if I will make you fake." ”

Ren Shaotian instinctively stretched out his hand to block it, although he knew that he loved the prince very deeply and never entangled in gender issues, but this did not mean that he could easily give up the male function, even if it was between men and men, it was still needed.

He endured this aggrievedly: "Okay, count you ruthlessly, my little eunuch has the belly of a little eunuch, and I don't care about you, the eldest prince." But then again, Lao Su hasn't been to the East Palace for a long time, is there really nothing between you? ”